I heard you still love her

Xiao Ruoyan cried bitterly in Xu Nian's arms.

It has been a long time since such a warm embrace.

The taste of mother and the taste of home are always what a person desires most in his heart.

In fact, during the most painful year, Xiao Ruoyan shed tears not only once, but she was afraid of the future, loss, and pressure.

She was afraid that after waiting for so long, it would be in vain.

After wasting many painful times, she would also miss home. There are parents who gave birth to her and raised her. She also thought about it, just give up, and follow their wishes. There is no such thing as perfection in this life.

But how many times, as soon as her heart moved, blood flowed from the pain.

She can force herself to get married, start a family, and have children, and then in the years of not loving, in the rush of time, sink a heart to the bottom.

But what about Xiaoyan?

She knows how stubborn Xiaoyan's character is.

If she knew that she was married and had children, would she be so painful that she would collapse?

Xiao Ruoyan thought, hold on a little longer, even if it is a minute or a second, maybe next time, her parents will understand her and won't be angry with her anymore.

The years go by in such a hurry, ten years, whether it is long or not, is not short.

So long that she no longer expects her parents to accept her.

So short that Xiaoyan returned to her embrace.

She should have been happy, but she didn't know why the tears flowed down uncontrollably.

Xu Nian hugged her, with the same old tears.

When her daughter left, her hair was still black. Although she was tortured by illness, she was well maintained. The loving husband and wife, and her obedient daughter made her look much younger among her peers.

But now, the wrinkles of the years have covered her cheeks. After so long, Xu Nian no longer has the vision and requirements for her daughter. What she wants is to have a harmonious family for the rest of her life. Sitting with my daughter, when she sees her daughter, she no longer treats her like an enemy, and she no longer bursts into tears.

Follow her wish.

Back then, when his daughter was born, Xu Nian held her in his arms, looked at her innocent smile, and the only wish in his heart was for her to be happy and safe for the rest of his life.

I can't always be on the road I want most, and the biggest stumbling block is their old couple.

Life has passed a hundred years, and I don't know how long I will spend with my children in the future. I can do as much as I can to make up for it.

The moment Xiao Ruoyan came out of the house, she stood in the sun, her eyes were reddish, but glowing with happiness.

Almost irresistible, she ran all the way to school.

The surrounding wind was whistling in her ears, and she wished she could yell loudly, wanting to announce this happiness to the whole world. 1

Running downstairs, Xiao Ruoyan was gasping for breath. With a steady guilty conscience, she stood outside the classroom for a few seconds, staring at it second by second, until Xiaoyan came out of class.

In the past, she and Yan Zhilan had a very tacit understanding and separated public and private affairs. When Xiaoyan was in class, she would not easily call and send messages to harass her, fearing that she would not concentrate.

But now, Yan Zhilan received a message from Xiao Ruoyan.

——I'll wait for you downstairs and come out after class.

Yan Zhilan was a little uneasy in her heart, she was afraid that something might happen, so she calmed down and finished the class for everyone.

The bell for the end of get out of class just rang.

She walked faster than the students, and hurried downstairs with the textbooks in her arms.

She is so eager.

Happiness came with great difficulty, and everything was like a dream. Such an unrealistic feeling made her panic even now, for fear that it would burst like a bubble.

downstairs.

Xiao Ruoyan was standing there looking at her. Under the sun, she smiled brightly at Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan was stunned for a moment, the wind blew through her long hair, and the hem of her skirt fluttered with the wind, resembling the appearance of the two when they met when they were young.

Xiao Ruoyan stepped forward to hold her hand. Because of her excitement, sweat oozes from her palm, which is hot and hot. Through her palm, it spread to Yan Zhilan's heart. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan in surprise.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't speak, and quickly dragged her to a corner where no one was around. She tried her best to restrain herself, and Yan Zhilan felt her urgency, so she quickened her pace.

To the corner where no one is.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan, put her arms around her waist, and turned around in a circle.

Yan Zhilan's toes were off the ground, she exclaimed, and hugged Xiao Ruoyan: "Ayan, what's wrong with you?"

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were red, as if she wanted to cry or laugh, she couldn't help but kissed Yan Zhilan's forehead, and hugged her tightly: "Xiaoyan, I've waited, we've waited!"

Xiaoyan was lifted very high by her, and she could feel Xiao Ruoyan's tightening of her powerful arms and the violent heartbeat coming from her chest. She knew that Xiao Ruoyan was going home today, seeing her like this and listening to her say such words Probably guessed it, Yan Zhilan was a little dazed: "Auntie, she..."

Xiao Ruoyan nodded non-stop, tears streaming down her cheeks, she hugged Xiaoyan tightly.

