Before and After Divorce

Su Yan went out on business, Xia Tingwan finally found time to tell Zhou Yang and Xu Zhe about his injury.

There was nothing wrong with Xu Zhe, and he said that the audition would take some time, and he was not in City H, so Lu Xiangnan was asked to come to Xiangshan to watch Xia Tingwan these two days.

What Xia Tingwan was more worried about was the reality show. Although his foot was not broken, but with such an injury, he would definitely not be able to move freely for a month or two, which would definitely affect the filming schedule.

However, "On the Road" originally wanted to film four episodes of material in Thailand, so the rhythm was disrupted by the tsunami, and now several MCs do not know if there is any change in the next filming schedule.

Xia Tingwan thought about it, now he hastened to ask Zhou Yang to inform the program team of his injury, although he might miss the recording of two episodes, but it would not be impossible to arrange.

Zhou Yang asked him for the medical certificate issued by the hospital and the film he took, and said that he would negotiate with the program team immediately.

After dealing with these trivial matters, Xia Ting sat lazily in the yard in the morning while basking in the sun and reading the script.

At this time, Yin Ning timidly came over.

"Is your foot... better?"

The boy clenched his fingers nervously, and glanced at Xia Tingwan's still swollen right foot: "Brother Su Yan doesn't like other people going up to the third floor, so, that's why I haven't been able to see you."

"Huh? Is it?"

Xia Tingwan was a little surprised. When he lived here, he had never heard of Su Yan's sense of territory on the third floor.

"I'm fine, I just sprained my ankle, and it's a bit inconvenient to move."

Xia Tingwan immediately came back to his senses, Yin Ning cared about his injury, his heart couldn't help but warm, and said with a smile: "Thank you Ning Ning for your concern."

Seeing Xia Tingwan's smile, Yin Ning couldn't help but froze for a moment.

He looked down at his toes, and after a long time, he whispered, "Don't you hate me? I pushed you, I..."

When Yin Ning raised his head again, his eyes were a little red, looking at Xia Tingwan's appearance, he was almost pitifully helpless.

Xia Tingwan straightened up. He could feel the boy's thin body carrying deep and complicated emotions. Yin Ning really felt sorry for him.

This feeling of guilt overwhelmed the little child.

"Ning Ning," Xia Tingwan looked at Yin Ning, he stretched out his hand to hold Yin Ning's small hand and asked, "Did you push me on purpose?"

Yin Ning clenched his lips: "No."

"So Ningning didn't want to hurt me." Xia Tingwan confirmed again.

The boy nodded cautiously.

"Ningning didn't want to hurt me, but she was emotional that day and couldn't control herself, so after seeing me hurt, she felt very sad." Xia Tingwan tried to use the simplest and gentle language that the child could understand, and said slowly : "If this is the case, I don't blame Ningning, let alone hate Ningning, because Ningning is still a child, and a kind child. Do you understand?"

Yin Ning looked at Xia Tingwan, he seemed to be thinking about something, and after a long time, he asked softly: "What about you - you bumped into me, but you also said you didn't do it on purpose, so should I... I shouldn't Hate you?"

Xia Tingwan was stunned.

He was a little surprised by the child's reaction speed, he smiled wryly, and said softly: "Ningning is really smart. But we are different."

He touched the child's head distressedly: "You are still a child, but I am an adult. Although I didn't hit you on purpose, I caused permanent damage to you, so it is right and normal for you to hate me Yes. But Ningning, listen to me—”

He held Yin Ning's hand, took a light breath, and said seriously: "We have to learn to control ourselves slowly. Because hurting others is a very painful thing. Brother Ting Wan has always regretted hurting." You, really, but it's useless to regret, so you can only do everything you can to make up for it."

"Ning Ning is not happy now. This is because she pushed me unintentionally and caused unwanted harm. If this is the case, you must realize this before it is too late, and don't wait until you grow up to do such a thing." Otherwise, it will be very difficult to be forgiven, right? "

Yin Ning's eyes were a little confused, and before he could speak, Su Yan's car had already driven back from outside the courtyard.

Xia Tingwan's eyes lit up, and he waved at Su Yan with the script in his hand.

Su Yan got out of the car. He was tall, wearing an open long black trench coat and a pair of brown-red Oxford shoes. He looked British in the autumn wind.

