I see you have been upset for a long time

Yang Yunhe's lips moved, as if she wanted to say something, but for a while, she didn't know where she should stand to say those words.

Xigaki took a step forward, took out a card from his bag, and put it on the table.

Yang Yunhe seemed to realize something, her face turned pale, "What is this?"

Xi Yuan was expressionless, "This is the living expenses you pay me every month, and I almost didn't pay it back. After I get the scholarship this year, I will have it all."

Yang Yunhe looked at Xi Yuan, "What do you mean?"

"I just don't want to owe you." Nishigaki said.

Yang Yunhe looked at Xi Yuan in front of her, and realized in a daze that the person in front of her was no longer the boy she was familiar with who would stay by her side, nor the Sui Sui who could cry and laugh.

He has grown up.

Mama Liu sighed, looked at Xi Yuan and Tang Cheng, "Go back first, I'll talk to your Aunt Yang."

Xi Yuan nodded and left with Tang Cheng.

The food on the table is still not cold, and the room is still warm, but the person left.

Yang Yunhe looked a little dazed, Liu Ma went to pour a glass of water and put it in front of Yang Yunhe.

Holding the cup, Yang Yunhe's eyelashes trembled slightly. She was a beauty when she was young, and she still has her charm until now. She lowered her head, "I... actually don't want things to turn out like this, I'm just very worried."

"Yes." Mama Liu responded, and sat down opposite Yang Yunhe.

Yang Yunhe's eyes were a little red, and she looked at the bank card that Xi Yuan left on the table, "I'm not a competent mother, I know it very well, but at least, I don't want Sui Sui to do things that I will regret, they don't know what they are doing. How much prejudice will this kind of relationship bring, they are still too young, they may not be able to withstand the rumors, I don't want to be judged by the world every year."

Liu Ma looked at Yang Yunhe, "Is that all?"

Yang Yunhe was taken aback, and looked up at Mama Liu.

Liu Ma sighed, "Yunhe, are you so angry and extreme when you hear this news, just because you are worried about Suisui?"

Yang Yunhe looked into Liu Ma's eyes, and there was her figure that had nowhere to hide, and her heart trembled for a moment.

"You know that you owe Suisui, and you have been deliberately avoiding Suisui these years. Maybe at a certain moment, you finally remembered another son who was far away in another country. You felt guilty, so you came here, only to find that your son It's different from what you imagined, you're panicking." Mama Liu spoke very calmly, as if she was talking about an ordinary thing, "You're using an overly extreme attitude to show your concern, but it's just to cover up the fact that you have treated me for so many years. It’s just a debt from year to year.”

Yang Yunhe's fingertips trembled, and she lowered her eyes to hide the emotion in her eyes.

"Yunhe, what are you thinking?"

The room was very quiet, and the sound of boiling water in the kitchen next door could be vaguely heard.

Yang Yunhe lowered her head and looked at the ripples in the cup, "I can't tell myself, maybe it's just like what you said, when Sui Sui's father was prone to domestic violence, I was beaten, but at least that man still A bit sensible, knowing how to avoid children. At that time, when I was young, I would come over and touch me when I saw injuries on my body, so that I would not be afraid. At that time, I felt that the biggest gain in this marriage was , that is, there are years."

Yang Yunhe said, rubbing the center of her brows, and then continued: "But then I couldn't bear it anymore. I decided to divorce. It happened that the man was also bankrupt. I just wanted to leave quickly, and the only request of that man was that his son must to him."

Yang Yunhe paused, "...I agree."

"I know that according to that man's temper, I can't raise my son at all, and maybe Sui Sui will encounter the same thing as me, or even worse, but at that time, I was cold-blooded as if I had no feelings, and I quickly agreed to this. Request, divorce." Yang Yunhe smiled wryly, "Actually, you are right, I abandoned Suisui with my own hands."

Mama Liu also had mixed feelings in her heart.

