Confucian General [Ancient and Modern]

Jin Shishao sat outside in a daze, the cold floor and walls came through the thin clothing, and this was a hospital, and some people passed by in the corridor from time to time, nurses, doctors, and most of them were family members.

Jin Shishao didn't remember how many people passed by, until someone stood in front of him and asked him if he felt uncomfortable, then he raised his head.

There was even a kind of bleak and absurd sadness on that completely expressionless face-what was there to be sad about.

Jin Shishao asked himself silently in his heart like a statement, grabbed the doll on the ground absentmindedly, walked to the side elevator in a daze and closed the door.

He was the only one in the elevator. He leaned on the handrail of the elevator and raised his head. Above him was the glare of the light and the monitor on one side. The slight reflection reflected his expressionless face.

The weather was very good at this time, and there were many children chasing them in the gazebo built on the green grass of the hospital. As soon as Jin Shishao went out, he stepped back a few steps before he stopped under the glare of the sun, and then he Standing in the shadows and squinting at everything under the sun outside, I just felt endless sadness rising in my heart.

What has he been doing for the past few years?

Let Zhou Xian go to a foreign country alone, how old was Zhou Xian at that time?twenty?

He was introverted, and he didn't have much money, so where did he get the energy, money, and perseverance to regain Luo Luo's custody by himself?

At that time, where was he?

Jin Shishao sat paralyzed on the seat and stared at the sky, glaring physiological tears kept sliding down the corners of his eyes, then he put the doll in his hand aside casually, covered his face with his hands, and buried it There is no longer any action.

"Mom, what's the matter with that uncle?" Occasionally, one or two children or adults in hospital gowns would pass by, and someone would ask such a similar question, and then they would look at Jin Shishao who was obviously crying and He was obviously bringing a doll for a child, he sighed, and then left at a faster speed.

This kind of sad scene, which is as sad as life and death, is performed in the hospital every day.

Zhou Xian took Zhou Luoluo up and down to check up and down, but he couldn't find any obvious symptoms, and Luoluo didn't have any obvious symptoms except for the purple lips and nails. In desperation, he could only follow the doctor's instructions. Entrusted to prescribe some stable and conservative medicines, she carried Zhou Luoluo downstairs.

On the road, there were many adults carrying their children up and down the stairs. Some were crying, some were laughing. Zhou Luoluo lay on Zhou Xian's shoulder and watched with big black eyes, and then suddenly asked: "Dad, Will you leave Lolo behind?"

Zhou Xian's footsteps stopped immediately, then he frowned and said, "Why is Luo Luo asking such a question?"

Zhou Luoluo kicked his feet twice, signaling that he would come down and walk on his own, Zhou Xian put it down, took his hand and walked to the side path, squatted down to meet his line of sight before saying: "Can you tell Dad? ?”

Zhou Luoluo looked very nervous. Zhou Xian was afraid that his heart would constrict and feel uncomfortable when he was nervous, so he slowed down his tone, gently patted his back with one hand, and sat him on his lap again, comforting him and said: "Be good, Luo Luo, tell Dad, okay?"

"Last time Luoluo didn't finish his homework well, and was scolded by the teacher." Zhou Luoluo looked down at his hands and said in a low voice.

"Well, Dad knows, it was Dad who accidentally forgot Luo Luo's notebook at the company that time." Zhou Xian said softly, and then pinched Luo Luo's little face, "What is Luo Luo worried about now?"

Zhou Luoluo was already crying, but she didn't cry at all. She shed tears on her own, wiped it with the back of her hand from time to time, and shrank her small body into Zhou Xian's arms, " said the kindergarten teacher, Luoluo Dad will have a new mother if he doesn't finish his homework, so don't be lolo."

"Father will never have a new mother, Luo Luo." Zhou Xian frowned, his expression gradually turning cold.

If the kindergarten teacher only said one sentence, how could Luo Luo take it to heart? This child is more sensitive than ordinary children, but in recent years nothing has happened at all. If the teacher only said angry words once, Luo Luo would be fine I will admit my mistakes and correct them, and I will never be bored in my heart like this.

Zhou Xian felt depressed and distressed for a while, then picked up Luo Luo and gently kissed his little face, "Dad has a daddy, and from now on, daddy will be the new mother, you know."

"Daddy is the new mother?" Luo Luo got better after being kissed, her little hand still held on to Zhou Xian's fingers, "Is Daddy willing?"

"Then dad, can you go to him and let him tell you?" Zhou Xian stroked Luoluo's soft head and smiled, "Luoluo won't have a new mother, and there are many who are better than 'mother' People love you, you know."

"People who are better than 'mother'..." Zhou Luoluo tilted his head and began to count with his fingers. Brother Shang...well, and Daddy's father..."

"Yes, there are Uncle Su and the others, right?"

"Yes!" Zhou Luoluo blushed happily, and took a long breath while clutching her small chest. Zhou Xian was startled, thinking he was not feeling well, so Luoluo sighed like a grown-up: " Oh, Dad, Luo Luo has been holding back here for a long time, as if he can't come out, he is so sad that he is about to die."

