After falling in love with human dementia

Dazai's apartment building is near the commercial street, and there is a very large supermarket inside, and the two of them went there to buy ingredients.Because they wanted to eat hot pot, they needed to buy a lot of things, so they simply pushed a small cart and went down to the basement level.

Before going to the vegetable section and the meat section, Minegishi walked around the shelves selling snacks.

He glanced at Dazai's house just now, but there were no delicious snacks.This person is still exactly the same as before, he doesn't like snacks at all, but Nagisa Minegishi can't, he has to eat.

He looked at all the bags of puffed food on the shelf, and he really wanted to eat each of them. After struggling for a long time, he chose the ones he ate most often.

"Don't take more?" Dazai noticed his tangled expression, and after seeing the boy's duplicity shaking his head, he didn't speak anymore, but directly stepped forward and stretched out his hand, and took away the snacks that Nagisa Minegishi had looked at a few times before. Took it down and put it in the shopping cart.

"This... is a bit too much, right? I can't finish this by myself."

"Take it." Dazai's expression remained unchanged, "Take it home if you can't finish it."

After staying in the supermarket for nearly an hour, Minegishi bought two big bags of things, although more than half of them were his snacks.

Hot pot should be regarded as one of the best dishes to cook. You only need to wash and rinse the ingredients, put the water rack in the pot, and everything will come naturally.Minegishi and Dazai had a tacit understanding of one person doing one job, one was washing the vegetables, and the other was in charge of cutting the vegetables. The work was done quickly, and it was over in less than ten minutes.

The two sat around a small table surrounded by soft tatami mats.The weather has turned cold recently. In such weather, eating a steaming hot pot is really a very happy thing.

As usual, Minegishi left most of the crab meat for Dazai to eat, while he ate some vegetables and other meatballs.When Dazai ate at first, he was still accustomed to it, and only after eating did he realize that something was wrong.

He looked at the few crab shells on Nagisa's side, and then at his side, "...Why don't you eat them?"

The boy still remembers the reason why Minegishi said that he wanted to come to his house for dinner today. He obviously said that he came to eat crabs, but the other party didn't move much.

"Isn't it good to let you eat it?" Minegishi looked at him with a smile, "Don't you like to eat this? Eat it quickly."

In the past, when Dazai was having dinner with him, the other party would occasionally ask this kind of question, so Minegishi Nagisa was used to answering, opening his mouth was the answer.As a result, after hearing his reply, the kite-eyed boy on the opposite side went uncharacteristically and directly put down the chopsticks in his hand.

"There is one thing that I should have asked a long time ago." He said softly, "You always seem to know me very well, including my preferences... why is that?"

Nagisa Minegishi's heart skipped a beat, a piece of mutton roll that he had just put into his mouth choked in his throat, he coughed violently, and his face turned red.It seemed that the only sound left in the room was his unstoppable coughing.

Dazai quickly poured him a glass of warm water and handed it over, his big hands kept patting gently behind him.

After a while, Minegishi felt that the cough in his throat gradually subsided, and his face gradually returned to normal.He took a sip of water from the glass in Dazai's hand, looked up at Dazai, but there was a wordless silence, "..."

"Does this expression of yours mean you can't say it?" Dazai lowered his head and asked him.

Minegishi still didn't speak, just nodded.

He didn't want to tell Dazai on purpose.

If there is a chance to remind Dazai of the previous two worlds, even if it is just to let the other party know, it will not make him the only one who knows all the experiences between them.

Who would not want their lover to always have the same memories as themselves?

But he can't tell.

Because he wasn't sure what consequences he would bring to Dazai after speaking out.

In the last world, Dazai didn't remember everything between them until the end, and the rest of the time, it seemed that someone deliberately prevented him from remembering things.

Minegishi knew that there must be a virus operating behind this, so he didn't need to let Dazai know in advance... He sighed suddenly, let's wait until everything goes with the flow.

The happy hot pot suddenly became unhappy, and Minegishi and Dazai had their own thoughts when eating, and the dinner suddenly became dull.After dinner, Minegishi was about to leave, Dazai said he would take him home, and brought his big bag of snacks along the way.

"You came here to see me off, and then turned back by yourself. Isn't this a waste of time?"

The weather has turned cold, and if you only wear a thin shirt at night, you will not be able to hold it.Nagisa Minegishi wore Dazai's coat on the outside, and a school uniform shirt on the inside. He shrank his sleeves uncomfortably, "Otherwise, you can send me to the station."

His house is still some distance away from Dazai's house, just on both sides of the city, one is to the south, the other is to the north, and there is a school in the middle.

Dazai walked beside him, wearing a coat of the same style as him but not of the same color.He tilted his head and glanced at Mine Angi, and smiled slightly, "It's okay, I like to send you back."

As soon as he said this, Minegishi no longer objected.

The two of them walked together, there was a little distance between their shoulders at first, but somehow they got closer and closer...and finally they were close together.

