The Sun of Rebirth

"You used to have a good relationship, and only you were admitted to the same university. How could there be no contact? If I knew that you didn't call Lin Zhan, I might as well go to Wutong University to find him in person." On the way back, Xu Nan caught Watching Su Chaoyang keep complaining.She used to fight against Lin Zhan from time to time, but that doesn't mean she doesn't consider him a friend. On the contrary, she doesn't admire many boys, and Lin Zhan must be one of them.She thought that Lin Zhan was absolutely indispensable at the class reunion, but she didn't expect him to be absent.

The answer he got was that Su Chaoyang didn't invite him.

"It's unbelievable. Song Chenxi, who is far away across the ocean, is here, and Chen Luo, who is far away in the north, is here. You didn't get Lin Zhan, who is so close. Tell me what to say. I don't know what you have." Contradictions, but the class reunion is a group activity, you can abandon the grievances, at most you can notify him, and you ignore him when he comes, right? Now, we have already returned home, and Lin Zhan is completely excluded. If he Do you know if you think everyone is deliberately rejecting him?"

What Xu Nan said gave Su Chaoyang a headache. Even if he did it all over again, he would not be able to invite Lin Zhan, maybe he would not be able to come if he was invited, after all, his mother regards him very strictly now.

"Yes, yes, why didn't the captain come? I brought him a gift. Su Chaoyang, are you arguing with Lin Zhan?" Song Chenxi interjected. He brought a lot of small gifts when he returned home. They have all been given, but Lin Zhan's is still in the bag.

Su Chaoyang was helpless when asked, and he spread his hands and admitted: "That's right, I quarreled with him, and it's impossible to reconcile in this life. If you want him, you can go directly to the school to find him. It's useless to ask me."

Song Chenxi and Xu Nan were shocked, they never expected it to be so serious.It's not easy to talk about a lifetime of discord, and the two dare not ask more about any conflicts.

Not wanting to continue this topic, Su Chaoyang got up and sat beside Gao Xiongfei.

Gao Xiongfei's mood was obviously not as excited as when he came, and even a little depressed.He was no longer enthusiastic about those female classmates, but instead sat alone at the back and watched the scenery outside the car.

"Kao Xiongfei, you made me miserable today, do you have to make up for me later?"

Gao Xiongfei immediately regained his spirits: "It's okay to compensate you, how about going to the nightclub to see it?"

"Hey, don't you want to be bad? You don't want a wife?"

"Daughter-in-law depends on fate, so it doesn't matter if you go and see."

"I'm not interested in nightclubs, it's okay to invite me to sing and play ball."

Kaohsiung Fei burst out laughing: "Don't think I don't remember that you recite poems every year at the New Year's Eve party. I don't believe you can sing."

"Haha... some poems can be sung."

"Hahaha..." Gao Xiongfei was amused, and the gloom in his heart dissipated.

Su Chaoyang continued: "I don't know how to sing but I still insist on performing recitations on stage. Although everyone finds it boring or even can't understand, can everyone remember my way of performing? It's fine if I participate in the whole class." .”

"Everyone has their own preferences and choices, and different people insist on different lifestyles. As long as you don't go astray and are worthy of yourself and your family, you can do these things for the rest of your life."

Gao Xiongfei was taken aback for a moment, knowing that Su Chaoyang was trying to explain him away. He remembered that in front of everyone that day, Chen Luo confessed that he liked men without hesitation. I'm afraid it's because that person is called Chen Luo, a young man who is so outstanding and strong that people trust him unconditionally, because his name is Chen Luo, his life has always been in his own hands, and he doesn't need outsiders to say who he likes. How could Chen Luo lower his head than anyone else just because he likes men?

Spending time to disgust and criticize a person who is a hundred times better than you will not change your embarrassing life, let alone make you stronger.

Today's class reunion is not much different from high school for most people, but it has changed a lot for Gao Xiongfei. After talking about the past with enthusiasm, he doesn't know how to insert everyone's topic. Everyone, boys and girls Smiling and talking about college life, no matter whether they are undergraduates or junior colleges, those people are still students after all, and the lives of students are similar.Only he came here with full expectations, perhaps because he expected too much, so that he was even more disappointed.He no longer knows how to catch up with the girl he once had a crush on, and maybe it's best to hide that feeling.On a rare day, he actually felt that he was not as fulfilled as going to work. What a realistic truth...

Knowing the difference between the two types of people, he felt a little disappointed, but Gao Xiongfei did not regret his choice, nor did he plan to return to campus life. He felt that there was nothing wrong with going to work, and there were happy experiences among his colleagues. The sense of satisfaction and achievement is still fresh in his memory. In the future, the gap between classmates may become larger and further away, but it is more reliable than anything else to live their lives steadily without losing their heart.It’s just that you will inevitably feel cramped and think, is it a wrong decision to give up repeating?In the final analysis, it's just because he made an alternative and took a different path from most people.

