Temperature difference

In December, Jiang Heyi accompanied Yang Yaozhi to attend a calligraphy exchange meeting.

Several of the invited guests were friends of Yang Yaozhi, so Yang Yaozhi was not in a hurry to leave after the meeting.He took Jiang Heyi with him, and had lunch with some friends whom he hadn't seen for a while.

The seniors were in good spirits, and they still got together to reminisce about the old days when they returned to the hotel after dinner.Jiang Heyi was a little bored, but he didn't get away until around four o'clock in the afternoon.

He took the elevator downstairs and walked out of the hotel gate, only to realize that Jiang Yunxing had sent him a message 10 minutes ago.

-Jiang Yunxing: Brother, I don’t have class, now I’m here to find you

-Jiang Yunxing: Send me the exact location, brother

-Jiang Yunxing: Ah, I found the route

Just after reading the message, the phone vibrated, and Jiang Yunxing's message popped up again: "Brother, I'm entering the subway station."

Jiang Heyi could almost imagine Jiang Yunxing standing in front of the subway map, hesitating and tangled, but he didn't hit a road idiot who was keen on independent travel recently, he just replied "um" without any special meaning.

C major is a bit far from here.You need to take the subway for [-] stations, then transfer to the bus for [-] stations, and finally walk [-] meters to get there.

Waiting is always tedious.Jiang He walked aimlessly along the street and walked along the first corner. It didn't take long before he found a coffee shop with a very unremarkable decoration.

Because he was a little sleepy, Jiang He pushed the door open and walked in.

There are very few people in the coffee shop.At a glance, including Jiang Heyi, there were only three customers.

The only person watching the store was a short-haired girl at the bar. When she saw a customer, she nodded politely, with almost no expression on her face, and she was not the enthusiastic type at all.

As soon as Jiang He sat in a quiet corner, he was very satisfied with this impersonal shop.

I placed an order on the mobile app, and the girl with an expressionless face delivered Jiang He's Ice Americano after a short while.In addition to iced Americano, milk balls and straws, there is also a leaflet in the dark brown tray.

As soon as Jiang He picked it up, he found a pen, a piece of beige letter paper and a brown envelope underneath.

After the girl put down the tray, she returned to the bar.Jiang He glanced at the text of the leaflet, it said that you can use these pens and paper to write a letter that you don't want to send in the store, and just pack the letter and put it on the tray when you leave the store.After the guests leave the store, the store manager will destroy all the letters left by the guests on the same day.

There may be very few people who want to do this, or many people may find it inexplicable. "Who would want to write a letter that was destroyed?" The clerk who delivered the food wrote in pencil at the bottom of the leaflet, and added in the next line: Our store manager has recently lost his love, and his ideas are very strange. If the customer does not want to cooperate, It doesn't matter.

Afternoon sun honey generally pours down.Sitting by the floor-to-ceiling glass, Jiang Heyi enjoyed the care of the gentle light, and occasionally took a sip of ice-cold and mellow coffee.

The pen and paper were put aside by Jiang Heyi.When Bingmei had drunk a third of the drink, Jiang Heyi's phone screen lit up again, and it was a new message from Jiang Yunxing.

After checking, Jiang He half-closed his eyes and locked the screen. There was a faint smile on the corner of his lips, which couldn't be seen clearly under bright light.

His eyes and fingertips paused on the table for a few seconds, and finally Jiang Heyi moved the pen and paper in the tray to his face.

Jiang Yunxing:

Who is that stupid?Even today, I take the subway in the wrong direction.

I'm waiting for you in the coffee shop now.You're so slow, I'm going to do something to pass the time.

It's unimaginable to write a letter to you.But because it will never be sent to you, it is not impossible for me to try to do such a weird thing.

Today's weather is fine, not so cold, you finally don't have to go out dressed like a ball.

I think you should be in a good mood because of the weather.After all, you were smiling and pestering me for kisses before going out in the morning.

You are really clingy, Jiang Yunxing.Even if you sleep, you have to hug me.You often secretly kiss me in the middle of the night, but I know it all, but I don't want to embarrass you, so I never opened my eyes and didn't say anything.

But I pretended to be asleep and pretended to be very hard, you know?

Recently, you seldom have nightmares, and you wake up less often at night, chatting with Liu Siyu last night, he also said that your condition is much better.

At the beginning of the month, Cheng Xinni returned to China, you probably didn't know it.She came to me alone, and she still looked like that, saying a lot of nasty and vicious things.She asked me why you haven't apologized to them for so long, did I tell you all the things she and Jiang Weiming did, and you chose to stay because you were too soft-hearted.

She also reminded me that they are your closest relatives, and when you grow up and mature, you will realize how stupid and wrong your choices are today.

She said you must eventually return to them.

I don't want to care about what she said, but recently I can't help but imagine the future and the ending.

If you knew, you would feel very sad, Jiang Yunxing.

After all, you have said so many times of love and affection to me.

But sorry, that's who I am.You've been saying you love me since you were 17, but I still can't fully trust you to this day.

It's just that every time you tell me you love me, every time you show you need me desperately, I try to believe those moments as hard as I can.

I always think, if you really love me, just tell me more—

That's how despicable I am, Jiang Yunxing.I can't believe in love, but I still hope that you will show me and express it to me, so that I can have even a second of vision or trust.

Thankfully you are very generous in this regard.

Jiang Yunxing, I often think, I was not good to you when I was a child, why don't you hold grudges?

You look too much like Cheng Xinni.At the beginning, I was very naive and vented all my dissatisfaction or hatred on you.Knowing that you are innocent, I also intentionally treated you badly.

But you never know how to escape.For a while, you were so nice to me that I didn't know what to do with you—in fact, I was more used to cold reception and indifference since I was a child, so you often made me feel at a loss.

I hate that strange feeling, so I treat you worse.

——I gave you many opportunities to escape.

But you are so stupid, so dull, and so big-hearted, as if no matter how bad I treat you, you can't see it.

Let's do the same from now on, Jiang Yunxing.Ignore my bad temper, you're pretty good at playing dumb anyway.

Ah, there is something I forgot to say.I just walked over from the hotel and found that there is a store of your favorite Guiling jelly not far in front. When you arrive, I can take you to buy it.

Before you said that their poplar nectar is also delicious, if you want it later, you can also buy it together.

Jiang Yunxing, I remembered that after you came back from X state, we made three chapters of agreement.Now I come to the third point -

Stay with me forever, Jiang Yunxing.

Anyway, you never ran away, and you said you loved me very much, didn't you?

I may not be able to be a good person in my life, but as long as you stay with me, I will learn to treat you well, at least not so bad.

okay? (cross out)

You say you love me the most, let me believe it.

I don't want to continue to doubt.

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