"Why are you outside?"

Su Yan walked towards the two of them, and when he saw Yin Ning, his eyes suddenly paused.

"Wait for you." Xia Tingwan blinked.

"Really?" Su Yan smiled slightly: "What are you waiting for me?"

"Wait until you hug me up." Xia Tingwan rolled up the corners of his mouth when he spoke, with sweet dimples faintly showing on his cheeks.

Su Yan turned his head a little bit overwhelmed, he suddenly looked at Yin Ning, and said lightly: "Ning Ning, I'll come down and talk to you later."

Yin Ning lowered his head, he was very obedient in front of Su Yan, and quickly responded in a low voice.

After explaining, Su Yan bent down in front of Xia Tingwan.

Xia Tingwan snickered, wrapped his arms around Su Yan's neck skillfully, asked Su Yan to hug him horizontally, and walked to the third floor.

While walking on the road, Xia Tingwan asked curiously: "Su Yan, what do you want to say to Ningning?"

Su Yan turned to look at him, and said plainly: "It's nothing, it's about homework."

"Oh." Xia Tingwan didn't take it seriously, then leaned into Su Yan's ear and said coquettishly, "Su Yan, I want to take a bath."

"I didn't say that there is a wound, so I can't wash it."

"I haven't showered for two or three days. I smell bad. Smell it." Xia Tingwan said exaggeratedly, he put his arms around Su Yan's neck, and said softly: "I thought about it, I don't take a shower, It’s okay to take a bath, I’ll put my left leg on the edge of the bathtub, so it doesn’t get wet. If you’re worried, you can wrap my leg with plastic wrap, just in case, okay?”

"You..." Su Yan was momentarily at a loss for words.

He still couldn't hold Xia Tingwan back, so he ordered Aunt Rong to prepare something for a bath, and then went down to talk to Yin Ning.

Xia Tingwan waited boredly for half an hour before Su Yan changed his clothes and came back.

Aunt Rong has already turned on the hot air for the bathroom, and it is warm inside, with a familiar fragrance of autumn pears.

Xia Tingwan sniffed sharply as soon as she was carried in, and said a little happily, "Freesia."

"The nose is so good?" Su Yan couldn't help but also smiled slightly. He put Xia Tingwan on the leather recliner on the other side of the bathroom, and then gathered the broken hair on Xia Tingwan's forehead behind his ears.

Xia Tingwan looked up at Su Yan: "You remember everything." Zu Malong's freesia fragrance is his favorite scent.

Su Yan knelt down in front of him: "Aunt Rong remembers."

As he spoke, he held Xia Tingwan's trouser legs, hesitated for a moment, and said in a low voice, "I'll help you take it off."

"En." Xia Tingwan lowered his eyes, his face flushed red.

Su Yan took off Xia Tingwan's pajama pants, and under the warm yellow light, two thin white long legs were exposed. The calf muscles were well-proportioned, but at this moment they were a little tense.

The right foot was pitifully swollen high, and the color of the instep was also a dull bruise.

But the round toes are still curled up playfully, and the nails are soft and light pink.

Su Yan didn't say anything, he held Xia Tingwan's waist again, and took off Xia Tingwan's underwear.

Xia Tingwan's butt was cold, but his face was hot.

His eyelashes trembled violently, and he lowered his head subconsciously, but his naked body was in his eyes, which surprised him for no reason.

In the quiet bathroom, he could hear his own heart beating again.

He was making a fuss about taking a bath, and he was more or less trying to play tricks, wanting to tease Su Yan and seduce him mischievously.

But unexpectedly, just as Su Yan stripped him half naked, he panicked himself.

What kind of chicken operation is this.

He had never been like this before.

Su Yan finally stood up, Xia Tingwan didn't dare to look into Su Yan's eyes, sat there obediently and raised his hands, asking Su Yan to help him take off his shirt, then began to lower his eyes again, looking at his nose, his nose Heart.

Su Yan turned around and took the prepared plastic wrap, wrapped Xia Tingwan's left thigh near the injured knee, took a deep breath, and hugged the naked Xia Tingwan.

Xia Tingwan was more obedient than ever before, and buried her face in Su Yan's shoulder without saying a word.

Su Yan bent down, let his toes touch the water in the bathtub first, and asked, "Is it hot?"