Gao Xiongfei was not a person who was sad at all, and Su Chaoyang's casual explanation made him abandon his troubles and smile happily. Looking at the students gathered together, he could already look at it with a normal heart.

"Su Chaoyang, when is your restaurant going to start renovation?"

Seeing him walking out by himself, Su Chaoyang smiled, and said with a relaxed expression: "My cousin said that the contract has been signed, and he is contacting a reliable decoration team, and my dad is also finding time to order building materials. I am looking for someone to get the design. It will start working soon.”

"Oh, you designed it yourself?"

"Well, I can only describe simple floor plans, and I'm looking for a design teacher to do the three-dimensional renderings."

"Excellent, you and Chen Luo are both talented people, they are smart in reading and they seem to know a lot of things. I really want your western restaurant to open soon. I, a bumpkin, have never eaten western food."

"You invite a beautiful woman to dinner after opening, maybe she will be your girlfriend, right?" Su Chaoyang smirked.

Kaohsiung Fei sternly said: "Then I have to think about it."

"Ha ha……"

Chen Luo, who was sitting in the passenger seat of the bus, fell asleep all the way, until he returned to the city center and most people got off the bus. He still hadn't woken up. When Su Chaoyang arrived at the station, he glanced at the scattered people and told them Wang Ran: "Wang Ran, you send Song Chenxi home, I'll go first."

"Hey, there are many people who want to send little angels."

"I'm not willing to ask you to send me." Song Chenxi retorted, staring at Wang Ran arrogantly: "If Su Chaoyang hadn't been injured, how would I need you. Brother Nan, why don't you send me home?"

Xu Nan tidied up her backpack and shook her head when she heard the words: "Would you like to kiss each other!"

"Pfft... Brother Nan, don't tease me!"

Song Chenxi was angry: "Come on, I'll go home by myself, I'm not limping anyway."

Su Chaoyang frowned, "Your injury is more difficult to walk than lameness."

"That's right, if you toss around for a while, it might really break the egg..." Wang Ran hit him hard.

Song Chenxi burst into tears, looking at the big man Gao Xiongfei with grief and indignation.

Gao Xiongfei spread his hands helplessly: "It's not that I don't want to send you off, but I have to send the boss home first. He fell asleep during the day and couldn't be woken up by thunder, no matter what."

"Chen Luo can sleep so well?" Wang Ran was surprised, why didn't he realize it before.

Gao Xiongfei sighed: "You don't know how much thought is required to manage such a large industry. Although he is very idle, he actually likes to work hard at night. I heard from Assistant Liu that the boss has serious insomnia, and staying up all night is a common thing. , but sleep soundly during the day.”

"It's too hurtful to turn day and night upside down." Wang Ran shook his head.

"That's right, but there is no way to correct it. Even the sleeping pills don't work. Our Assistant Liu can't control Chen Luo by following us every day."

Song Chenxi frowned: "There must be something wrong with his health. You can't be relied on, I'd better go home by myself."

Su Zhaoyang stared blankly at the outside of the car, and he didn't come back to his senses until Song Chenxi walked out of the car door, and subconsciously called out: "Song Chenxi, wait a minute, I'll see you off."

Wang Ran had no choice but to get up and drag Su Chaoyang back: "You go home, I'll see him off."

Su Chaoyang nodded, and stood there watching the two of them yelling away, the car started to pass by, Gao Xiongfei and Xu Nan waved goodbye to him at the window.He smiled and waved his hands, quietly looking at the window of the co-pilot, if there was a sleeping figure that seemed to be absent, staggering away.

The strange thing is that some memories suddenly burst out of the shell from the deepest part of my heart. The memories didn't disappear, but they just hid in a very deep and very corner.

When we first went to the army, we were not familiar with each other, we just lived in the same room with that person, and he was the most eye-catching among all the newcomers, I don’t know why the eyes always follow him, and I can’t help but like to observe a little bit of him One drop, and it didn't take long for him to learn that the man was lying in the same room every night, motionless as if sleeping, but in fact he hadn't slept all night.He was shocked and wanted to talk to him, but before he could open his mouth, he watched him collapse with his own eyes during the high-intensity training the next day.I can't sleep at night, and I train all day during the day, and my iron body can't bear it.He couldn't be silent anymore, he took the initiative to approach him, tried to care about him in his own clumsy way, wanted to understand his situation, wanted to help him, it all started because of the simplest purpose at the beginning, hoping that he could sleep peacefully every night .

The care and care that he never had for his father was suddenly given to a person he met not long ago. After the shock, he realized that it was not just a brotherhood.

Everything seemed to fall into place day after day, until I never wanted to let go.

The two years are very short, and it was unbearable for him to retire. Although he made an appointment to reunite in Beijing half a year later, he was restless, anxious and depressed during the waiting days. From the north to the south, the distance is so far, the time is so long, from inseparable to invisible, if there is no phone contact, he doubts whether he will go crazy.

