Years old

Qi Songyan was very decadent in Si Junyao's class on weekends, he barely opened his mouth for the sake of being respectful to the teacher, and the corners of his mouth were drooping the rest of the time, barely wiping the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief.Si Junyao didn't leave when get out of class was over, but slid a chair close to him, and asked bluntly, "What's your situation? No progress?"

Qi Songyan raised his face from the table a little: "What progress?"

"You and the Chinese class representative."

Qi Songyan sat up with a whoosh, closed the door of the study without a word, turned back and nestled in the chair, his eyes flickered, hesitantly said: "How do you know?"

Si Junyao supported his forehead and sighed: "It's really hard not to know."

Qi Songyan thought, yes, at school he had nowhere to say that he could mention Qin Di more than a hundred times in two hours of class on weekends, boasting about his studies today and his ability the next, and he thought his boasting was natural and subtle, but in fact it fell into the eyes of adults Li really couldn't be more obvious.He was a little embarrassed, buried his face in the crook of his arms, suddenly remembered something, and opened his eyes: "Teacher, you and that boy, are you also..."

"Yes. We have been together for three years." Si Junyao answered very simply.

"That's great..." Qi Songyan pressed his fingers between his eyebrows.

"So you really haven't made any progress? It shouldn't be. Last time I came to your house to pick up the cat, I told him the name of the colorful flute roll."

"what?!"

"And specifically told him that you took it, didn't he respond at all?"

"Wait a minute, I'm a little messed up...Teacher, what do you mean by telling him that you're picking on him? Don't you think he treats me...ah??"

Si Junyao was also very surprised: "Don't tell me what humble one-way crush you've been having."

"But, but him, he will treat me..." Qi Songyan didn't even dare to say the word "like", bit his tongue and cut off three pieces of a sentence.

Si Junyao pulled out Qin Di's Chinese notebook, flipped it open, and pushed it in front of him, pointing to the densely packed words, and said to him: "His Chinese score is so detailed, but you don't really think he is For his own sake? His previous notes were summarizing the main points step by step. Since September last year, they suddenly became recorded by lesson. Not only did he list the knowledge points, but he also expanded some of the previous knowledge, and even explained concisely and clearly. Some terms that are completely unnecessary for him. And this notebook is in your hands every weekend. I have also seen a thick notebook of essays. If I guessed correctly, he also lent you. If you guessed correctly, it should be full of pictures and texts, even more detailed than teaching aids. Qi Songyan, it’s just because I’m in this mountain.”

Like a seed soaked in cold soil, Qi Songyan thought it was dead at first, but suddenly at this moment, he felt its heart beating again, its radicle and shoots were eager to try, as if they had regained their growth. The vision of Shuminghua stretched out illusory branches in the vigorous thinking, touched the bookmark, touched the review note, touched the palm that once clenched his fingers.

He managed to extract some reason from his frantic heartbeat, suppressed his impulse and said in a low voice: "I don't know...I've always been afraid that he doesn't like boys, or doesn't like me."

Si Junyao put the books in his backpack, got up and went out, Qi Songyan followed him to the door, he changed his shoes, stood in front of Qi Songyan, pondered a little, and said in a gentle tone: "Actually, I am your teacher, maybe I shouldn't do this Do. But I don't agree with the term 'puppy love'. What is early and what is late? You have reached the age where you can have an emotional experience, whether it is a secret love, or a love, whether it is to keep the beauty or die without a disease. Someone should block and oppose it. As long as you follow your inner choice and face it in a healthy and calm manner, why not.”

He paused, and added cautiously: "His matter may just be my irresponsible speculation, but if you really want to know, try asking his closest friends, you may get the answer. Someone as steady as you Kid, you can’t help but want to tell me, no matter how closed he is, he won’t be really an impregnable wall.”

Qi Songyan held on to the door frame, feeling hot all over. He nodded his head heavily, and was afraid that Si Junyao might misunderstand him as perfunctory, so he said seriously, "Well, I understand."

Si Junyao smiled, and blinked at him: "No need to deliver it, go get busy. But, you have to write your homework."

Qi Songyan let go of the door frame that he had almost scratched off, and also smiled: "Okay."

After Si Junyao left, he dragged a cushion and sat in front of the locker where the bookmarks were stored.After falling in love with Qin Di, he did many stupid things, such as hugging dummy models one by one in the mall, for example, he promised Qin Di to read a lot of books for the bookmarks, but he was reluctant to use them. He took ID photos of the four bookmarks and took I went to wash it, cut it into a suitable size, and put it in the book. After reading a few pages, I couldn't help running to the cabinet to touch the real product a few times. It's so stupid.

He turned on the night light, stared at the gift, and pressed Tong Chenxing's phone number.The phone rang for a long time before it was connected. Tong Chenxing's tone was very cold: "Hello, what's the matter?"

Qi Songyan took a deep breath: "Dachen, I want to ask you, Qin Di, do you like boys?"

Tong Chenxing paused for two seconds, but did not deny it. Instead, he asked in an even harsher tone: "Why are you asking this? What? What did he do to make your little girlfriend angry?"

Qi Songyan held the edge of the cushion tightly, his voice trembling: "Qin Di, do you like me?"

"...Qi Songyan, what are you going to do? Let me tell you, if you dare to recruit him, you will be crippled!"

