I'm actually straight

Ye Shuwen stayed in the original dormitory, alone, and no team members moved in.

Wei Wen lived in dormitory 205 on the second floor, and was also alone.

There was no explanation, no statement, and by the time everyone realized it, they had already lived on two different floors.

During the training that day, Ye Shuwen saw Wei Wen under Luo Xinhua's door. There were three waterways between them. When he went, Wei Wen had already entered the water for training. After his training, Wei Wen had already changed his clothes and left.

Ye Shuwen went to the cafeteria to find someone, and was told that Wei Wen hadn't come at all. Later, he found out that Wei Wen was required to pack the meals back to the dormitory to eat.

I was being guarded like a thief, and my heart was throbbing, but there was nothing I could do.

Someone asked Ye Shuwen why?

Ye Shuwen remained silent.So news of him fighting with Wei Wen came out in the team. Thinking about that night carefully, there was indeed a dispute in dormitory 301.In particular, the scars on Wei Wen's face cannot be faked, and the bruised half of his face is very conspicuous.

Although Ye Shuwen was unhappy, he couldn't explain it either.

It only took half a day from intimacy to being treated as a stranger, and the world seemed to have changed.

And there was nothing they could do.

Ye Shuwen was sitting on the sofa in the living room in a daze, the TV screen was pitch black, two cups belonging to Wei Wen were missing from the coffee table, the small flower clock on the TV was missing, and there were many odds and ends missing. They all belong to Wei Wen.

Perhaps it was better for him to move away, facing the room full of memories, he felt very tired, laziness from the heart, he didn't even want to move his fingers.

In fact, I knew it from the beginning. I knew that it was impossible for two men to be together, but I still threw myself into it without hesitation. Now it has become extremely difficult to come out again.Feelings are not money, you can get it back if you give it. A year of love is enough for him to give all his emotions.When I think that I will never see Wei Wen again in the future, and no one will smile warmly at me again, I feel as if the separated part is connected to my own flesh. Once I try to tear it apart, it will be like digging out my own flesh. Heartbreaking pain.

But it's all like this, can we still be together?

He thought uncertainly.

We are no longer in the national team, maybe we can be together?

Ye Shuwen closed his eyes and let out a long sigh. He was thinking of a way, but there was nothing to learn from, and all his strength was useless.

Very distressing.

At this time, Wei Wen ushered in an unexpected guest in his bedroom.

Wang Han sat on the sofa, staring awkwardly at Wei Wen who was sitting across from him, and remained silent for a long time.

Wei Wen was in a bad mood, thinking it was another person who came to inquire about gossip, and really didn't want to pay attention to him, so he also remained silent at the side.

The TV was on, but no one was watching, and there was a clear and crisp child's voice, Heng Yuanxiang, Yang Yang Yang.Immediately afterwards, another mature woman said that Xinfei's advertising is not as good as Xinfei's refrigerator.

time flies.

Advertisements passed one by one.

Wei Wen glanced at him suspiciously, and wanted to get up to see off the guests, but he was really not in the mood to greet him now.

Wang Han moved his fingers, then raised his head resolutely and said: "Wei Wen, the two of us have known each other for so many years. I am one year older than you, and I am your brother. I really regard you as a younger brother. To be honest, I have always been worried about you and Ye Shuwen, in fact, according to me, I should take this opportunity to break up with him completely."

Wei Wen's eyes fell on Wang Han's face, and a cold light burst out: "Did you inform the coach?"

"..." Wang Han nodded, then shook his head again, "I only told Team Doctor Wang, I swear, I really did it for your own good, you can't do this again, this kind of thing is wrong."

"Is it right now?" Wei Wen sneered, all the tenderness and patience were deeply restrained, only the sharp edge was left to wrap the anger, "I hate people like you the most, who use excuses for your own good." Why do you think it's for my own good, why do you meddle in other people's lives, after all, we are just learning to swim under the hands of a coach. After retiring from here, whether we can still contact is the same thing .You take yourself too seriously!"

