I just want to be a male partner

Idol Challenge is a live broadcast, so it is said that the company paid a lot of money to hire a good host.

And the hosts invited by the company are really extraordinary. Many idols who are not very good at talking, he can guide them to speak in a timely manner, and idols with not bad personalities but who are relatively quiet, he can also throw in and catch up to maintain the atmosphere in the venue.

Thanks to his efforts, the atmosphere in the arena has always maintained a certain heat.When it was my turn to go on stage, it happened that a certain half-red idol stepped down. The atmosphere of the venue was not too hot but not too cold.

I came to the stage under the announcement of the host. The host may have heard rumors about me in the industry. When talking with me, he deliberately picked a topic that can’t go wrong. "I heard you are going to perform a new song this time?" "Yes." I am very happy that the host is on the road, that's what I want. .

"The title of your song this time is very special, "Flastic", it feels like a very special song."

Very special is a very neutral word, but I know the habit of this host.When it's hard to say, it's very special. No matter how you say it, it's an unmistakable word.But I can understand him. The name of my song is really weird. He used a special description, but in fact there is nothing wrong with it.

"Thank you. Because of the Baishi Square incident, it gave me the mood to sing this song. It is my understanding of this incident." I chose a few words that are not easy to make mistakes, and I can still say a few polite words on the scene. sentence.

Seeing that the atmosphere was getting cold, the host immediately started playing background music. "Then let us appreciate, 'Flastic'!"

I'll talk when someone asks me / but no one comes

I look forward to being helpless/have something to say but cannot be loaded

My mood is as if the bottle cap has been lifted / My mouth is becoming more and more quiet in the moss-growing crowd / I want to make an accident. The young criminals in Baishi Square, to the appearance of all beings in the entertainment industry, are they all in this way?Even myself was like this in the past.I've just been pulled into parties by my mother in the past and enjoyed a lot of attention.

But after I attended more and more banquets, people gradually got used to the existence of "I".I am not who I used to be, and I need attention from everyone to feel like I exist.

Until one day, I was bored and posted a video of myself singing on the Internet, and the Internet was full of praise.At that time, the only skill I liked and was capable of and willing to practice was singing.From a non-professional point of view, my singing voice is good enough and my face is beautiful enough, which is enough to be the reason why I am sought after.

I became a popular Internet singer, and with my soaring popularity, I attracted the company's attention.When companies approached me and asked if I wanted to be a star, I found a whole new way for me to get noticed.

Like singing suddenly / Anywhere is like a four-sided platform

Wearing the most flashy shirt/pretending to be very emotional/when someone comes to take a photo, remember to put it in the pocket...

I entered the entertainment industry and gradually understood the way of life in the entertainment industry. In short, the entertainment industry does not need to be quiet, even if it is fighting with other people, it is better than staying quiet.

Companies don't appreciate good people, they only appreciate people who bring in money.They use all kinds of methods to let you see your ranking in the entertainment industry, give you different salaries, ask you to pay attention to the number of your fans, and even deliberately arrange to feel that different people are treated differently.Let you understand that "nothing is more important than being popular". Only when you are popular can you have money and self-esteem to be an entertainer.

I saw unpopular newcomers who were not mermaids, and were even humiliated as dogs on the show as a joke, trying to pick up balls thrown by others.I understand very well that if I were not a mermaid, I might have to suffer this kind of treatment, there is no reason, because I am not popular.Red was everything, I needed to be famous, so I started desperate to get noticed.

In order to become more popular, I started to learn how to become an idol, how to become a public figure who will be noticed.

Emphasis can cure hunger / If you haven't got it, you will know why

There are a lot of big moves/make these mistakes/beat people to look at me/is it sick?

As long as they are newcomers they are training, even if they don't have a job, as long as they come to the company to receive training every day, they will have a fixed salary during the so-called training period.The salary is about the price that ordinary people outside the society can get when they first start working in the society. For a salary without a job, the price is not low.But after a month or two, everyone will desperately want to be popular.

For no reason, just for self-esteem.Just like ordinary people can't be beggars, most people can't accept the life of being stepped on by everyone.Artists who live in the entertainment industry may not be crazy about fame and fortune at the beginning, but the longer they stay here, the more they become crazy about the importance.The entertainment industry is such a place.

