There is a kind of throwing soap and a kind of confession

—Look at me, don't I look like a dog?

He still remembers when he was in high school, he circled around Song Guifan like a puppy, his skin was so thick that he peeled one layer after another. human gaze.Song Guifan casually said a word, wrote a few words, and he kept them as big treasures.

In fact, if it has been like this, he will admit it. Originally, if love is a thing that plunges into it, you can only accept fate.During college, he and Song Guifan officially fell in love, and Song Guifan also liked him a little bit (?).Those days were probably the happiest time for Chi Feitian.There was also a period of time when Chi Feitian had undergone appendicitis surgery in the hospital, and Song Guifan got up at five o'clock every day after morning class, went to the hospital to bring him breakfast, accompanied him for half an hour with a blank face, and then rushed back to school After three classes, I went to Chi Feitian's favorite Fengbo Village in the next-door university to pack his lunch and send it to the hospital. I spent a two-hour lunch break with him in the afternoon. After class in the afternoon, I came to accompany him in bed at night. Before going to bed, I even read it myself. sleep!forward!Therefore!thing!Of course Chi Feitian was reluctant to part with it, and kept urging him to go back quickly, begging for the school belle daughter-in-law that he earned for nothing, and pampering him well even to the death!

He spent the [-] Olympic Games with Song Guifan, and he vowed to meet for the next ten years.

But then...

#Later, I finally learned how to love, but unfortunately you have already gone away and disappeared in the sea of ​​people# I sang it without knowing it...

Then a ball!

Chi Feitian rolled around on the floor again, beat his chest and stamped his feet a few times, "Aooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Revert to high coldness again: How can there be so many reasons, a breakup is a breakup, why do you care so much, little brat?

Elementary school student: dry kidney! [twist ass]

Chi Feitian: ...Do you know that you are so stupid outside?

Elementary school student: Shhh, she's already asleep, I'm hiding under the covers and playing with my phone.The winter vacation homework has been finished!Hurry up, praise me!

Chi Feitian: What grade is the homework for?

Elementary school student: A fifth grade elementary school student.

Chi Feitian said gloomily: You fucking said you were in the fifth grade of elementary school three years ago, shouldn't you be in the second grade of junior high school this year? I really doubt it!

Elementary school student: ...Actually, I was helping my cousin with homework, and you made me QAQ and wet the quilt with tears.

Chi Feitian: ...

Elementary school student: Why do you want to break up with your girlfriend and change the subject?The beauties in the photos you sent last time are on point! (☆▽☆)

Chi Feitian: You don't even have a head, can you see it right?

Primary school student: That chrysanthemum is very straight, and the root is straight and the seedlings are yellow.

Chi Feitian: ...

That was three years ago.

In the second year after Chi Feitian graduated from university, it was the first time he drank alcohol. He and Yang Hualu got drunk in a tavern. It also turned into a mournful cry in the heart.

Chi Feitian stood up and staggered, almost fell to the ground, he staggered out the door, Yang Hualu chased after him to pay the bill.

He came out to the family.

Chi's mother and Chi's father were naturally furious, and they couldn't hold back punches and kicks. Song Guifan protected most of him without saying a word, his back was beaten black and blue, and he was kicked out by Chi's father.

Chi Feitian was locked up at home and couldn't contact Song Guifan. He was so anxious to death that he sneaked out in the middle of the night and braved the heavy rain-they ended up having a big fight. At that time, as long as Song Guifan said a word, hugged him Hugging him and telling him to stay, he desperately wanted to give this cabinet away!

But Song Guifan remained indifferent, and didn't even make a gesture to persuade him to stay, even though Chi Feitian tentatively proposed to break up.

The silence was almost cruel.

Song Guifan was always depressed, but that time was different, the silence that time was his attitude.

From that moment on, Chi Feitian realized thoroughly that if he fell in love first, he would always be at a disadvantage.In the past, he didn't care about who loved more and who loved less, but at that time, his reason collapsed into a string, and he cared unexpectedly.

