Rebirth of a Writer's Life

After Wan Xin left, Tao Sheng found a random place to stand, and began to think about what Wan Xin said just now.

She said he and Wan Xin are responsible?Why?

He can understand that there will be thousands of hearts, whether it is aptitude or ability, it is indeed the best candidate for this position.But he... why and what?What's more, Wan Xin seems to have known it a long time ago, so why didn't he tell him in advance, but let him know under this situation, and there is no point of explaining it afterwards?

Tao Sheng knew that he was not qualified, he could not be qualified for this position, there were more people in the marketing department who were more suitable than him, and even Wu Wei, Tao Sheng had to admit that he was a better candidate than him.

While thinking about it, he took a sip from his wine glass, but out of the corner of his eye, he saw someone looking at him, Tao Sheng turned his head, and smiled politely at that person.

It's Yin Cai, a female artist under SNS.

Tao Sheng used to be more fond of TV, but compared to actors, he prefers to toss about the plot, so often after watching several movies, when he sees familiar faces, he can only call out the characters he played in the previous drama. character name.

But this person Tao Sheng remembered that Jian Miao liked her so much that he was crazy about her, he almost bought a huge poster and put it on the door at home, and hugged her and kissed her every day before going to work.

However, before Tao Sheng could even see Yin Cai's reaction, someone patted him on the shoulder, and when he looked back, it was Guo Huai.

Tao Sheng paused first, then the corners of his mouth twitched, he smiled, turned around and said, "Mr. Guo."

Guo Huai looked at him, didn't like it very much when he called him that, and turned his head to look at Yin Cai who was not far away. After a while, he asked, "How are you doing?"

"Because of this cooperation..." Tao Sheng said slowly.

"I said you." Guessing that he would say that, Guo Huai frowned and interrupted him.

"Oh," Tao Sheng replied, thought for a while, looked at him and said, "Then what does it matter to you?"

Guo Huai's complexion changed, he took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, then changed his tone, and said softly, "The last time I lost my temper at you, it was my fault."

Tao Sheng frowned, but said nothing.

Guo Huai observed Tao Sheng's expression carefully, seeing that he didn't seem to have much reaction, so he let go of his courage a little bit, and then said in a low voice, "It was the same at the bar."

Tao Sheng looked at him, but still didn't speak.

"In the past four years, I actually..." Guo Huai saw that his eyes were always on him, and suddenly felt a sense of tension that he had never felt before. Even he himself felt that this feeling was strangely tight.However, Tao Sheng didn't seem to have an obvious expression of resisting consciousness, which made him want to continue talking.

"I'm the one who's wrong," guessing what he was going to say next, a chill surged from the depths of his body to his chest, and then all the way up, Tao Sheng looked at Guo Huai, and then interrupted him coldly, One word at a time, "I shouldn't have taken that wrong step four years ago, and even in the years since then, I still haven't been sober at all. I am persistent as before. I made a wrong step, and I made a wrong step. I should apologize for occupying Guo Shao for four years. It was me."

What Tao Sheng said was [-]% indifferent and [-]% sarcastic, but no one could tell whether it was himself or Guo Huai who was sarcastic.

Guo Huai was still standing there without reacting. Tao Sheng glanced at him coldly, then curled his lips and said sarcastically, "But in those four years, you didn't defend yourself like a jade for me, so in the final analysis, Guo Shao, you also Not bad."

This was what Wu Wei said back then, and Tao Sheng remembered every word clearly. When Wu Wei said it, he didn't even have the consciousness to resist, because he knew that Wu Wei was right.

Guo Huai's heart, ever since he was with him, has never been in his heart. Except for that accident to City A, it is impossible for Tao Sheng to follow every other business trip, big or small.Occasionally when he called at night, a whisper of "Mr. Guo" in the background always made him feel as if he had been thrown into an ice cellar, unable to utter a word.

Even so, he always thought that there would be a day when Guo Huai would take his relationship with him seriously.He saw Guo Huai's infatuation from Xiao Qing, so he thought he could get it, but in the end, it was just a joke.

Even in those four years, when he gritted his teeth and wanted to leave, he was basically coaxed by Guo Huai, so he ate the candy and continued to be a moth towards the fire.

Even after it was broken, he didn't care what happened, but in those four years or six years, in his consciousness, he exhausted all his strength to like, love, and want to be a piece of his body Yes, even if it is not in the heart, after all, no matter where it grows, it is not so easy to be thrown away.

How humble and painful, at the beginning it might feel like it was changing rapidly, and the mood was also changing, but now looking back, the look of reluctance, the night of self-consolation and self-deception, even Tao Sheng himself felt distressed and uncomfortable.

