sing and be the wind

I don't know what year it is on the flower board.

Ji Yanya breathed a sigh of relief, took out a piece of paper to help him wipe away his tears: "What did you see?"

"I saw Jin Songfeng." He turned sideways and curled up with his back to Ji Yanya.

When Qu Changge went home to change his shoes, he found Jin Songfeng's shoes.Jin Songfeng is very busy recently, he always leaves early in the morning, and comes back very late to kiss him awake from his sleep before going to take a bath.He fell into a drowsy sleep again.He hasn't seen Jin Songfeng soberly for a long time.

"Aunt Han, Songfeng is back?"

"Yes, sir is back. He said he has a severe fever, so go and persuade him to take a rest, no one else can persuade him." Aunt Han handed the tray containing water and medicine to Qu Changge.

Qu Changge's heart tightened, but he still calmly said a few words to Aunt Han: "Don't worry, Aunt Han, she just has a fever, I'll go and see. Have you seen the doctor?"

"I've seen it." Aunt Han sighed, "You don't know that he passed out from a fever before, and only when he developed pneumonia will others know."

"When?"

"More than ten years ago. I remember 14 years ago. Yes, in April, after Qingming." Aunt Han turned and walked to the kitchen. "At that time, I was in a foreign country. I desperately want to go back to China, and I don’t know what’s going on. It’s almost healed, but it’s getting worse after such a toss. Sigh.”

Qu Changge stood there blankly. He was ten years old 14 years ago, and his birthday was just after Qingming.

Qu Changge opened the door and entered the bedroom. Jin Songfeng was still sitting on the bed and having a video conference, and his upper body was still wearing a shirt properly.Seeing him come in, he hurriedly ended the meeting and closed the notebook.

Qu Changge opened the closet without saying a word, found the pajamas, knelt down on the bed and helped Jin Songfeng unbutton them, and changed his clothes.

Jin Songfeng let him play around obediently, and after changing his clothes, he touched his head and asked in a low voice, "Why are you unhappy? Where have you been?"

"Ahem——" He turned around and coughed.

Qu Changge got up and took the medicine, handed it to Jin Songfeng, and said firmly, "Take the medicine."

Jin Songfeng didn't answer, just looked at him like that.

Qu Changge was subdued, bowed his head and said softly: "Christmas is almost here, I went out and bought some things to decorate my home."

Jin Songfeng took the medicine and swallowed the water: "Why are you unhappy? Didn't buy what you wanted to buy? Or is it because I don't have time to accompany you?"

"No." Qu Changge put down his things, lay down on the bed, hugged Jin Songfeng's waist, and put his head on his lower abdomen.

"You didn't tell me why you had a cold."

"It's not a serious illness." Jin Songfeng smiled wryly, "I didn't know that the cold came so quickly."

Qu Changge couldn't tell what it was like, so he went up to kiss Jin Songfeng for comfort.

Jin Songfeng turned his head and refused to kiss him: "Don't make trouble, you have a cold. Don't infect you."

"I'm not afraid." Qu Changge hugged Jin Songfeng's neck and pulled him down, then got into the quilt to hug him, and said in a muffled voice, "Go to sleep."

Jin Songfeng deliberately teased him: "What if I can't sleep?"

"Then I'll chat with you?" Qu Changge tentatively asked, "Do you still remember why I went abroad?"

"How do I know." Jin Songfeng paused for two seconds before joking, "Could it be to hide from me?"

"I was sick. I was sent abroad for medical treatment. I stayed abroad later. I hurt my head, and I don't remember many things."

"It's okay. I'll help you remember." Jin Songfeng bowed his head and kissed the top of his head, "Does it hurt?"

Qu Changge shook his head, secretly wiping tears on the corner of the quilt.

"Did you like me a long time ago?"

"No. At that time, you were just a little kid, and you lost your temper with me for several years. How could you like you?"

"Liar." Qu Changge bit Jin Songfeng through his clothes, not willing to use force.

Jin Songfeng let him bite, and said in a low voice: "You were still young at that time, you didn't need to know many things, you couldn't tell them, and you couldn't guide them. I don't want to give up. Okay, go to sleep."

—tbc

【ten】

The day before Christmas Eve, Ji Yanya asked Qu Changge out and handed him a file bag.

"Does he know you look it up?"

Qu Changge flipped through the documents in the file bag, shook his head, and nodded again.

"Maybe he knows. He didn't want to tell me, but he obviously put all the photos in front of me. Isn't it just to make me curious, and it depends on whether I want to check it myself? I'm sure that Jin Songfeng doesn't want me to know I can't find it. Since you found it, it means that he still wants me to know about it. What I want to find out must be the hidden story of the year. Jin Songfeng is afraid that I will be sad if I know it, but I am even more afraid that I will misunderstand him if I don't know it. .”

"Crow, I always feel that something is going to happen."

"You were kidnapped after a car accident seven years ago. Your father treated you negatively. Not only did he not give you any money to redeem you, but he even suppressed the news." Ji Yanya looked at Qu Changge's deteriorating expression, and cut a long story short, "Jin Songfeng It’s been 24 hours since I knew you were kidnapped. It’s lucky that you survived when he brought someone to rescue you.”