Push harder.

Try harder...

once.

They are like street rats.

Anxiety all day long.

Even if the love is firm, the love is lingering, and the love is inseparable, the word separation adds shadow day by day.

Happy walking.

Walked away.

Walk through the pain.

They are finally recognized.

Xiaoyan's tears also flowed down. It should have been the happiest moment, but the two of them hugged each other and cried.

No one can understand.

One side is a passionate lover, and the other side is a close family member.

Torn by both sides, insomnia day by day, toss and turn day by day, accompanied by only one cigarette day by day.

They can't see the future, but they don't want to give up the future.

After all, it ushered in its own future.

Yan Zhilan was also emotional, she squatted on the ground and called her sister, talking while calling.

When she was so happy, she could only share it with her sister.

Yan Zhiyi was listening to her sister crying unbearably, sitting in the office with red eyes, feeling happy for her and feeling sorry for her.

hang up the phone.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Xiaoyan again, and the two hugged tightly for a long time, and finally looked at each other, getting closer and closer, and kissed like they did when they were teenagers.

For the first kiss.

Boss and Lanlan both asked them who took the initiative.

Xiao Ruoyan and Xiaoyan had said this many times, but no one believed it.

During the holiday of the second year of high school, the dormitory chose to go to Hainan to rest and have fun before the arrival of the third year of high school.

In that season, blue sea, blue sky, and cool breeze.

Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan are in the early stage of an ambiguous window that is about to be broken.

They originally went to Sanya to play, but later there, Xiao Ruoyan received a message from a friend, saying that there was a commercial performance, and if they went there, the money for the trip could be sponsored for the whole trip.

When she went back and told the people in the dormitory, the boss and Lanlan were naturally excited.

Yan Zhilan hesitated, "What kind of friend are you?"

Xiao Ruoyan smiled: "It's a sister who is ten years older than us, surnamed Wang."

At that time, Ah Yan had a characteristic of attracting older sisters. She was especially attractive to older people. Perhaps it was because of her cold and unruly appearance that they couldn't help touching and wanted to melt.

Yan Zhilan was delicate in her thoughts, she nodded in agreement without saying a word.

The day of the show went well.

Xiao Ruoyan was also very relaxed, she was dressed very casually, a long white dress looked like a dusty princess amidst the sea waves, and she played the guitar very hotly, after a few songs came down, the audience was overwhelmed.

The show is over.

Sister Wang stepped forward to hug Xiao Ruoyan, and said with a smile, "Ruoyan, you are awesome." Xiao Ruoyan smiled, "Sister, if you have such an opportunity in the future, you can tell me."

Sister Wang nodded. She looked at Xiao Ruoyan with bright eyes.

She is a mature woman who has never been married and has almost come out publicly in the circle.

In the evening there is a bonfire feast.

Sister Wang invited four people over.

Lanlan and the boss like the excitement the most, they are very happy, and they danced hand in hand with a bunch of people who ate and drank.

Sister Wang took good care of Xiao Ruoyan, giving her a taste of everything she ate in advance, and specially selected the tenderest part of the coconut chicken for her.

All the friends around her looked at the two tacitly, and some even started to boo.

"Hey, Miss Wang, why didn't you see that you are so kind to us?"

"Tsk tsk, what do you know, this is called preference."

……

Sister Wang smiled, but Xiao Ruoyan's expression was not very good. Although she was a little slow to emotions, she was not a fool. Seeing that Sister Wang's friend made such a fuss, she immediately lost her appetite. For some reason, she raised her head subconsciously He looked over at Xiaoyan.

Xiaoyan wore a rose-red long dress today, and the maturity and charm of the little woman was released little by little. There were many people who struck up a conversation around her, but she turned a blind eye.

Xiaoyan has always been able to blend in with the crowd, but at this moment, she actually held a glass of red wine in her hand and drank it on her own. The wind blew her long hair, and her eyes were blurred.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over and took the wine from her hand.

Yan Zhilan looked at her with a haze in her eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan: "Why are you still drinking?"

Yan Zhilan didn't speak, she got up and walked back, her feet were weak, and she staggered, Xiao Ruoyan quickly supported her, Sister Wang stood up and walked two steps: "Ruoyan, are you okay?"

Xiao Ruoyan's tone obviously had a sense of distance, "Sister Wang, we are a little tired, so let's go back first."

Sister Wang nodded, her eyes stared at Xiao Ruoyan, then at Xiaoyan, a little dim.

On the way back to the hotel, Xiaoyan didn't speak all the way.

into the hotel.

