He's so perfect, I'm so humble

It was a female colleague's birthday in the company. Manager Jiang said he would come, but after waiting all night, he didn't show up.

We went to a KTV and someone suggested to play truth or dare.

I obviously drew "When was your first kiss", but they got drunk and insisted on changing it to "When was your first kiss".

I don't want to recall that experience, if it is not mentioned, I can forget it forever.Now being asked suddenly, my emotions are a little out of control.

I said, "About three years ago."

They laughed at me as an old virgin and asked, "Who did it with?"

"girlfriend?"

"One night stand?"

"It's also the first time for the other party?"

"Are you wearing a condom?"

"Is there any creampie?"

I really didn't want to answer, I couldn't take it anymore, I said I had to go to the bathroom, and I didn't go back.

In fact, Ting Yu is really nice, smart, thoughtful, handsome, and has money at home.I asked him what he liked about me, and he said I understood him.

"Ting Yu, what do you think I look like?"

"Tell the truth."

"You look pretty when you smile."

"What about when you're not smiling?"

"Of course not the most handsome, but my favorite."

Why are you always so realistic?Others say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so why can't you coax me into saying that I am the most handsome?

Seeing that I stopped talking, he quickly explained: "We must be self-aware. If I say you are the most handsome in the world, isn't that lying to you?"

......

Ting Yu treats me really well, he just doesn't understand me, but he thinks he understands me.

During the two years of arguing with him, I had an impulse to run downstairs to get a fruit knife.The surface of the knife is very thin, and I scratched ten times on my left wrist without feeling any pain at all.One, two, three, four... I'm still counting the strokes, it looks hideous and majestic, others will think I'm crazy, only I know how sane I am.

I almost blurted out, "Ting Yu, I didn't give you my first time."

Are you going to be surprised.

But you'll never hear that, no one will tell you.You will live in a lie all your life, and only he and I know about this.

My secret is still very long, are you listening?