The Perfumer Who Wears the Book

He Yuanjing took her son's hand, protected him behind her, walked quickly into the kitchen, stood awkwardly by the dining table, and said with an apologetic smile, "Thank you for your hard work..."

Su Xu waved his hand, knowing that the more he explained the other party, the more nervous he became, so he didn't comfort her, but pulled Shen Jiarui over her and pressed him on the chair, pretending that he didn't notice the boy's instant stiffness when he touched her body, turned around and took a bowl of rice.

The atmosphere at the dining table was heavy, and Su Xu felt as if he had fallen into a pot of thick hot porridge, which was so sticky that it was suffocating.On the right, He Yuanjing is holding the rice bowl with low eyebrows and pleasing to the eye, quietly sipping rice, with a graceful posture, if you change the washed white old clothes on your body into a Hanfu with wide sleeves, you will look like a lady Feel.On the left, Shen Jiarui, who has completely inherited his mother's excellent facial features, is holding the bowl, planing the rice without saying a word, occasionally frying wax gourd with chopsticks, his cheeks are moving quickly, and the bowl of rice will soon bottom out.

Shen Jiarui is in the second semester of the sixth grade. He is 12 years old, but he looks like a ten-year-old child. He is short and thin, and looks malnourished. It is obvious that his parents have not taken good care of him.Su Xu sighed, picked up the plate of scrambled eggs, put half of them into Shen Jiarui's bowl, and said, "Don't just eat winter melon, eat more eggs to supplement protein, so that you can grow taller."

He Yuanjing, who was sitting opposite her son, stared wide-eyed, her hand holding the rice bowl trembled slightly, she forced a smile and said, "Ah Xu, don't worry about him, children can't eat that much... just eat it yourself Yeah, Jiarui doesn't like eggs..."

Su Xu knew that she was afraid that she would hurt Shen Jiarui. After all, "Su Xu" three days ago was still a villain who would suddenly hit people for no reason. Although He Yuanjing was his main target of violence, it didn't mean that Shen Jiarui didn't Having been beaten, the previous "Su Xu" hit him several times because Shen Jiarui blocked the way, or thought he ate too much, or even looked at him annoyingly.

Although the Su Xu at this time is no longer the "Su Xu" in the past, it is not a day's cold to freeze three feet, and I am afraid that there is still a long way to go before the mother and son can let go of their wariness.

"It's not okay for children to be picky eaters. Picky eaters don't grow tall, and they will become ugly." In order to avoid putting more pressure on this woman who was about to collapse, Su Xu did not meet her eyes, but lowered her eyes, pretending to eat while eating. He said relaxedly, "I put tuberose in the eggs, and tuberose is anti-inflammatory. You see, it's hot and dry these days, and the corners of Jiarui's mouth are bubbling. It's time to eat more."

Then he tried his best to squeeze out a gentle smile, touched Shen Jiarui's small head, and said softly: "Jiarui, the taste of tuberose is a bit bitter, but you can't pick it out and eat it, you can't eat whatever you like. What, what do you need to eat, understand?"

Shen Jiarui nodded expressionlessly, and said softly: "Understood, I will finish eating, thank you uncle."

After dinner, Su Xu forcibly took over the job of washing the dishes, drove the mother and son out of the kitchen, closed the door, and while washing the dishes, he rehearsed the explanation "Su Xu" that he finally came up with. An excuse for why there was a sudden change in temperament.Su Xu was not worried about whether his identity would be exposed. After all, soul transformation was still a supernatural event. Unless there were real living gods in this world, there would be no reasonable excuse to prove that the current Su Xu had changed his core.

The only thing he worries about now is how to make He Yuanjing and Shen Jiarui mother and son forgive, or how to stop caring about the harm caused to them by the last "Su Xu".He Yuanjing is easy to deal with. She is a high-ranking saint who repays grievances with virtue. After being abused for eight years in the original book, she finally chooses to forgive Su Xu, and even thinks that Su Xu is her benefactor.

The trouble is Shen Jiarui.In the original book, Shen Jiarui is a vicious person who repays all kindness, but he will definitely repay every grudge. Although he looks normal on the outside, he is actually dark inside and has a small belly. Except for the women in his harem, everyone else Even if he only stepped on his foot, he would have to saw off the other's leg.When Su Xu passed through, the original "Su Xu" had been married to He Yuanjing for half a year, that is to say, the mother and son had been abused by "Su Xu" for half a year. Any plausible excuse to cover up the past is too much.Now, all he can think of is that kind of excuse. If this doesn't make Shen Jiarui let go of the past, then he can also buy sleeping pills for himself in advance, and kill himself before the other party makes a move, so as to save himself a lot of trouble.

Su Xu wiped the last bowl and put it in the cabinet, hung up the dishcloth, turned around and leaned against the table, sighed a long time, let his mind go blank, and escaped for another 5 minutes before taking a deep breath and walking out of the kitchen , knocked on the door of Shen Jiarui's bedroom: "Yuan Jing, Jia Rui, come out, I have something to talk to you about."

There was no sound at the other end of the door, Su Xu knocked on the door again and repeated his words.Just when he wondered if there was no one in the room, the bedroom door was suddenly opened. He Yuanjing stood at the door with red eyes, trembling with fright, and said in a voice as thin as a mosquito: "Ah, Ah Xu, what's wrong?" ?”