Wang Han's face turned red, and he looked angry from embarrassment.

Wei Wen looked at him coldly: "You intervene just because you think you can't see it. You can do whatever you want if you can't see it, right? What are you doing here today? Watching jokes? Or are you here to atone? You said you did something wrong , do you want me to forgive you? Why should I forgive you? Your heart is at ease, you are relieved? What about me? Where is Ye Shuwen? Wang Han, you are so disgusting."

Wang Han's lips were trembling, and he had nothing to say for a while.

He could not have come here today, but he still came here. He knew that he might not have done it right, and even wanted to see how he could remedy it, but before he could finish a sentence, he was called Wei Wen called back sarcastically, holding his breath in his heart, and he was also angry.

yes!He was indeed a little presumptuous.But is it right to be on the sidelines like Dong Yuda?Obviously knowing that the juniors have done something wrong, but they have no intention of intervening at all. What is the difference between such indifference and strangers?For so many years, they laughed together, trained together, prepared for games together, got drunk and laughed together, isn't this relationship worth saying a word at this time?

Apathy is right.

Caring is wrong.

What happened to this world?

Was it wrong that he just hoped they wouldn't go astray?

Even with Wei Wen's generosity and calmness, looking at Wang Han could almost be called hatred.

He felt a dull pain in his heart, and when he thought of the worst outcome, he felt a dull pain in his heart.

"Wang Han, if you personally stop us in this matter, you are still my brother. But if you spread the word directly, have you thought about the consequences? If the two of us are fired, it will be your fault."

Wang Han's face was pale.

This is the fatal knife.

The worst thing he did was to tell others.

Yes, it would be good if he asked directly at the beginning, maybe it won't be useful, maybe, maybe it will be useful?

Wang Han looked at Wei Wen with dazed eyes, and could hardly recall why he told Team Doctor Wang in the first place, which made everything out of control.

"Let's go." Wei Wen said lightly, no longer looking good towards Wang Han.

The act of kidnapping with love is really disgusting. If the relationship between the two of them hadn't been very good before, he would have said something even more extreme. Such a run on two sentences is already the result of his suppression.

But in the future, this fellow brother Gong's senior brother...doesn't matter.

Wang Han left in a daze, until the door was closed, Wei Wen covered his face and let out a long sigh.

The culprit was found, but it was useless.It's useless for anyone to come to the east window.

What he is praying now is that things will not develop to the worst extent. As long as everyone is in the team, there is hope.

Wei Wen didn't dare to think about whether the relationship between the two could recover after a long time.

Maybe.

Maybe not.

But it's better than just getting fired.

His heart was in turmoil, full of ambiguity about the future and deep self-blame.

Blame yourself.

He clearly knew that this road was not easy, but he had to drag Ye Shuwen into the water.

What should we do now?

How to do?

Three days passed in a blink of an eye, and Wei Wen never found a chance to talk to Ye Shuwen alone.Although he can just go upstairs and knock on the door when he returns to the dormitory, but who knows if there is any coach's eyeliner among the team members, when the building is full of wind and rain, it is best to be patient.

That night, after thinking over and over again, Wei Wen finally suppressed the urge to go quietly to Ye Shuwen, turned off the lights and went to bed.

Before the bed was warmed up, there were three soft knocks on the door, and Wei Wen was already a shadow of a snake, sitting up with one eye open.

After waiting for a few seconds, the voice outside the door sounded again.

Wei Wen suddenly thought of an answer, and his heart jumped up.He got up and opened the door carefully.

Ye Shuwen didn't wait for him to speak, squeezed in sideways, and locked the door with a snap.

The room was pitch black, with only wisps of dim yellow light coming in from the window, and the two blurred figures hugged each other instantly.

No one wasted time talking, Ye Shuwen found Wei Wen's lips, kissed them, the hot tip of his tongue rolled over every corner of the mouth, and finally he even sucked Wei Wen's tongue, as if to suck out the other's soul.Wei Wen completely opened himself up, allowing Ye Shuwen to explore every part of his body, and every breath was filled with thoughts that touched the soul.

