four dead games

"I didn't expect Han Yang to really transfer schools. It's a bit uncomfortable to say that he is suddenly missing from my side."

"It's not that he was scared away by that guy Ouyang Zheng, and it's not that you haven't seen it. He usually looks at Han Yang so tiresomely, I feel disgusted."

"It's really a jerk, no wonder, his father is a murderer, he killed his mother a long time ago, didn't he..."

"That's why such a pervert was born. It's not that he's disabled. I really don't know why he likes men. It's not like there are no girls in the class who like him."

Four boys in junior high school uniforms walked forward while discussing, with ugly expressions on their faces.Han Yang stood there watching them. After the last game, he lost consciousness for a moment. When his thoughts returned to his brain, he found himself in this place.

Ouyang Zheng, who was held by him at the beginning, has disappeared, and the people in front of him are all junior high school classmates he was very familiar with back then.

It can only be said that Han Yang was already very popular when he was in junior high school. Most of the boys in the class were almost centered on him. There were several people who played well, and these four were among them. Looking for Han Yang to play basketball, the best team of the junior high school basketball team at that time was composed of Han Yang and a few of them.

After transferring to another school, they didn’t contact each other very often. At the beginning, they heard the news that Ouyang might be interested in him. However, it was not because of Ouyang Zheng that Han Yang transferred to another school. His father’s workplace changed, so their family We just moved to another city together.

Those four people passed by Han Yang, as if they didn't see him, still discussing their own affairs, Han Yang stretched out his hand, and his fingertips directly passed through the bodies of those people.

... The name of the third game is memory.

Han Yang stood there staring blankly at the backs of those four people, unable to believe that he was now in someone else's memory.

This is not his memory. Han Yang is very clear that he has never experienced such a thing, but he doesn't understand why it is the memory of these four people. Those boys came to the front and stopped suddenly, forming a group The small circle seems to be discussing something.

Han Yang walked up to them wonderingly, just in time to hear Ouyang Zheng's name.

"That's how it is. Anyway, he walks this way home every day, and Han Yang used to walk this way before, so I just held back and didn't do anything, otherwise I would have beaten him to death, that pervert."

"I'm looking forward to the feeling of fists falling on him. I keep silent all day long and only talk to Han Yang. I'm really afraid that others won't know his thoughts..."

Their words entered Han Yang's ears verbatim. When Han Yang was still studying there, he had already noticed that they were very hostile to Ouyang, but Han Yang really didn't do such a thing as blocking Ouyang after school and then fighting. thought about it.

We are very good friends with them, but at that time they only played basketball together occasionally. Han Yang went to and from school with Ouyang every day. Perhaps this has been a habit developed since childhood. No matter what he does, Han Yang is used to it. With Ouyang Zheng, and Ouyang is the same.But in Han Yang's view, it was just eating and doing homework together. Everything about Ouyang Zheng has been used to by Han Yang since he was a child, so when they said that Ouyang looked at him with disgusting eyes, Han Yang couldn't notice anything. come out.

But after he started to pay attention to this matter, he gradually found something wrong. He used to get along with Ouyang Zheng all the time. If he is happy, he will simply not eat or talk to Han Yang. The invisible bondage is like a spider web covering the entire sky. Han Yang feels that he is tightly entwined by Ouyang Zheng. Sometimes he can't even breathe.

But Han Yang can still understand him, because Ouyang experienced very tragic things when he was young, he was very insecure, and Han Yang may be the source of his entire sense of security, only by keeping Han Yang in his eyes can he feel at ease At that time, although Han Yang felt very tired, he still patiently and gently stayed by Ouyang Zheng's side.

Maybe it was the kiss that afternoon that turned things around...

Han Yang still can't forget that feeling, as if he was betrayed by Ouyang Zheng, his long-standing friendship was ruthlessly destroyed in an instant, and turned into something inexplicable.

At that moment, he couldn't accept it at all. After paying so much for him, he couldn't even keep the last friendship. Han Yang didn't feel disgusted, but was angry with him. Why did he let the relationship between the two deteriorate?Just being so self-willed doesn't care about Han Yang's thoughts, and he just turned one party's friendship into love.

But looking at it now, Han Yang felt that what he did was also very cruel. He felt that Ouyang Zheng was selfish at the time, but he himself was not like that. He just focused on the friendship he expected, regardless of the fact that love is for everyone. It's uncontrollable, and so is Ouyang Zheng.

Han Yang saw a figure walking slowly not far away. After Han Yang didn't go home with him, he could always see Ouyang Zheng alone. At that time, Ouyang Zheng was very obedient and introverted. Even if he was thrown aside by Han Yang, he didn't fight. He was always alone looking at Han Yang's back, and after Han Yang left, he couldn't even see his back.

His heart began to throb, and Han Yang couldn't help turning his head. He didn't want to see Ouyang Zheng like this, which made him feel that he was the chief culprit for causing him to become such a poor ghost.

The four people surrounded him, but Ouyang Zheng didn't react too much. One of the tall men grabbed Ouyang Zheng's collar with a displeased expression on his face.

