you are my star

Not seeing Zhao Xing, Yu Chong calmed down a bit. He sat on the sofa smoking a cigarette depressedly, repacked the cell phone that he had just picked up from the corner and was smashed by himself, and looked at Zhao Xing's messages one by one. Call logs and text messages.

The recent messages are almost all sent by Zhao Jingchen, which almost means that I like Zhao Xingjian, and I have liked it for a long time.

The more Yu Chong turned back, the more ugly his expression became. He squinted his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking. Yu Chong scolded, "Fucking cheap." I don't know if he was scolding Zhao Jingchen or Zhao Xingjian.

It was the scorching heat, and the room was already hot. Zhao Xingjian was trapped in the small bathroom with no ventilation. He soon broke out in sweat, and his breathing was not so smooth.

He wanted to take off his clothes, but Zhao Xing saw that he was only wearing short shirts and shorts, and there was nothing to take off at the moment, so he had to pull the collar to make himself feel better.He kept banging on the door, asking Yu Chong to let him go out, but Yu Chong didn't know what he was doing, so he ignored him at all, and was terribly quiet outside.

Zhao Xing saw that Yu Chong couldn't see him after shouting for a long time, so he gave up and sat quietly on the ground to maintain his strength.

After an unknown amount of time, there were footsteps getting closer and closer outside the door, and then the door "clicked" and was opened from the outside.Fresh air poured in, and Zhao Xingjian took a few deep breaths before feeling much better.

Standing at the door of the bathroom, Yu Chong looked down at Zhao Xingjian who was sitting at his feet. Seeing that his face was flushed, his face and neck were wet, and he was sweating a lot, he knew that he was hot, so he opened the door of the bathroom. door, let more air in.

Seeing that Zhao Xing regained his composure, he raised his head and looked at Yu Chong. Just as he was about to say something, Yu Chong pulled him up from the ground, and then lifted his legs and hugged him to the sink face to face.

Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't know what Yu Chong wanted to do, but his intuition told him it was dangerous, so he pushed Yu Chong away and was about to get off the table, but Yu Chong held him down and took off his shorts and underwear.

"Yu Chong, what are you doing? Let me go." After guessing what Yu Chong wanted to do, Zhao Xing panicked, waving his arms and kicking his legs indiscriminately, trying to break free from Yu Chong's imprisonment.

But Zhao Xing saw that he was not as strong as Yu Chong, and he sweated so much just now and was dehydrated, so he couldn't use his strength now. His little resistance, in Yu Chong's view, was like teasing a cat.

"Be honest! Did you fucking sleep with Zhao Jingchen?" Yu Chong suddenly said this, Zhao Xing was taken aback when he saw it, and quickly retorted, "I didn't." Although he wanted to break up with Yu Chong, he absolutely Did not do anything to apologize to him.

"No? I'll check it out." Yu Chong ruthlessly poked at Zhao Xingjian's body while talking.It's been a long time since Zhao Xing saw that he was already sensitive, and now he was being treated so roughly by Yu Chong, he cried out in pain.

"Stop it, you bastard Yu Chong...you said you wouldn't force me anymore..."

"Yes, I'm a bastard, but I'm also better than you guys. Is it disgusting when two brothers get together? I said I won't force you anymore, but didn't you also say that you would always be with me? Are you keeping your word? Ah?" Yu Chong yelled at Zhao Xingjian, then pulled out his finger, looked at him jokingly and said, "It's so fucking dirty, I have to fuck you up later."

Zhao Xingjian listened to what Yu Chong said word for word, then stared at him in disbelief, and was deeply penetrated before he could react.

It hurts...Zhao Xingjian subconsciously grabbed Yu Chong's arm, but was slapped away by Yu Chong. He scratched behind him again, but there was a smooth mirror behind him, and he couldn't grasp it. His arms were messed up like water plants. shake.

Seeing Zhao Xing's slender limbs, he was bent and pressed against the sink at this moment. He was sweating due to the heat, his whole body was wet, and he was flushed abnormally. It should be a charming picture, but at this moment, Yu Chong looked Incomparably disgusting.