She was sitting on the roof under the moonlight, holding her slightly bent knees with her hands, her expression was a bit cold.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over: "Aren't you happy?"

She found that Xiaoyan seldom talked this day.

If it's about others, she doesn't have the patience to ask.

Yan Zhilan stared at Xiao Ruoyan for a moment with her transparent eyes, and said lightly, "You have a smell."

Tasteful?

Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head and smelled it by herself, no, she just took a bath before eating.

Yan Zhilan felt uncomfortable. The picture of Sister Wang hugging Xiao Ruoyan just now flashed in her mind again and again. She was a bit drunk, and she said coldly and domineeringly: "It smells bad, you go take a bath."

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan strangely, she had never seen Xiaoyan like this before.

Just go.

She had to take a bath before going to bed.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little absent-minded in the shower, and with the pattering water, her heart was in a mess.

She seemed to understand something, but she couldn't grasp it.

It feels like an indulgence.

When she came out of the shower, Xiaoyan still kept the same movements just now, just hugging herself, looking at the loneliness from her back made people feel distressed.

Xiao Ruoyan walked over and wrapped her with a soft quilt, "What's the matter with you?"

She knew that Xiaoyan was not happy.

Xiaoyan didn't speak, and quietly looked at the moonlight outside the window.

Xiao Ruoyan sat down beside her, but also did not speak.

Just finished showering.

The fragrance spread from her body, and after sitting for a while, Yan Zhilan quietly asked: "Ayan, do you like someone?"

Xiao Ruoyan's heart jumped suddenly, and at that moment, she was a little flustered, "I...No, no."

like people?

Like those people in the class, who are always tired of being together every day, just want to find a place where no one is around to do some small tricks?

Yan Zhilan smiled faintly, she tilted her head, her expression was a little charming: "I have."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart beat up to her throat, she couldn't say a word, her body tensed into a ball.

Yan Zhilan gently, she tilted her head, stared straight into Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, and said softly: "I have liked her for a long time."

Xiao Ruoyan didn't know what was wrong with her, she couldn't say a word, and she couldn't even move her body as if she had been stabbed.

Yan Zhilan smiled slightly when she saw her nervous appearance, her voice was very soft, mixed with the wind, charming and pleasant: "I don't like you being with Sister Wang."

Xiao Ruoyan stammered: "She... is acting."

Yan Zhilan's eyes were pitch black, and her lips were so red that people wanted to kiss: "Ayan, I'm actually very rich."

Xiao Ruoyan was speechless again, her face turned red little by little.

Yan Zhilan turned sideways, leaned forward slightly, and stared into her eyes without blinking: "I don't like you smelling like someone else, and I don't like you smiling at others. If it's just for show, I can invite you too. If it's for money, I can give it to you too. I can give you a lot..."

Xiao Ruoyan's head looked like it was boiling, Yan Zhilan's thin lips curled up in a beautiful arc, and her eyelashes fluttered like wings, bringing out a bit of temptation.

The moonlight is getting stronger.

The temperature rises.

Looking at each other, unconsciously, the two got closer and closer.

It is unclear who initiated it.

When those four lips met, Xiao Ruoyan really felt an electric current flow through her body, she looked at Yan Zhilan blankly, she was happy and a little scared, but Yan Zhilan didn't let her back down, she held her aside nervously His hand interlocked with her fingers, and he turned his head to kiss her again.

now.

More than ten years have passed.

The two did the same thing again.

Only this time, it was Xiao Ruoyan who held Yan Zhilan's hand and kissed her gently.

By the end, both of them were in tears.

Yan Zhilan opened her eyes, looked at Xiao Ruoyan and asked softly, "Ayan, is it a dream?"

Xiao Ruoyan looked into her eyes: "No, Xiaoyan, we really did it."

As she spoke, she leaned forward, pinched Yan Zhilan's face and asked with a smile, "Does it hurt?"

Yan Zhilan also laughed, and she twisted the soft flesh around Xiao Ruoyan's waist: "What about you?"

……

Inexplicably, the two tore and bit each other.

Before they entered the house, they were so excited that the door didn't even close.

Now he was too involved in biting, so that Xu Nian stood at the door and didn't even see it.

Xu Nian was holding the vegetables she had just bought from the market in both hands. After talking with her daughter, she was in a much better mood. She sent her a message saying that she would come and cook a meal for them. I also want to say sorry.

But now...

She looked at the two people who were still "fighting", and the bag in her hand fell to the ground with a "slap".

The two grinning on the sofa froze when they heard the sound, and turned their heads to look at the door together.

Xu Nian opened his mouth and looked at the two people, his pupils caught in an earthquake.

The author has something to say: one should not be too arrogant.