"Later you went abroad for medical treatment. I don't know whether it was your father's idea or Jin Songfeng's. However, there is a very interesting thing. Your attending doctor in France is a friend Jin Songfeng made when he was studying in the United States."

"Crow." Qu Changge looked at the photo of himself being sent to the hospital with a pale face. The pixels are very poor and blurry. It was cut from the surveillance camera, but he could still recognize him holding his hand and running all the way. Jin Songfeng, "Do you know why the Qu family married the Jin family?"

Ji Yanya shook his head.

"Then can you help me check the situation of my dad's company? And what is Jin Songfeng doing recently?"

"Okay. No problem." Ji Yanya looked at the time, "I'm leaving first, Lu Chengque is still waiting for me to pick him up to eat hot pot, and he will be angry if he is late."

"Well. Thank you this time." Qu Changge put away the things and put them in the portfolio.

"Let's go. Sit for a while and then go slowly." Ji Yanya paid the bill and ordered him another cup of hot milk before leaving.

Qu Changge sat in the store until the hot milk was cold, so he didn't take a sip.He took out his mobile phone and called Jin Songfeng.

He was picked up within two rings, and there was obviously still a meeting there. He heard Jin Songfeng say something to the people next to him, and then heard the sound of the door opening. The surroundings became quiet, and only then did he hear Jin Songfeng's voice.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I just miss you a little bit. What are you doing? Are you in a meeting?" Qu Changge took a sip of the cold milk, and it was cold to his heart.

"Earn money to support you." Jin Songfeng chuckled, "What are you doing?"

"Draw at home. Come back early tonight? I have prepared a gift for you, it's in the storage room."

"Did you see it?" Jin Songfeng was so busy that he almost forgot about it.

"Well. Hang up first. You are busy."

"Wait for me at home. There will be snow tonight, it's too cold, so don't run around."

"I know." Qu Changge hung up the phone, carried a portfolio on his back, and took a taxi back to Qu's house.

He walked to the door of the villa, and just as he was about to open the door, he received a call from Ji Yanya.

"What's wrong?" He stopped in his tracks.

"Chang Ge, something happened. Your father is bankrupt, and it's already on the news." Ji Yanya's voice was as calm as usual, but he spoke a lot faster.

There was Lu Chengque's voice next to him, "Can you stop talking about it as soon as you come up, and quickly ask where Changge is? Don't make a fucking accident."

"I'm at home. I see. Don't worry, I'm fine. I'll go find Jin Songfeng first." Qu Changge hung up the phone without waiting for an answer, and stood firm while holding on to the iron railing of the gate.

After he left, many people in the family were dispersed by Qu Xingyuan, leaving only the housekeeper, the driver, and the cook.

Seeing Qu Changge, Mrs. Zhang, the cook, was both surprised and delighted: "The young master is back. Are you at home tonight? Mrs. Zhang will cook you something delicious."

Qu Changge forced a smile: "Is my dad at home?"

"Master is upstairs."

"Then I'll go up first." Changge carried a portfolio on his back and walked slowly step by step while holding on to the handrail of the stairs, just like when he was a child after school, carrying a schoolbag and climbing upstairs to do homework step by step.

Qu Xingyuan was not in the study, and the door of the bedroom was not closed, it was ajar.

"Dad?" Qu Changge knocked on the door.

There was no response, he leaned against the door and listened, and heard the slight sound of water, and there seemed to be a vague smell of blood in the air.

Qu Changge's expression changed, he opened the door and rushed in.

"dad!"

The door of the bathroom was not closed, Qu Xingyuan was lying in the bathtub in formal clothes, with his hands folded on his chest, his face was pale.The warm water continued to flow into the bathtub and overflow again.

The red of the pavement, and the bloody heat.

Qu Changge rushed over to hold Qu Xingyuan's wrist.

When Ji Yanya found Jin Songfeng's phone number and told him that Qu Changge could not be reached, Jin Songfeng had just returned home and pushed open the door of the storage room.

On the wall facing him was a mural of their wedding.He walked over to open the gift box next to him, and inside were two pieces of drawing paper.One is two gray-haired people walking hand in hand, and the other is a design drawing of a wedding ring.Both of them were signed with Qu Changge's name and date, one was two days before the wedding, and the other was half a month before the wedding.

Qu Changge is saying, I want to chat with you for a few miles, and chatter non-stop.I liked you a little bit a long time ago. I designed the wedding ring by myself. I like you very much now.

The phone rang again, it was a call from the assistant.

"Say."

"Qu Xingyuan committed suicide."

"died?"

"I don't know, I'm still in the hospital for emergency treatment."

"I see." Jin Songfeng hung up the phone, suddenly regretful.

When Jin Songfeng arrived at Qu's house, Qu Changge had already finished taking notes and left, leaving only a portfolio for him.He called Qu Changge, turned off the phone, and called his assistant again.

assistant has arrived