"Do you think Zhao Jingchen will like you seeing you like this?" Yu Chong asked Zhao Xingjian through gritted teeth while shaking fiercely.He was really angry. Just now, after reading Zhao Jingchen's text message, Yu Chong had the desire to kill someone. He thought that after such a long time and after so much sacrifice, he and Zhao Xingjian had already fallen in love with each other, but As soon as Zhao Jingchen said he liked it, he waved his hand, Zhao Xing saw that he was like a dog and wanted to follow him, it was really cheap.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was speechless, he could only shake his head carelessly.

"I'm curious too, why don't you let him take a look?" This was a question, but Yu Chong didn't want Zhao Xingjian's answer, so he took out Zhao Xingjian's phone and wanted to take a picture.

Zhao Xingjian struggled to raise his upper body to grab the phone in Yu Chong's hand, "No, no, I beg you, Yu Chong, no..."

Yu Chong pressed Zhao Xingjian's head against the mirror at the back, ignored his constant struggle and begging, took a few photos, and took a few close-ups of the place where the lower bodies of the two connected, and then sent Zhao Jingchen past.

Seeing that Zhao Xing suddenly stopped moving, he stopped shouting, obediently allowed himself to be manipulated by Yu Chong, and only let out a few kitten-like whimpers when he couldn't bear it.

At the end, Zhao Xingjian slid down from the table. He couldn't stand still, his legs were trembling, but he still struggled to put on his pants.

Standing beside him neatly dressed, Yu Chong looked at Zhao Xingjian who was sitting on the ground like a rag doll, and felt the pleasure of torture for the first time.He threw Zhao Xingjian's mobile phone at his feet, and said, "Hurry up and get out, or I think Zhao Jingchen is going to kill him in a while, and I don't want to see him at my house. Go and complain to him." , Selling miserably, maybe he won't dislike you, he will like you more, just as you want."

Zhao Xingjian was sitting on the ground, every word Yu Chong said was like a knife piercing his heart.But he thinks it's good to let Yu Chong give up like this, after all, otherwise, the two of them will have no results.So he took the phone from the ground, stood up, staggered past Yu Chong, walked out of the bathroom, and walked out of Yu Chong's house.

Yu Chong turned his back to Zhao Xingjian, clenched his fists tightly, the moment Zhao Xingjian left, his eyes were red, he rushed out like crazy, grabbed Zhao Xingjian's hair and dragged him from the door back.

Seeing that Zhao Xing's legs were already weak, he could only stagger backwards after being pulled by Yu Chong.Yu Chong threw Zhao Xingjian to the living room floor, Zhao Xingjian couldn't stand still, fell to the ground, and his butt hurt.

Yu Chong stood beside him with a gloomy face, seeing Zhao Xingjian look up and stare at him with red eyes, he felt an evil fire in his heart, and in a blink of an eye, he caught a glimpse of the feather duster stuck in the vase next to him, took it out and threw it at Zhao Xingjian call.

That feather duster was the most common tool his father used to beat Yu Chong when he was young.

Yu Chong was really angry, and his strikes were really ruthless. He beat him and said, "Fucking little white-eyed wolf, what's so good about that Zhao Jingchen? How can I not be as good as him? Damn you bastard, if you dare to run today, I'll beat you!" break your leg!"

The feather duster greeted his body one by one, Yu Chong didn't save any effort at all, he beat firmly every time, Zhao Xing saw that he was struggling and scolding at the beginning, but after being beaten into tears, he didn't hide or scold, just hugged He curled up his legs and begged Yu Chong for mercy, "Yu Chong, Yu Chong, stop hitting me, I know I was wrong, Yu Chong, I hurt..."

Zhao Xingjian is still afraid of Yu Chong, when they are in good company, he can act coquettishly with Yu Chong, but Yu Chong is really crazy when he gets angry, Zhao Xingjian is also really afraid of him.

Seeing that Zhao Xingjian was subdued, Yu Chong stopped his hands, threw the feather duster in his hand, bent down and picked Zhao Xingjian face to face from the ground.Seeing two legs climbing up Yu Chong's waist, Zhao Xing also hugged Yu Chong's neck tightly with his hands, sobbing beside his neck, and then let Yu Chong carry him to the dining table next to him.

"I'm in pain..." Zhao Xingjian hadn't calmed down yet. He grew up so big, he had never been beaten like this, even his parents had never beaten him like this. Zhao Xingjian was not just hurt, but more What is wronged.