"After a few years, when I came back again, the man disappeared in the fire. When I heard the news, I was actually happy. I rushed back and wanted to pick up Suisui." Yang Yunhe said.

"but

Sui Sui doesn't recognize you anymore, right? "Mama Liu lowered her voice.

Yang Yunhe's eyes turned red, "I dare not admit it."

"Obviously it was only two years, but at that time, Sui Sui completely changed his appearance. He was thin and small, with injuries on his body, and his whole body seemed lifeless." Yang Yunhe choked up, and after a while, finally I calmed down, "When I saw Suisui, I was more afraid than distressed."

Yang Yunhe grabbed her hair, "I feel like I'm crazy, I'm afraid of the way Sui Sui looks at me, I'm afraid he will hate me, and he will retaliate against me."

"When Sui Sui didn't want to leave, screamed, bit me and grabbed me, I actually saw the shadow of that man from him, and I was scared." Yang Yunhe covered her eyes, "I was scared! At that time I had already I started dating my current husband, and I don't want to go back to the life I used to be, and I don't want to be scared every day! Do you understand, Sui Sui reminds me all the time how terrible my old life was!"

The only sound left in the room was Yang Yunhe's slightly choked sobs.

Mama Liu looked pitifully, "But Suisui... is actually very scared."

"Do you know that Suisui is actually afraid of many things. He is afraid of the dark, fire, and loneliness, but he never said it out loud. He just wants to face whatever happens by himself," Liu Ma said. , "I also felt that this child was a bit gloomy at first, but later, I realized."

"This is a child who is so gentle that it makes people feel distressed."

"He never hated you. After you left, he cried alone and wanted to find you." Liu Ma said, taking a deep breath, "He used to love you."

Yang Yunhe raised her head and looked at Mama Liu in a daze.

"But it's a pity." Mama Liu looked disappointed.

"His world no longer needs you."

"He completely threw you out of his world."

Liu Ma looked at Yang Yunhe, "Since you met Suisui, has he ever called you 'Mom' since you met him just now?"

Yang Yunhe was completely stunned.

Mama Liu looked out the window, "Some things, you can get them back if you don't want to find them. If you miss them, you will miss them."

"Yunhe." Mama Liu raised the corners of her lips, her eyebrows and eyes were gentle, "Did you notice the look in Suisui's eyes when she looked at Tang Cheng?"

Yang Yunhe was silent.

"I've never seen Suisui's eyes like this." Liu Ma smiled, "There is joy from the inside out, and he is rarely so dependent on one person."

"Sui Sui is a very smart and transparent child. I believe that he has his own decisions and opinions. No matter what, I will trust him and support him unconditionally." Liu Ma said, her eyes were firm, "And, not everyone Everyone is afraid of gossip and prejudice."

Yang Yunhe was taken aback for a moment, then smiled wryly, "I just think he's too young..."

"What's wrong with being young?" Liu Ma smiled, "Don't you misjudge people when you are old? Didn't you misjudged people back then?"

Yang Yunhe rubbed her forehead, seemed to be smiling, but when she moved her eyelashes, a tear fell down.

She was wrong.

She has no position or reason to continue standing in front of Sui Sui.

Yang Yunhe left.

Brother Ge, who had been playing games outside, watched Yang Yunhe leave, stood up abruptly, pushed open the door, took a cautious look inside, and saw his mother was packing up the dishes, sighing again and again.

Brother Ge walked in, "Mom, are you okay?"

"What can I do!" Mama Liu raised her eyebrows, "I'm just regretting this meal. I prepared it all day, but no one appreciated it!"

"Hey, why is no one showing you face?" Ge Ge immediately picked up the bowl and chopsticks, "I'm waiting to eat."

Brother Ge caught a chicken paw, but didn't hear his mother speak, and raised his head in doubt, "Mom?"

"Tell me the truth." Liu Ma took a deep breath and looked at Ge Ge, "Do you like boys too?"

