Confucian General [Ancient and Modern]

Su Shang lifted the quilt, frowned, supported the seat on one side and got off the hospital bed, to a floor-to-ceiling mirror that was just facing the hospital bed.

The boy in the mirror is only a little over 1.7 meters tall. As far as Su Shang is concerned, this height is more than a head lower than his previous life, and his body is rich. A few days ago when he was sober, he was helped out of bed and weighed , Before he woke up, he passed out again, but before he passed out, he also clearly remembered the 75kg on the scale.

Then the nurse told him that the average weight of a boy of his height should be 65kg. He was a little overweight, but not too much.

The current body looks very similar to his previous life, but his brows and eyes are timid, with some indescribable hostility, like those children from rich families who are spoiled at home and bullied outside .

Su Shang didn't know that his guess was right, but at this moment, the door of the ward was opened from the outside.

A woman in a small black and white suit walked in from outside on high heels, carrying a bag of fruit in her hand. When she saw no one on the hospital bed, she looked around the room and finally looked in front of the mirror. It was her younger brother who looked confused.

Su Miao also heard about her younger brother's amnesia from Fang Ping. On the way here, she had typed countless times to be careful. She flew to the sky, angrily threw the fruit she had picked out for a long time and threw it aside. on the cabinet, turned Hen Tiangao and walked over.

"Your head isn't healed yet. Why are you coming down? Look in the mirror at the top of your head that can be used as a light bulb?" Su Shang's head was opened with two holes, one at the front and one at the front. In order to facilitate the healing of the wound, Su Miao simply opened it He closed his eyes and let the doctor shave the soft hair on his head, and now there is only a layer of thorny gray layer left.

Su Shang was silent and was dragged back to the bed by his elder sister. Although the other party spoke rudely, she was still cautious in covering him with the quilt. Su Shang knew in his heart that in this family, this young man was probably loved by thousands of people. Yes, I just don't know, but what is the reason that caused the cowardice and inferiority in this young man's heart to be enough to take his own life.

"...Sister." Su Shang's mouth moved, and he said such a word with difficulty to a woman who seemed to be only [-] years old. Afterwards, he saw that the eyes of the other party were red, and he held back his nasal voice and took an apple. Peel the skin in your hands.

"Dare to ask, why did I jump off the building...?" Su Shang frowned slightly, watching Su Miao's hand tremble, he couldn't cut it, subconsciously wanted to reach out to catch the knife, and turned back halfway.

Su Miao thought for a while, and didn't plan to hide it from him. After she stabilized her emotions, she hesitated and asked, "Do you really want to know?"

Su Shang nodded silently.

During the Jin and Yuan Dynasties, there were not a few gossip about ghosts compiled by sour scholars who failed the imperial examinations. There were also cases of soul rebirth in them. He had seen many of them when he was young, and he also heard that there were magical Gu insects in southern Xinjiang. , but have not been able to see.

Although he didn't know at this moment, although he didn't get the memory in the young man's body like those written in the books of those scholars, maybe it was because the timing didn't come, or there were other reasons, but the young man still had the memory in his heart. With that touch of unwillingness and resentment, there will always be a fuzzy face in the dream, and there will be no peace.

Su Miao was silent for a moment, and then asked casually, "Ah Shang, do you think it's normal for a man to be with a man?"

Su Shang was taken aback, looked at Su Miao's face and thought about it carefully, and then combined Jin Yuan and contemporary, gave a more pertinent answer, "At this time, masculinity is more prevalent."

"You're right." Su Miao seemed to smile, then cut the peeled apple into pieces, put it on the side plate and handed it to Su Shang, and carefully placed a fork.

"You... wrote a love letter to someone before you cut your wrists and jumped off the building." Su Miao looked at Su Shang's face, seeing that he was just eating an apple expressionlessly, and then thought about what she had inquired about at school in the past two days He said with a sigh, "I tell you, it's much better than others tell you."

Then, as if giving herself a shot in the arm, Su Miao said: "The other party's name is Chen Ruiyan..." Su Miao obviously didn't want to talk about any topic about this name, "He posted the love letter you gave on On the bulletin board at the school gate, that was a month ago."

A month ago, it took half a month before he cut his wrist and jumped off the building again. What happened in the past half month?

He is not the only one who has doubts, even Su Miao has been inquiring at the school for more than half a month, and after the turmoil caused by Su Shang has subsided a lot, she has not been able to find out what happened.

"Ah Shang, Dad went to go through the school transfer procedures for you. You should just get off work now..." Su Miao looked at her watch, then carefully patted Su Shang's head as comforting, and pinched his face again , "Our family can't afford to offend Chen Ruiyan, and we can also hide from him. Transfer to another school and continue your senior year of high school. After you graduate, stay away from him."

"You can't transfer schools." Su Shang said suddenly, and then said under Su Miao's surprised look: "You can't transfer schools."

"...Why?" Su Miao didn't understand why her brother would say such a thing, and then she heard Su Shang say again: "You can't transfer schools."