The fierce kiss lasted for a long time before calming down. Wei Wen opened his eyes and looked at Ye Shuwen.Intoxicated in love.The boy in desire is as intoxicating as ever, the half-closed eyes are full of watery light, and the thick and long eyelashes seem to be shining in the dark, and it is only after careful taste that it is stained with tears The brilliance, reflected in my eyes, fell on my heart, and hit the depths directly.Fierce heat flowed out, and the whole body was hot, especially somewhere in the center, which was so painful that Wei Wen couldn't help panting.

"I..." Wei Wen wanted to go further, but his rationality abruptly cut off all his inappropriate words. He turned his head and said hoarsely, "Why are you here?"

"I miss you." Ye Shuwen put his chin on Wei Wen's shoulder and said softly.

"I miss you too." Wei Wen hugged Ye Shuwen tightly, then took Ye Shuwen's hand, and after thinking about it, he took him into his bedroom.

They sat by the bed, the curtains were half opened, the room was much brighter, and they could clearly see each other's faces.

"What are you going to do?" Ye Shuwen asked.

Wei Wen shook his head: "I'll talk to Professor Huang tomorrow."

"Are we going to be fired?"

"Probably... no." Wei Wen was confident in himself, but Ye Shuwen was not sure.But fortunately, Ye Shuwen's weight is still heavy, so the decision should not be made easily.

Ye Shuwen nodded. He was quite confident and would not be dismissed easily.You know, he participated in this year's Olympic Games, and the next few years will be the time for his achievements. Giving up on him is equivalent to giving up a possible world gold medal. Even if the coaches get angry, they will seriously consider it.

There is no conclusion on this matter for the time being. They are now similar to fish on the chopping board, and the only protest they can make is to wag their tails twice.Of course, Ye Shuwen ventured downstairs not only to discuss this matter, but also because he missed Wei Wen.

Since the two were together, they were together almost every day, and they separated suddenly, and he couldn't sleep well.

He misses Wei Wen's body temperature, Wei Wen's smell, and Wei Wen's voice. Only when they are separated, does he know how much he likes Wei Wen.

So what if Wei Wen is not a woman, he is better than all the women in the world, he just likes him!

Ye Shuwen actually wanted to tell Wei Wen that it would not matter if the swimming team fired them, he would stay in Beijing, study and work, and they would still be together.

Time passed quickly, two hours passed in a blink of an eye, Wei Wen sent Ye Shuwen out of the house and asked him to come back tomorrow.

Wei Wen plans to talk to Huang Jiao tomorrow. It is not his style to wait for the sentence and do nothing. Before making a decision, he is used to looking for every opportunity to try his best to reverse the situation.

Ye Shuwen's figure disappeared at the end of the corridor, Wei Wen closed the door behind his back, he touched his chest, there was still the body temperature left by Ye Shuwen.

Ye Shuwen couldn't be fired. For a person who put all his enthusiasm and confidence into swimming, he couldn't imagine what Ye Shuwen would be like if he lost everything.

The next day, Wei Wen didn't go to school, but went to Huang Tao's office early in the morning.

He knocked on the door of the office, and when Huang Tao turned around and saw him, he already knew his purpose.

Huang Tao and Luo Xinhua had the same office, and Luo Xinhua hadn't appeared since morning exercises, and there happened to be no one else in the room, so Huang Tao got up and closed the door before looking at his favorite student.

"What's the matter?" Huang Tao asked knowingly.

Wei Wen didn't hesitate, and said straight to the point: "Huangjiao, can't this matter be handled simply? I'm not with Ye Shuwen, and I won't harass other boys. I'll learn how to swim and compete, can I?" In order to solve this problem For this matter, Wei Wen did not hesitate to spill all the dirty water on himself.God knows, without Ye Shuwen showing up, he would never have found out that he liked men. He was not interested in Yao Ye or any other boys.

