you are the star that fell into my eyes

Shi Chen never thought that Luo Zhan would fly to England to find him, because Luo Zhan was so peaceful at the end on the day he left, he even thought that the two of them would never see each other again in the next three or four years, and he was ready to bury his feelings preparation.

But, just so suddenly, Luo Zhan appeared in front of him.

He fell suddenly, and then Luo Zhan appeared and hugged him. At this place, at this time, he was here and caught him. It was like a dream, no, no, no, no dream would be so unexpected.

Anyway, Luo Zhan just appeared, like making a wish with Aladdin's magic lamp, although he didn't make a wish.

Seeing that Shi Chen was trembling violently, Luo Zhan hugged him a little tighter, tilted his head back and freed up a hand to caress Shi Chen's face.

"I didn't cry, why are you crying, haha," he said briskly, with a dissatisfied smile.

"..." Shi Chen remained silent, suddenly feeling a little ashamed.

"Okay, okay," Luo Zhan hugged Shi Chen again, and then straightened his body. The tears on Shi Chen's face had already been wiped off Luo Zhan's coat, but he was trying to make himself look less shameless with red eyes. Zhan laughed a few more times, staring at Shi Chen carefully pondering his changes.

Then found out...it was the original recipe!

Excitedly, Luo Zhan raised his hand to hold Shi Chen's face, ignoring the eyes of the two behind him, bowed his head and kissed Shi Chen's face deeply.

"Surprise?"

Shi Chen could feel Luo Zhan's smiling face, and the left cheek was a little wet. When Luo Zhan kissed him, he stretched out his tongue and licked it slightly.

Shi Chen covered his face and took a step back: "Why are you here?!"

This bar is not as noisy as other bars, with gentle country music flowing in this space, everything is calm, so the four of them clearly attracted some people's attention at the door.

"I missed you, so I came," Luo Zhan smiled and raised his hand to rub Shi Chen's hair, which was still so soft and soft, "Besides...if I don't come, what will you do if you are kidnapped by others?" Luo Zhan said His eyes swept sharply to Lu Feng who was behind him.

What made Luo Zhan very satisfied was that Lu Feng was still standing there in a daze, his shocked expression clearly visible.

"You, you..." Lu Feng was in shock, stuck in his mouth for the second half of the sentence, and his eyes were fixed on Shi Chen and Luo Zhan, as if he wanted to stare at them.

"Yes, that's right, that's what you saw," Luo Zhan raised his hand, feeling very proud, but his face was very normal.

"Shi Chen!" Lu Feng looked at Shi Chen, hoping to get his explanation.

Luo Zhan put Shi Chen in his arms, rubbed it against him and said, "It's useless to call him."

"Shichen, tell me, are you two...?!" Lu Feng was in a hurry, and stepped forward to reach out to pull Shichen. He really never thought that Shichen and Luo Zhan had that kind of relationship. He thought they were just very nice. friend.

Just when Lu Feng's hand was about to touch Shi Chen, Shi Chen turned sideways and avoided it. Luo Zhan's eyes narrowed into slits in a smile. However, in the next second, Shi Chen moved Luo Zhan's hand away and took another step back. Keep your distance from both of them.

Lu Feng: "?!"

Luo Zhan: "..."

"I don't have that kind of relationship with him, and I don't want to be that kind of relationship. You...don't speculate," Shi Chen's expression had returned to normal. He looked at Luo Zhan, but told Lu Feng.

"What do you mean? Are you saying that you are not a couple?" Lu Feng suddenly understood that the mood that had just been in a slump suddenly ignited, and it turned out that it was Luo Zhan's wishful thinking.However, he ignored Shi Chen's reaction.

Lu Zijin leaned over and asked Luo Zhan in a low voice: "... Didn't work?"

Luo Zhan curled his lips: "Well, I will tell you later."

Lu Feng continued to ask: "Then you were crying just now...what?"

"It goes without saying that Shichen must have not seen me for a long time, so he misses me," Luo Zhan said shamelessly even though the relationship was denied.

Lu Feng didn't listen to his nonsense, he looked at Shi Chen and waited for him to speak.

The three of them didn't expect that after a few seconds of silence, Shi Chen nodded heavily: "Yes, I miss him very much."