Not wanting to stay in the same place with Guo Huai anymore, after Tao Sheng finished speaking, he simply said excuse me, then turned around and wanted to leave.

Unexpectedly, Guo Huai grabbed his wrist before he could step out, and instinctively turned around, seeing that man's expression was a bit ferocious.Tao Sheng paused, and glanced around subconsciously. There are countless pairs of eyes here. Even if their movements are small and difficult to be noticed, Guo Huai must not lose control in such a place. As a result, Guo Huai lost much more than Tao Sheng.

But what if...?

Tao Sheng paused at this thought.

That is, while he was in a daze, Guo Huai stared at him, and suddenly said seriously, "I didn't."

"What?" Tao Sheng paused, then remembered what he said just now, could he be...

"I have never cheated on you," Guo Huai frowned, and said word by word, "I went out for entertainment, but I never cheated once."

"..." Tao Sheng stopped for a while before replying, "So what?"

So what?

Not to mention what Guo Huai said now, Tao Sheng can still believe a few words, even if he believed it, Guo Huai really never cheated on him once, and on the last day of July two years later, he would also choose to leave him without any hesitation. hesitantly.

Guo Huai seemed to be aroused by this sentence, and almost subconsciously said, "You really don't want to come back?"

His hand was still tightly holding onto Tao Sheng's wrist, unconsciously using a lot of force, Tao Sheng couldn't break free at all, he couldn't help but frowned, bowed his head, the circle around his wrist had already started to turn red.

"Where are you dissatisfied?" Guo Huai seemed a little panicked. Things were getting different from what he had imagined. The back of Yan Xiu and Tao Sheng who left together that day appeared before his eyes again. He laughs, talks to him, and doesn't deliberately keep a distance from him.Thinking of this, Guo Huai closed his eyes in pain, trying to force himself to forget, "Tell me."

But Guo Huai was Guo Huai after all, he always thought that Tao Sheng's departure was just a small temper, no, it was a big temper.After playing, he tried to coax him a little bit, and he will be able to come back after all.After that, he will definitely treat him better, Guo Huai thinks so.

He thought so.

But when he stared into Tao Sheng's eyes, holding the last sliver of hope, he wanted to find even a little bit of emotion out of it, as long as there was a little bit, he would be able to recover from the ashes and be full of hope.

But there was nothing there.

There was nothing in Tao Sheng's eyes.

Even if his every move was recorded there, Tao Sheng has already uprooted him and burned him clean.

Guo Huai, who realized this, suddenly trembled uncontrollably in his heart.

He doesn't want this.

He doesn't want this.

"Let go." Tao Sheng said coldly.

"Why are you willing to come back?" Looking at Tao Sheng's handsome face, Guo Huai suddenly felt an uncontrollable panic, "What?"

How can I come back.

This is Guo Huai's problem.

How can I come back?

At this moment, it's not clear what kind of psychology is at work, but Tao Sheng somehow wanted to laugh.

A few years ago, he naively followed Guo Huai's buttocks around, hoping that he could take a look at himself, seriously, take a look at himself, even if he looked at himself, he would be happy for several days, even if he just looked at him, he would feel One's own hope is bigger.And Guo Huai's appearance today is not much different from him back then.

Is this the so-called feng shui turn?It's ironic to say it, but in Tao Sheng's heart, there was no disturbance at all.

He really loved Guo Huai, a love that was deep in his bones, a love that would never go away in his life, but all of this had long been under the wheel of his death, and Guo Huai would never see him until he died. body, disappeared together.

Now that he is carrying these injuries and this heavy burden, he is fortunate to have a chance to be reborn, but this person wants him to run back again, to repeat the same mistakes, and to be stubborn again?

how is this possible.

Tao Sheng felt that he had lost the strength to love again, so even if the person was Guo Huai, it was no exception.

In his life, it is almost impossible to demand a relatively old love. The only thing left to him is to die alone.

Thinking of this, the corners of Tao Sheng's mouth suddenly curled into a desolate arc, his smile was intimidating and fascinating.

"Then you go to die."

Then you go to die, the six words hit the hearts of two people fiercely, and the pain was unbearable at the same time, and they couldn't bear to look up at the same time.Guo Huai never knew why Tao Sheng suddenly took him thousands of miles away, and he never even knew why his original feelings turned into such irresistible hatred overnight.

At this moment, Guo Huai saw cruelty, indifference, and despair in Tao Sheng's eyes.

It was also from these eyes that Guo Huai saw the past of the two of them.

Already shattered.