"You're crazy." Huang Tao didn't know what to scold anymore. If this kind of liking for men can be cured, he will take him to the hospital.It's a pity that he went through a lot of information, asked a lot of people, and even went to Team Doctor Wang for consultation, but the answer given by the other party disappointed him.People who like the same sex do exist, and there are quite a few. Distortion of sexual orientation is definitely not something that others can easily interfere with. It is not a disease, and it can be said that there is no cure.But there is also one important aspect. Although homosexuals like homosexuals, not everyone likes them. At least after Wei Wen and Ye Shuwen separate, they will not like other men in a short time, so the top priority now is to separate these two people.

"Jiao Huang, I promise, I will practice swimming with all my heart and soul, and I will never let you down. Please, can you just let this matter go lightly? Or you can give me a request, and I will do it no matter what. Do it, as long as we don’t fire the two of us, it’s fine.” Wei Wen’s eyes were slightly red, “You also know how difficult it is for us to get to this point. I learned swimming at the age of six, and I’m 20 years old this year. It’s been more than ten years. It’s hard to stand here. Ye Shuwen has just grown up. He might win the gold medal next year. Can you bear it? I can’t let him fall here because of my fault. I will be restless for the rest of my life, and I will hate myself to death. Maybe I don’t have the heart to learn to swim anymore.”

"Do you threaten me?"

"It's not a threat. To be honest, just thinking about those pictures now makes my chest hurt. It's just a thought. If it's really because of me that I hurt someone, maybe I really can't do it."

"..." Huang Tao was silent. He was angry, but he could understand it. This is why he hasn't dealt with it until now. This matter was not handled well, and two children were killed at once. He couldn't be careless. .

After a long silence, Huang Tao looked at this proud student whom he loved and hated, and said somewhat dejectedly, "You and Ye Shuwen can only stay one in my team."

"Yes, Ye Shuwen is leaving." Wei Wen was not ambiguous about this point, it's not that he won't leave, it's obvious that between him and Ye Shuwen, Huang Jiao's choice is very clear, it's better to follow his lead instead of going to provoke Huang Jiao. Mind to speak.

"You promise not to be with Ye Shuwen again, otherwise I will definitely deal with it strictly."

"can."

"You can't get entangled with other men, not even women."

"can."

"From now on, I will train hard and take all my thoughts back. If I find out once, I will never have another chance."

Wei Wen nodded solemnly.

There was a smile on Wei Wen's face.

He knew that Huang Tao had passed this level.

Huang Tao loved him very much. Although he suffered the most serious injuries during this process, he would never be willing to really hurt him. This is why he chose to talk to Huang Tao again.He was sure that this matter could be resolved.Now Huang Tao breathed a sigh of relief, and he breathed a sigh of relief too. He just glanced at Luo Xinhua's seat, his heart sank, and hesitantly asked, "Where is Luo Jiao..."

Huang Tao's face changed slightly.He asked, "Do you know that Coach Luo is Yao Ye's uncle?"

"What?" Wei Wen's expression changed drastically.

"Guo Luo has been in a bad mood for the past few days. Who do you say is bad? You involved Yao Ye. Tell me the truth, it was you who stalked Yao Ye away?"

Wei Wen knew the seriousness, so he couldn't continue to be brave at this time, and honestly shook his head: "No, Yao Ye had his own reasons for leaving. You know, with Yao Ye's status at that time, his grades, I can pester him away? I He won't even go."

"Then why did he leave?"

Wei Wen shut up and didn't speak.

Huang Tao waited for a while, then smiled disappointedly: "Wei Wen, you have so many secrets."

Wei Wen lowered his head and clenched his fists, not daring to look at Huang Tao.He can't talk too much about Yao Ye's matter. Since Yao Ye has left, this matter has passed. Is it meaningful to talk about it now?