Xia Tingwan hid in Su Yan's arms and shook his head.

Only then did Su Yan carefully put his body into the bathtub. There was a sweet smell of oranges in the warm water, which should be due to the dripping of essential oils.

It wasn't until the water covered his chest that Xia Tingwan breathed a sigh of relief. He blinked and looked at Su Yan beside the bathtub.

Although he just hugged him twice, Su Yan's forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and his face was a little red because of the steam from the hot water.

Su Yan carefully lifted Xia Tingwan's left leg, Aunt Rong had already prepared a cushion for the bathtub, so it would not feel uncomfortable to put it on.

But Xia Tingwan couldn't help but snorted in a nasal voice. In such a posture... when the legs were separated, the warm water flowed into the narrow buttocks, like a hint of being entered.

He raised his head and looked at the lights above his head, feeling an indescribably sultry heat.

He suddenly held Su Yan's palm involuntarily, and his fingers unconsciously intertwined with Su Yan's slender fingers.

"Tingting?"

Xia Tingwan turned his head and looked at Su Yan who was squatting by the bathtub.

Their faces were so close that they could almost see the tiny hairs on each other's skin.

Su Yan looked at Xia Tingwan, and his breathing gradually became short of breath.

He took a deep breath and murmured dreamily, "Tingting, your nose."

Su Yan paused, and continued with a dry voice: "I always think, how can someone have such a beautiful nose, so soft, with a raised nose tip, like an innocent deer. Every time I look at it like this You, can't help but think like this... Are you a deer? I want to stretch out my fingers and touch the tip of your nose quietly, to see if it is also wet like a deer."

When he said this, it seemed that he thought it was a bit ridiculous, he lowered his head involuntarily, his eyelashes trembled for a moment, but he couldn't help but quickly raised his eyes again, reluctantly looking at Xia Tingwan in his eyes.

That almost shy expression appeared on the face of this mature man almost without any disobedience.

Xia Tingwan looked at Su Yan bewilderedly.

There was a strange numbness in his body, and he wanted to moan and cry a little.

Su Yan looked at him with innocent eyes.

Like a little boy seeing fireflies for the first time in the dark night.

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Xia Tingwan could vaguely feel that maybe it was because he promised not to ask about the relationship between the two of them anymore, so at this moment, Su Yan finally stopped being tense when getting along with him after a long time.

Such sweet words, of course, were spoken in a relaxed state.

It had been a long time since they had such intimacy.

Su Yan washed Xia Tingwan's hair.

He seemed a little clumsy, as soon as the foam splashed onto Xia Tingwan's eyes, he asked nervously, "Does the eyes hurt?"

Xia Tingwan couldn't help laughing all the time: "I think you seem to be bathing a puppy."

With his eyes closed, he could only hear Su Yan's deep laughter echoing behind him, "Then will my puppy wear a mask later? You still have a box piled up at home."

When Xia Tingwan heard him say the word "home", he felt a strange sense of satisfaction.

Xiangshan is his and Su Yan's home.

It has been five years, and every bit of memory and every familiar atmosphere in this place is their mutual understanding and love.

Just like the imprint Su Yan left on him, he has always stayed in Su Yan's life.

His preferences, his habits, even if his people don't live here, they still seem to have firmly grown their roots in this Xiangshan mansion.

He also remembered at this time that Zhao Nanshu had madly given him Amway SK-II's ex-boyfriend mask before, but he is not actually a skin care expert like Zhao Nanshu, so he used a few sheets but didn't feel anything special , so I left it there idle, but now that I think of this name, I suddenly feel a little unhappy.

He snorted awkwardly: "I don't want that mask anymore."

After Xia Tingwan finished washing, Su Yan wiped off the water for him, and then carried him back to the room naked.

His body just after taking a bath was just when he was fluffy and lazy. Xia Tingwan crawled into the warm and thick eiderdown quilt. The quilt was filled with the sweet fragrance of his own oranges. He took a breath and felt so comfortable. I couldn't help but want to curl up my toes.

"Su Yan," Xia Tingwan hooked Su Yan's neck and didn't let go, took advantage of the situation and wrapped Su Yan in the quilt, and whispered in Su Yan's ear: "A few days ago I had a dream, do you want to listen to it?" ?”