For example, Song Guifan never said "I love you."

For example, Song Guifan is always passive.

For example, Song Guifan did not persuade him to stay.

In a fit of anger, we broke up.

Simple and simple, divide as you say, whoever is afraid of whom.

Chi Feitian was standing outside the bar, when several cars rushed towards him and made a detour to him, he sneezed in the cold wind, and felt that he was really more desolate and pitiful than a tree that had lost all its leaves.

The pretty little girl who got out of the taxi still laughed at him: "There's another drunkard standing there."

Chi Feitian fisted fiercely, before he could get angry, he turned around and threw up on the ground while holding the telephone pole.

Yang Hualu rushed out of the bar, her clothes were also crumpled by Chi Feitian, she was so angry that she kicked Chi Feitian's ass with a ten centimeter stiletto: "Okay, buy me a drink, Damn, if you're drunk, you don't pay the bill!"

Chi Feitian staggered for a moment, and didn't want to pretend to be a gentleman anymore, so he couldn't help buttocks duang on the ground, "Wow—" he burst into tears and snot.

Not paying attention to the image, crying loudly.

Yang Hualu: "..."

"Where is there no fragrant grass in the end of the world?" Yang Hualu knelt down, sighed and comforted her high school friend Chi Feitian.

"Your underpants are exposed." Chi Feitian wiped his nose: "I only saw him as a grass."

"There is too much grass! There are lumps everywhere. You have a problem with your eyes. There are so many people who like you, and you can catch a lot of them. You can have men, women, and transvestites. Why are you so entangled?" Yang Hualu said. He pulled up the skirt freely and patted his shoulder boldly.

Chi Feitian reminded in a daze: "You can have transvestites, but they really don't... You used the wrong quantifier."

Yang Hualu snatched her crumpled skirt out of Chi Feitian's hands, and said angrily: "Since you can't let it go, why don't you go after it? Isn't stalking your best?"

The reason why a person stalks is because he hopes that he will no longer need to stalk in the future.

a bit tired.

It's just because I'm a little tired.

not to mention--

"Aren't you a little too selfish for breaking him off so shamelessly? What if he regrets it in the future? Aren't you both ruined? Straight men will go straight back sooner or later."

This is a sentence that Yang Hualu joked to him when he was in high school. Now that I think about it, every word really pokes my heart.

It was he who proposed to break up on his own initiative, and he would hang his neck and not look back.

He bought the plane ticket, and it was rare for him to be hypocritical. He said in his heart that even if Song Guifan liked him a little bit, he would never let him go away like this——

If you don't come, it means you like too little.

No matter how spineless Chi Feitian loves, he still needs self-respect.

In the end, Song Guifan didn't come, so he left, took off the phone card, flicked two fingers, and threw it into the trash can along with the phone card.Take it easy and don't look back.

In this way, two and a half years passed by.

Now that I think about it, it's actually not that sad.

#Just hot so dare to love and hate#

Of course Chi Feitian would not tell the primary school students about this. Although they have known each other for several years, the story between him and Song Guifan is too long, and if he said it casually, he would write another novel.

Chi Feitian said in a perfunctory way: The breakup is naturally due to personality differences and wants to break up. It's just a chance to send a good person card. What reason can there be?

Elementary school student: There are many reasons... For example, Lu Renjia next door to my house, he broke up with his girlfriend in sixth grade because other girls' breasts are not big enough, and Lu Renyi behind my house, he and the female classmates in the class We broke up because of pressure from a bad teacher... [Tuski rubbed his face]

Chi Feitian: ...the world of adolescents is really complicated!My girlfriend has very big breasts ~ very big, I just can't bear to break up with her. (￣＿,￣)

Elementary school student: ...

The elementary school student asked: Big Daddy, if my wife came back to look for you again, would you accept it?

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#School Flower Diary#

December 2012, 1 Heavy Snow

Give me three years.