L and R (Nian Xing)

Reunion

",(GO.UP)2..(YouTube)," (Wang Chen, the group GO.UP has a live commercial at [-]:[-] p.m., the partner is China, because they are popular on YouTube, the superior said they need someone who can speak Chinese and English People from Han used to help with real-time translation)

IM, a department staff member whom I have not known for a long time, held my hand and said anxiously, ".,." Quickly translated into English and posted on YouTube, the company needs to please the fans, or they will have no money to speculate in stocks!) She lowered her volume and whispered to me.

I hesitated "" (Really? Can I?) She straightened up, smiled and said to me ", OK!.!!" (Miss Wang Chen, you are completely OK! Just follow Representative An, He'll show you how to do it, and you're smart enough to learn it in no time! No problem!)

"!!" (The remuneration after the end will not be less for you! Come on!) Then I got in the company's car to transport the artists, took the manuscript given to me by representative An, and memorized the advertisement words and some key information.I was placed next to the filming crew and live broadcast operators, and was on standby with a professional interpreter in three languages ​​arranged in advance by another company.He will sit next to the host to translate in real time during the live broadcast, and I will translate into English in real time next to the staff who operate the machine.They comforted me to do my best, and the company also notified me urgently, so don't be too nervous.What I'm nervous about is not the sudden work assignment, but the fact that I'm about to see her with my own eyes.

She made her debut in the summer of her sophomore year. As the lead singer and lead dancer of GO.UP, she shined in the group.Zeng Jin didn't know how to dance, which shows how hard she trained.On the stage, she has blond hair, heavy makeup, wears a miniskirt and a navel dress, and dances girlcrush. Her voice has also been honed to be very penetrating. She sings the highest note with the most beautiful voice. Fans call her "timbre rogue" And the reputation of "Blonde Goddess".I watch every straight row of hers, if I didn't know her, I would definitely become her fan.The persona arranged for her by the company is quite in line with her original personality. Occasionally, the marketing will be a bit too much, such as over-exaggerating the family background, constantly letting the group CP give out sugar, and buying hot searches on hot searches is also commonplace, but fans are happy. Among them, spending money to buy albums, buying peripherals and ordering performance tickets, krypton gold for my sister, and the girls in the fan circle have a fierce operation.I also know a little about fan circles. As a rational adult, I don’t really participate in them, and I don’t appreciate some of the hidden rules of fan circles, so I just work as a translator with peace of mind, earn a little money, and sometimes it’s free Received star peripherals.

Everything heralds the arrival of GO.UP, the staff have adjusted the equipment and the lighting is in place. "!" Several young girls from the group came in following the manager, bowing and saying hello to the staff non-stop.Representative An led them to the host, the interpreter and me ".," (they are today's host and interpreter representatives, Ms. Han Xishan, Mr. Jin Tan and Ms. Wang Chen)

We face each other and bow to say hello.The girls wear exquisite makeup, each wearing tall clothing and expensive jewelry sponsored by the brand.Representative An was talking to them and the agent about the work content. I looked at the manuscript in my hand with some embarrassment. I don't know if it was because I was nervous or too hot.I could feel her on the right across from me, but I wasn't looking in that direction.

The girls squatted on the ground to help me pick up the manuscripts after oops. The captain of the group was the face-lifter and the oldest one. She picked up and said "" (Are you a younger sister? You're younger than me at first glance), she really and The characters on the screen are the same, very polite and caring, no wonder they are so popular with boys. ",23." (Yes, I'm 23 years old), "," (Yeah, it's the same age as our Nianxing), she arranged the manuscript at her feet and handed it to me, looking to her left .

I didn't dare to raise my head when I heard this name, and squatted on the ground to sort out the manuscript.A charming smell of perfume came from my right, and she ran over to help me pick up the manuscript after two people, ",,." (Yes, sister, I am the same age as this friend.) She used sweet The sweet voice said to me "" (for you) I nodded to them and said very respectfully ".." (Thank you, sorry for the trouble!).

