This agent is a bit flirtatious

Xie Ruizhen's birthday is in mid-January, which happens to be the time when most students across the country are already on vacation.

As a well-known anchor of the game area with more than 200 million fans on station C, and a super popularity with over one million followers on Weibo, his birthday naturally attracted the attention of many fans.

In fact, since the beginning of the month, fans have gradually arranged this matter after work or study.It's not like having an offline birthday party like a celebrity, but online celebrations and carnivals are unavoidable.

Xie Ruizhen has a tradition that there is no live broadcast on his birthday. He has to go home and have dinner with his parents. It is not feasible to celebrate and give him gifts in the live broadcast room.

But there are many other ways to celebrate, and the most common one is probably drawing pictures of birthday celebrations.Because he is the relationship between the anchor and the video host, there are many editors who edit plot videos.

On that day, basically everyone was stepping on the time just after [-]:[-] in the morning. In Chaohua, they posted on their Weibo and sent their blessings as soon as possible.

Shen Xuqing didn't try to grab it.

The night before, he was rushing to do the post-production of the song, and he made it to two or three o'clock in the morning. Not to mention missing midnight, he couldn't open his sleepy eyes. He almost saved the moment, and immediately threw himself on the bed like a wandering soul. Go to sleep.

When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon.

He washed up and finished his meal before returning to his room. He slowly thought about editing the Weibo content and posting the song.

In many cases, people are actually very contradictory existences. There are thousands of words in their minds, but when they are about to say something, they think for a little more than two seconds. If they miss the impulsive moment, they will sigh and say what they want to say. Delete it again.

Shen Xuqing was like this, when he was washing and eating, he wanted to say something, thought a lot, and wanted to say a lot.I want to talk about my original intention and source of inspiration for writing this song, I want to explain a few words about the content of this song, I want to analyze my heart, and let Xie Ruizhen understand.

But when hundreds of words are really already typed in the edit box.He couldn't press the mouse on the publish button.

In the end, I still choose to delete all the thousands of words word by word, and just type the next sentence: everything is in the end, whether to draw a period or a comma, it's up to you.

Shen Xuqing closed her eyes, pressed the mouse button, suddenly felt discouraged, and leaned back heavily on the back of the chair.

It's up to you, it's free and easy to say, but he knows it's impossible.

He didn't keep staring at Weibo to wait for the follow-up, or it should be said that he didn't dare.He was afraid that Xie Ruizhen would not respond, and he would feel ashamed of being sentimental and embarrassing.Then I was afraid that he would respond, but the content of the response was not what I wanted to see, full of politeness and deliberate sorting out.

Such contradictions and entanglements led to the fact that he simply went downstairs, out of sight and out of mind, and missed the excitement on Weibo.

Shen Xuqing's Weibo account was actually picked up by fans after the New Year's Day party.But because he himself didn't make any remarks on it, and Xie Ruizhen didn't make an official announcement, or Aite passed him, so the fans just spread it in private, and they didn't dare to be 100% sure.

But this time, when he posted this Weibo, with such a familiar and natural tone, and such clear content related to Xie Ruizhen, in the eyes of fans, it was basically equivalent to admitting that he is Xiaoqing in disguise.

Fans are a group who are keen on gossip about the true master. Wherever there is gossip about the true master, there is enthusiasm and battlefields, they will naturally go there.

Xie Ruizhen's birthday, many fans celebrated for him, but with such a reputation, there are not many who have a sense of presence in front of fans. In addition, he met Xie Ruizhen in the reality that he had already met, so his status is naturally and Netizens are not the same.

For a while, fans who deliberately came to eat melons and watch gossip poured into Shen Xuqing's comment area.Tease him in various ways, and help him, Xie Ruizhen, to respond.

There are also those who really listened to the song seriously and came back to praise him in a fancy way, saying that they were moved and cried, and the comment area was chaotic.

Shen Xuqing didn't see it, but Xie Ruizhen did.

He can't reply carefully to every blessing, but he can basically read Aite's and others, and give a like after reading.Shen Xuqing's weibo post has too many followers, and he noticed it right away.

When he saw the period or comma written on the copy, it's up to you, he couldn't help becoming irritable again.

But he couldn't help but click on the audio, the brisk, free and funny voice in the past, perfectly cut into this prelude with a touch of sadness, and whispered softly.

"The heart is originally silent / Spring goes and autumn comes with the grass and trees

Forgotten by the years/But it is said to be in the Taoyuan world

Take pity on me and sorrow / You suddenly opened up the world

The world of mortals is passionate/Who will accompany those who have greed

Across the mountains and seas of love in this life..."

As the saying goes, there is nothing more sad than a dead heart, Xie Ruizhen actually felt that he heard a deep calm like an ancient well without waves from this song, which was so quiet that it made people panic.

It's like really heartbroken, as if singing and lamenting other people's stories.

Xie Ruizhen didn't know if this was just his own illusion, or what, he opened the comment section to read other people's comments.