Luo Zhan's eyes widened instantly, in disbelief: "You, you, you, you, say it again!" He said casually, and the time actually answered.

Lu Feng's face suddenly became very ugly: "Time?"

Lu Zijin watched it with great interest, he felt that he had watched an annual drama.

Shi Chen suddenly smiled. He moved closer to Luo Zhan, then looked at Lu Feng, "I missed him so much, so I accidentally cried."

"Pfft," Luo Zhan couldn't help laughing suddenly, he rolled his eyes at Lu Feng, who was already looking extremely ugly, then lowered his head and whispered in Shi Chen's ear, "You're like this, be careful and I'll kiss you!"

Shi Chen raised his hand to block it, and Luo Zhan's handsome face instantly turned away. Shi Chen continued: "Lu Feng, I don't know how your feelings for me are, but I don't want you to focus on me anymore. Although I didn't get along with Luo Zhan, I won't get along with others either, I came to England to study, so, you know."

Lu Feng looked at the harmonious two people in front of him, and said slowly: "...do you like Luo Zhan?"

Shi Chen didn't speak, Luo Zhan was about to jump out to speak, but was slapped by Shi Chen again.

"I think it's just these few minutes... I like it, and it's not surprising that you two have a good relationship before," Lu Feng said in a strange tone.

Shi Chen frowned subconsciously.

"What about me? I've been by your side for half a year!" Lu Feng suddenly growled, "Sichen, I've been by your side since you came to England. I thought I was good enough to you. Why are you so indifferent to me? Why can’t you see me?! Even a piece of ice will melt! But you are unmoved, you are so good-looking, and you study well. I just saw how many people like you in school. I thought I would be the most special one, but looking at it now...it seems that nothing can match the word 'Luo Zhan', yes in high school, but still in a foreign country now!"

The more Lu Feng spoke, the angrier he became. In the end, he roared loudly, like a violent lion, completely losing his mind. His voice spread directly throughout the bar, causing everyone to look at him. Fortunately, he spoke Chinese. People here can't understand.

"Hey, calm down, Lu Feng, this is a public place," Lu Zijin saw that they were the focus, and quickly stopped Lu Feng from continuing.

Lu Feng took a few breaths, looked at Shi Chen, his eyes were fierce and struggling.

Shi Chen said lightly: "Yes, Luo Zhan is a disaster."

Luo Zhan behind him: "..."

"Lu Feng, you and I will never be friends," Shi Chen said, "I hold grudges very much. You don't have to care about everything you did before, but I will definitely remember it forever. You will always be on the opposite side of me, so don't do it It's a waste of effort to tell your difficulties."

"You..." Lu Feng suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart. He covered his chest and took a step back, took a deep breath and laughed, "Is that so, ha, that ignorant me has followed you for so long like a dog skin plaster, really it's so funny."

Luo Zhan stood behind Shichen and watched. Except for that time when Shichen beat Lu Feng to the ground and now, he has never seen Lu Feng lose his composure. Originally, he was here tonight to make Lu Feng retreat. dominated.

Sure enough, the words from the person he likes hurt the most, he has already felt it, he can understand Lu Feng's feelings now, a few words are more effective than his nagging for a long time.

Seeing Lu Feng's miserable appearance, he only had one word in his heart, the same as before.

Cool!

He and Lu Feng can compete against each other because of time, time is simply his weapon!

Lu Zijin turned his body sideways, and raised his hand to signal Lu Feng: "Go slowly and don't see you off."

Lu Feng turned around and glanced at Lu Zijin by the way: "Are you okay?"

Lu Zijin smiled: "That's not true, you want to come by yourself."

"Heh," Lu Feng touched the doorknob, and looked back at Shi Chen before going out, "...lose again."

Yes, lost again, twice, body and mind, all in his hands, completely, too hurtful.

Shi Chen looked at him for a while, looked away, turned around and went to the bar to find a seat.Lu Feng turned around and took a step forward, the hand holding the doorknob was trembling, he smiled as if mocking himself, let go and walked into the cold wind.

"Are you satisfied with the result?" Lu Zijin asked Luo Zhan who was about to sit next to Shi Chen.

