I heard you still love her

Four eyes facing each other.

At this moment, the water droplets of the fountain seemed to have turned into particles, wrapped in the soft light that only appeared in dreams, and fell into their hearts bit by bit.

What can time separate?

Ten years.

They hadn't seen each other face to face in ten years.

Yan Zhilan stared at Xiao Ruoyan without blinking with tears in her eyes.

Her Ah Yan has grown up, matured, and is even more beautiful than before.

Xiao Ruoyan was rebellious and unruly when she was young, and there was always an air of fearlessness between her brows. At that time, she was alone, with a guitar, rampant on campus, and no one didn't know her. Countless, and the scorching smile that occasionally hangs on the corner of her mouth is enough to make people fascinated.

Now, the smile on her face is gone, and there is more solemnity and loneliness in her eyes.

The years have added a calm aura to her, under the long hair like a waterfall, sharp eyebrows, imposing red lips, but there are only a few fragile teardrops rolling in the eye sockets.

……

At the age of 17, Yan Zhilan curled up in Xiao Ruoyan's arms and asked softly, "Are we going to separate?"

Just after taking a bath, her body exudes a fascinating woman's fragrance. She raised her head, stared at Xiao Ruoyan with her dark eyes, her delicate porcelain-white cheeks rubbed against Xiao Ruoyan's neck, revealing that she could only look at Xiao Ruoyan. Only she can be squeamish.

Xiao Ruoyan pinched her nose. Although the road ahead is too far away, full of thorns and unable to see the light, she will still hold her tightly and say seriously: "No, as long as we love each other , nothing can separate us."

Yan Zhilan's heart warmed when she heard that, she hooked Xiao Ruoyan's skirt to play with it, and whispered softly: "Then you have to remember, we will love each other forever."

Nothing can separate us.

We will always be in love.

……

Did they do something wrong?

No.

But God still pushed the cruel ending in front of them.

"How did I give birth to such a pervert like you?"

"Are you killing your parents? Are you following the trend??? How can you, a girl, like women? It's against human relations!"

"Separate, must separate, or I will make her Xiao family unable to gain a foothold here!"

……

With the fountain gushing out of the unforgettable memories of the youthful moments, the water column rolls, and at the highest point of the music, the tide blooms in the air, and the instant declines and floats.

Raindrops covered the surrounding area with moisture, soaking the coats of the two of them.

Seeped into the heart and turned into blood.

Xiao Ruoyan tried hard to smile at Yan Zhilan, but in the end, there was only wetness in his eyes.

Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan, Xiaoyan...

Time flies by, ten years have left nothing on her face, her eyes are still so beautiful, with the gentleness like water rippling in them, the soft hair that was once wrapped around her fingertips is stuck on her neck, In a trance, Xiao Ruoyan seemed to still be able to feel the softness and fragrance that had been left behind.

The two looked at each other from a distance.

Just like in the past, no one can block the intertwined eyes of the passers-by and the water droplets passing by from time to time.

No one opened their mouths, but their eyes were also red unconsciously.

They love each other very seriously.

But only because of gender... only because of gender separation, this difference is ten years.

ten years……

The scream of Lan Lan's explosion broke the silence.

"Ahhhh, fourth child!!! What a coincidence!!!"

Lanlan rushed forward excitedly, and hugged Yan Zhilan. Yan Zhilan staggered into her arms, lowered her eyes, and restrained the emotions in her heart.

"Miss me, miss me!" Lanlan's cheeks flushed with excitement, she put her arm around Yan Zhilan, turned to look at Xiao Ruoyan: "Second brother, are you a fool??? What are you doing there?? ? Come here! Fourth brother, you don’t know him anymore???”

She wondered if Xiao Ruoyan had been pierced by a soul?

But there is no one who went to high school together who doesn't know how good the relationship between the two was back then.

Xiao Ruoyan is not a good-tempered person, but he only obeyed Xiaoyan's words, Lan Lan had seen it before, Xiao Ruoyan lost his temper for some reason, and ignored no one coldly, but later Xiaoyan behaved obediently Pulling the corner of her clothes, her originally tense face was easily pried away, all the coldness fell apart, and there was no place for the indifferent aura before.

