They all say I'm a tyrant

There are only a handful of times in You Yan's life that he was so frustrated. He has always been conceited, consciously eloquent, and will never gain the upper hand when arguing with others, but at this moment he realizes that no matter how good he is at eloquent arguments, Let people change their deep-rooted ideas.

Especially on the matter of You Li, he really has no reason to blame Mrs. You. After all, they have different positions and look at issues from different angles. What's more, their original intentions are the same. It is hope that the tour ceremony can be good.

It is precisely because of this that You Yan fell into a rare confusion. For the first time, he questioned his point of view, and questioned whether the educational method he had always advocated was suitable for You Li.

In the final analysis, You Li is not him. He himself does whatever he wants in his life, including when it comes to his relationship with Lin Ce, he does everything according to his heart without the slightest hesitation.That's because he is transparent by nature and knows what he wants. Every choice he makes is the most suitable for him. He will never regret it at any time. No matter what happens in the end, he will be able to bear the burden of his day consequences of the decision.

But can Yuli do it?

After all, You Li is not just You Li, he is the eldest grandson of You Mansion, the son his parents regard as a treasure, and the hope of the entire You family in his grandmother's eyes.Although You Yan doesn't care about these things, can You Li not care too?If You Li imitated him and had no scruples like him, it would be fine if he could go as smoothly as he did, but if You Li encountered some twists and turns in the middle of the journey, and ended up in an unresolved end, how would he tell his parents, brother and sister-in-law? explain?

On that day, he accused Lin Ce of being too arrogant when he treated Princess Lechang, but the way he raised Yuli may not be really suitable.

Especially at this moment, You Yan looked at the red-eyed, tear-stained mother in front of him... He is probably because he sees too clearly and thinks too openly about everything, so he will be a little cold when dealing with people, but he is not affected by it for no reason. His mother's accusation made him unable to recover for a while.

He may not care about many things in this world, but the appearance of Lin Ce has allowed him to find something he has always wanted to stick to, but it does not mean that his parents and family are worthless to him.Although he didn't care about those fame and fortune, nor did he care about the so-called prosperity of the family and the prosperity of generations, but he didn't really abandon Youfu. In the past few years, he has maintained the status of Youfu in the court, neither too conspicuous , and can maintain the current prosperity, just so that the family members in the mansion can maintain the current peaceful and stable life.

You Yan took out a brocade handkerchief from his bosom, gently wiped away the tears for You Mu, then got up and said: "After all, the matter of Shuwen is just your mother's guess, maybe it's just because of you because of me... …So I was panicked, and when I saw Shuwen getting close to others, I was worried that the old things would happen again. You also said that he doesn’t understand things at all. He is still a child after all, and he hasn’t thought about it that much. You don’t have to do this, I will have a good life with him Let's talk, there is no rush to arrange the marriage after the misunderstanding is cleared up."

You Mu had never talked to You Yan like this for many years, and now that she had calmed down, she was a little at a loss, so she reluctantly accepted You Yan's comfort and nodded: "Okay."

You Yan knew that this was the end of today's topic, and before he confirmed the matter with You Li, the mother and son probably had nothing to talk about except polite greetings, so he straightened his back and saluted You Fu: "Since that's the case, my son will go back first, mother, please rest well." You Yan paused, "Don't think too much."

After the moment just now, You Mu probably didn't know how to face You Yan, so she forced a smile: "After you go back, take good care of your body."

"My son knows, mother, don't worry." You Yan raised his lips, but the smile didn't reach his eyes. Before he left your mother's room, he saw her enter the Buddhist hall again. At this moment, You Yan suddenly understood Why do people believe in gods and Buddhas.Because people live in this world, there are always things that people can't do anything about.

Just like Youmu, she may be aware that devoting herself to worshiping the Buddha every day may not be able to solve her worries, but for her, it is more or less a kind of sustenance.

You Yan stood in the courtyard in a daze for a moment before he got up and went back to his room.

Ruiyun was squatting at the door of the room watering the two plum trees that You Yan had planted earlier.In winter, You Yan was particularly envious of his father's plum trees, so he planted a few in his own yard, hoping to enjoy plum blossoms in winter without leaving his room.The few plum seedlings were naturally brought over by Lin Ce's order. Fortunately, You Yan has not been in the mansion for a while, no one has influenced them, and someone takes good care of them every day, so they are growing gratifyingly.

You Yan didn't go back to the mansion for a while, but now he found the plum seedling as tall as a person and its lush branches and leaves a novelty. After pouring it under the tree, when he wanted to scoop another ladle of water from the bucket, Rui Yun hurriedly reached out to stop him: "It's alright son, the water for this plum seedling is already enough."

You Yan regretfully threw the water in his hand into the bucket, clapped his hands and stood up: "As expected of the tree I planted by myself, it grows pretty well."