Huang Tao seemed to have thought of this too, and after sighing, he stopped asking: "I'll talk to Luo Jiao, you go back first."

Wei Wen got a guarantee from Huang Tao, but when he went out again, his heart was still heavy.He knew that in order to keep his and Ye Shuwen's careers, he had completely sacrificed this relationship.

He was reluctant.

But he couldn't watch Ye Shuwen get fired.

No matter what, it's fine, as long as the person is still there, everything is fine.

After leaving the office building, Wei Wen wanted to go straight back to the dormitory, but turned in another direction at a three-way intersection.

Wei Wen drove to Haidian District. On the way, he wanted to turn the steering wheel several times and go back, but he gritted his teeth and went anyway.He called Yao Ye downstairs, and soon Yao Ye came out from the gate, with a work permit hanging around his neck, with a bright smile on his face, before he approached, he asked, "Why are you here?"

Yao Ye graduated this year and had been an intern in this electronic technology company as early as his senior year. After graduation, he joined this company as a matter of course. His career went smoothly and his wishes came true.

Seeing Yao Ye like this, Wei Wen felt a little regretful, the past is over, why bother to bring it up again, it would be suspected of whipping the corpse, which is hateful!

But this time, he had to come.

"What?" Seeing that Wei Wen's expression was not good, Yao Ye also smiled.

"Do you have time? Let's find a place and talk about it in detail."

Yao Ye nodded, took out his mobile phone and made a call to ask for leave.Wei Wen's eyes fell on Yao Ye's hands. Mobile phones have gradually entered the Chinese people's field of vision in recent years, but Wei Wen's life is relatively simple, so he has never considered buying a mobile phone. Now that Yao Ye is using it, He was also a little moved. If he and Ye Shuwen both had mobile phones, then some things would be much easier to talk about.

Yao Ye took Wei Wen to a Cantonese-style tea restaurant on the opposite street. It was already time for breakfast and more than an hour before lunch. The business of the tea restaurant was at its coldest.

The two found a seat with a good view and sat down. Yao Ye ordered two cups of coffee. While waiting, Wei Wen asked him, "Are you going to work in this company forever?"

"Not necessarily, learn from experience first. If the opportunity comes, I estimate that I will study abroad for two years. After returning to China, I plan to start my own company. It is in Zhongguancun. I believe this will become the center of China's high-tech exchanges in the future."

Hearing what Yao Ye said, Wei Wen felt a lot better.Seeing that Yao Ye has his own ideas, and is unswervingly moving towards his dream, and has already achieved initial results, this is the only thing he should be happy about in the past few days.After all, Yao Ye is the proud son of heaven. Even if he leaves the swimming circle, he will not sink because of it. As long as he finds his own direction, he will succeed sooner or later.

The coffee was placed on the table, and the curling smoke rose around it, and the two people looked at each other in the smoke.

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Yao Ye said.

"Something happened to me." Wei Wen didn't hesitate too much. Now that he has made a decision, even if it is difficult to say it, he must face it. "I fell in love with a man and was caught by Huang Jiao. I said I naturally like men, in order to strengthen my leverage, I also said that I also liked you at the beginning, I didn't know that Luo Jiao was your uncle, he heard it from the side."

Wei Wen spoke too quickly without any fluctuations in his voice. Yao Ye was confused and only grasped one key point: "What are you talking about? Do you like men? Like a man? Who?"

"Our junior brother, he came after you left, and lived in your original room."

Yao Ye blinked, calmed down, and took a sip of coffee with a delicate expression, but his mouth was burned, so he could only put down the coffee, and the splashed black coffee stains landed on the back of his hand.Yao Ye wiped his hands, looking embarrassed.Wei Wen didn't say anything else until Yao Ye sorted out his emotions: "Okay, I know about this. Then what? You were discovered by Huang Jiao? You found out that you like men?"

"Correct."

"and also?"

"It was a bit late at that time. They took the key and entered the door. We didn't do anything, but the situation was very chaotic at that time. In short, there was no chance to defend. We were already convicted."

