They all say I'm a tyrant

You Yan had contact with Lin Xiu before, and it was always on some very necessary occasions, or when Lin Ce was present, it was the first time for You Yan to sit together and drink tea and chat like today. The impression was good, You Yan didn't feel embarrassed, but Lin Xiu was a little absent-minded, especially after mentioning the Southwest War, her performance became more obvious. Rabbit, the thoughts were clearly out of sight.

You Yan didn't point it out, he sipped his tea and admired the beautiful scenery, and occasionally turned his head to look at Lin Xiu's little girl, which was interesting.He had never had a time like Lin Xiu's when his eyes were full of thoughts and worries about a single person.Probably since the start of the war in the southwest, she has never felt at ease, and all her thoughts have followed to the hinterland of the southwest thousands of miles away, and all her thoughts are on that person, hoping that he will be safe and that he will return soon.

You Yan has always been straightforward and calm in dealing with feelings. If he wants to see Lin Ce, he will see him right away. If he cannot meet for a while, he will not be disappointed. He has many hobbies and will always find suitable things to pass the time, like Lin Xiu At this moment, he has never experienced the feeling of being so absent-minded because of missing someone so much that he forgot the place and occasion. At this moment, from the perspective of a bystander, he feels a little novel.

The longest time he and Lin Ce were separated was probably the first year of Longhe. He led an army of [-] to the northwest, separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and they could not see each other for more than half a year.It's just that now when he thinks back, all he can think of is the bloody wind, the smoke and dust all over the ground, and he doesn't have any thoughts about these children at all. Now it seems that he still feels a little pity.

It's just that when he was in the northwest, the battle was urgent, and the lives of the soldiers of the three armies were tied to him, so he had no time to distract himself. He remembered that there was a person thousands of miles away waiting for him to return, but he had no time to think about how well that person was living in the capital. good.Only occasionally when a life is recovered from a dangerous battlefield, when the three armies clean up the battlefield, it is rare to be free, perhaps because you are rolling on the edge of life and death, You Yan always misses the person who is far away in the capital at that time, He never concealed his feelings. Since he missed him, he wanted to tell that person. Regardless of how embarrassed he was, he immediately picked up a pen and hurriedly wrote a few words, put them in the battle report, and sent them to the capital together.

Thinking about it now, I don't know what kind of mood Lin Ce, who was far away in the capital, would have when he received those few words stained with blood.

Lin Ce is always extremely restrained when dealing with feelings, especially he is unwilling to show weakness in front of You Yan. In addition, when You Yan came back from the northwest, he was scarred and ordered to rest in bed for a month. The source of every scar on his body was questioned by Lin Ce. On the contrary, Lin Ce acted nonchalantly. The situation in the court was stable, and the power fell back. You Yan also forgot to ask that person. For more than half a year, he alone How do people survive in this turbulent court?

Thinking of this, You Yan suddenly wanted to see Lin Ce. He put down the teacup in his hand, glanced at Lin Xiu who was still in a trance, and smiled slightly: "Your Highness, I suddenly remembered that I have something to do, so I will take my leave first." .”

Lin Xiu was pulled back from her thoughts, she looked at You Yan and found that the other party's eyes were on the gray rabbit in her hand, and said hurriedly: "It's Ben Gong who lost his temper, don't blame the general." Then he handed the gray rabbit to You Yan, Lean forward slightly.

You Yan hugged the gray rabbit again, smiled and shook his head: "What kind of gaffe is thinking about your sweetheart?" After speaking, he nodded towards Lin Xiu, turned around and walked towards Changle Palace. Missing, the footsteps were a little urgent, and soon disappeared from Lin Xiu's sight.

Lin Xiu blinked, slowly looked away, and looked back at the maid behind her: "Let's go, go back to the palace."

"Yes, Your Highness."

When You Yan returned to Changle Palace, everything was the same as before he left. Lin Ce was still sitting in front of the desk and dealing with court affairs, Gao Yong was carefully waiting on the side, studying ink and refilling tea from time to time, the two of them hardly spoke .

You Yan walked in with light steps, blinked at Gao Yong who raised his head, handed the gray rabbit to him, waved him out, walked around behind Lin Ce, and looked over his shoulder at the desk After a glance, suddenly the whole person jumped up and wrapped his arms around Lin Ce's neck. Most of the people lay on Lin Ce's back, and even the two of them couldn't help shaking.

Lin Ce's hand holding the pen paused, and he held You Yan's arm with the other hand, and a smile appeared on his face: "Why did you come back so early today? Isn't it always at lunch time in the past? Please come back?"

