Yan Fei

Until now, the inexplicable depression in Xu Wanfeng's heart for many days has just dissipated, like sunlight entering a gloomy well, the fish at the bottom of the water can finally see that scene.

"Me, me too... Swallow." Xu Wanfeng's lips were trembling, Yan Xinghe glanced at it, and closed his mouth, letting the raised skin on his dry lips stick back.

Why isn't Yan Xing used to expressing his heart so bluntly? Even in the old days when Guan Yuhou was still there, he would never say the word "like" when he sat on his father's arm, he just shrugged. Holding the man's neck with his mouth, he watched Yan Yuxu play with the children nearby.There are always people who are naturally introverted, but Yan Xing has suffered a lot.

"...Xu Wanfeng, remember, as long as I am alive, there will be this person who loves you, so...you must cherish your life." At this moment, their foreheads were touching and they were very close, Yan Xinghe said Every word of the words is spit out from the mouth along with the breath, it sounds like those poor people who are lingering on the sick bed and relying on medicine to hang their lives.

He paused, and said reluctantly: "Although I don't like your grandfather very much, you must know that he is willing to cultivate you and leave this position to you. He still likes you. Don't take yourself seriously Son."

That day Yan Xinghe seemed to say very little, but also seemed to say a lot, so little that there were only those few words, and the rest was stuffed back into his lips by Xu Wanfeng, so much that he couldn't finish what he said in private, He wanted to speak but stopped in a panic.

After nightfall, the maid lit the lamps in the stone lamps in the courtyard outside, and the warm flames dotted the courtyard.

Xu Wanfeng was waiting outside the gate of the mansion with his hands behind his back.He changed his clothes, the dark red material was sewn with black edges, and the fish was embroidered on it with a special technique. As he walked, the fish seemed to swim on the hem of his clothes.

"Your spare belt, I asked them to smoke the tail for you." Yan Xinghe walked out from the door, pulled the tail of the blindfolded belt, and circled around him, "So many worlds Come on, it's rare to relax, and it's nice to dress better."

Xu Wanfeng followed him around, put his arms around his shoulders, and said, "It's just a rest for the night, so why bother to change clothes..."

"That won't work. You usually dress plain enough. It's too embarrassing for me to wear that rigid thing now."

"Okay." Xu Wanfeng shrugged.

Perhaps because of the pier, even at night, there is still a steady stream of people on the street.Yan Xinghe brought a bag of copper coins before going out. At this time, his hands were not free at all, and he was full of snacks such as candied haws or sesame seed cakes.

"swallow."

Yan Xinghe froze for a moment, then straightened up in front of the stall he was staring at.He was thinking about the carved buttons in front of the booth, thinking about changing the tail of his family's belt.

"how?"

"Look at this." Xu Wanfeng pointed to the plaything made of straw that fluttered in the wind under the swaying candlelight, like the most common grasshopper, but it also had other shapes, and Xu Wanfeng asked him to come and see it, which was picked up by the stars. A swallow placed in the middle like holding the moon.

Yan Xinghe approached, at this time Xu Wanfeng had also handed over the copper plate to the shopkeeper, and took the lifelike swallow made of straw from the old man's thin hand.

"For you," Xu Wanfeng smiled lightly, and handed the swallow to Yan Xinghe, who was holding his left arm with both hands, "Thinking about it, I haven't given you much. It's just the little bird."

Yan Xinghe put her face on his arm, and took the new gift he gave her from him.

"The old man's craftsmanship is really good," Yan Xinghe said after the two walked not far away, "It's rare to see people tie grass and swallows."

Just as Xu Wanfeng pushed out a sea lantern, he raised his head and said, "If you like it, I'll buy another one later and take it apart. It's not difficult after all. After I learn it, I'll tie it up for you every year, how about it?"

"This is so troublesome, it's just a fresh idea..." Yan Xinghe fiddled with Cao Yanzi's wings a few times, and looked at Xu Wanfeng who stood up.

Xu Wanfeng clapped his hands, brushed off the dust on the corners of his clothes, tugged at Yan Xinghe's neckline, and said softly, "No trouble."

His voice was like a docile kitten, and he stepped on Yan Xinghe's heart with his fluffy paws, and his chest suddenly softened.Yan Xinghe felt that his face must be very red, if it wasn't for the specks of candlelight in the sea lantern where they were standing, Xu Wanfeng would have laughed at him.

Fortunately, even he himself can't see clearly at the moment.

When he realized that there was something soft on his left cheek, Xu Wanfeng's head seemed to explode with a bang.He took a few steps back tremblingly, his lips were trembling, and he could hardly speak.

Yan Xinghe is not much better.After realizing what he had done, Yan Xinghe squatted on the ground in fright, rubbing his hot cheeks desperately with his hands in white gloves.

"I...I..." Yan Xinghe was in embarrassment thinking about how to speak, the sea breeze at the end of summer blew a little colder, and he didn't know whether his shivering was caused by the wind or frightened, "I don't know...why I... ..."

The two of them were still a little distance away from the bustling street, and no one saw two young people on the cool sea who had clearly expressed their hearts, but they were still as shy as they were when they sympathized with Dou Chukai, which made people laugh.

