As the class monitor, after I helped Mei Can's roommate

When Fu Guyuan brought Chi Yu to the downstairs of the dormitory, there were already many people gathered there.

Confessions on campus, if one party has no intentions, they are most afraid of such occasions.

Fu Guyuan pushed aside the crowd and saw a girl standing there with a guitar on her back. The guitar was connected to a speaker with a bouquet of roses on it.

"People are coming."

Someone saw Fu Guyuan and started booing and whistling.

Fu Guyuan ignored them and went straight to the girl: "Su Wan?"

This is Fu Guyuan's school girl. He was a class assistant in his junior year, leading a freshman class so that they could adapt to school life as soon as possible.

And Su Wan is the monitor of that class.

"Senior, I'm going to graduate this year, and I don't want to leave any regrets." Su Wan mustered up her courage and said to Gu Yuan.

"Promise her!"

"Together!"

The people around were not too excited to watch the excitement, and booed one after another.

"Let's find a place to talk alone, shall we?" Fu Guyuan said to Su Wan.

Su Wan nodded: "Okay."

Fu Guyuan carried the guitar and stereo for her in a gentlemanly manner, but put the bouquet of roses back into Su Wan's arms.

The bystanders were disappointed when they saw why it was withdrawn, but after all, it was someone else's business, so they couldn't say anything more.

Fu Guyuan found Chi Yu who had been standing beside him just now, hiding in the crowd: "Chi Yu, come with me."

Chi Yu said anxiously: "Me? But..."

"Follow me." Fu Guyuan said incredulously.

The three of them came to the back door of the dormitory building under a quiet tree shade, got rid of the crowd, and Fu Guyuan relaxed a lot. He put down the stereo and guitar, and took a step to talk to Su Wan.

Fu Guyuan looked at the girl in front of him, apologetic: "Su Wan, I..."

"Senior, I know you are going to reject me." Su Wan has already realized, "You didn't say it just now, because you were afraid of embarrassing me if you refused in public. Senior, you are so gentle, I like you."

Fu Guyuan said, "I'm sorry, I have someone I like."

"Senior, I heard about it." Su Wan didn't want to give up just like that, "The person you've been waiting for has already rejected you, and said that the previous thing never happened, so I mustered up the courage to confess to you. Senior, you should consider me, I have already decided to guarantee the graduate school, if you are willing, I will stay in this school and follow you in the coming year."

Chi Yu was not far away from them, and all of Su Wan's words reached his ears.

Chi Yu lowered his head, and the hand holding the guitar exerted strength, trembling slightly.

A voice mocked in his ear.

Look what you've done.

You want to refuse, but the break with him is not clean.

You are reluctant, but lack the courage to move forward.

Chi Yu, you really are terrible.

On the other side, Fu Guyuan showed a surprised expression: "Who told you about me...wait..."

Ah, he said it himself! ! !

Said at the dinner table that day!

How did it get out!

"This..." Fu Guyuan blushed, "It's not... Actually..."

"Senior!" Su Wan said, "Don't wait for that person, when he says 'forget about the past', he is already unworthy of you! You deserve better!"

Although he knew that Su Wan's words were unintentional, Fu Guyuan's heart immediately tensed up. He looked up at Chi Yu and saw that Chi Yu was standing there without any emotional fluctuations, so he was slightly relieved.

"Su Wan, I'm sorry." Fu Guyuan's voice was soft but firm enough, "You deserve better, I wish you the best."

Su Wan knew that she had no chance, she showed a look of grievance, bowed to Fu Guyuan with red eyes, turned around, picked up the stereo and guitar and left.

The friend who cheered her up was also waiting in the distance. Su Wan rubbed her eyes and cried to her friend, and was comforted repeatedly. Although the girl's confession failed, it didn't matter, she was so courageous, she would soon forget the paragraph Frustrated.

After Su Wan left, Fu Guyuan walked towards Chi Yu, seeing him standing there silently like a rock, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Let's go, go back..." Fu Guyuan paused.

He found that something was wrong with Chi Yu.

Chi Yu stood there, seemingly unresponsive, but his forehead was covered with cold sweat, the lights here were dim, and the dark shade of trees fell on his face, his eyes were full of anxiety and fear.

"Chi Yu?" Fu Guyuan held Chi Yu's cheeks, frowned and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"Where's that... girl?" Chi Yu was a little lost, "Did you promise her?"