At the school's New Year's Eve party, Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan were on stage, and the ensemble of one piano and one guitar turned the audience upside down.

They are an ensemble of musical instruments, but also a chorus of souls. The sweet and chasing eyes that are intertwined together were discussed on campus at that time, but after all, at that time, they were just talking in private. No one thought that the two school beauties were really can be together.

Up to now, Lan Lan still has endless aftertaste, and she can't forget the professional performance of the two of them and the tacit understanding from heaven. She just wanted to rush to the boss's welcome and thank you meeting when she came back, and relive it again.

Yan Zhilan kept looking at Xiao Ruoyan, with a tinge of redness in the corners of her eyes, and the tenderness in her eyes that once drove Xiao Ruoyan crazy.

She smiled through tears.

Xiao Ruoyan, who was stepping on the water droplets facing the light, was a little dazed. She tried her best not to shed tears: "...Long time no see."

Yan Zhilan choked with sobs: "Long time no see."

The bangs on her forehead were blown by the breeze, Xiao Ruoyan stared at Yan Zhilan with her dark eyes, and Yan Zhilan also looked at her. Got stung a bit.

Lanlan looked relieved: "Is it a long time no see, why are your eyes red with excitement??? Oh, it's really a coincidence, and we can meet tomorrow, but we met today."

The three of them went to the cafe they used to go to in high school.

At that time, the coffee shop was not as exquisite and elegant as it is now, with only a few simple tables, chairs and benches. At that time, coffee was not very popular among students, and it was far inferior to gases such as Coke, Sprite, Sunrise, and Jianlibao. Stimulating drinks are popular.

Xiao Ruoyan didn't like it either, but Yan Zhilan liked it at that time. She liked the mellow aroma after drinking the coffee and the bitterness that lingered on the back of her tongue.

Several times, Xiao Ruoyan sat in front of the window seat, looking at Yan Zhilan helplessly and dotingly: "Is it that delicious? Isn't it too bitter?"

She had just finished training, and she was reprimanded by the teacher, saying that she had lost her mind recently, that she would no longer tune in, and that she was in a bad mood.

Xiaoyan drinks coffee with a partner and doesn't add any sugar, and chooses the most concentrated Americano. Xiao Ruoyan tasted it secretly once, and the tip of her tongue was paralyzed by bitterness, so she spit it out directly.

Yan Zhilan smiled, under the thick black curly long hair, the originally cool and fair skin was covered with a layer of light pink, which slowly smudged on the whole face, "Drink the most bitter coffee and see the most beautiful lover. "

In this case, if it wasn't for making Xiao Ruoyan happy, he wouldn't be able to tell if she was killed.

But even so, the pink on her face still revealed a little shame in her heart.

She is so beautiful, one look is enough to make Xiao Ruoyan's heart tremble, let alone such love words, Xiao Ruoyan's cheeks were tinged with pink, she stood up, the sunlight from the window came in, she pressed against Xiao Yan In his ear, he whispered: "Go back to the dormitory, can you tell me again?"

……

"Second?? Second!!! I said what are you doing?!"

Lanlan looked at Xiao Ruoyan dissatisfied, what are you doing, talking to her, her eyes kept straightening.

Xiao Ruoyan was in a daze, she came back to her senses, and smiled apologetically: "What's wrong?"

Lan Lan shrugged, "I asked you what to drink, and the fourth brother ordered it for you, saying that you like passion fruit."

Xiao Ruoyan's heart seemed to be touched by something, her heart was sad and sweet, she still remembered it.

The light hit Yan Zhilan's body, as if there were candied fruit circulating on her body. When she was a teenager, she had a very good temperament. Standing in the crowd, even if she didn't say a word, she would be seen at a glance. She is outstanding. Now, in the Under the influence of music and career, she has more of a classical elegance, her red lips are not spotty, soft and reserved.

Sensing Xiao Ruoyan's gaze, Yan Zhilan raised her head and smiled at her with a gentle smile, and the deep mist made people intoxicated.

Instinctively, Xiao Ruoyan turned her head away, and she concealedly picked up the cup next to her and took a sip.