I don't know who put his hand away first, the two hands overlapped each other intimately, fingers intertwined, as if they would never be separated.

The time with Dazai was like being installed with an accelerator, Minegishi felt that he had just come out of Dazai's house one second, and arrived at the door of his own house the next second.

Dazai finally let go of his hand, and the two of them held hands all the way, already covered with a lot of sweat and wet.

As soon as the wind blew, it took away some of the heat from the palms.

"Go in." Dazai stared at his hand for a moment, and then put it in his jacket pocket. He looked at the gate of Minegishi Nagisa's house, and motioned him to go in quickly.

Minegishi was about to go in, but turned around and backed away.He looked at Dazai with sparkling eyes, "It's too late, you should sleep with me tonight."

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The original owner’s house had a guest room, because it was cleaned all year round, and it wasn’t very messy. It only needed to be replaced with a new set of sheets and quilts for Dazai to sleep in.These are not difficult tasks, what really made Minegishi difficult was how to prepare pajamas...and underwear for Dazai.

In fact, pajamas can be made up with the set that Nagisa Minegishi bought before, anyway, you don't need to wear them outside, even if the arms and legs are a little smaller, there is no problem.

The main thing is underwear... Even if Dazai wears his, I'm afraid the other party won't be able to wear it, right?

Nagisa Minegishi sat in front of the washing machine and worried for a while, finally stood up and walked to the door of the bathroom - he had asked Dazai to take a bath in the bathroom earlier, because he had to take off his school uniform and throw it into the washing machine in time, so that he could not use it tomorrow. Good to wear clean.

He knocked on the door and said in a volume that the people inside could hear, "Dazai, I'm going out to help you buy clothes, do you have anything else that I need to bring back?"

The person who was taking a bath inside obviously paused, and then a faltering voice came out, "Well, okay..."

Minegishi turned around, and just as he was about to leave, he heard Dazai yelling suddenly from inside, "Zhu! That..." He couldn't hear the rest of the sentence clearly.

Nagisa drew himself closer again: "What did you just say?"

"..." There was another silence, and then Dazai's self-defeating voice finally sounded again, "Do you know... what model do I wear?"

Minegishi also closed his mouth, his face suddenly turned red outside the door where Dazai couldn't see.He covered his hot cheeks with his sleeves, trying to hide it, "I know, I know."

He stammered back.

The person inside asked again: "Is this also known a long time ago?"

"……Um."

"Or something I don't know right now?"

"Hmm. Sorry."

"It doesn't matter, if you don't say it must be because of you." Dazai looked up in the foggy bathroom, the bathroom heater with the maximum brightness on the ceiling was shaking people's eyes, "then you go quickly, Now the later you go out, the colder it will be."

"Okay...then I'm leaving."

There was a sound of footsteps rubbing slippers outside the door, and soon disappeared, and the room became quiet again.Dazai knew that this was Minegishi Nagisa who should have gone out.

He leaned back slightly, letting the back of his neck rest on the edge of the bathtub, his eyes narrowed.

Know what he likes.

Know him from long time ago.

Every time before, it sounded like a joke, but now it sounds like "I like you" with a little more meaning.

When we first met, he blurted out his name.

And... those ambiguous scenes that once flashed in his mind.

He used to think that these were all his illusions, but now that he thinks about it——

I'm afraid it all happened in real life.

He definitely knew Minegishi and had a close relationship with him a long time ago.

Recognized... Recognized... But in all his memories, this person has never existed at all.

etc--

Dazai opened his eyes abruptly, his eyes, which had been used to the darkness for a long time, suddenly came into contact with the bright light, and he still felt a little uncomfortable.He blinked twice, and the hand hidden in the water gradually clenched into a fist.

If Nagisa knew him a long time ago, and they were together a long time ago... Then, is the person he likes the past self or the present self?

Nagisa Minegishi came back very quickly, probably thinking that Dazai was still soaking in the bathroom, and didn't choose much, so he picked up two random ones in the supermarket and hurried back.

He opened the bathroom door and handed it in. A hand quickly reached out and grabbed the panties he handed over.However, before Nagisa let go of his hand, he felt a force from the person on the other end, pulling him directly in.

The hot air in the bathroom rushed towards his face, warming his body which was cooled by the cold wind outside.The door was slammed shut with a bang, and Nagisa Minegishi was pushed against the wet door by Dazai.The boy in front of him was only wrapped in a thin bath towel, his upper body was naked, revealing his smooth and firm muscles.

Dazai's body looks thin and thin, but his figure is quite predictable. The muscles on his body are firm and textured, making people want to touch them.

It shouldn't feel too bad in the hand.

The boy's short black hair hadn't been dried yet, and the tips of his hair were still dripping with water.He suddenly lowered his head and rubbed the tip of his nose against Minegishi, like a kitten. Before Minegishi could smile, he asked him what he was being coquettish about again.

A burst of turbulent kisses hit the sky and covered the sky.