After saying it three times as if in a daze, Su Shang finally came to his senses, and said with Su Miao's surprised expression: "Sister, I can't always let you and Dad protect me."

He looked at Su Miao, and said seriously: "Where you fell, you have to get up. If one day, I really can't hold on, let's talk about transferring schools."

According to the previous Su Shang's usual style, it was already surprising enough to be able to say that he would not transfer to another school. Su Shang thought about it, but in the end he did not say too firmly.

After Su Miao heard the words, it took a while before she seemed to react, and without saying anything else, she took out her mobile phone and walked out of the room, as if calling Su Shaoqing.

Su Shang chewed the apple in his mouth expressionlessly, and began to hate that man named Chen Ruiyan for the first time in his heart.

After a while, Su Miao came in from the outside, brushed her fluffy curly hair easily, and said, "Dad agreed, he will come to see you later, you can think about how to tell Dad, this For half a month, he is the one who will have the worst time."

Su Miao sighed, turned and left the ward.

The sun outside the room is very warm. It is midsummer at this time. There is enough air-conditioning in the room, and the temperature is automatically controlled. It was just right. When Su Shang was reading a book he randomly found in his hand, a man walked in from outside the door. Panting middle-aged fat man.

The fat man walked into the room panting, then took two sips from the water glass on one side, sat for a while, and then said to Su Shang who had put the book on the table calmly: "Ah Shang, I listen to you My sister said you don't want to transfer schools? Why?"

Su Shang repeated the reason just now, then looked at Su Shaoqing's confused face, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Dad, I'm fine."

The dark circles under the eyes of Su Shaoqing's face hadn't completely disappeared, and hearing him say such a sentence, his eyes turned red again.

"Bastard." Su Shaoqing seemed to want to slap him on the head, but seeing the gauze around his head that hadn't been removed, he couldn't do it, so he patted Su Shang's equally fat Hands, two pairs of fleshy hands put together, besides sadness, there is more joy, "Your mother gave birth to you, and I raised you for 17 years. In the end, you committed suicide by jumping off a building for a man. , are you worthy of your dead mother, you..."

Su Shaoqing's words were just venting casually without any real meaning, but Su Shang felt a pain in his heart, probably because of that young man, because this originally unintentional sentence has been suppressed for more than ten years.

Su Shaoqing also realized that she had made a slip of the tongue, so she stopped immediately, turned to look at Su Shang's face, and then said dissatisfied: "I promised your mother to take care of you. It's so easy to feed It took more than ten years to feed him a little fat, why did he lose weight after half a month of illness?"

The tone of the middle-aged fat man is completely like a pig-feeding attitude, but it may be a little more expensive than pigs. He didn't care what was wrong with his words at all, and pinched Su Shang to himself. Compared with his peers Wanting Bai Pang to put on such a circle of wrists, he sighed: "When I go back, I will ask your sister to stew two pig's knuckles for you to eat and eat. They all say that you can eat it, but if you can't, let's buy another pig's head and stew it for you." It's..."

Su Shang withdrew his hand expressionlessly, deeply feeling that it is a miracle that his father in this life can get along to the present Xiaofu and the company has not gone bankrupt.

Su Shaoqing sprayed for a while, saw that his son ignored him, touched his nose and stood up, and then said: "Fang Ping said that you lost a lot of blood and are weak, it's nothing serious, and you can go home in two days, I'll go home first." Go back and tidy up, and see if there is anything good to buy for you."

Su Shaoqing took out a new mobile phone from his pocket, with a half-gnawed apple printed on the back, then handed it to Su Shang with a shy face as if begging for praise, "Before you clamored for a 6s, I'm afraid You didn’t pay attention in class and refused to give it to you..." I don’t know where he thought of it again, Su Shaoqing was silent for a while, then regained his energy and said: "What do you want in the future, what will Dad buy for you, son...don’t worry about it again." ..."

Su Shang was silent for a moment, sat up straight from the bed, looked at Su Shaoqing, and said solemnly: "Su Shang promises that he will never think of committing suicide again in the future."

In the last life, except for his eldest brother Ao Feng, he was single from birth to death, and never felt what a family was. His weakness was only the young man who hugged his leg and softly called him brother Zishang.

Later, the boy grew up and became an emperor. The general named Su Shang died, and he was still alone with no worries.

But since he was reborn and got a body called Su Shang, no matter where he came from, it was his duty to honor the parents of the dead Su Shang and respect his elder sister.

Su Shaoqing didn't expect that his words could make Su Shang give him such a big reaction. While being moved, he felt a lot of embarrassment. He rubbed his head and smirked twice, forced his face to be serious, and said: "It's useless to act like a baby, leave the hospital After reading it, you have to read the book carefully, don't let me lose face, you know?"

Su Shang, who was spoiled, sat back on the bed again, watching his father in this life happily humming a little tune and jumping out of the ward, sat quietly for a while, and finally showed the first touch of his life since his death. smile.

As the burden of general Su Shang, the previous life has ended, and this life as a young Su Shang is just waiting to begin.