"My uncle is here too."

"Yes." Wei Wen nodded, "I just won the gold medal in this year's Olympics, and I'm confident that I won't be expelled if something like this happens. They can't give up on me, but I can't write well. I'm afraid they will take action against Shuwen."

"That person's name is Shuwen?" Yao Ye's focus was obviously a bit off. After Wei Wen gave him a cold look, he put away his curiosity and said seriously, "So you take all the responsibilities, even In order to convince them, I was also involved, but they didn't expect Luo Xinhua to be my uncle."

"Ye Shuwen, yes."

"Then what do you mean by looking for me now? Do you want me to admit that I have been pestered by you? It's impossible for my uncle to ask me about this kind of thing, right?"

"No, I don't admit it."

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"Anyway, I've settled the Huangjiao side, but Luojiao is still angry. I'm afraid that if he asks you, you will admit it in a daze. It doesn't matter if Luojiao goes back and vents his anger on me. If Shuwen leaves , I have to regret it for the rest of my life."

"..." Yao Ye was speechless, "What do you think you did?"

"At that time, there was really no other way. It was a mess. I can say whatever it takes. Besides, I really didn't know that Luo Xinhua was your uncle."

"..." Yao Ye picked up the coffee again, this time the coffee was not hot, he took a sip, and then asked a strange question, "Why do you like men?" Wei Wen was silent vigilantly, he I was afraid that Yao Ye would say something, but fortunately Yao Ye just sighed and continued, "I see, I will tell them that my reason for leaving is my own, and it has nothing to do with you." The words obviously hit Yao Ye's sore spot, and he felt a little sad after the words fell.

"Thank you." Wei Wen had nothing to say but to thank him.

Afterwards, the two of them didn't speak any more, they drank their respective coffees quietly and left. Before parting, Yao Ye suddenly said: "It seems that you really like that little junior brother. I don't know what will happen to you in the future, But it is not necessarily a bad thing to separate now. There are really not many people who can understand this matter."

"I know."

"Also, I bless you. Falling in love with someone, whether it's a man or a woman, is a matter between the two of you, and no one else has the right to interfere."

"Thank you."

Yao Ye patted Wei Wen on the shoulder, turned and left.

Solving a hidden danger made Wei Wen feel a lot better.But now it is far from the time to relax, and there will be a moment of change every day without a sentence.He recalled the previous and subsequent events, tried his best to think about all the aspects he could think of, and confirmed that the only things he could do for the time being were these...

No, there is also Ye Shuwen.

He didn't know how to tell Ye Shuwen that they were breaking up.

Suddenly there was a sharp pain in his chest, and just one thought made him unable to breathe.

I like him very much.

don't want to break up.

Maybe it's time to tell Ye Shuwen the truth and tell him that this is just a stopgap measure, they can meet quietly, he will buy two mobile phones to chat when he is bored, and he can also meet outside during the holidays, just like those who break the rules and fall in love Like the players, they can still do it.

Yes, this is a good way, why do we have to break up?

Hope rose in Wei Wen's heart, all the anxiety went away, and the smile returned to his face.

At this time, Huang Tao was flipping through the address book in the office. He was hesitating whether he should notify his parents about such a big event.

You can stay, child.

But liking the same sex is too big a thing, he doesn't even dare to hide it, if it is exposed in the future, can he bear this responsibility?Parents put their children in his hands because they trust him. He can't just let the children get grades and ignore everything else. He doesn't deserve to be called a coach!

Huang Tao hesitated again and again, and dialed the phone numbers of the parents on both sides...

That night, Ye Shuwen came as scheduled.The two kissed in the dark, stumbled to the bed, Wei Wen took off Ye Shuwen's clothes impatiently, and kissed the perfect body below him as if worshiping, from the top of the hair to the toes, the incomparably lingering attachment , until the moment the bodies overlapped, he whispered in Ye Shuwen's ear: "We will not be separated, I will love you forever."