Su Xu rubbed his forehead with a headache, obviously, He Yuanjing thought he was going to go crazy and beat people again.

"Don't be afraid." Su Xu took two steps back and said, "I don't want to hurt you, I really have something important to tell you, can you call Jia Rui out?"

Two minutes later, the three finally sat down in the living room.They lived in an old house with two bedrooms and one living room left by Su Xu's parents. After "Su Xu"'s parents died in a traffic accident four years ago when "Su Xu" had just reached adulthood, the house was closed. and it belonged to him.The size of the house is small, and the living room is pitifully small. Once the two old sofas are placed and a small coffee table is added, there is almost no place to set foot.He Yuan huddled on the sofa, hugged Shen Jiarui tightly in his arms, looked in horror at Su Xu, who was definitely not more than one meter away, and let out a desolate sob.Shen Jiarui still had no expression on his face, letting his mother hug him in an extremely uncomfortable way, staring numbly at the ashtray on the small coffee table.

Su Xu leaned back on the sofa as much as possible to keep the distance between himself and the mother and child a little further, and when He Yuanjing's mental state stabilized, he said straight to the point: "Yuanjing, I know you have studied. People, have knowledge, so, I think you must know what DID is."

He Yuanjing stopped sobbing, widened her beautiful eyes, and looked at Su Xu suspiciously: "What?"

"DID, Dissociative Identity Disorder, Dissociative Personality Disorder, also known as Multiple Personality, Split Personality, and Mixed Personality Disorder." An immature voice answered He Yuanjing's question.

Su Xu looked at Shen Jiarui in surprise. He knew that Shen Jiarui had been a precocious genius with a high IQ since he was a child, but when he really showed his abilities in front of him that day, he was still quite shocked.

"How do you know this word?" Su Xu asked with great interest.

Shen Jiarui remained expressionless: "I read it in a book."

"What kind of book are you reading that has such a word? And the explanation is so professional." Su Xu wanted to go over and touch Shen Jiarui's head, but seeing He Yuanjing's vigilant look, she gave up this idea.

Shen Jiarui hooked the corners of his mouth with a half-smile: ""Statistical and Diagnostic Manual of Mental Disorders". I saw it in the library of F University."

Next to Shen Jiarui's school is the new campus of a local university. The library on the campus is the largest and most complete library in the entire county.Shen Jiarui, the aunt janitor of the library, likes Shen Jiarui very much, and often asks him to use his library card to go to the library to read books. These are introduced in the original book, and the purpose is to pave the way for Shen Jiarui to repay the aunt after he becomes famous.Fortunately, with these acts of kindness and gratitude, readers will not abandon this male protagonist who is not upright, vicious and vicious. Instead, he feels that he has personality, is handsome and charming.

However, such a "personal" character is good for reading. When sitting opposite to her, Su Xu only thinks that Alexander is not charming at all.

"Jiarui is really a genius for being able to put his mind down to reading such a profound and obscure book." Su Xu quickly flattered her, "That's what I want to tell you."

Speaking of this, Su Xu suddenly stood up, bowed deeply to the mother and son, and said in a deep voice: "Yuan Jing, Jia Rui, I'm sorry for making you suffer for the past six months."

"This is... this is..." He Yuanjing couldn't react, but the eyes of Shen Jiarui in her arms suddenly lit up.

"I'm not a normal person... There are two people living in my body." Su Xu sat down again and said slowly, trying to make his voice sound painful, struggling and regretful, "You know me too The situation at home... Growing up, I saw my father beat my mother every day, and my mother came to beat me after the beating, and vented her resentment on my head... At that time, I really wanted to die, sometimes It hurt so much, I thought in my heart that I might as well kill them all with a knife at night, and then kill myself, but the next second I felt that it was terrible to have such a thought, so I kept telling myself in my heart, no matter how much I endured Just be patient, just be patient... At that time, I found that something was wrong with me. Sometimes, I couldn't control my body, as if another person was controlling me, doing something that I didn't even know. Impossible things to do..."

This is the solution that Su Xu came up with in three days, using multiple personalities to explain the huge changes in "Su Xu": "Su Xu" separated a personality because of the painful life experience in childhood, and that personality is the original personality. "Su Xu", he regards abuse and domestic violence as normal things, and even longs to imitate his parents, so that he can alleviate the grievance and pain in his heart when he is abused by his parents, and his conscience and rationality that have not yet been wiped out become The current Su Xu.

When "Su Xu"'s parents were still alive, this rational personality was always suppressed in order to survive, while "Su Xu" lived peacefully during the four years from eighteen to 22 years old, without external stimulation, This personality is quietly lurking, he has no desire to control the free movement of the body, so he does not intend to replace the past "Su Xu".But after "Su Xu" and He Yuanjing got married, "Su Xu"'s tyrannical personality abused He Yuanjing's mother and child finally awakened his rational personality, and when he couldn't bear it, he finally suppressed the tyrannical "Su Xu" and took control of this body. .

This is the reason Su Xu gave for the sudden change in temperament.After exhausting his explanations, Shen Jiarui was still held in He Yuanjing's arms, unable to see his expression clearly, but He Yuanjing already had a face of sympathy and pity, and was moved to tears.

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Summarize Xiaogong Xiaoshou's age:

Minor Gong: Shen Jiarui, now 12 years old~

Xiaoshou: Su Xu, now 22 years old~~