Luo Zhan blurted out: "This trip is worthwhile."

"I was still thinking about what to do, but Shichen directly solved it for me. Now, I am in a better mood!"

Lu Zijin patted him on the shoulder amusedly: "Calm down, you and Shi Chen are not in trouble."

"Take your time," Luo Zhan looked at Shi Chen who was sitting under the light at the bar, his back was enough for him to watch for a day, "I will tell you about the two of us later, now...you can go too, don't bother The world of the two of us."

Hehe, Lu Zijin gave him a look of contempt, and clasped his fists symbolically: "Farewell!"

Completely KO'ing Lu Feng, and knowing that Shi Chen thought of him the same way, Luo Zhan was in an extremely good mood, and everything he saw was pleasing to the eye.

"A glass of lover's color," Luo Zhan sat down beside Shi Chen, and said something in extremely standard English, which caused Shi Chen's eyes to reveal a slight surprise.

Luo Zhan laughed instantly, showing eight bright white teeth: "Don't be surprised, I've learned English very well."

"No," Shi Chen said flatly, picked up his quilt and took a sip.

Luo Zhan suddenly reached out and grabbed the cup, and took a sip himself.

Time: "..."

"Juice..." Luo Zhan smacked his mouth, still wanting to say, "Well... Usually, what kind of juice do you drink in bars if you don't drink alcohol?"

Shi Chen took the cup back: "Drink your own."

"I'm not here yet," Luo Zhan was aggrieved, and suddenly glanced at the small necklace protruding from Shi Chen's neck.

"Didn't throw it away!"

Shi Chen lowered his head and was silent for a while: "Mm."

Luo Zhan had mixed feelings for a moment, he slowly raised his hand up, touched Shi Chen's cheek, retracted his hand before Shi Chen patted his hand away, and said with some resentment: "You say you, remember everything, take everything to heart, Just don't promise me."

Shi Chen's eyes moved, and Luo Zhan immediately raised his hand: "Stop, I know what you're going to say, okay, I understand everything, so I'll just say it."

Shi Chen: "I didn't want to say anything."

Luo Zhan had an expression of "I still don't understand you".

At this time, the waiter brought the wine.

"Try it," Luo Zhan pushed the wine towards Shi Chen, "I recommended it today. His teacher knows all kinds of cocktails, and today he said that this wine is suitable for both of us." Although not a lover, it's about the same.

The red cocktail is very attractive under the light, and the color of the lover adds a bit of style to it.When Shi Chen didn't move, Luo Zhan picked it up and took a sip.

"Bitter sweet, bitter sweet..." Luo Zhan shook his head and muttered to himself, how could he and Shi Chen be bitter? It seems that Lu Zijin's words cannot be believed.

"You better not taste it," Luo Zhan retracted his previous words and pushed the wine away.

Shi Chen suddenly stretched out his hand: "I'll try it."

"Ah?" Luo Zhan was taken aback, why didn't Shichen play his cards according to the routine.

Seeing that Luo Zhan was stunned, Shi Chen reached for the glass of wine, turned the glass around, and took a sip.

The red liquid flowed into the mouth, bitter and sweet, making people unable to tell whether it was bitter or sweet, but in the end it filled the mouth with sweetness.

"Hello, time?" Luo Zhan blinked, at a loss.

"Sweet," Shi Chen said.

"What?" Luo Zhan thought he had heard wrong.

"Wine...is sweet," Shi Chen said.

"Ah?" Luo Zhan didn't believe it, he still tasted bitter after drinking it, "Is there something wrong with your sense of taste?"

Shi Chen looked at the glass of red wine and said quietly: "No matter what, the ending is sweet, it is sweet, don't worry about the process."

These remarks hit Luo Zhan's heart in an instant, and they were ever-changing in his brain, and finally evolved into a sentence: Shi Chen said, we are sweet.

No, time is really sweet!Luo Zhan approached Shichen: "The first time I saw you, I thought you were such a cold person. Your eyes are so sharp. I feel that I have accepted the divine sharpness in your eyes. Now, tsk tsk, I didn't expect you to be so sweet."

Time: "..."

"By the way, what did you think of me the first time you saw me? I remember that I seemed to have just finished playing basketball. I was sweating and ugly," Luo Zhan suddenly recalled the early days.

