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Chapter 35【Love is not easy】

There is always a certain gap between reality and dreams. For example, right now, Li Hai thought that because of Jiang Yu's injury, he could get closer to Jiang Yu, or even become more intimate with him, but Jiang Yu is too independent, even if he only has one hand Also take good care of yourself.

Li Hai thought a little depressingly, not to mention one hand, even if he lost one hand and one leg, Jiang Yu can still be alone when he is limping?

Although Li Hai has a complete family, he is always at home alone all year round. His independent ability is not much worse than Jiang Yu's, but there is no comparison between people.

On the third day after Li Hai brought Jiang Yu home, he started to go out to class.When I got home, Jiang Yu had already prepared the meals, and the dishes and chopsticks were neatly arranged.

Is this what living together feels like?When Li Hai opened the chair and sat down, he thought, do they look a little like a couple?Why do I still feel unreal?Don't have a down-to-earth feeling?

Jiang Yu watched TV after dinner, and Li Hai washed the dishes.After washing the dishes, he stood by the sofa and watched Jiang Yu for a long time.

Jiang Yu felt his hair stand on end, and asked him, "What are you doing?"

"...No." Li Hai sat down, thought for a while and held Jiang Yu's hand again, "Are you still used to being at home? What did you do when I wasn't around?"

Jiang Yu blinked, "Watch TV, cook."

"How do you wash the dishes?" Li Hai disapproved and said: "You only have one hand, can't you be honest? I'll do it when I get back. If it's too late, I can also buy takeaway."

"Money is something that you can't feel when you don't need it urgently, but you can understand it when you really need it." Jiang Yu patted Li Hai's shoulder like a little adult, "If it can be saved, it's better to save a little. I can wash it with one hand Seriously, just slow down."

Li Hai originally wanted to express his concern, but in the end he was educated.

He pinched Jiang Yu's face, "I understand why those female students in the class like to read books about domineering presidents falling in love with you..."

"Ah?" Jiang Yu was puzzled, how did this topic get skipped?

"If I had a lot of money, I would find a lot of people to take care of you. You don't have to think about anything, just be obedient." Li Hai always felt suffocated in his heart, and said uncomfortably: "I'll let you finish eating every day Just sleep, eat after sleep, raise fat in vain, just wait for me to come back."

Jiang Yu patted Li Hai's hand away, rubbed his face, "Are you a dog?"

Li Hai was taken aback, "I didn't mean that..."

"..." Jiang Yu clicked his tongue and rubbed his hair, "I know what you mean, I appreciate your kindness."

"No, you still don't understand what I mean." Li Hai became anxious, "I'm not telling you to do nothing, I just... I just want to see you take care of yourself and be happy. I just want to see you Feel at ease."

Li Hai didn't know how to describe this feeling. It was the first time he had such a strong possessive desire. Maybe it was held back for too long, but now it exploded a little bit. He felt that Jiang Yu would not see him for a while feeling bad.

Jiang Yu sighed, squeezed Li Hai's shoulders, like comforting a panicked animal, "I know, don't worry, I'm not blaming you."

"I haven't dated anyone before." Jiang Yu thought for a while and said, "We all need to have a process of getting used to each other, right? Besides, as you said, we are trying, and I am still changing my mind. This classmate, the identity of a friend, has changed into the identity of a boy and a boyfriend. This is not a simple matter."

Jiang Yu was so embarrassed that he scratched his face and said, "I don't know how couples should get along with each other. Let's just...be more normal and get along naturally?"

Li Hai felt that he had been splashed with cold water, Jiang Yu's reminder "We are trying", made him fall from the clouds.

He was overwhelmed with complacency, he had endured it for so long, but when he finally got it... or when he was about to get it, he got over his form.

Li Hai nodded, forcibly suppressing the restlessness and anxiety in his heart.

"I'll peel an apple for you." Li Hai stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

After Li Hai's figure disappeared behind the kitchen door, Jiang Yu let out a sigh of relief and moved back to the sofa.

He stared at the ceiling for a while, feeling that being with Li Hai for the past two days was a bit... awkward, although Li Hai did have a moment to tempt him before, but it was only a moment.

Afterwards it felt more like a hallucination because of the atmosphere at the time.

Jiang Yu felt a little regretful, he agreed to the other party so easily, he could feel that Li Hai said to try, but in fact he had suppressed all his feelings.

This was too much pressure for Jiang Yu, and even felt a little too heavy.

But now he is reluctant to give up this relationship, maybe...just saying maybe...if he misses Li Hai, he will never meet someone who treats him so heartily in his life.