"Pfft." Lanlan smiled beside her, and she raised her eyebrows and looked at Xiao Ruoyan playfully: "Second brother, what's the matter with you, since you met fourth child, you've been like a young boy, the cup is empty , what are you drinking?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Yan Zhilan also smiled, lightly and shallowly, the gentle light almost overflowing from her eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head habitually, the bleakness in her heart welled up again, she was so sad that she almost shed tears.

once Upon a time.

Countless times, in dreams, she has seen her.

Or just the two of them.

Or just like in high school, a few sisters in the dormitory were happily together.

More Xiaoyan alone...

She watched Yan Zhilan either running around looking for her, calling her name; or hugging herself tightly, squatting on the ground slowly; or playing the piano and weeping silently.

In the dream, Xiao Ruoyan shook Yan Zhilan's hand vigorously, and asked sadly and unwillingly: "Xiaoyan, why didn't you come back? We agreed to go away in four years, have you forgotten? Or... your courage I was torn apart in those four years, is your love gone? I waited for you like a walking dead in despair for a year, a whole year..."

Every time I wake up from the dream, it's midnight.

Xiao Ruoyan will be heartbroken.

The love of youth, the depth of first love, burned everything in her.

It's been ten years.

Xiao Ruoyan thought she had let go. Back then, the last note she left to Yan Zhilan was mottled by memory.

——Wait for me, four years later, after graduating from university, we must be together.

She doesn't blame Yan Zhilan, she was too impulsive when she was a teenager, she took things for granted, Yan Zhilan is different from her family, she has intricate strengths and a huge circle in this city, she can't just leave like herself .

She doesn't hate her.

She thought she had forgotten all about it.

Thought I could walk through it.

But the moment she saw Yan Zhilan, Xiao Ruoyan realized that everything she thought to let go, let go, was just "thinking".

I thought, that's all.

She neither complained nor hated.

I just want to ask, Xiaoyan, how are you doing?

……

Xiao Ruoyan's words, which had been held in his heart for a long time, rolled and rolled in his chest, and finally fell to the bottom of his heart, as heavy as a heavy stone.

She wants to know the answer, but is afraid of knowing the answer.

She hoped that Xiaoyan would have a good life without her emptiness in the past ten years, but she was afraid that what she said would be good.

She didn't want her to have a bad life, and she was even more afraid of what she said would be a bad life.

Lanlan spoke in full swing, her temperament has been like this since high school, Yan Zhilan didn't talk much, but looked at her with a smile, holding a mug in her snow-white hand and rubbing it lightly, listening carefully, her hot eyes fell on Xiao Xiao from time to time. On Ruoyan.

Wounded by the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, Xiao Ruoyan became anxious and irritable. She looked down at her phone and quickly sent a message.

While drinking orange juice, Lanlan leaned over, laughing and gossiping: "Yo, no wonder you ignored us, is this a message to your boyfriend?"

Yan Zhilan, who had been smiling all the time, stiffened for a moment, she tightened her hand holding the cup, and followed Lan Lan to stare at Xiao Ruoyan without blinking.

Xiao Ruoyan leaned back, her long and narrow eyes raised up, staring at her with a hint of coldness.

"That's right, that's right, this is you!"

Lanlan was so happy to be frozen, this is the expression their second child often had in high school, that kind of "don't beat me" feeling is right!

Xiao Ruoyan was really defeated by her. She glanced at Yan Zhilan out of the corner of her eye. Xiaoyan lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking. Her long eyelashes blinked slightly, and her eyes were slightly dim.

Soon, Xiao Ruoyan's phone rang, she said sorry, got up and went outside to answer the phone.

As soon as the talent left, Lan Lan leaned over to gossip with Yan Zhilan, "fourth brother, look, I'm right, there must be something wrong, why don't you come back for so many years?"

Yan Zhilan smiled, and there was a bit of reluctance in the smile.

The proprietress who was stroking the cat not far away was staring at her, she felt familiar no matter what, there were quite a few students who came to her, and she didn't dare to confirm it after so many years, so she tentatively walked to Yan Zhilan's side with the cat in her arms, "Excuse me, are you the girl who played the piano when my shop first opened?"

Yan Zhilan looked at her in surprise, and the proprietress smiled when she saw her like this, "Is it really you?"

