can you be more reserved

Originally, he planned to practice songs in the music room today, but now his thoughts are very confused, either he can't sing well or he sings too low. There are not a few words in the whole song that are in tune, so he simply yelled for a while. On the contrary, it got better.

As soon as Song Yanzhong entered the door, he saw Ye Hui sitting on a chair with a dejected expression on his face. After playing with the guitar for more than ten minutes, he didn't see any tendency to hand it to him. Shall I come and see you playing cotton?"

"Oh, I'm sorry." Ye Hui finally realized that there was someone beside him, and handed the guitar to Song Yanzhong, his face still slumped, "Xueba, thank you for helping me."

"You're welcome. Don't expect too much from my half-baked level."

Originally, Song Yanzhong didn't intend to go on stage, and his half-baked level really couldn't show his skills, but seeing Ye Hui was so busy looking for someone these days, he just mentioned it, but Ye Hui repeatedly That's right, the matter was settled in such a nonsensical way.

"Ugh......"

When the first sigh came, Song Yanzhong looked at Ye Hui inexplicably.

"Ugh......"

The second sound was longer, and Song Yanzhong's foot on the tripod slipped and he almost fell off the high stool.

"Ugh......"

Song Yanzhong's hand on the guitar trembled.

When Ye Hui was about to open his mouth again, Song Yanzhi finally couldn't help it, "Third brother, you..."

"Xueba, may I ask you a question?"

Seeing Ye Hui's tangled face, Song Yanzhi rolled his eyes and was speechless, "Ask, it's not a lifelong matter, why are you so tangled up?"

Ye Hui covered his face, "Yes."

"what?!"

"Xueba, do you have a first love?" Ye Hui looked at Song Yanzhi through his fingers, and saw that he was stunned for a moment, as if thinking of something, his eyes darkened, and then he nodded.

"Why do you ask this?"

"Xueba, what look do you see in your first love?"

"What are you trying to say?" Song Yanzhong pointed out without hesitation, raising his eyebrows.

"Xueba, I seem to like someone."

Ye Hui covered the hand he had just put down, and his voice sounded muffled.

"Got it. Is it the online dating partner?"

"They say it's not online dating!" Ye Hui raised his head and stared at Song Yanzhi, but after a while he became discouraged and drooped his head, "Okay, it's him."

"But... how do you know?"

"You really want me to tell you?" Song Yanzhong raised his eyebrows with an expression of "you know so don't deceive yourself", turned around and sat on the high stand.

Following a few sound checks, notes flowed from Song Yanzhong's fingertips one by one, and he sang softly in the chorus.

"...I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you myself

Don't let yourself get too close

I'm afraid I have nothing to give you

Loving you also takes a lot of courage

I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you myself

Maybe one day I can't help myself

Missing only makes myself suffer

Falling in love with you is my last resort..."

Ye Hui stared blankly at the scenery outside the window, the music calmed him down, he suddenly remembered that a few days ago he asked about the meaning of the great god's pen name, the great god replied very casually, "No, I happened to find this sentence when I went to a friend's house the other day , use it if you think it’s good.”

He also remembered that his tone was full of envy, "Well, then, my god, you must have a good relationship with that friend of yours, right?"

"Okay."

When the Great God said it was okay, it meant that it was very good, Ye Hui nodded, that's great, I also want to be good friends with the Great God.

After thinking about it, it's not right, he and the Great God are pretty good friends.

Only now did Ye Hui understand what he was thinking at the time. He wanted to be friends with the Great God in real life, and what he envied was someone who could actually see the Great God, instead of being on the Internet like now, which was virtual.

What he wants is something he can touch.