He was afraid that he would regret it if he gave up.

Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu...Jiang Yu raised his uninjured hand to cover his eyes, thinking sadly: You are such a scum.

Jiang Yu was going to the hospital to change his medicine, Li Hai offered to go with him, he wanted to say no, but seeing Li Hai's eyes, his heart softened again.

"...Okay." Jiang Yu smiled, raised his hand to touch Li Hai's ear, "Where shall we go for a walk after changing the medicine?"

"Okay!" Li Hai's eyes lit up, he hurriedly called the head teacher to ask for a leave of absence, then he carried his schoolbag and helped Jiang Yu out the door.

In the fence, the two dogs immediately barked happily when they saw Li Hai coming out.

Jiang Yu went to the fence and teased the dog for a while, Li Hai said: "If there is a chance in the future, I want to raise them."

"The owners of the two of them haven't come back yet?" Jiang Yu looked at the house behind the yard, with the curtains drawn, the doors and windows closed, looking gloomy.

"It seems to be." Li Hai sighed, "Fortunately, the yard is still so big, and I can still run back and forth."

Jiang Yu didn't say a word, but withdrew his fingers from the golden retriever's head and said, "Let's go, go to the hospital first."

After changing the medicine, the two walked slowly along the path behind the hospital.Going up is the embankment, and going down is a green sidewalk, you can walk all the way home.But the distance is still so far, it is estimated that it will take more than an hour to walk.

Jiang Yu chose the embankment, saying it was for sunbathing and blowing the air.

The weather has been getting colder every day, and the afternoon sun is still a little warmer.Li Hai was afraid that he would be cold, so he specially brought a coat to go out, and when he got on the embankment and felt that the wind was a bit strong, he put it on for him.

Jiang Yu smiled and said, "I don't even think about you, you waiter."

"It's fine to serve you for the rest of your life." Li Hai took his other hand, regardless of what the people around him thought, and said, "Do you... have any plans in the future?"

"What's the plan?" Jiang Yu said indifferently, "After my birthday, I'll go to work, go to college... Actually, I don't really want to continue studying. I don't have anything in particular I want to learn, and I don't want to waste that money."

"Then how?" Li Hai was surprised, "Knowledge is the only way to change the path of life!"

"It's just and right." Jiang Yu laughed haha, "You should be the chairman of our student union. It's a pity for this face."

Li Hai said seriously: "I'm serious."

"...I know." Jiang Yu said with a smile: "But I really don't know what to learn, and I'm not interested in learning, so it's okay to learn... If you want to improve a certain skill in the future, just go for targeted training .”

Jiang Yu thought for a while, "Why don't you go to a technical school and learn a craft."

Li Hai pursed his lips, although he wanted to continue persuading him, he didn't know where to start, and this kind of thing was related to his future life after all, so he couldn't say anything at will.

"What about you?" Jiang Yu changed the subject, "Your parents expect a lot from you, right? What major do you want to study in university?"

"...I didn't think so." Li Hai looked straight at the road ahead, and said, "No matter what expectations they have, it's their own business, and it has nothing to do with me."

Jiang Yu glanced at him and said, "Oh."

Li Hai looked at him, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

"Huh? Say what?"

"Educate me or something... I can't think of my parents like this, they are all for my own good, and so on." Li Hai laughed himself as he spoke, "Actually, I know all about it."

"Yeah, you know it all, what else did I say?" Jiang Yu rolled his eyes, "I'm not your father, why am I talking to you about this all day long?"

Li Hai curled his lips, "But, knowing it is one thing, how I understand it is another. I want to choose by myself, but I made a wrong choice. At least I don't resent anyone."

Choose yourself...

Jiang Yu looked at the scenery outside the embankment absent-mindedly. The wind blew across the river, causing little waves.A bird that has not yet flown through the winter is circling in mid-air, and half of the wild duck's buttocks are exposed in the middle of the river. After a sharp plunge, it disappears, and after a while, its head pops out from the other side.

At this time, there was no one on the embankment, and the surroundings were quiet, which made people feel calmer.

Jiang Yu asked about the doubts in his heart, "Are you and your family... not very good?"

"It's not good, it's not bad." Li Hai thought for a while, "They are too busy with work, we don't see each other much."

"Oh..." Jiang Yu lived in Li Hai's house for the past few days, and always felt that something was weird, and he said that he didn't come up very well. Now that he thinks about it, it just feels a little less at home.

