Love is like a dream

Friday, June 6, is still busy, and so is she.Surprisingly, there was a live webcast of this music festival. I rushed home after work. Fortunately, I didn’t miss it. In fact, it doesn’t matter if I miss anyone else. The only thing I want to watch is her. The video is very slow, and finally it’s here The moment she appeared, not only won the award herself, but also presented awards for others.

Hey, she won the Hong Kong and Taiwan Newcomer Award with the highest sales volume of wireless music in the year, with 4991158 downloads of ring tones, ringing tones, and songs. What an amazing achievement. This woman who claims to be a pure newcomer in the music scene has always been humbled a bit too much.

That night she wore a shoulderless black, gray and blue toned skirt, still with natural and messy long hair, without too many decorations, she was still so beautiful, natural and charming, I regretted whether I should go to the scene, although It doesn’t matter whether I go or not. With so many fans, she definitely won’t see where I will be. I don’t want to go to the scene because I feel a little ashamed compared to other fans who express wildly. Silent love, I can't do anything, even if I shout "I love you" to her on the stage.

While watching her holding that lovely trophy in her hand, while listening to her acceptance speech, I thanked a lot, I clicked on Line and sent a message: Congratulations, you are so beautiful today.

I know she can't respond to me right now, she's on stage, and it's impossible to hold a mobile phone in her hand.After watching her part, I turned off the video, and everything else has nothing to do with me.Then open my novel file and start stepping into my fantasy world.

Feeling good today, I wrote until 12:30 in the morning, took out my phone and saw a message just sent.

Xiao Zhen: Thank you, I just had dinner with a group of friends and just returned to the hotel.

Me: go to bed early, are you going back to Taipei tomorrow?

Xiao Zhen: You haven't slept yet. Tomorrow I'm going to Xi'an to participate in a brand endorsement event.

Me: I really want to see you off at the airport.

Xiao Zhen: There are too many people around, so you should rest at home.

Me: You fly around like this every day, there is almost no time to stop...

Xiao Zhen sent a smiling expression: Do you feel sorry for me?

me: ah.

Xiao Zhen: Even if you are tired, you have to do it. Not everyone has the opportunity to do what you like. If you have the opportunity, you have to work hard. You have to write in addition to work every day. It is also hard work. We all have our own dreams. Let’s work hard together. .

Me: Well, Xiao Zhen...

Xiao Zhen: What's wrong?

Me: It's okay, I want to call your name before going to bed.

Xiao Zhen: Do you want to sleep with my name on your pillow?

Me: No, what if Xiao Zhen is crushed, I want to sleep with your name in my arms.

Xiao Zhen: Haha, ok, I also wash up and get ready for bed, good night, little Jasmine.

Me: Xiao Zhen, good night.

On June 6, I saw photos about the event in Xi'an on the Internet, and sent a message to Xiao Zhen in the evening.

Me: I really like your lake blue dress, it’s so beautiful.

Xiao Zhen: Is it only the skirt that is beautiful?

Me: I was wrong, that skirt is so beautiful on you.

Xiao Zhen: That's about the same.

Me: I'm done boasting, is there any reward?

Xiao Zhen sent a kissing expression.

Me: Have you returned to Taipei yet?

Xiao Zhen: Yes, I have a few days off, and there will be a brand promotion event in Shanghai in a few days.

Me: What are you going to do on your rest day, go on a date?

Xiao Zhen: No, I plan to watch movies, read books and drink coffee at home, and rest quietly for a few days.

Me: Do you have any recommended movies?

Xiao Zhen: God bless Bobby, have you seen it?

Me: No, what are you talking about?

Xiao Zhen: It tells about the mental journey of an ordinary American mother facing her gay son. The protagonist is a kind, upright gay boy who is willing to die to fight against the world.

My mood suddenly became heavy. The topic of comrades... Although it is acceptable to watch in literature and film and television works, in reality, most people still cannot accept the old-fashioned concept of people in mainland China.

Me: It must be very touching, I am really afraid of seeing things that cry now.

Xiao Zhen: It's very touching. By the way, isn't this topic very sensitive in mainland China?

I sent a sighing expression: it's more than sensitive...

Xiao Zhen: I feel it, especially older people, such as the 60-[-]-year-old celebrity couple, the hatred and demonization of comrades have spread to Taiwan. I really don’t understand the thinking of those people. Why do they really love each other? Two people cannot be blessed and recognized. Is gender really that important?

Me: Hey, with the 5000-year history of feudal civilization in China, there is still a long way to go if we want to change the so-called orthodox view of marriage and love that has been passed down for thousands of years. More and more countries recognize and allow people to choose a more diverse lifestyle.

Xiao Zhen: I look forward to that day coming soon.

Me: I am also looking forward to it. I also recommend a similar movie to you. Are you interested?

Xiao Zhen: It can’t be Brokeback Mountain, I’ve seen it.

Me: No, butterfly, have you seen it?

Xiao Zhen: The Hong Kong version?I have seen it.

Me: Comb yourself?

Xiao Zhen: I have seen it.

Me: Beauty is singing, purple sea, one heart is hard to change, face, finger craftsmanship?

Xiao Zhen: I have seen it.

me: kiss me?

Xiao Zhen: Huh?

Me: have you seen it?

Xiao Zhen: Not this one.

Me: A house in Rome?

Xiao Zhen: No.

Me: I recommend you to watch these two movies. They are very touching. I personally like them very much. Although they are a bit niche, they are not as well-known as other movies.

Xiao Zhen: What does it mean to have a feeling?Are you passionate?

Me: Hehehe, you can watch it for yourself, but don’t be fooled, this is a real movie released abroad, and it’s not some unhealthy little movie.

Xiao Zhen: Alright, I will watch it, thank you for your recommendation, Xiao Jasmine, have you seen any unhealthy movies like this?

Me: I won’t tell you, have you seen it?

Xiao Zhen: I won't tell you either, you don't want to be bad.

Me: I am a good person who shines brightly.

Xiao Zhen: I am a little fairy who descended from the nine heavens.

In the following week, I made good progress during my busy period. I have initially selected ten works and contacted the author, but the trouble is because the author has signed a contract with the website, and the website has the priority of publishing rights. In the end, it still needs the consent of the website, so I started to contact the copyright department of the website one by one.

The answers I got were basically that I had to pay a fixed or a certain percentage of agency fees to the website before I could use the copyright. I had to ask the editor-in-chief again. The editor-in-chief said that if the fee was reasonable, it was also possible, and started a new round of cooperation with the website. The process of negotiating prices.

In this process, I have learned a lot, and I have a preliminary understanding of the operation process of online literature. More importantly, I have met many editors and authors in this industry, which has broadened my new horizons. I feel that I am growing step by step in a good direction.

In fact, it is also very interesting to communicate with the authors and know some of their sources of inspiration and ideas about writing. For example, some authors have very interesting pen names. It is called Potato Fried Tomatoes because she loves to eat this dish. It is because she loves to talk a lot, she writes a story about a hero because she has dreamed of being in the world since she was a child, and she writes a story about a life-and-death love because she has never experienced such a love.

The purpose of each author's writing may be different, but the same thing is that they are all using their own words to satisfy their dreams that cannot be realized in reality. I think this is the biggest reason why they love writing and can persist in writing. strength.