……

Xiao Ruoyan stood coolly at the door with her arms folded, a cigarette between her slender fingers, and the man's voice on the phone was next to her ear, "I am, I am!!! I will meet the goddess today Did you??? How about it, I haven’t seen her for ten years, do you still want to hug her, kiss her, and bite her immediately after seeing her!!!”

Xiao Ruoyan frowned, "Gao Yu, are you free?"

Gao Yu, who was being scolded on the phone, smiled, his voice was hearty, "Isn't he concerned about you? Oh, from your voice, it looks like you didn't kiss."

Xiao Ruoyan said coldly, "No need, as long as she is sure that she is doing well, I will leave immediately."

On the other side of the phone, he muttered something, "Not only didn't you kiss, but you were also flustered, right? That's why I called you to get you out? Hey, you are so cowardly, didn't you say it all? It's been ten years, Whether it's joy or sorrow, draw a complete sentence, is that what you say? Aren't you going to have a kiss goodbye, you—"

Xiao Ruoyan hung up the phone resolutely, took a deep breath, dusted off her clothes, and took a deep puff of cigarette.

Curly smoke rings floated in front of my eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were a little blurred, she was absorbed in thinking about the past, and before she knew it, a familiar fragrance came from her side.

At that moment, her body stiffened like a stone.

Yan Zhilan didn't know when she came out of the coffee shop, and she didn't know how long she had stood beside her, let alone if she had listened to Xiao Ruoyan and Gao Yu's call.

The two were silent for a moment.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan, "The lady boss recognized us."

what……

Xiao Ruoyan didn't react, Yan Zhilan looked at the cigarette at her fingertips, and frowned imperceptibly, almost obeying the instinct in her heart, Xiao Ruoyan snuffed out the cigarette and threw it into the trash can beside her.

Wait for this series of actions to be completed.

Xiao Ruoyan was a little taken aback, what is she doing?

Yan Zhilan was also a little stunned, looking at her quietly.

When she was a teenager, she sometimes went to rehearsals with the band, occasionally stayed up late, and Xiao Ruoyan would smoke a cigarette. At that time, Yan Zhilan was Sherlock Holmes. No matter how seriously she took a bath and applied body lotion after returning to the dormitory, It's perfume again, as long as Yan Zhilan gets close to her, hugs her and sniffs her, sniffing her like a puppy, Xiao Ruoyan immediately walks on thin ice, carefully laughing with her, but as long as the leader's expression changes, it will be a big deal. up.

For those who are mild, they will be reprimanded, and for those who are serious, their mouths will be bitten and swollen.

the wind blows...

Like people in a dream, both of them were in a trance for a while.

Yan Zhilan was silent for a moment, she took out a starry sky made of paper strips from her pocket, and said softly: "I don't know if you still remember, ten years ago, the two of us used to perform impromptu performances at the opening ceremony here. "

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, she remembered, of course she remembered.

At that time, the two of them not only amazed the customers present, but even those who passed by did not know how many people gathered to watch.

The lady proprietress was very happy. It was very popular at that time to stack the stars. She took out a note to the two people and said with a smile: "I plan to open my shop as a century-old shop. In the future, as long as you come, you will be free of charge. This, as my Lucky customers, you can write down your little wishes, and you can come and see it when you go to university.”

When you go to college, you can come and see...

It seems that time has passed in the blink of an eye. Now, they not only went to college, but also graduated and worked for many years.

Belated star.

Xiao Ruoyan pinched the star in her hand, with heat waves rising in her eyes, Yan Zhilan looked into her eyes, and turned her head: "See you tomorrow."

She felt her discomfort and avoidance.

Xiao Ruoyan nodded, as if something was stuck in her throat, she said with difficulty, "See you tomorrow."

Yan Zhilan left.

Her back is still slim and beautiful, but there is a touch of loneliness and desolation.

After staring at it for an indeterminate amount of time, Xiao Ruoyan opened the star, and looked at the words written ten years ago under Xiaoyan's gaze, with the corners of her mouth crazily raised.

—May my girl be the happiest girl in the world.

In the cold wind, Xiao Ruoyan looked down at those words and burst into tears.