Ruiyun put away the bucket, and asked casually, "Have you finished chatting with the old lady?"

"Well," You Yan lowered his eyes, looking at the water stains splashed on his cuffs, "You send someone to the Shuwen room to invite him over, I have something to say to him."

"I saw the young master leave the mansion in the morning, and he probably hasn't come back yet," Rui Yun said, "Otherwise, if he knew that you returned to the mansion today, he would definitely come over."

You Yan flicked his cuffs and thought: "That's right, that's all, it doesn't look very suitable today." He closed his eyes slightly, "Even if he is in the mansion, in my current state, I probably can't talk about anything. "

Rui Yun glanced at him cautiously: "My lord... you don't look very happy today. You were fine when you came back in the morning. It was the old lady... did you say something?"

You Yan raised his hands to cover his face, and shook his head lightly: "It's nothing, sometimes you have to have some self-doubt, otherwise life would be too boring?"

Rui Yun didn't quite understand what You Yan was talking about, looked up at the sky, and said hesitantly: "Then I'll send someone to bring lunch? I heard that you followed His Majesty out of the city early in the morning to practice for the army, and you should be hungry by now." .”

You Yan actually has no appetite, but he has nothing to do at the moment. After Mrs. You's conversation just now, his mood is somewhat depressed. If he returns to the palace at this time, Lin Ce will inevitably notice it.Lin Ce had enough worries in his daily life. Even if he couldn't share his worries, he shouldn't add to the trouble, so he nodded, "That's fine. After lunch, I'll take you around the city with me. Go to Lin Jue's tea house to drink tea and listen to ditties."

Ruiyun himself was not very interested in these things, but felt that his young master seemed to be in a bad mood, and it might be a good thing to go out of the house to relax, so he conveniently ordered someone to prepare lunch.

You Yan didn't have much desire for food and drink, and he was very picky when he ate. In addition, he was in a bad mood today, so he stopped his chopsticks after eating a few mouthfuls, and waved his hand at Ruiyun: "Take it Bring me that jar of wine," said halfway, caught Rui Yun's eyes, and said, "I only drink two glasses."

Ruiyun hesitated for a moment, turned around and went out, and after a while, he really came back with a jug of wine.

You Yan has been drinking for many years, and he often drank for fun, but never like today, in order to relieve his worries, he stared at the wine in the glass, shook his head lightly, smiled like self-deprecating, and then drank it down, Then I got myself another glass.

Rui Yun kept watching You Yan's movements, originally worried that he would drink too much, but unexpectedly, You Yan really put down the wine jar after finishing two glasses of wine, which made Rui Yun even more worried.

You Yan handed the wine jar to Ruiyun: "Seal the remaining half jar of wine for me. Such a good wine should be paired with a good mood to taste better. My mood today has failed me." After speaking, he got up, "Change clothes, let's go out of the mansion, and go to Lin Jue's to ask for a cup of good tea."

Rui Yun hugged the wine jar in a daze for a moment before responding: "Okay."

It's not too far from Youfu to the teahouse. You Yan always walks there, and it's the same today. He originally wanted Ruiyun to inquire if Lin Jue was in the teahouse, but he didn't expect to meet someone riding a tall horse in front of the teahouse. The dusty Lin Jue couldn't help being surprised: "Brother Lin, this is this, where did it come from?"

Lin Jue got off his horse and said, "I'm out of the city. Brother You is rarely free to come to my place today. Please come upstairs to the private room. I'll let them prepare tea."

"That's exactly what I mean." You Yan smiled, and his eyes fell on a burden that Lin Jue was carrying. Looking at the shape, it seemed to be a piano. "Brother Lin, why is he so elegant that he is going out of the city with this kiss on his back today?"

Lin Jue untied the violin, handed it to the oncoming Xiao Er, turned to You Yan and said, "I drank the good wine from General Tao that day, and I wanted to have a chance to ask him to have a drink with him again, but I didn't expect Before my appointment, General Tao is about to go to war. Although I don't know the situation in the Southwest, I also know that General Tao's trip is to protect the safety of the Southern Wei Dynasty. I am in awe, so today I simply took the wine out of the city to practice for General Tao."

You Yan raised his eyebrows slightly: "It seems that Brother Lin is really full of sincerity, and he even made a special trip to carry the piano on his back when he went to practice. You must know that I haven't heard you playing the piano for many years. That guy Tao Jiang doesn't know how to listen to it." I don't understand."

Lin Jue waved his hand: "I'm not playing the qin to find a bosom friend. If I want to, I'll touch it directly to you wanderer. I took the qin because it's inevitable to be moved by the scene of tens of thousands of soldiers going to war. With the sound of the qin It’s just straight from the heart. As for whether anyone can understand it, it doesn’t matter.”