I don't like you anyway

The cup of warm boiled water that Chen Shangxu poured for Su Mingqian was splashed on Su Mingqian's face by Su Mingqian.

The air was silent for a moment.Even in the fish tank in the center of the living room, the sound of fish spitting bubbles can be clearly heard.

Su Mingqian was shaking all over, whether it was cold or angry, his chest was bullied, and his cheeks were blushing abnormally.

He didn't let go of the hand holding the empty glass.It was Chen Shangxu who took it away for him.

Water droplets slipped from Chen Shangxu's hair, along the tip of the nose and jaw, and converged at the chin.He surpassed the calmness of ordinary people, wiped the wet hair behind his head, and didn't care anymore.It was as if Su Mingqian didn't pour a cup of hot water on him just now, but greeted him.

Su Ming shouted shallowly: "Chen Shangxu, don't fucking pretend to be dead!"

"I pretended to be dead?" Finally Chen Shangxu responded.He turned his face to one side and said, "I want to know, how did I pretend to be dead?"

Su Mingqian was really not used to him talking to herself in such a weird tone.

He stepped forward and stood in front of Chen Shangxu, very close.As long as Chen Shangxu lowered his eyes a little, he could see his red eye sockets.

Chen Shang's Adam's apple rolled faintly, he looked away for a moment, and smiled: "Xiao Su, did someone tell you that you look good when you cry."

Su Mingqian said bitterly: "You are very happy with evolution/statement? Do you think you can scare me away like this? Chen Shang promises me to tell you, after tonight, you will regret it!"

He didn't believe that Chen Shangxu could be blackened so thoroughly all at once.Even a wolf in sheep's clothing for a long time will take time to buffer when it takes off its sheepskin.No one can be [-]% decisive.

Su Mingqian bet on Chen Shangxu's indecision.

Su Mingqian said: "Do you know that I sometimes sleepwalk when I sleep at night?"

Chen Shangxu's original casual expression froze slightly.

Su Mingqian then continued: "I can feel it myself. When sleepwalking, I will talk and run around, right? When I lived with you before, did I force you to sleep with me a lot for this reason? Second-rate?"

Chen Shangxu's slender fingers supported his forehead, his eyes became cold.

"I will be very clingy to you at night, but I will return to normal in the morning, so you feel that I am elusive, hanging on you from hot to cold..."

"What do you want to say?" Chen Shangxu interrupted him and asked.

"When did you find out? I can sleepwalk. When did you find out?"

When Su Mingqian asked a question, Chen Shang and Xu Linlie's eyes became more piercing, and Su Mingqian could hardly find a trace of warmth from inside.

"It doesn't matter when I found out." Chen Shangxu sighed, picked up a cigarette and lit it.Misty smog wrapped around his glass lenses, lingering on the bridge of his nose and jawbone, giving him an abstinence color at this moment.

"Because you are not mine. I don't want to be nosy." He exhaled smoke and said in a hoarse voice.

Su Mingqian wished he could beat the current Chen Shangxu.

Su Mingqian said, "You're not telling the truth, are you?"

He snatched the mobile phone from Chen Shangxu's hand, and pulled Chen Shangxu's finger to unlock the fingerprint. The screen of the mobile phone lit up and stayed on the phone number page.

Su Mingqian said: "If you don't tell the truth, I will delete my phone number from your phone."

Chen Shangxu was speechless: "...I remember your number."

Su Mingqian said: "Oh. Then I will delete WeChat. I will delete all my social platform accounts from your phone. I will make you never find me."

Chen Shangxu lowered his eyes, looked at him quietly, and said for a moment: "Do you think I haven't done this before?"

"I did this when you were with Qiao Qi. I tried all the methods I could think of. Xiao Su."

"This relationship is like a game for me, and I lost everything. Now, I don't want to participate in it."

While speaking, he pinched Su Mingqian's shoulder and pressed him against the bookshelf.For a moment, Su Mingqian thought he was going to kiss her.

In fact, Chen Shangxu only turned his head away without warning when the tips of their noses were completely touching each other, leaving Su Mingqian with a nice but indifferent profile.

Chen Shangxu said to Su Mingqian's ear:

"I accepted a reality. This reality is that you don't love me that much."

He originally thought that years of hard work could warm up Su Mingqian's heart, until he suddenly discovered that half of Su Mingqian's actions were actually derived from the instinctive reaction of his body in sleep.Knowing the truth, he was also forced to accept the fact that Su Mingqian and Qiao Qi were together.

That was the first time Chen Shangxu had the idea of ​​"giving up" in his mind in more than 20 years.

"Su Mingqian, when you were with Qiao Qi, did you think about me?" Chen Shangxu put his forehead lightly on Su Mingqian's shoulder, and said in an almost pleading tone.

"I didn't have sex with him." Su Mingqian said.

Chen Shangxu's hand gripping his arm tightened suddenly.

"After I realize that I have the problem of sleepwalking, I will figure it out." Su Mingqian grabbed Chen Shangxu's with his cold hand. Although it was cold, it somehow had a soothing effect, "You and I are messing with each other. One thing was wrong."

"Chen Shangxu, let me ask you, when was the first time I met you?"

Chen Shangxu replied: "That night in Iceland. You woke up in the middle of the night and asked to drink water, but the water spilled on your clothes. Sorry, I couldn't control that night."

Su Mingqian smiled, although the smile seemed weak: "My so-called first time with Qiao Qi was also in Iceland, and it happened to be the same night as you mentioned. You know what it means ?"

Before he finished speaking, Chen Shangxu raised his head, and there was a trace of looseness in his eyes.

"what do you mean……"

Su Mingqian opened his fingers one by one and escaped from his shadow:

"Chen Shangxu, I always thought that I did something to offend you, but now it seems that I didn't."

"The so-called time with Qiao Qi, it was just after I ended with you, I happened to meet Qiao Qi and preconceived it."

"It's also for this reason that I'm with Qiao Qi."

The window was left open, and the wind swirled in through the gap, rolling up the blueprints on the table.Su Mingqian and Chen Shangxu realized at the same time that it was snowing.

And today is Christmas Eve.

It was supposed to be picked up by Chen Shangxu to spend a romantic night here, but in fact, everything was developing in a direction beyond his control.

Su Mingqian took a few steps back, turned around and said, "Then, brother, I'm leaving."

"Xiao Su." The voice behind her was hoarse.

Su Mingqian pretended not to hear anything, opened and closed the door, and stayed away from all this.

The author has something to say:

Heihua Lao Chen: I burst into tears when I knew the truth. QQ

Xiaosu: Well, I can be beautiful by myself :)

(I have a hunch that everything will go back to the original mode...)

("It's really nice to throw a knife and amuse yourself when no one is around," says a writer who is a master of the world.)