Before they had time to react to what happened, they took their seats in the main seats of the studio. The director called 321 and the live broadcast started.I also immediately entered the state and entered the real-time translation. After all, professional quality is indispensable, and no distractions are allowed during the work.During the period when other group members were talking, I vaguely felt that someone was watching me. I looked at the monitor and saw her sideways looking in my direction. "She won't find out it's me, will she?" There are a few deer bumping in my heart.After the two-hour live stream, I stretched and stared at the screen so hard that my eyes ached and my spine ached.The girls of the members looked full of energy, and distributed the drinks provided by the manager to the on-site staff. Everyone saw the beautiful girls' exquisite smiles and polite attitude, and they all nodded and thanked each other when they received the drinks.

The captain of the facade ran over with the drinks in the box, ",." (Thank you, sister.), I thanked her gratefully.The enchanting smell of perfume came over again ",!" (What sister, I should give this friend of the same age a drink!), she walked straight over, holding water in both hands and delivered it to me.I pretended to be calm and smiled and said to the captain "." (Thank you for letting me have two bottles of drinks, thank you.)

After this event, my cooperation with the company has also become closer, and I have been assigned a few times to cooperate with GO.UP, and several members of the group seem to be familiar with me when they see me.They are still so polite and enthusiastic, respectful to the staff.In fact, I can see their fatigue, but in the Korean entertainment industry, idols are not allowed to play big names in the industry, otherwise they will be overwhelmed by the forces and bombarded by the masses.They live like merchandise in a shop window, always beautiful and bringing joy to people, and it doesn’t matter if the buyer just replaces them with a new one if they don’t like them.In the first two years of their debut, I could feel their joy and hope for the future on the screen. They are successful, their popularity continues to expand, and their business value is getting higher and higher. The position of the first-line girl group is firmly guarded. .The more famous they are, the more criticism they receive, and the more they are restrained. The fan circle culture has also caused irreparable damage to their bodies and minds.Every time I pay attention to her live broadcast on the Internet, I will always gently comfort the fans and show my best side to the fans.I can see more and more that under her exquisite face, there is a more mature heart hidden, and that heart must be old.If they were not strong enough in their hearts, none of them would be able to make it to where they are today.What fans see is the shining star on the stage, but in private they are all dragging their feet, hoping that they can sleep until dawn without taking sleeping pills.

I also have more opportunities to enter the venue with the staff to watch them shoot MVs and pictorials.This day they finished filming the group show at the company, and the scene was a bit chaotic. The sister who knew the scene manager asked me from a long distance away if I wanted to go to the GO.UP dinner later. I was a little tinnitus, and I heard what she said, but my own But the voice is extremely loud "" (I will go to the bookstore downstairs of the company to buy books, and I will also buy coffee for the children in the practice room!) I can guarantee that everyone present can hear it, it's too embarrassing!I ran to that sister and hugged her, and walked out with her arm in embarrassment.

When I got to the library, I found a new book by a favorite author.I saw the company's black cars driving out one after another, and I thought they should have a dinner party.I looked at the book intently, leaning against the bookshelf.The familiar smell of perfume came over, "Why did you come to Korea?" She held a book and pretended to read it.I noticed her agent was guarding behind the glass door of the bookstore.Her spoken Chinese has improved a lot, the company must have forced her to take a lot of language classes to make her active as a language genius.I said calmly "I changed my name, changed a lot, when did you recognize me?" We didn't look at each other, pretending to be reading our own books. "I recognized it the first time we met." I was surprised, and sure enough she recognized me.

"Your eyes, I will never forget them in my life." She said unhurriedly, "Tell me, why didn't you come that day? Because I offended you?".My mood fluctuated, "I don't understand what you mean, what day?" I wanted to pretend that I didn't see the letter to prevaricate her questioning. "Wang Si, don't lie. Grandpa called Mom. You got the gift. If you didn't read the letter I gave you, you wouldn't get it."

"The past is over, you are now Rosa of GO.UP, not Roxanne ten years ago." "Youowemeanexplanation" (You owe me an explanation), she said in that charming Australian accent, and walked away, leaving a note in my book with her contact information.She walked out wearing a mask and sunglasses, and her manager followed closely behind her.After a while, I saw the live broadcast of the group dinner, and she was in it.

In the evening, after washing up, I looked at the note, and I memorized all the information on it by heart. "Should I add her?" "And we are already people from two worlds." "What fantasy can I have about her?" "Forget it, if the company finds out that we have a private relationship, maybe Will deport me from Korea" "But didn't I come here because of her? Isn't the goal of my struggle all this time just to meet her?" My heart was in a mess, and I couldn't figure out what I was thinking for a while .Yes, all these years I have worked hard to make progress, at first it was because I found her.Later, because of my love for my grandma and my trust in Ren Yinhang, I kept improving, being positive, and being excellent.The three important R's in my life make me live hard for myself now.