Su Yan wanted to stand up vigilantly, but being hugged by him like this, he didn't dare to struggle any longer, for fear of hurting his right foot.

Xia Tingwan became more and more lawless. He bit Su Yan's earlobe, and before Su Yan could answer, he rubbed his knee against the protruding part of Su Yan's crotch, and said slowly: "I dreamed that you became It became a big cat, bit my neck fiercely, took me to the cave, and then rode on me and fucked me."

Hearing this, Su Yan couldn't help but snorted. He pressed Xia Tingwan under him bitterly, and said in a hoarse voice: "You little bastard, you little bastard. What do you want me to do?"

Xia Tingwan looked up at Su Yan, the man's face was twisted fiercely because of his uncontrollable desire for him, and he couldn't help but smile.

He has always been a man who is very honest about the pursuit of his desires.

He is a 0, and the only man in this life is Su Yan, but in their marriage, he is the one who took the initiative to seduce Su Yan.

Su Yan is sullen and seems to be calm and self-possessed forever, but he is mischievous and dissolute.

He would send nude photos to Su Yan who was away on business, he would search for hot GVs and pester Su Yan to watch them with him, and he would lazily lie on Su Yan's huge desk in only T-string pants.

He is just a weak little peacock, but Su Yan is his prey in the field of love.

Su Yan loves him, Su Yan loves him, Su Yan loves him so much that he is fascinated and lost.

As long as he thought of this, he felt a kind of almost physical satisfaction and relief, and his limbs went numb.

He murmured, "Su Yan, I miss you and want you."

Su Yan was clearly pressing on him, but the red-eyed expression seemed to be retreating to his knees in defeat.

The ferocity of desire and the weakness that followed were subtly blended together on this man's face.

Su Yan held Xia Tingwan's face in his hands, panting heavily, but still forced himself to maintain a trace of rationality: "Tingting, do it now, once it shakes, your feet can't bear it."

Xia Tingwan propped up his upper body with his arms, his eyes were wet, his big brown eyes were full of lust, but almost had a pure color.

"Su Yan, let me give you a mouthful, okay?"

he said softly.

Su Yan's eyes darkened dangerously.

Xia Tingwan and Su Yan looked at each other, a strange sense of shame overflowed in his body, but there was also unspeakable heat.

He and Su Yan have been together for five years, and Su Yan has spoken to him countless times, but he rarely asks him to reciprocate in the same way in bed.

Su Yan's size was huge, and he choked on it once, and Su Yan never wanted him to do it again.

When being loved, the arrogance formed by that habit is sometimes like a kind of shackle for oneself.

He couldn't bear to lose face, so he didn't mention it anymore.

But in the bottom of his heart, there seemed to be some kind of shameful desire buried all the time.

Wanting Su Yan, wanting to be brutally filled by Su Yan, to be brutally and absolutely possessed in every possible way.

But at this moment, Uncle Shen coughed and coughed outside the door, and then said in a low voice: "Sir, Mr. Wen has been soaked in the rain and has been refusing to leave. He is still waiting for you in the lobby. I will follow your instructions." I have already declined, but he said that you misunderstood him, and he only has a few words to say to you, please see him."

-

But at this moment, Uncle Shen coughed and coughed outside the door, and then said in a low voice: "Sir, Mr. Wen has been soaked in the rain and has been refusing to leave. He is still waiting for you in the lobby. I will follow your instructions." I have already declined, but he said that you misunderstood him, and he only has a few words to say to you, please see him."

Xia Tingwan took a look at Su Yan, but he didn't speak, he just lay down depressed and pulled the quilt over his head.

The moment when the lust stops abruptly, and the unchanging rain for several days makes people feel irritable.

Xia Tingwan hid under the quilt awkwardly, thinking, will Su Yan go to see Wen Zichen?

Su Yan vaguely sighed, and lightly stroked Xia Tingwan's head with his hand through the quilt, then raised his voice and said, "Come in."

Xia Tingwan immediately heard Uncle Shen's voice: "Sir, Mr. Wen is downstairs, drenched to the skin, crying and making noise. It's really ugly. I have to come and ask you what you mean."

"Uncle, what I'm going to say next, when you go down, convey it to Wen Zichen verbatim. If he still doesn't leave - call the security guard directly."