"You guy scared Han Yang away. Do you know how much our team lost without him? He is our best center forward."

And Ouyang Zheng just looked at him blankly, his black eyes reflected the boy's face lifelessly, and being looked at by that look made him even more unhappy, the boy threw a fist on Ouyang Zheng's face.

Han Yang clenched his fists, he couldn't bear to watch such a scene, now he really expected that violent Ouyang Zheng to overlap the autistic boy quickly, but Ouyang Zheng was pressed to the ground like this, with blood coming from his nose and mouth Flowed out, staining the collar of his white school uniform red.

"Do you know how disgusting you are? Those sticky eyes, don't mention Han Yang, he just has a good temper, you know? If it were me, I would have gouged your eyes out, you bastard... ..."

No matter how nasty insults he heard, Ouyang Zheng kept silent, time seemed to stop, only vicious fists and kicks continued, like a purgatory without end.

"I think people like you should just die. I really don't know what is the meaning of your life. What do you look like without Han Yang? Even a ghost looks better than you. Anyway, whether you live or die doesn't matter." No one cares, does it? You say so."

Ouyang Zheng's collar was picked up, and the fists and kicks that landed on his body finally stopped for a while. He was completely unrecognizable, blood was still bleeding from the corner of his mouth, and there were many bruises and broken skin on his body. look.Han Yang never thought that Ouyang Zheng had such an experience. He had very few experiences of being hated by others, as if he had the kind of physique that could naturally attract everyone, but Ouyang Zheng was just the opposite of him.

"Speak! I'll tell you to speak." Tightening Ouyang's collar a little more, Ouyang Zheng finally set his sights on that person.

"Han Yang will care."

He spoke softly, but firmly.

"you are dreaming?"

"He'll care."

Ouyang Zheng repeated it stubbornly, and the boy couldn't help laughing mockingly. He turned his head and looked at the three people standing behind him, as if he had heard some big joke.

"Did he get beaten stupid? Didn't he say that this brain is quite useful? Why is it disabled like this?"

"He will."

After Ouyang Zheng said this, he started to cough. He was not in good health at that time, always had a cold and fever, and he was a little anorexic when he was in the sixth grade.Han Yang still remembered that he cooked meals according to Ouyang Zheng's taste at his home and took them to school every day. Although he didn't want to eat it, it was the only thing Ouyang Zheng could eat at that time.Since the death of his parents, Ouyang Zheng's mental state has been very unstable. Before Han Yang learned from his father that Ouyang Yanbei killed Ouyang Zheng's father, he had already suffered from severe depression. After killing his wife Anxi, There seemed to be something wrong with his spirit, because the symptoms appeared vaguely after the murder, and there was no certificate issued by the mental hospital, so the court did not revise the judgment, but anyone who knew him knew that this Medical school professors have gone mad.

He has always felt sorry for Ouyang Zheng, and he wanted to try his best to make up for Ouyang Zheng's shortcomings. Before he knew it, the world of the two had been filled by each other.

He said this to Ouyang Zheng at the time...

At that time Ouyang Zheng felt like throwing up after eating. In fact, Han Yang could see that he had a deep sense of world-weariness, and he felt that no one in this world would care about his life or death.

I was afraid that Ouyang Zheng would pick a time when he was not around and run to commit suicide. At that time Han Yang punched him anxiously. It was the first time he had done anything to Ouyang Zheng, but perhaps that was the most correct choice Han Yang had ever made. .

Han Yang was looking into his eyes and said, I will care.

Han Yang thought he had forgotten many things, but what he didn't expect was that he still remembered what he had forgotten.

The person holding Ouyang's collar seemed to have never thought that he would be so stubborn, and he became a little angry from embarrassment, and his fists became more ruthless.

"He doesn't care about people like you, you know, what do you think you are! You deserve to die!"

"I said he'd care! You're the one to die!"

Ouyang Zheng yelled these words almost with all his strength. He pushed the boy to the ground like crazy, and hit the same place on his face with his fist, just as the ferocious beast was tearing at his mouth. After the three people next to him dragged Ouyang away, they beat him to death again, but Ouyang Zheng's desperate aura made him not at a disadvantage, even if it was a fatal point, he could still attack it.

"He left because of you! Why did you say that I was disgusting in front of him, why did you tell him that I liked him, go to hell, go to hell!"

Han Yang saw Ouyang Zheng pick up a rock and throw it at one of the boys with all his might, luckily the three people next to him dragged him away in time, otherwise Han Yang had no doubt that Ouyang Zheng would have killed him just like that.

That boy later had a severe concussion and multiple fractures all over his body. His sister Ouyang Lan paid a lot for the medical expenses alone, but because the other party provoked the matter first, it hasn't reached such a serious level.

It was because of this incident that Ouyang Zheng entered the juvenile detention center.

After coming out of it, he seemed to be a different person. Although his temper was still so silent, he had become used to solving problems with his fists.

When he came back to his senses, Han Yang realized that he had burst into tears.