uncommitted man

After dinner that night, after cleaning up the dishes and the table, I pointed to the left side of the stairs and said to Xiao Xiaoxiao, "Go to sleep in Qin Qiwu."

"I do not want!"

He said three words in an instant, and I looked at him for a long time before I could react, "Then you sleep in my room, and I will sleep in that room." After I finished speaking, I was about to turn around.

"no!"

The leg I got on the stairwell couldn't move for a moment, and I turned around and looked at him, thinking that if you dare to talk nonsense in front of my mother, I really dare not slap you.

Xiao Xiao innocently followed me with an expression that he couldn't understand my eyes at all, and said, "Brother, look at me running so far to find you, and you don't want to chat with me, look at the time." Lift the watch on your wrist and show it to me: "It's so early, how do you let people sleep, right, auntie?"

After it was over, he went to ask my mother, and my mother could only accommodate his accusation and said: "This city is really incomparable, and the lights are everywhere. I think it would be good for you to sleep together and make a companion for Xiaoxiao."

little?

I gaped and looked at Xiao Xiao who turned his back to my mother and showed me a big grin.With emotion in my heart, it was the first time I saw a person talking nonsense so seriously.

After washing up, we lay side by side on the same bed for a long time in the posture that the well water does not interfere with the river water.The memories of that night that I deliberately suppressed came out one after another, the more you try to suppress it, the more you can remember it.Even though I wasn't completely sober at the time, I could still recall that tight and slender...figure!

I covered my eyes and turned my lower body. I didn't hear Xiao Xiao's movement for a long time, and slowly took my hand away. I saw his eyes closed tightly, and his expression was very calm and calm.Even so, I'm 100% sure that he wasn't asleep at all.

Just when I was about to turn around again, he moved his head instantly, and with his eyes closed, he pecked my lips with incomparable precision.

It was as if I had been hit by a talisman. After a long while, I didn't move, and he stretched out his long arms, half-embracing me in his arms.I pushed him hard a few times, and he slowly opened his eyes to look at me, wondering if it was because of the lights in my house.I saw the faint light in his eyeballs, and that deep look made me dare not look directly at him.

I struggled a few times and couldn't get rid of it, so I just let it go, anyway, it's not like I didn't experience his strength that night.I thought to myself, if I slept through it, I just hugged it, what a hypocrisy.

Seeing that I was no longer resisting, he relaxed his grip.He gave me a spacious space, and I found a comfortable position to lie down without being polite to him.Inadvertently, I caught a glimpse of the corners of his mouth curling to the sides quickly.

I pretended I didn't see it, sighed in my heart, and then closed my eyes again. If I say I don't believe his thoughts at all, it's not true, after all, he has come all the way from such a long distance.It would be a lie to say that I don’t have any joy in my heart, any excitement and anticipation. It’s just that the difference between the two of us doesn’t need to think about the ending. He is still young, and he always feels that liking is everything. Not knowing anything about the future may change the inner certainty at this time.Nothing can escape the baptism of time, even young love.

He doesn't need to think about it now, his future family, social status, other people's eyes, or meeting someone more suitable, just pick one out, and he will be able to compete with this so-called liking.After all, I also came from that age, knowing that the liking at that time was completely indeterminate.If you don't have the same values ​​of life, or even have different ideas, then it's better to turn back when you can.

I closed my eyes, and with every breath I could smell the refreshing smell of Xiao Xiao, I found sadly that my heartbeat was really speeding up, and I told myself that this person really couldn't be me of.Then there was a small tug in the heart.All of a sudden, I wanted to give him a good hug when I could still reach out to hug him, as if it was all my heart.

I moved my hands, but I still can't hug him. What I can do now is to help him stop this ridiculous thought.I sniffed and said, "Are you asleep?"

His answer was to turn over, raise his right leg and hold my whole body in the middle, like hugging a big pillow.

Speechlessly, I exposed my face from his chest, "Then let's have a chat."

"What are you talking about?"

When he spoke, I could slightly feel the warm air in the hair on the top of my head.

"Then what?" I wanted to organize the language as simply as possible and said, "Can we just treat that night as drunk..." I wanted to say it was drunk sex, but when I thought about it, I really felt ashamed The door is hot.

He quickly said, "I didn't drink any alcohol."

I was a little embarrassed, but I thought I drank it.

Then I heard him say: "Brother Qin Lang, I know you don't believe me. No matter what I say, you won't believe it, so like this!" After he let go of me, he looked down at me and said, "Let's make a bet .”

"What bet?"

"I bet you will fall in love with me willingly!" Seeing that I was about to refute, he said first: "Unless you are voluntary, I will not force you to do anything."

His eyes collided with mine, he turned his eyes a little bit embarrassed and added: "What happened that night will never happen again, but I also have a condition."

I said in my heart, you kid still has the face to negotiate terms with me.

He suddenly looked at me again and said: "When I'm chasing you, you can't have that kind of relationship with other people."

I stared blankly at him for a while, then suddenly stretched out my hand to push him away and said, "That's a fart!"

"Then if you can't agree, don't blame me for not agreeing to what you said just now." His tone became tough again, as if he suddenly thought of something, he put his face close to me and stammered: "If, if brother If there is a demand in that area, I can understand that, so, it is still..."

I slapped him across the face and yelled at him, "Get out!"

"Everyone is a man, not only you, but me too, especially after having such a time with my brother, I feel even more uncomfortable." He said the first half of the sentence very high-spirited, and the second half of the sentence was particularly sluggish.

I kicked him angrily and shyly: "You don't care what I need, you really get out of here."

"In short, brother is just not allowed to think of any crooked ideas."

I looked at him from the side when I was tired from kicking, and he looked at me without showing any weakness, as if expressing his determination, he approached me, smiled, and said to himself: "I don't care who you have had before, you will be in the future mine!"

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