[Holy shit, I caught a little friend with an all-in-one machine, it's really Qingqing!So tired ~ the lyrics are superb!The song is also good!I really cried when I heard it~

[I don't know what to do, am I not worthy of being a real fan?Can I kneel in a standard posture?This voice, such a song, who can stand it!I also cried when I heard it~ Really, get out, did something happen to you and Xiaoqing?I always feel that this song has a story]

【Birthday should be very festive, but I can hear a touch of sadness from this song.Who will accompany the person who has greed, cross the mountains and seas of love in this life... don't abuse!Please let me believe in love, you two should be together well, promise me, please】

【So they were really together before? 】

【@精重 is also very handsome and came out to be beaten today!Are you trying to flirt with Xiaoqing behind our backs!Run away after teasing?Scumbag! 】

[There is a kind of fan called big touch, and I can only be a weak chicken fan of an idiot.The lyrics and music are so beautiful, I really cried when I heard it, my mother, it is so beautiful to cross the mountains and seas of love in this life! 】

【@精重今天also very handsome, come out and get beaten soon】

[What kind of fairy Xipi is this, it's so delicious.Not only will it produce food casually, but it also has its own ups and downs and a sadomasochistic love story. No matter how cruel the process is, I beg you all to be HE! 】

[Really come out and get beaten! (Broken sound) Did you offend our Xiaoqing?That's why he's coming to abuse us now]

[Since ancient times, weibo has always encouraged separation and not cooperation, but you are an accident and a special case here, I also beg you to be together]

The comments are basically of this type, and Xie Ruizhen knows that he has no intention to make a mistake.He felt very uncomfortable when he heard that, but he didn't expect Shen Xuqing to feel so uncomfortable because of his hesitation and avoidance.My eyes were red just listening to it, and my heart was blocked. What kind of mentality did the person who wrote this song have?

I'm afraid I can't even reach half of what the other person feels.

Xie Ruizhen pressed his palms together to his chin and forehead, taking deep breaths repeatedly in agitation and panic, forcing back the surging tears and the depression in his heart with difficulty.

He took out his mobile phone and swiped back and forth in the address book in an orderly manner. At the end of the swiping, he saw Zong Jin's name, paused, and dialed.

Zong Jin's love/career is going well now, and the end of the year is approaching, and he is shopping with Qiao Yin in the supermarket. Xie Ruizhen can still hear the radio in the supermarket opposite when he calls.

"Happy birthday brother, why do you have time to find me?" Zong Jin asked.

Xie Ruizhen didn't laugh and laugh with him as usual. After thanking him for his blessing in a depressed mood, he asked seriously, "I want to ask you a question."

When Zong Jin heard his voice, he became a little more serious: "Tell me, what's the problem?"

"Why did you choose to be with Xiao Qiao?"

"I like him." Zong Jin replied naturally, "I like him so much that I want to be with him, if I don't try, I feel that I will regret it, and I don't want to regret it one day in the future, even if we don't make it to the end, but No regrets."

Xie Ruizhen whispered back: "I don't regret it..."

"Hmm." Zong Jin probably understood why he was asking a question, and asked with a smile, "Is it related to Xiaoqing?"

"Yeah." Xie Ruizhen smiled bitterly.

If someone was by his side, Zong Jin would definitely pat him on the shoulder, but now he can only support verbally: "If you like it, go after it and try it. I was afraid of failure. I hesitated before, but it turns out that I didn't." Made the wrong choice."

"You don't even have the courage to choose."

That's right... How can you lose your courage because of a fall? Xie Ruizhen suddenly smiled: "I'll make a note of this meal first, and I'll invite you when we meet next time."

After hanging up the phone, he immediately inquired about the air ticket to Lai City the next day.

After the air ticket was booked and the dust settled, Xie Ruizhen dialed Shen Xuqing's phone. When he was waiting to answer, he heard the beeping sound, and he felt a little uneasy, fearing that Shen Xuqing would refuse to answer.

He seemed to suddenly be able to understand Shen Xuqing's mood when he was waiting for his response, just like himself at the moment, anxiously expecting and apprehensive.

Fortunately, Shen Xuqing did not refuse to answer the call. After a long wait, the call was connected, but no one spoke on the other end, waiting for him to speak first.

Xie Ruizhen opened his mouth, he felt that not only his lips were dry, but his throat was also dry.

He swallowed, and said hoarsely: "It's me."

"I know." Shen Xuqing's voice was calm, but hoarse than his, and he almost didn't even utter the words "zhi".

Xie Ruizhen had never heard his voice and state like this before, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"Where is it uncomfortable? I thought you should know." Shen Xuqing lifted the quilt covering her head and sat up, and replied in a low voice, "I feel uncomfortable, very uncomfortable."

He waited so long for a response from him, so long that he almost gave up.

Xie Ruizhen's heart trembled: "I'm sorry, I..."

"If you just want to call to say sorry, there's no need for that." Shen Xuqing interrupted him, "I already know what you mean, just hang up if you're fine."

"Don't hang up first, can you listen to what I have to say first?" Xie Ruizhen said anxiously. After a pause for two seconds, he didn't hear the beep. Knowing that he didn't hang up, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I I want to say sorry to you, but not as a response, I am sorry for my cowardice and hesitation, this is what I have to say."

"Obviously things have developed to the present, and there are also my laissez-faire and even fueling the flames, but in the end I backed down and let you bear so much alone."

"I said I'm sorry, and of course I hope you will forgive me, but I also know that I am not qualified to ask for it. It is up to you to decide whether to forgive me, and when to forgive me. I am not forcing you, I am just afraid that I will not tell you now. , the future self will regret it.”

After Xie Ruizhen finished speaking, the long-standing depression in his heart dissipated immediately, and his whole body and mood suddenly became brighter.

He looked into the distance, and said seriously and solemnly: "Xiaoqing, I really regret what I did before today. I want to pray for your forgiveness, and greedily hope that you will give me another chance. Take action to prove your determination. I like you too, and I want to be with you too, will you?"

I was cowardly and rejected you, now I give you the right to choose.Because I have the courage to love again, even if you refuse, I am confident that one day you will accept me again.

The author has something to say:

Because of the little cutie’s opinion, I thought about it, the previous writing was indeed ambiguous, a bit collapsed, and Lao Xie was written as an arrogant person, but if he was really arrogant, he would not be so entangled, logically I can't justify it, so I revised it again, hoping to be more natural