He was the one who was tempted first, he was the one who took the initiative to approach, he was the one who entangled cautiously, and he was the one who vowed never to separate.

He fantasized about many ways to tie people to him, and he couldn't extricate himself when the love was so strong.

In the dark sky, there was light rain, and Su Chaoyang, who was walking towards Wutong Road, didn't notice it. He walked instinctively, his head was dazed, and his eyes were slightly astringent.

There is nothing wrong with loving someone, nor is it wrong to love deeply.

What was wrong was that we could no longer be together, desperately trying to forget, wanting to resent, hate, and loathe everything about him, but found that the poisoning was so deep that there was no cure.

Unconsciously walking to the most familiar Wutong Road, Su Chaoyang's eyes flickered due to the sudden crowd.

It was the evening self-study for high school students, and the boys and girls flocked out. Colorful umbrellas formed into one piece, propping up the colorful sky. They laughed and made noises, but Su Chaoyang was the only one standing quietly against the rain under the phoenix tree on the street. Under the tree, wait for them to walk all the way.

The depressed mood miraculously began to recover at this moment.

Su Chaoyang wiped the rain from his head, a pure black umbrella suddenly covered him, and the sound of panting in panic came from behind him.

"You walk so fast." The person holding the umbrella handle took a deep breath, his eyes were particularly bright in the dark night.

You are like a night owl, you don't sleep at night and sleep during the day, your eyes are as bright as a cat's.

Su Chaoyang's face was gloomy, the rain dripped from his forehead along his drenched hair, his face was full of water marks, angry and ferocious.

Those beautiful eyes seemed to want to avoid them, but they returned to normal after a moment, and looked straight at him, "Seeing me is like seeing a ghost, can you want to eat people?" He took out a handkerchief and threw it in his hand. On that ferocious face, "Wipe."

Su Zhaoyang stretched out his hand to cover the handkerchief on his face, and when he took it off, his face became much more relaxed, his eyes were calm and distant.

"Who wants you to follow?" Throwing the handkerchief back, he turned his back and continued walking towards the house, leaving the range of the umbrella in two or three steps.

The person holding the umbrella stayed where he was, turned the handle of the umbrella around, and the umbrella spun in his hand with a clatter, and the rain splashed. After a while, he stopped his boring actions, held the umbrella in one hand, and put it in his trouser pocket with the other. The crumpled handkerchief was warmed in the clenched palm.

The person in front was getting farther and farther away, and he didn't know whether to catch up or not.

I didn't want to find him for anything, but was suddenly awakened by the rain in the car, looked around at a loss, wanted to catch up and say something, and didn't have any specific ideas about what to say.

How nice it would be if you lost your memory.

"Su Chaoyang, remember to call me if you need anything." How many times did you seem to have said this?After much deliberation, this is the most fluent and most confident.If he had the confidence at this time, Chen Luo would always be Chen Luo, not a moving puppet in skin.

Su Zhaoyang didn't seem to hear it, his broad back disappeared into the night rain with strides.

Wutong Road was suddenly empty and lonely, there were no wandering students, no pedestrians passing by, the rain was beating on the leaves of the sycamore tree, dripping on the umbrella.

Holding an umbrella and looking up at the familiar teaching buildings on campus alone, the sound of rain seems to be fascinating.

Was it the right choice to come here?

It seems that in fact there is no other choice, who made him stubborn, who made him not lose his memory, who made him think that he would get his wish.

Warm lights lit up in the old building, this was not just Su Chaoyang's haven.

When the rain stopped, Chen Luo put away the umbrella, looked up at the light and raised the corners of his mouth slightly. The night is not scary, even if there is only one light, it is enough to light up the whole future.

He had spent his two lives groping his way in the dark, but there was always a light shining faintly.

"Why is your whole body wet? I said it was raining today, and you didn't bring an umbrella when you went out." Su Da frowned and stared at his wet son, his face was as usual, but his heart was extremely shocked by his son's loss of soul.what happened?A good classmate reunion should be happy, but this kind of virtue when you come back, is it related to Lin Zhan?

Su Da didn't dare to ask any more questions at all, and shouted in a gag: "What are you doing standing there, go wash your hair, take a bath and change your clothes, it's easy to catch a cold in autumn, don't forget that your stomach wound is still recovering, don't catch a cold fever."

Su Chaoyang walked into the bathroom silently, the distraught back made Su Da grit his teeth.

Suda sighed.He once again had the urge to go to the Lin family to talk.

Su Chaoyang will definitely object to it...

The sky was clear in the morning, and Su Chaoyang, who was in a good mood, went to search for the decoration materials of the restaurant according to the plan. The main material was mainly in charge of Su Da. What Su Chaoyang wanted to buy was a piece of soft furnishings. Not knowing Su Da's misunderstanding of him, he finally decided to go to Lin's house in person.