Su Yan's tone was very calm, his speech speed slowed down, each word was placed steadily, with a compelling majesty: "I have checked everything that needs to be checked, and I have explained it clearly to him. If he thinks that this is already a cruel punishment, then he is wrong. I didn't blame Yin Ning for pushing Xia Tingwan all on him, otherwise he thought he could still be so comfortable now? I didn't misunderstand , but I have nothing to say to him.”

"So, let him leave Xiangshan immediately before I get angry, and don't come back. Listen clearly, he is never allowed to appear in front of me again."

"Yes, sir." Uncle Shen didn't ask a word.

When Xia Tingwan heard Su Yan's words "Yin Ning pushed Xia Tingwan about it", although he was still wrapped in the quilt, he felt his heart beating suddenly and jumped up nervously.

He couldn't figure it out, how could Su Yan be so sure, could it be that Yin Ning himself admitted it.

It wasn't just this that made him panic.

Su Yan's tone was almost palpably cold and indifferent.Although the object is Wen Zichen, he should feel refreshed, but

Perhaps because his temperament is too sensitive, he can always find a point of empathy in the emotional surge that should have nothing to do with him.

He remembered Su Yan's expression when he said to him with a cold face, "I neither love you nor hate you, I owe you nothing, and I don't miss you", although now he knows that sentence should be false, but He still felt flustered and scared.

Even though Wen Zichen had made himself feel aggrieved for a long time, he had long hoped that Su Yan would let Wen Zichen leave their life, but at this moment, Xia Ting still felt like a shivering little bird, perched on the The branches of Su Yan, a towering tree, felt a fear of being overturned at any time, but because of this, he felt a different sense of security being imprisoned.

There is no doubt that there is a gentle background in Su Yan's character, but with that gentleness, there is also a strength hidden in his bones.

Such a contradiction, but also so charming.

In some moments that Su Yan occasionally reveals, the patriarchal overbearing is vivid, and once a decision is made, it is irreversible.

In front of this man, there is no chance to explain and beg for mercy.

Therefore, in the love field, if there is no love from him, the other party may end up very miserable.

He feels that he is undoubtedly fascinated by Su Yan's mysterious and intertwined charm, and he can sometimes clearly realize that he will indeed obtain orgasm-like pleasure from power, or provocation and submission to power.

This is undoubtedly morbid, but Su Yan really gave him too much dependence, and he didn't even feel too much fear of this morbid emotional entanglement.

It's just that this was the first time he vaguely felt that maybe Wen Zichen was the same. Wen Zichen was afraid of Su Yan, but he almost couldn't wait and desperately wanted to be with Su Yan.

That desire, the desire of moths to a flame, comes from the hunger of the soul.

……

"Come out." Su Yan pulled off the corner of the quilt, and whispered, "Uncle Shen is gone."

Xia Tingwan sneaked out his eyes first from under the quilt, looked at Su Yan nervously, hesitated for a moment before saying: "Su Yan, how do you know...?"

"Do you think you can hide it from me?"

Su Yan narrowed his light gray eyes.

He glanced over so lightly that Xia Tingwan couldn't help but grabbed his hand pitifully: "I, I didn't mean to lie to you, I originally thought that even after a while, you wouldn't know about it." If you are so angry, then I will confess to you."

"You're wrong." Su Yanhan said with a straight face: "I will be angry whenever I find out. If you lie to me, I will be even angrier, but your foot is still hurt, so I am not willing to tell you, so I will deal with Wen Zichen first. I know you are really worried about Yin Ning, even if he pushed you, you are not willing to let me get angry with him and make him more afraid of getting hurt. But Ting Ting, you must understand that if a child does such a thing, he must know the consequences, We must not let him think that he can rely on luck to hide it."

"I..." Xia Tingwan lowered his head. He didn't dare to refute Su Yan, so he could only ask again in a low voice: "Su Yan, how did you know? Did Yin Ning tell you?"

"No." Su Yan said directly: "I went to Tianlan Pavilion to take you to the hospital that day, and I thought Yin Ning acted very strange. Although I thought it was a bit strange at the time, I didn't care to ask too many questions in that situation. You Although you said that you fell it yourself, but I have a little bit of suspicion about your matter, I will also investigate, and when I went to Tianlan Pavilion to get you the script of "Looking", I asked someone to adjust the stairs to monitor."