"What are you talking about?" Fu Guyuan was angry and funny, "How could I promise her?"

Chi Yu suddenly stretched out his hand and held Fu Guyuan's wrist tightly, as if loose: "The words before... the words before, the words that made you forget what happened six years ago, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I just... don't want you to hate me, I know I'm weird, not good enough, sick, have no courage, no confidence, nothing..."

Chi Yu was obviously not calm enough, he spoke intermittently, his temples were wet with sweat from his forehead, his eyes flashed with impatience, but Fu Guyuan didn't interrupt him, and listened quietly.

"But I can give you whatever you want, money, body, whatever..." Chi Yu swallowed the air.

"Why?" Fu Guyuan asked, "Why did you give me these?"

Chi Yu raised his head in a daze, meeting Fu Guyuan's gaze.

why?

Actually, this question is really easy to answer.

"Because I..." Chi Yu spoke slowly, as if he was afraid that Fu Guyuan would misinterpret his meaning if he said something wrong.

But how could such a simple sentence be wrong?

"I like you."

At that moment, no matter what the current situation is, the uneasiness of six years of no contact, six years of growing admiration, and six years of hopeless waiting, all mixed together, blocking Fu Guyuan's throat.

That was no news, a full six years of separation.

Calling over and over again, looking for news again and again.

Before meeting him, I never knew that I was so affectionate.

Fu Guyuan took a deep breath, and was about to answer, but Chi Yu continued in a trembling voice: "I think now... without you, I may not be able to live..."

Fu Guyuan was stunned, his heart, which was throbbing with emotion just now, constricted instantly.

"I really...need you very much, can you...don't abandon me, I'm sorry, it's the same for leaving six years ago, and the same thing I said to you before..." Chi Yu kept swallowing air, his hands tightly Holding Fu Guyuan's wrist, "My world, now you are the only one left, if you leave too, then... it's meaningless... Without you, I'm not normal, please, don't Leave me, I'll give you everything, I'll give you whatever you want, you can take everything from me, as long as you don't abandon me, okay?"

He really has nothing left, the pain of the death of his biological parents, the grief of the shackles of guilt, the pain of school violence, the wounds left by Liu Zisi's greed and evil thoughts, the pain of Liu Ziqi dying in front of him, the alienation and entanglement of his blood relatives in the end. Wrapped up, it's all a nightmare.

All the way, nothing.

Chi Yu looked at Fu Guyuan, like a dying person, seeking a panacea, almost crazy with desire: "Guyuan, I like you and want to be with you."

Fu Guyuan looked at Chi Yu, the moonlight was melting, and the night was cool and cool, Fu Guyuan was silent for 3 minutes.

For these 3 minutes, Chi Yu suffered, feared, and feared.

After 3 minutes, Fu Guyuan spoke softly.

"No, I can't give you an answer right now."

It was as if he had stepped into the air, and then fell into the abyss. Hearing the answer, Chi Yu felt that he had fallen. He didn't know where the depth was, but he knew that what was waiting for him must be smashed to pieces.

Yes, he said such exaggerated words, why should Fu Guyuan agree to him.

Just like the girl said just now.

He doesn't deserve it.

"This... this way..." Chi Yu trembled all over, his voice trembled, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp awl, and then he stirred violently, "I should have thought of it, I'm sorry, I'm too... conceited, I first ...I'm going back first...I'm really sorry to bother you."

Chi Yu turned his head and wanted to leave, no, he wanted to escape.

Escape from Fu Guyuan's sight, escape from this school, escape from this world.

But just as Chi Yu took a step, his arm was held by Fu Guyuan: "Where do you want to go alone? I'll go back with you."

Chi Yu was stunned: "Come back with me?"

"That's right, didn't we just agree in the lab?" Fu Guyuan said, "I'll stay at your house tonight."

"But..." Chi Yu was in a daze, "but..."

Fu Guyuan smiled: "Chi Yu, go to my dormitory to play tomorrow."

"Go, to your dormitory?" Chi Yu couldn't turn his head around, he just repeated Fu Guyuan's words.

"Yes." Fu Guyuan bent his eyes, and his smile was as warm as a stream, "It's very interesting to introduce you to some people, maybe..."

"Maybe I can make friends with you."

If your life is incomplete, your soul is missing, the world is upside down, and you live alone all day long.

Then it's up to me to change all that.