Did I not exist in the past

Let me know / does it exist now

Therefore, although I don't sympathize with the juvenile delinquents in Baishi Square, but if I can understand it, I have to say, how can I not understand it.I was also a person who was crazy about fame and wealth in the past. I thought about how many immoral things I did in order to compete for the number one position in the group's popularity.

I have done everything from instigating fans to blackmail other members, intentionally causing members to make mistakes in live performances, taking advantage of fans' admiration to ask for money to gain popularity, etc.I have even done things like pretending that I have a mental problem to win the sympathy of fans and the attention of the public.

No matter how many people I have hurt because of popularity, I was hysterical because of popularity. At that time, I no longer wanted to be a normal person, I just wanted to be famous.

"Don't forget that someone is/singing for you" I sang the last verse leisurely, full of emotions in my heart.If I hadn't been exiled and disfigured due to various factors in the past, and was forced to leave the showbiz, I might never wake up from fame and fortune in my life.

I'm not saying that people in the entertainment industry are not good, there are people who are not dazzled no matter what.Like Zhong De, he has always been a good person. He joined the entertainment industry because he really liked working in the entertainment industry. Therefore, he is indifferent to fame and fortune. There is no hype or scandal, and he can go to the end with a flat attitude.

It's a pity that I am not this kind of person. People like me are suitable for living in the entertainment industry, but they can't make it to the end.After sighing, the lights went out, and the staff led me off the stage.

My appearance is over, so I slip aside to refresh my brain.

By the way, I'm busy this week, and I don't have time to read novels or comics, and I really miss them now.I started having fun, and kept having fun, until the staff came out and told me to stop, and I realized it was the last minute.

At the end of a program, it is best to have a suspense.The suspense of this show is very simple, that is, who can get the highest rating from the audience and win the championship.However, because it is voted by the audience, the audience will generally vote for the idol they like, not the idol with the best performance.This link is about popularity, I understand, so I didn't expect to win the championship from the beginning.

The champion was announced, and as expected, it was the idol at the finale. He performed his most popular song. It's hard to say it was serious, but it's not surprising that he won the championship.Those of us in the audience applauded to express our congratulations. In fact, it is hard for us not to be reconciled. Everyone knows who the champion will be. Participating in this program requires exposure, not a champion in the air.

The show ended smoothly, everyone left and went back to their homes.

But after the show ended, I was recruited by the company. I thought it was something bad, but the company came to praise my performance.The company said that my song selection was very good, and it became a hot topic right after I sang it. According to the frequency of discussions, it is expected to become the most popular show with the highest ratings on the show.

I didn't expect "exaggeration" to be so popular. The effect of the right time, place and people was too great, which led to me being noticed by the company all the time.I thanked the company and pretended that I was perfectly content to make the conversation, when I was actually quite indifferent.

I know very well that if it were not for the Baishi Square incident, this song of mine would not have caused such a big topic. I was able to be discussed mainly because of external forces, not because of my strength.The enthusiasm created by external forces often comes and goes quickly, so I am very happy on the surface and calm in my heart.

After the people from the company sent me off with a humble attitude, I also went home in the aircraft.

After arriving at the door of my house, I found that there were guests in front of the house. He Bing and my new agent were staying on the grass in front of my house, chatting happily.I wonder, what is the situation? "Why are you in my house?" I acted angrily, making my new agent jump in shock.

No way, although I have a good impression of him at present, but according to my past personality, I will not be happy that there are civilian outsiders who come to chat at home.In order to maintain my image, I have to express my anger. To maintain my image is to maintain the plot. I will not relax myself just because I get home.

"I'm sorry!" My manager trembled a few times in shock, don't do this, where did you kick the criminal's courage away?

"I mean, why are you at my house?" I oppressed him word by word, but I was a little unhappy in my selfishness.I know that in the past, I might be happy to be in awe of others, but now I don't like it. Anyway, you are also a good boy with strength and ability. Seeing that you are afraid of me like this, I don't feel happy.

"I'm a friend of He Bingjun's. I'm here to talk to his father about your work today. I'm going to chat with him...I'm sorry!" I'm sorry again, I feel helpless.