"How can you transfer to monitoring?"

Xia Tingwan couldn't help being stunned, he knew the security level of a high-end community like Tianlan Pavilion, and it was generally impossible for anyone to see the surveillance easily, but Su Yan's next sentence made him suddenly realize.

"Tianlan Pavilion is an industry developed by Hengtai Group."

"I-I forgot."

"After I adjusted the monitoring, I already have the answer, but what I want to know is why he did this suddenly, and whether someone instigated it."

Su Yan continued calmly: "So after I came back today, I talked to Yin Ning for a while, and I told him that I need him to be absolutely honest with me now, otherwise I will be very angry. He is still a child, I asked After a few words, he was terrified and directly admitted that he pushed it, but although he admitted that he pushed it, he never admitted that Wen Zichen asked him to push it, or hinted that he pushed it."

Xia Tingwan didn't know how to react. Actually, he hadn't thought so far, nor had he considered the possibility of Wen Zichen's instigation behind his back. Hearing Su Yan mention this matter at this time, he couldn't help but feel a little chill down his back.

"I won't listen to everything he says, so while I was talking to him, I asked Uncle Shen to check Yin Ning's cell phone. When Yin Ning was unprepared, look at Wen Zichen's What is the connection with Yin Ning? In Yin Ning's phone, there is no call record with Wen Zichen, but he chats with Wen Zichen on WeChat every day. Uncle Shen read all the chat records and sent them to me. After reading it carefully again, Wen Zichen did two things. The first thing was to tell Yin Ning to let Yin Ning draw a picture of the three of us as a family, to implicitly express his desire to come back to live. The second thing is that Yin Ning pretended to be sick and came back to live in Xiangshan, and told Wen Zichen the truth, but Wen Zichen not only didn't persuade him, nor told me, but told Yin Ning, maybe he can try to come a few more times, see See if there is a chance to come back and live."

When Su Yan said this, although his expression was calm, there was a faint trace of suppressed anger in his eyes. He paused, and said in a deep voice: "Wen Zichen's family is poor, and I have already paid him far more than ordinary nurses. , but he failed to fulfill his duties. I already felt that the matter of painting was inappropriate, but on the one hand, he was ill, and on the other hand, Yin Ning was too dependent on Wen Zichen, so he hesitated for a while. Now I found out the context of two things. Enough to make me completely terminate the contract with him."

"But other than that, I really didn't see the information that Wen Zichen told him to let him hurt you. Of course, if Yin Ning and Wen Zichen had a private discussion while staying together, it would be impossible to check the phone number. But I judge that there is something wrong." No, it was cross-collected evidence from phone messages and conversations with Yin Ning. He wanted to say that he had misunderstood, and he probably felt wronged in this matter, but even if he did not instigate this matter, if he hadn’t been conniving Yin Ning's lying and desire to return to Xiangshan, Yin Ning will not push you on the spur of the moment."

Xia Tingwan was a little dazed.

Su Yan is fast and ruthless in doing the facts, and does not leak water.

After watching the surveillance, he remained calm, and immediately arranged to have a conversation with Yin Ning, and sent someone to check his mobile phone while talking.

This kind of method is probably more than enough to deal with such a small matter.

"He doesn't dare to come again." Su Yan took a deep breath, his eyes darkened: "I don't lack that little money, but if he shows up again, I will ask the lawyer to sue him and make him spit out all the previous huge compensation .”

-

"What about Ningning?"

Xia Tingwan was a little worried.

Su Yan stared at him and said calmly: "Tingting, I will tell you this matter very straightforwardly. I don't have any personal feelings for Yin Ning. For me, it's always the responsibility."

"It's not the child's problem. He's just a very ordinary child. He's not particularly smart. He has some shortcomings, but he's not that bad. He's very sensitive inside, has a lot of anger, and a lot of unwillingness. I can understand that, but I can't easily establish such a close relationship with such a strange child. I can ensure that he has no worries about food and clothing, and let him get the best education. For me personally, this step is actually enough. But I understand you , Ting Ting, even when I handled it without telling you at first, I understood that if it was you, if you were to handle this matter, you would definitely want to give this poor child more love and affection, or , you want to give this child a home, even if it’s just a temporary home.”