Shi Chen looked at him: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

Luo Zhan had a hippie smile: "It's easy to recall the past when you're older."

Shi Chen turned his head, held his own cup and said, "The first time I saw you...was at the airport."

"Gah?!" Luo Zhan was shocked.

"At that time, you seemed to come back from a trip, and I returned to this city," Shi Chen said calmly, and he also expected that Luo Zhan would be surprised.

"When?! You came back to this city... High school summer vacation?!" Luo Zhan desperately searched for memories in his mind, trying to remember something, but there was nothing.

"Well," Shi Chen suddenly smiled, and tapped his index finger on the cup, as if falling into a good memory, "At that time, you rushed from behind in white clothes and threw yourself into the arms of your parents, and I took it by myself. Looking at the box, I am very envious."

"White clothes... Let me think about it... Oh! I remember it!" Luo Zhan suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and slapped the bar counter, "I went to Qingdao at that time."

"So you met me at that time," Luo Zhan sighed that the fate was wonderful.

"Not only," Shi Chen shook his head.

"What else?!" Luo Zhan widened his eyes.

"I came to that community, stood downstairs for a while, and your car came, and I saw you get out of the car," Shi Chen, like a decipherer, told everything Luo Zhan didn't know.

"Huh?! So you know the neighborhood I live in, and you recognized me on the first day of school!" Luo Zhan was so excited, shit!Shi Chen actually met him, and he didn't meet Shi Chen until a little later!It's not fair!

Shi Chen nodded: "Yes, when I saw you, you were smiling, smiling all the time, very happy and hearty, that's what I was looking forward to."

Luo Zhan put his arms around Shi Chen's shoulders, stroked his hair, rubbed his face, and said contentedly: "You can smile like this now, and I, who is so sunny, have been defeated by your pomegranate skirt."

The more he talked, the more he got lost, Shi Chen secretly complained, and then slapped his hand away: "Give some sunshine and it will be brilliant."

Luo Zhan acted like a baby: "I'm happy~"

"Luo Zhan," Shi Chen suddenly became serious.

"Well, tell me, I'm listening," Luo Zhan didn't know what he was going to say.

Shi Chen looked at the wine dangling in front of him, his eyes were in a trance for a moment, and the hand holding the wine glass tightened: "I said, we can't... Why are you still so persistent and still come here?"

He lowered his head, his brows were slightly wrinkled, the red light hit right on top of his head, and there was a shadow under his bangs.Luo Zhan stopped all movements and stared at him for a while. To be honest, he was not very sad. Although Shi Chen said that it was impossible for them, Shi Chen cared about each other just like him, and kept his love in his heart. They were safe and sound. There will never be a break between them, and there will always be a bond, which is enough to make him feel at ease. Others...they still have enough time.

Luo Zhan stood up, hugged him close to Shichen, and said with a soft smile: "I know, I just thought, it would be good if you were by my side, maybe someday we might be able to, or if you are tired, look back Look, I'm right there."

"Shi Chen," Luo Zhan said, "Homosexuality will be recognized by society one day. Although I don't know what kind of difficulties I will have in the future, I still say that, I will always like you, hide, tuck, and Like you, only like you, one year, ten years, 100 years, will never compromise for this society, only follow my heart. I accept all strange eyes, and will always face it bravely."

"I remember what you said in Dali, you can't be with me for those reasons, I accept it, and I figured it out, you just need to take care of yourself, and then treat me as a big tree you can rely on at any time .”

"I don't want us to be together now anymore, I just want to put you at ease, you, in my heart, anytime, anywhere, you are here and never left."

Luo Zhan pointed to his heart, and solemnly said like an oath, he thought, even if Shi Chen doesn't fall in love with him, as long as Shi Chen knows that there is someone who likes him at any time, that's fine.

Hearing the heat in his eyes, Shi Chen felt a strong sense of security in Luo Zhan's arms. He moved his head, rested his chin on Luo Zhan's arm, hugged Luo Zhan's arm with both hands, and closed his eyes.

This moment seems like an eternity.

"……I see."

The author has something to say: (*￣︶￣) The more I write, the more I can’t help but smile~~