Gege:? ? !

Ge Ge jumped up immediately, "Mom, you can't slander my innocence!!"

Mama Liu frowned, "You are in your twenties, and you still don't talk about girlfriends, it's okay, you

Tell me the truth, Mom should make a mental preparation first. "

Gege: "..."

Brother Ge froze, "Mom, put your mind away."

Mama Liu stared at Ge Ge for a while, as if she had thought of something, she nodded, "That's right, if you really like boys, Sui Sui would have belonged to my family long ago, so there's no such thing as that kid from Tangcheng."

When Liu Ma said this, she paused, her eyes widened, "You little bastard, you don't really like Suisui, right? That's why you haven't found a girlfriend!"

Gege: "..."

Grass.

Brother Ge held his forehead, tears in his eyes, "Mom!!!!!!"

When Xiyuan and Tang Cheng returned home, Awang walked around their legs and yelled aggrieved twice.

Only then did Xiyuan remember that Awang hadn't been fed anything today, so he went to get the dog food, and Awang quickly started eating, his tail wagging so much that it was almost windy.

Xi Yuan touched A Wang's head, and felt that there was an extra hand on his head. When he looked up, he met Tang Cheng's smiling eyes.

Xigaki stood up, looking a little uncomfortable.

"Are you hungry?" Tang Cheng asked suddenly.

Xi Yuan was taken aback for a moment, then realized that they hadn't eaten, and rubbed his stomach, "A little bit."

Tang Cheng smiled, "Then you are lucky today, I will cook dumplings for you."

Nishigaki was a little puzzled, "Would you?"

"Don't underestimate me." Tang Cheng said, went to the refrigerator and took out a bunch of quick-frozen dumplings.

Xi Yuan watched Tang Cheng go to the kitchen and sat cross-legged on the carpet.

The sound of gurgling water came from the kitchen, and the sound of children playing outside came from an unknown family. Everything was peaceful.

Xigaki leaned against the sofa, feeling sleepy, and closed his eyes to take a nap.

When Tang Cheng came out with the dumplings, what he saw was the boy leaning on the sofa, sleeping soundly.

Tang Cheng gently put down the bowl and chopsticks, then squatted halfway across from Xi Yuan, and pinched Xi Yuan's nose as if playing a prank.

The boy frowned and opened his eyes in a daze.

Tang Cheng looked at Xi Yuan still staring in a daze, thought it was funny, lowered his head, and kissed the corner of Xi Yuan's mouth lightly, with a smile, "Are you sober?"

Nishigaki's eyes widened, his ears turned red, "...um."

Tang Cheng pushed the dumpling in front of Xi Yuan, "Let's eat."

Nishigaki picked up the chopsticks, and the two faced each other, eating slowly.

"What she said today." Xi Yuan suddenly said, "She said, we will be criticized by the world, will you be afraid?"

Tang Cheng paused, then raised his head. Through the mist in the bowl, he couldn't see Xi Yuan's expression clearly, so he put down his chopsticks, "What about you, are you afraid?"

Nishigaki shook his head, "I'm not afraid."

"But I'm afraid you will be."

Tang Cheng squinted his eyes and smiled, took out his mobile phone, fiddled with it for a while, and then handed it to Xi Yuan.

It is the interface of the forum.

[My boyfriend. @西北]

Xi Yuan was taken aback, then laughed, "You are so naive."

Tang Cheng touched his nose, "Really?"

Nishigaki also took out his mobile phone, smiled and sent a sentence below.

W: My boyfriend. @唐城

Tang Cheng saw it, and clicked his tongue, "You are quite naive."

Xi Yuan smiled and looked at Tang Cheng with bright eyes.

Tang Cheng's heart softened suddenly, he leaned over, squeezed Xi Yuan's chin, and kissed him vigorously.

The remaining half bowl of dumplings was left to cool, and no one touched it.