Xu Wanfeng pulled off the blindfold, perhaps calming down a bit.He took a few steps forward, knelt down in front of Yan Xinghe, and patted his head: "Do you like me so much?"

"Yeah," Yan Xing He Ben lowered his head, and now hearing his complacency, he raised his head from his arms and gave him a look, "Stop laughing at me... What a grown man, it's endless Even..."

"It's nothing, it's just that you like as much as I do. I'm very happy. No matter how many times...as long as I know this, I'm very happy." Xu Wanfeng laughed, lifted his chin, and lowered his head to lick it. lick his lips.

Yan Xinghe was taken aback, clenched the wooden stick supporting the grass swallow and the cloth on his arm, and opened his mouth slightly.

Gan Luo asked Princess Fangsu to go to the restaurant in the city with her ears. Xu Yelan waited for two sticks of incense in the mansion, but Xu Wanfeng and Yan Xinghe were not seen. The food was hot and hot, so she had to eat first.

When Xu Yelan went out from the dining room, he saw Xu Wanfeng, who was not blindfolded not far away, eagerly pulling Yan Xinghe to the west courtyard of the two of them. Throw it to Xu Yelan.

Xu Yelan shrugged, turned his head and ordered the servants to go.Judging by his reaction, it's nothing more than a quarrel or something else, it's always a shameful thing, don't bother him if there's nothing big that will bring him down.

Late at night, Xu Yelan sat alone in the room, staring at the candlestick, resting his chin in one hand and tapping on the table with the other.

There are a lot of thoughts in his mind now, A Niang, brother...Yan Yuxu.Although Yan Yuxu told him that no matter whether he could go back or not, she would wait by Yiwei crossing the river, but Yu Xuyelan himself was another matter.

He was worried about his mother who had no news, and he was also worried about his sweetheart.

Maybe we will see each other again, maybe it will be goodbye forever.A person's life is so short, like a fleeting moment, after thinking about it, Yan Yuxu has ignited a cluster of brilliant and dazzling sparks in his insignificant life, just like Yan Zi's to Xu Zhiming.

"Ugh……"

"Brother."

Xu Wanfeng knocked on the door, smiled lightly, and stepped into the room.

"Why are you sighing?"

"nothing……"

"Missing my sister-in-law?" Xu Wanfeng was not blindfolded, and the scarlet in his eyes was in the black color, like an unfathomable abyss, which made people feel somewhat apprehensive.

Xu Yelan looked away, glanced at the blouse he was wearing under his coat, and said, "Isn't it cold?"

"Haha, it's okay, isn't it just getting up, Yanzi is a little hungry, I'll come out and get him something to eat."

"There should be some in the back kitchen. After all, it is the place where the emperor lives, and the stove may not be filled at night."

"...Brother." Xu Wanfeng put away his smiling face and said seriously.Seeing him like this, Xu Yelan couldn't help but sit upright.

"It's still too late to regret it now." Xu Wanfeng said, "You have a way out."

Xu Yelan didn't answer him, and said, "Zhiming, if you die, will Mr. Yan want to go with you?"

"I don't know, but I hope he won't. Basically...if he goes ahead of me, he also hopes I won't."

"Then will you?"

"Yes." Xu Wanfeng said without raising his eyelids, "But after all, if he wants me to leave later, then it doesn't matter if I suffer through those days.

"But brother, you have to think clearly, the dead don't want to live, and the living don't necessarily want to live. It's like stepping on thorns for two people. If two people love each other, no one can live together. When you lose another person forever, you can still be at ease. Unless you are stupid, the soul will go with you."

Xu Yelan pursed her lips, and said, "Yuxu...I know I owe her a debt, and I can't leave my mother alone."

"There are always dilemmas in being a human being. Living in this world, it is common for people to have things that they cannot let go of. That's why I want my brother to think clearly before making a decision."

"It's as if you won't get lost in the main altar without me leading the way." Xu Yelan smiled, "I want to help you more or less."

"Huh? Why? Because of me and Yanzi, can you talk to Ye Mo?"

"Ha... Maybe." Xu Yelan shook his head, "Aren't you going to find something to eat? You two haven't eaten since you came back. Go quickly, so that people don't starve."

Xu Wanfeng stared at him for a while, then got up and went out.

When he returned to the house, Yan Xinghe had already put on his clothes and got up and sat on the head of the bed, with Kanu's hairy chin resting on his palm, rubbing left and right from time to time.

"You've been away for a long time, what's the matter?" Yan Xinghe asked.

"Just now I had a chat with my elder brother." Xu Wanfeng took one of the bowls with side dishes and rice from the tray, and handed it to Yan Xinghe, "I'm probably thinking about Miss Yan."

"Hey, you must be thinking nonsense again, right?"

Xu Wanfeng scooped up the food in his bowl, and said, "As expected of the emperor's cook, his cooking skills are really good. Random thoughts are not counted, thinking about it is all about life and death."

"Life and death are nothing but ordinary things, neither you nor I can escape."

"What he was thinking about was what would happen to Miss Yan if he died."

Yan Xinghe paused, and said in a low voice: "What else can I do... I can live as I want..."

"Although...we all think so, but I can't help but think...if I die, will you live obediently?"