The obsession with her may have been lost on the way to find myself. I found myself and lost her. I don't know whether to be happy or sad.But the truth is, when I saw her, I would still feel turbulent, the little deer bumping wildly, and the infatuation I had for her after I was a child came back again.She is still her, but am I still the old me?Our social class is still so big, but I am no longer inferior and sensitive. Now I think that everyone has their own aspirations and can shine in their respective fields, and I am also excellent.

Before I knew it, she had been added to my Kakao, and after an hour, the friend request was approved. "Are you in the trainee practice room at seven o'clock tomorrow afternoon?" "Yes. What's the matter?" "You wait for me there, I have 10 minutes." Her words were concise and powerful, and I had to obey.At seven o'clock, I was still with the trainee, and I was very apprehensive. I hoped that she would come, and I didn't want her to come.I just finished a phone call, and suddenly the trainees shyly and enthusiastically bowed to the door "!" (Seniors are good!), "!,!" (You have worked hard! My sister bought you coffee, come and drink!) She warmly greeted the trainees and asked an assistant to distribute coffee to them.She said something to the assistant and told him to wait for her.

She took me to a small dark room, and I had never found out that there was a small secret room here. "This is the secret base where my sister and I used to practice piano, don't be too surprised. There are too many small dark rooms in our company. There are people who secretly smoke and eat fried chicken." I looked into her eyes "Then you Will you do it too?" "Well, but I haven't learned to smoke, and I don't want to." I asked her distressedly, "Is it hard?" "Don't say it, I will cry." I stroked her back with pity, although I I don't know who gave me the courage to touch her like this.She is still the girl with a good tutor to the core, now she has more tenacity, she is a little angel when she is cheerful and enthusiastic, but she seems to be non-existent when she is quiet, her temperament is far greater than her appearance.I don't know when she sat on the stool, suddenly pulled me and hugged my waist, buried her face in my clothes, "Just a few minutes, Wang Si, let me rest for a while." Well she can't see it.I slowly put my hands on her thick hair and stroked her.I saw the door and window shake the shadow, she automatically put down her hand, secretly wiped away her tears and rushed out, and left with the assistant.This is the life of a popular artist. There is very little time left for himself, and even rest is a luxury.

My secret meeting with her is sometimes on the company rooftop, sometimes in a bookstore outside the company, and sometimes in a coffee shop. There are very few small dark rooms, and they will be discovered by company staff.I often complain about interesting things that happened in Korea, and she would laugh at my stories. When I told about the death of my relatives, she would also cry and persuade me to be at ease.But she is always dignified, this is the professional habit of female artists.She rarely told me about her, and kept asking me to share my story with me.There may be a lot of her experience in this circle that cannot be said, so let's avoid talking about it.She is busy with the affairs of the group, and she has to shoot pictorials almost every day to catch up with the announcement. She is often away from the company, and she squeezes out of the company when she can accompany me.

There are often rumors of her scandals with other female artists on the Internet, and the rumors are well-founded and amazing.I asked her if she had fallen in love with a certain famous idol actress, she smiled and said, "I was surprised when I saw the news, I didn't even meet this senior face-to-face, it was just a coincidence." I I will also be jealous, because it is her, but I am not qualified, so I just support her silently like this, we can meet again, we are still friends, what a wonderful thing.It’s not just the media that doubts her sexual orientation. Fans are also immersed in her group CP. The relationship between her and the members of the group is also really good. They are all girls who pursue their dreams. It is not easy to walk together all the way. Deep feelings are also natural .Of course, there will be times when the interests are divided unevenly, but she doesn't care, she has already earned enough money, her only worry is not becoming a singer she yearns for in music. "Maybe, I will be a real singer when I am old and can play the guitar on the grass." "I am very satisfied with my current life. At least we have a lot and won many awards. Fans will not Forget ours so quickly." "We all understand that people live for themselves, there is no need to fight for what doesn't belong to them"... She lived a much more transparent life than me, at least she made money that I couldn't make in my life. Yes, if you want reputation, reputation, status, status, you have everything.