"Dachen, thank you, I will definitely explain to you later."

Tong Chenxing wanted to say something more, so he quickly hung up the phone, stood up and rushed out the door.

He couldn't wait any longer.

This may be the first rain this spring, and the cool raindrops hit the face of the running boy before showing a light gesture.The willows on the river embankment have been dormant for a season of cold winter, and finally bloomed with tender green. The breeze lifted the thin tips, and the moving line was disturbed by the galloping figure, and I watched the white figure go away in amazement.

When Qi Songyan appeared at the door of the third self-study room, Qin Di was staring at the rain outside the window in a daze. He didn't have an umbrella or a hoodie, but maybe a heart that was darkened by the clouds could be washed out a little. clear.Hearing the movement in the study room, he turned his face slowly, and saw Qi Songyan rushing over, dripping wet, pulling his wrist and leaving without delay.

He was pulled out of the study room, and he yelled to stop in a low voice and hurriedly: "Qi Songyan! Stop! Where are you going!"

Qi Songyan dragged him across the corridor with strides, looked left and right, and went directly to pull the iron door of the fire escape. The iron door was closed tightly, so he didn't pull it. Opened, grabbed Qin Di and stuffed it in, squeezed in by himself, and closed the door.

The closed stairwell is connected up and down, with a gray wall in the middle.The voice-activated emergency lights were aroused by the sound of closing the door, and Qin Di saw Qi Songyan approaching him without hesitation through the light, until his back was against the wall and there was nowhere to escape.But he still tried to stay calm, and asked with a frown, "Why are you crazy?"

Qi Songyan stared at him with good eyes: "Qin Di, do you have something to say to me?"

Qin Di's heart skipped a beat, and his knuckles sank into his palm through the handkerchief: "No."

"You have."

"I didn't!" He was anxious, his brows furrowed even tighter, and his volume raised.

Qi Songyan was not intimidated by his bluff and arrogance, instead he stood half a step forward, his rain-wet single clothes stuck to Qin Di's coat.

"That's good. I have." He pulled Qin Di's hand out of his pocket, pulled out the crumpled handkerchief from his palm, wiped the moisture from his hand gently, and then held Qin Di's cold handkerchief very naturally. finger. "I don't have a girlfriend, and I haven't been ambiguous with anyone. I have known that I don't like girls since I was 14 years old. I started to like the first person I fell in love with 3 months and 23 days ago. I want to keep holding him like this. hand. Qin Di, would you like to?"

With the lights off, Qin Di heard a little heartbeat, which sounded from the softest depth, and gradually evolved into a mighty sea tide, rushing violently towards the spring rain covered in the distance, Qi Songyan caught him steadily, and embraced him Trembling in rustle, my heart ached so badly.Qin Di hugged him so tightly, buried her cheek in the socket of his neck, and rubbed against him unwillingly, as if she was extremely anxious that she couldn't melt into that artery.His eyes were hot, he stroked Qin Di's hair, and coaxed softly: "Don't cry, don't cry, brother Qi Miao is here."

Qin Di sniffled and said sullenly, "I didn't cry."

"Then I must have cried when I was jealous."

"No crying!"

"Ah, so I'm really jealous!"

Qin Di fell back to the ground on tiptoe, and when the emergency light came on, he raised his palm and threatened angrily: "If you say anything more, I will beat you."

Qi Songyan closed his eyes and moved his face closer: "You beat me up."

In the next second, soft lips kissed his dimples, and he was stunned for a moment, then pressed the vicious guy on his chest and tickled him: "That's all you can do, Qin Xiaodi."

Qin Di couldn't bear the itching, twisted and hid, the heat of laughter rushed into Qi Songyan's ear, he could only peck Qi Songyan's side face twice, telling him to stop making trouble.The smile faded away in the tranquility, he leaned on this shoulder and murmured softly: "So don't bully me in the future, Qi Damiao."

Qi Songyan responded, and suddenly raised a question mark from his heart, so he carried Qin Di off the ground in this posture, put him on the first step, pinched his waist and said solemnly: "Wait a minute, less program."

Qin Di was confused: "What procedure?"

"You haven't said you like me yet."

"I like you."

"That's it? Calm expression? Steady tone?"

Qin Di supported his shoulder and rolled his eyes: "Why don't I beat you up."

Qi Songyan was dejected, and his hands hung down softly: "I have been in a secret love for more than three months, and I don't feel safe at all..."

Qin Di didn't know what he was acting here, so he could only take out his mobile phone and held it in front of him: "Look at it."

The pure black mobile phone case was removed, and there was a faint piece of paper inside, which was hidden unnoticed. Qin Di opened it and turned it to the front. It was Qi Songyan's missing childhood photo, just A small heart-shaped sticker is attached to her head flower, and it looks like this handsome kid is holding a heart and handing it to you with a smile.

Qi Songyan wanted to reach out for it, but Qin Di swiftly pulled it away and hid it in the phone case, muttering while hiding: "Who is not in a crush, you can't carry cans and bottles with you, and the chocolate box doesn't look like you Just because I like you, the city's Miyoshi student has degenerated into a jealous thief step by step..."

Halfway through his muttering, his face was held up, he pouted and saw Qi Songyan's eyes, as if the moonlight and starlight had been shattered, shining with inexhaustible joy.

"This is my heart." He said to Qin Di.

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