"Because I want to see you," Lin Ce leaned close to him, "It's you, you were writing the melody when I went out, and you were also writing the melody when I came back. It's been an hour, so I can't take a break Will it?" As he spoke, he stretched out his hand, took Lin Ce's pen-holding hand, and asked him to put down the pen, "Okay, now give me half an hour to talk with me, how about it?"

Lin Ce held his hand, supported his body with the other hand, carried him on his back, and put him down until he was about to collapse, and sat down next to You Yan: "Okay, let's start now." I belong to you for half an hour, what do you want to say?"

You Yan stretched out his arms, put his pillow on Lin Ce's lap, and looked up into Lin Ce's eyes: "Let's talk about the past? For example, the days when I went to the Northwest, I remember that it was caught in the battle report I sent you a lot of letters, but you still receive them?"

Northwest... These two words are not as easy for Lin Ce as You Yan. You Yan is open-minded by nature, and he is the one who is missed and worried, so when he mentioned that he was calm and calm, but every time Lin Ce Thinking of that time, he could clearly remember the scars all over You Yan's body. Every time at this time, an unspeakable emotion would stick in his heart, so he never mentioned that time with You Yan, but he didn't know that You Yan is still alive today. Why do you remember.

But he couldn't refuse You Yan's words, he stretched out his hand and gently touched You Yan's face: "I still keep them, there are eleven letters in total, and there are quite a few of them, do you want to read them?"

You Yan turned over and sat up, his eyes were particularly bright: "Look, it's been too long, I can't even remember what I wrote for you at that time."

Lin Ce looked at him for a while, got up and came to the desk, found a hand-sized brocade box from there, slowly opened it, revealing eleven letters inside.

In fact, it is a letter, more like a note.The war is urgent, and You Yan has no time to express anything. Fortunately, he doesn't want to express anything. All the content about the war is in the battle report. Those notes signed with the name of the current saint only have the most direct and undisguised miss .

Lin Ce handed the brocade box to You Yan, and sat down next to him in silence, watching him open the letters one by one, scanning the handwriting with his eyes, always with a smile on his lips.

If someone else were to read such a blunt letter from many years ago now, he would feel somewhat ashamed, but You Yan never would, no matter how long it has passed, he would never feel ashamed to miss his sweetheart .He read the carefully preserved eleven letters, and then raised his eyes to meet Lin Ce's gaze: "At that time, the war was urgent, but I still tried my best to write these letters to you, but you didn't reply to me." A letter from home that has nothing to do with the war, but because of the tense situation in the court at that time?" You Yan raised his hand and touched Lin Ce's face, "I have never asked you for so many years. During those six months, you were alone, How are you doing?"

Lin Ce still hadn't figured out why You Yan would suddenly bring up what happened back then when he came back from the Imperial Garden today, his thoughts turned around, and he still couldn't help but follow You Yan's words to recall.

During those half a year, the situation in the capital was indeed urgent, but it was never more difficult than the Northwest battlefield. It wasn't that he had no time to send You Yan such a letter home, but because he didn't dare.He once read You Yan's letter, looked at the blood stains on it, and compared it with the battle report to guess what You Yan had just experienced when he wrote this letter. , or You Yan's own.

You Yan's letters were short and straight to the heart, never mentioning his own condition, Lin Ce raised his pen countless times to ask the man, whether he was taking good care of his body, the sword had no eyes, and whether he was injured.But all kinds of emotions came up, but he couldn't write.It is because of him that You Yan went through those experiences, what right does he have to give You Yan these innocuous concerns while living in the capital?

"Huai Cheng?" You Yan had already closed the brocade box, he looked at Lin Ce, "What are you thinking?"

Lin Ce smiled at him: "I just followed your words and thought about what happened that day. I was already the lord of a country at that time, sitting high on the throne and respected by everyone, so what's wrong?" In You Yan in the northwest, it was just a trivial problem.

You Yan was silent for a while, he and Lin Ce accompanied him all the way, he naturally remembered the situation in the court when he first ascended the throne, and how his throne was in danger, otherwise he would not have put on his armor and went to the northwest, and waited until he When they came back, how many faces that they once hated were missing in the court, and Lin Ce's throne was finally settled at that time. One can guess how much Lin Ce has experienced alone, but he never speaks to him .

You Yan knew Lin Ce's temperament best, knowing that the words had come to this point, no matter how difficult Lin Ce had that day, he would not say it again, and he did not want to entangle himself in the past.He put his arms around Lin Ce's waist, and put his face on his chest: "I don't know if I have told you that I was far away in the northwest that day, no matter what kind of hard battle I went through, as long as I think of you waiting for me in the capital When you come back from victory, you will be invincible.”

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