I feel that although the decoration of the home is very exquisite, it is also very empty. There are only necessary daily necessities, and there are no photo frames for family portraits.

Close the door of the master bedroom, just like a bachelor apartment.

"In the past, before Jiang Mingxing and Liang Bing divorced, I thought our family was pretty good." Jiang Yu said slowly: "Liang Bing is responsible for taking care of me at home, and Jiang Mingxing is responsible for making money to support the family. It didn't make me hungry, and I got new clothes to wear every year."

Li Hai listened carefully to Jiang Yu's mention of his own affairs, because Jiang Yu would not tell others about these things, which was equivalent to a disguised expression of trust.

Li Hai nodded, "If Uncle Jiang hadn't acquired bad habits, maybe you wouldn't either..."

"Some things are destined." Jiang Yu smiled, "If there is no this, there will be that. People who are not suitable to be together will never be together in the end no matter what."

Jiang Yu paused, then glanced at Li Hai, "Can you understand?"

Li Hai was taken aback for a moment, his heart froze, "Are you... implying me something?"

"Don't get me wrong." Jiang Yu frowned, "I just feel that your emotions are not right these days, I just want to say...some things can't be rushed, and you can't force them, so calm down... Uh, no Say you are in a bad mood, alas, I don’t know what to say.”

Jiang Yu didn't expect that he, who had no emotional experience at all, would have to educate someone who also had no emotional experience.

And both of them are men, this feeling really makes him a little bit ironic.

I felt a little heavy at first, but I had fun talking about myself while I was talking, and said with a smile: "You really annoy me, you know? I see you try my best to talk to me every day, chat, and find topics. Peel the apple as soon as you say it...Are you fucking going to eat me like an apple?"

Li Hai was a little confused by Jiang Yu's smiling face... So what's going on now?Don't you want to say goodbye to yourself?

Why did you just laugh?What's so funny?

Li Hai grabbed his hand and thought hard for a long time, "Do you think I'm too wordy?"

"I think you are too nervous, so I don't know what to say. I am nervous with you. This is very tiring." Jiang Yu sighed, "You annoying little fairy."

Li Haiteng's ears turned red, "It's broad daylight, what are you talking about?"

Jiang Yu was amused by Li Hai's blushing face, and suddenly seemed to have figured out how to get along as a couple. After thinking for a while, he said, "Shall we go to barbecue tonight?"

"Are you hurt..."

"Eat barbecue." Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes.

"Eat!" Li Hai hurriedly said, "Which one do you want to eat?"

"Just outside the school..." Jiang Yu remembered something, "Hey, have we eaten outside the school before?"

"I've eaten it many times." Li Hai said, "Didn't I just eat it some time ago..."

"I mean earlier." Jiang Yu frowned, "Junior high school?"

Li Hai smiled, "It's fine if you don't remember, it's not a very important thing."

"Staying in the house is boring, I want to go to school." Jiang Yu said, "Is the final coming soon?"

"En." Li Hai nodded, "I've been training intensively these days, it shouldn't be too much of a problem to get the first place."

"Where's Pei Luo?" Jiang Yu recalled the half-breed kid from Beiguang Middle School with super long hands and feet. "Didn't it mean that he quit the basketball club?"

"There's no news." Li Hai shook his head, "Since he's not in the team, no one pays much attention."

"Yeah..." Jiang Yu tilted his head, and seemed to be a little tired, resting his head on Li Hai's shoulder, "That guy feels pretty good, I mean playing ball, although he doesn't have much experience, but he has good talent .”

Li Hai was not very happy, "Don't praise other boys in front of me."

"Huh? How could you be jealous?" Jiang Yu laughed, "Little fairies are really hard to coax."

Li Hai didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "What kind of fairy..."

"I..." Jiang Yu paused, and said, "I want to visit Jiang Mingxing tomorrow."

Li Hai was taken aback, "You want me to accompany you..."

"No need." Jiang Yu interrupted him, "I'll just go by myself, can you go to school well? What does skipping classes all day mean?"

"I'm on leave." Li Hai took it for granted, "I'm old... old... cough cough, do I still have the mind to go to class?"

"Husband?" Jiang Yu asked with a smile.

"Hey!" Li Hai happily agreed.

Jiang Yu was angry, "I mean me!!"

"I didn't hear it, but I heard you calling me." Li Hai smiled happily, "You admit it yourself, it's none of my business."

"..." Jiang Yu narrowed his eyes, "When the young master's hands are ready, you can see who is the husband."

Li Hai: "!!!"

Li Hai's face turned red again without disappointment.