Love is like a dream

The time has entered December of 2012, the legendary month of the end of the world, although everyone knows that this may be just a joke. On December 12rd, Monday, as usual, is the editorial department meeting once a month. Today, Ms. Su wore a red and white checked shirt, and she looked more enthusiastic and lively than before. A reward was proposed, and a bonus of 12 yuan was offered on the spot. He also promised that if the third quarter and annual assessment indicators were completed by the end of the year, there would be a richer bonus.

Ms. Su also specially said: "I believe in my own vision, and I believe in Molly's ability even more. Therefore, if she needs assistance in the future, I hope that all departments can lend a helping hand in time—"

Speaking of this, Ms. Su glanced at Mr. Ou, the editor-in-chief of the second group at the meeting last month, and continued: "Are you right, Xiao Ou?"

That Mr. Ou was taken aback: "Ah, the editor-in-chief, you are right, Molly is capable of this position, but it's only been a month, and I hope that Molly can complete the task even better in the coming days."

I smiled slightly at Mr. Ou: "I will."

Ms. Su chose to trust me, and I must be worthy of this trust. After a month of hard work to develop channels, I already have a clear idea of ​​the future work direction. I believe that following this idea, our department will develop more and more. The better, I have to learn to build confidence in myself, and learn to lead the whole department to achieve the goals one by one. In the future, my work will no longer be my own efforts, but a team.

After the meeting, I went to the finance department to receive the bonus. Generally, for things like bonuses, most of the amount is privately told to the head of the department, and the amount will not be announced in front of everyone at the meeting. I think Ms. Su does this More intention is to let people in other departments see my efforts and achievements.

After receiving the bonus and returning to my work station, I discussed with the employees of the department how to "separate the dirt". Since it is a departmental bonus, of course the whole department should share it.Basically, there are two forms, either everyone divides the cash, or departments spend it together.

Although I have heard privately that the heads of other departments generally receive bonuses that only they know the exact amount of, as for how to divide each employee, the person in charge calculates it proportionally according to each person's different contribution. If there are more, the performance will be more, otherwise, it will be less, and generally the department head takes the biggest share, because the person in charge bears the pressure of the entire department and is also doing the most difficult work. This kind of allocation is reasonable and many companies do the same, otherwise, it would really be a big pot.

If the whole department distributes the money, it is indeed not too much, and I have no plan to distribute it according to any ratio. Although I have spent a lot of effort on channel development this month, and I have done more than anyone else, but I know, More work in the future still depends on the due diligence of every colleague in the department. I can't fulfill their due duties for any of their groups or individuals.

The results of the discussion came out. Most of the colleagues said that the recent work tasks are heavy and the pressure is high. They want to go out to eat, sing and relax. I also agreed. After thinking about it, I should invite Ms. Su anyway. Send a message: "Editor-in-Chief, our department plans to eat at Haidilao tonight, and then go to Melody to sing after eating. If you are free, go with us?"

Miss Su: "Can't you be a little sincere?"

I was taken aback: "Sincerity? What do you mean? I sincerely invite you."

Miss Su: "Come over to my office."

I don't."

Miss Su: "Molly, come to my office, I have something to talk to you about at work."

I'm debating whether to go or not to go.

Miss Su: "I mean, why don't you come here?"

Indeed, I have no reason not to go.

Knocking on the door, Miss Su was sitting on the seat reading a document, saw me coming in, and said, "Close the door."

Me: "Can I open it?"

Miss Su: "No."

I hesitated and closed the door, and stood far away in front of Miss Su's desk: "Is there... what's the matter?"

Miss Su raised her head: "You stand so far away, can you hear me?"

Me: "I can hear you."

Miss Su: "Come here, sit opposite me."

I stood still, Miss Su: "You don't come here, are you waiting for me to pass?"

I took two quick steps and sat down across from her desk: "I can successfully complete the task this month, thank you for the encouragement and confidence you gave me, this is the first time I have taken on such a heavy responsibility, even I don't believe that I can complete such a difficult task Task……"

Ms. Su smiled: "A few years ago, I was like you, so I believe that you will be like me. In order to live up to the trust of your superiors and the expectations of the department staff, you will do your best to play your best." Your own potential to accomplish these tasks, responsibility, this is the trait that you and I have in common, we are very similar.”

Me: "Aren't you afraid that if I don't do what you expected... I can't do anything well? After all, my experience in this industry is still..."

Ms. Su: "I said before, I believe in my vision and your ability, well, let's not talk about this, you are not going to invite me to dinner and sing at night, show some sincerity."

Me: "I sincerely invite you..."

Miss Su: "Not sincere enough."

I was wondering if she made it difficult for me on purpose, and I was a little anxious: "Then how can I be sincere..."

Miss Su suddenly stood up from her seat, startling me, and I immediately stood up too: "You...don't come here!"

Ms. Su's eyes dimmed for a moment, she didn't come over, she just looked into my eyes, and said lightly: "You must call me by your name when you talk to me? Must you call me editor-in-chief? That's all you have to do Keep rejecting me thousands of miles away? Even if you can't give me anything...can't you even give me a less blunt address? You know that every time you see the message you send me, when you talk to me How uncomfortable is it to call me by these cold names?"

Ms. Su said a lot of words in a row, and my heart tightened. Was it true that I was too cruel to her?I avoided her eyes and lowered my head. Miss Su sighed and sat back in her seat.

Miss Su: "Sit down, I'm sorry, I'm a little out of control..."

I glanced at her lost and sad expression, and sat down silently, maybe, even if I can't give her the affection of a lover, there is no need to be so cruel, I just know the clear boundaries in my heart, isn't it?