"Tingting, I have always dealt with Yin Ning's matter according to your thinking and the way you want, but until now, I have to admit one thing - this way of handling is too idealistic and wishful thinking. Because of guilt , I know that of course you want to make up for it in the most devoted and emotional way, but now, I think we need to think about whether it is better to stay out of it? On the other hand, Yin Ning Hurting you, whatever his reasons, makes me angry and I never want it to happen a second time."

"Su Yan...what do you mean?" Xia Tingwan heard the implication from Su Yan's calm tone.

"I mean, give up Yin Ning's parent status. I can hire professional child escorts and housekeepers, rent them a house near Xiangshan, and let them take care of Ning Ning alone for a year or two, until his mother comes out of the drug rehabilitation center." .”

"Su Yan, you, have you already decided?"

Xia Tingwan struggled to sit up, his eyes were a little flustered, and his heart was also in a mess.

Every word of Su Yan is like a precise scalpel, if everything goes down, it will point directly at the focus of the disease.

But he couldn't be so calm.

He remembered that day when he was in the yard with Yin Ning, the boy timidly approached him and asked him how his injury was, and he remembered that he was holding the boy's little hand to eat McDonald's—his heart was empty, as if he couldn't grasp anything.

He stretched out his hand at a loss, tugged at the corner of Su Yan's shirt, and said in a low voice, "Think about it again, okay?"

Su Yan watched him purse his lips tightly and remained silent for a long time.

In the end, he still hugged Xia Tingwan, and he couldn't help but sigh: "Tingting, you feel uncomfortable if I handle it like this?"

Xia Tingwan felt the softening in the man's tone.

He felt sore, and tightly wrapped his arms around Su Yan's neck: "Let's let Ningning choose for himself, okay? Don't just arbitrarily decide for him, I'm afraid... I'm afraid he will think that we don't want him anymore. Su Yan Yan, you don’t understand, you said that Ning Ning has a lot of anger in his heart, I think of course it is, but more than anger, he has more fear in his heart. He is only 11 years old, his mother takes drugs, and has been living in a homeless state for a long time. Lived in various relatives' homes, those people would not really take him in, and now that his mother is gone, he must be very afraid of being abandoned... He was very afraid that you would not want him, so he dared not admit it at first. I I understand that feeling, Su Yan, how sad he will be if we let him go out to live at this time."

Su Yan didn't speak, he stretched out his fingers to gently lift Xia Tingwan's chin, his eyes seemed to be inspecting, and there was a faint sense of oppression.

"gentlemen."

Xia Tingwan raised her eyes obediently.

He hasn't called Mr. Su Yan for a long time, and his voice suddenly softened when he said those two words.

Su Yan's eyes were deep, and he said slowly: "Tingting, I will go and have a good talk with Yin Ning, let him think about what he wants to choose. I will use my words well so that he won't feel that we have abandoned him. But, if Then you still can't get along well, next time, I won't listen to you again. "

Xia Tingwan finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Okay, okay."

He was a little happy, and couldn't help leaning over to gently kiss Su Yan's cheek like a small animal.

Su Yan looked a little helpless, but in the end he turned his head and kissed him lovingly on the forehead.

Xia Tingwan was panting somewhat quickly, he was still naked, when his skin touched Su Yan's shirt, he couldn't help but shyly backed away.

Su Yan seemed to realize this immediately, and grabbed his waist again and hugged him back.

The two of them looked at each other, and they could almost see the hidden desire in each other's eyes.

Xia Tingwan's lips parted slightly, he wanted to ask Su Yan if he would talk back.

But for some reason, what came out of her mouth was a completely different sentence: "Su Yan, did Wen Zichen tell you?"

As soon as he said those words, his people suddenly seemed to be empty.

The hotness of the body stopped abruptly, replaced by a sudden loneliness.

Su Yan looked at him in a daze, Xia Tingwan's eye circles were red, but suddenly he couldn't speak.

Yes, it's all settled, so why did he ask?

But his heart hurts.

He always thought that he could never ask, even if he thought about it in his heart, he would be quietly stopped by himself.

But it turned out to be impossible.

In fact, he was very sad.As long as he thinks that there is another person who has done the same intimate thing to Su Yan, he will be so sad that he can't breathe.