"It's finally all right now!" Zhou Luoluo jumped into Zhou Xian's arms, then kissed Zhou Xian's cheek, "I'm going to find Aunt Miaomiao, she has a baby, so she wants younger siblings to play with me. "

Zhou Xian couldn't help laughing, "Just now she was my sister."

Zhou Luoluo hugged Zhou Xian's neck and laughed.

After sending Luo Luo to Su Miao's ward to stay, Zhou Xian dialed Jin Shishao's mobile phone. Before taking Luo Luo to check, he said that he stopped at the hospital... After the check, he didn't see any shadow. Where did people go?

"Hello..." The phone was connected, Zhou Xian stood at the door and took a breath, then went to the store to buy a bottle of mineral water and asked, "Where are you?"

"Beside the gazebo," Jin Shishao's voice was hoarse, and his state was very strange. Zhou Xian was stunned when he heard it, and subconsciously stopped. After swallowing the water in his mouth, he said, "I'll go find you. You stay there."

After Jin Shishao hung up the phone, he stared blankly at the main screen returning to the desktop menu, and then stared blankly at a cluster of nameless flowers blooming in front of him.

He put his hands on his knees and sat here leaning against the railing on one side. He had been sitting here all afternoon without moving a bit.

Probably because his condition was too bad, there were also a few elderly people who came for a walk and tried to talk to him, but in the end they couldn't help it, and left with a sigh.

Jin Shishao raised his head only when footsteps and panting sounded around him.

It's dusk now, when the sun is half setting, the Huoshaoyun in the sky is very beautiful, surrounded by a warm red light, Zhou Xian running towards here against the light is almost like an angel - he thought so.

"What's the matter with you?" Zhou Xian ran in a hurry, and Jin Shishao didn't seem to be in any mood here, but he seemed to be in a very bad mood.

Jin Shishao shook his head, opened his mouth and then closed it as if he didn't know what to say.

Zhou Xian smiled, clenched his fist and gently lowered him twice, "Luo Luo is fine now, you bought him that toy... Shi Shao?"

When Zhou Xian passed Jin Shishao to get the toy, he hugged him in his arms. He was taken aback but submissively entered into his arms. Then he blocked his shoulder with his backhand, and said with a smile, "What's the matter?"

"Tell me frankly...what on earth did you leave that year." Jin Shishao's eyes were hot, and he felt as if something was about to flow out of it again.

Zhou Xian was taken aback for a moment, then smiled lightly, and said, "You know everything?"

"I heard it." Jin Shishao buried his head on the side of Zhou Xian's neck, his voice hoarse, "What did you have on you when you left? - Nothing. We had a fight before we left, why? I don’t even remember. But later, when I wanted to apologize to you, I couldn’t find you. Su Miao told me that you went abroad, and I always thought that you were sorry for me...Zhou Xian, why didn’t you say anything tell me."

"Hey, take it easy," Zhou Xian let out his anger in a low voice, and patted Jin Shishao on the back like coaxing a child, "I came back to look for you. My mobile phone was stolen when I got there, and I almost killed myself." It's gone. My sister left behind money back then, and after the operation for Luo Luo, it was only enough to buy air tickets, but at that time your phone number had already changed countless times."

Speaking of this, Zhou Xian was also a little depressed, "I forgot what the quarrel was before I left. When I came back, didn't you already know?"

"How did you live those years?" Jin Shishao put his arms around Zhou Xian's waist tightly.

Can you imagine that Luo Luo was extremely well-nourished at that time, his head was bigger than his shoulders, and even breathing was very difficult, and he couldn't live for a while.

His arm wasn't even as thick as my three fingers put together—

Lolo is like this, what about Zhou Xian?

He is a person who would rather let himself find a way to eat meat even if he can't eat. Luo Luo is already like that, so what about Zhou Xian? !

"..." Zhou Xian was silent for a moment, then smiled, "Now that I have you, everything is better."

Jin Shishao wanted to say something, but Zhou Xian held his face and pulled him up.

He could even clearly see his own reflection in his dark pupils—Jin Shi Shao thought in a daze, and then felt a warmth between his brows, "Let's not talk about these, okay?"

yes.Even if he knew it, it wouldn't make much sense... From Zhou Xian's mouth, besides being more sarcastic, what else is there?

Zhou Xian pursed his lips, then raised his head and smiled, looked at Zhou Xian and said softly, "Okay."

Zhou Xian heaved a sigh of relief, then got up and pulled Jin Shishao, "Go and see Luo Luo, I plan to handle the transfer procedures for him..."

Jin Shishao picked up the King Kong doll on one side, got up and followed Zhou Xian, listening to him talking about Luoluo's great educational cause with a serious face, stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyes, but the smile on his face also widened—— Zhou Xian didn't want to talk about those things, and he also guessed very closely.

But no matter what they are now or what they were in the past, what matters is their present and future.