Yu Chong also regretted it. Although he was angry, he felt even more distressed after the beating. He pushed Zhao Xingjian away from his arms and saw the scars on his white arms, which were shockingly red. There are legs too.

Yu Chong kissed Zhao Xingjian's arm distressedly, Zhao Xing saw tears still hanging on his face, and looked at Yu Chong aggrievedly, Yu Chong kissed his eyes, kissed his mouth, mumbled while kissing, " Good star, don't leave, don't break up with me, I won't beat you."

After the kiss, Yu Chong hugged Zhao Xingjian into his arms again, Zhao Xingjian stared blankly at the door, and said to Yu Chong, "Yu Chong, please let me go..."

Yu Chong's body suddenly froze. He was stunned for a while, then let go. Zhao Xingjian didn't look at him, and said calmly, "Go away."

Zhao Xingjian slid down from the dining table, walked around Yu Chong and walked towards the door.

Yu Chong turned his back to Zhao Xingjian, and curled his mouth into an ugly smile. He suddenly felt that it was not worth it, and felt like a big fool, being played around by Zhao Xingjian.

After leaving Yu Chong's house, Zhao Xing saw Zhao Jingchen running over in a hurry.

Seeing Zhao Xingjian like this, Zhao Jingchen couldn't hide the anger in his eyes, "I'm going to kill this bastard." He said while heading towards Yu Chong's house, but was pulled back by Zhao Xingjian, "Forget it!" We broke up, let him vent it." After talking, Zhao Xingjian walked in the opposite direction, stopped after taking two steps and said to Zhao Jingchen, "Second brother, delete that photo."

Zhao Jingchen gripped the phone tightly, and his hands made a "clucking" sound.

Yu Chong's father suddenly changed his mind and wanted to send Yu Chong abroad to go to school. At first he thought that Yu Chong would definitely refuse, but Yu Cheng stood by with a broom and looked at Yu Chong. As long as he said no, he raised his hand and would beat him.

But unexpectedly, Yu Chong said he would think about it.

Yu Cheng thought that Yu Chong had changed his sex, and felt much happier.

That night, Yu Chong drank a lot of wine, went downstairs to Zhao Xingjian's house in the middle of the night, and called him to get him out.

Zhao Xingjian was still wearing the clothes he wore that night, Yu Chong felt uncomfortable seeing that, hugged Zhao Xingjian and said sorry to him.

Zhao Xingjian pushed Yu Chong away and asked him, "Did you drink too much? Didn't we break up?"

Yu Chong had drunk too much, but he still kept his sense. He didn't answer Zhao Xingjian's question, but grabbed his arm and said, "Xing Xing, my father said he would send me abroad. If I go, I might die again." I can't see you anymore."

Zhao Xingjian looked up at Yu Chong, speechless for a moment.

"As long as you say you're still willing to be with me, I'll tell my dad that I won't go, even if I'm beaten to death, I still can't bear to part with you, Xing Xing, I like you, I really like you... "

Zhao Xingjian held back his tears and swallowed a choked sob, he said, "Yu Chong, let me go, let go of yourself too, I will live better if you leave, but without me, you will too Live better."

"Is that Zhao Jingchen that good?" Yu Chong asked.

Zhao Xingjian looked at Yu Chong and didn't speak.

"Or do you mean that you don't like me that much at all, and just because you can't be with the one you like, you take second place and agree to be with me? It turns out that I have always been that second place, right..." Yu Chong was dumb again The voice asked, Zhao Xingjian had never seen a fragility on his haggard face.

But Zhao Xingjian still didn't speak.

Yu Chong suddenly became quiet, and seemed to suddenly understand that during the time they were together, Zhao Xingjian seemed to have never told him that he liked him, and he had always been chasing each other's footsteps.

Yu Chong stared at Zhao Xingjian stubbornly, and found that the other person was still familiar in his memory, but at this moment, Yu Chong felt extremely strange. His hand slipped from Zhao Xingjian's arm, and then he squatted on the ground slowly, Burying her face into her palms, she burst into tears, "Why the hell is this..."

Zhao Xing saw Yu Chong crying like this for the first time, and his heart was pierced by crying. He wanted to squat down and hug Yu Chong, but he clenched his fists and turned around to leave.

Zhao Xingjian originally thought that even if they broke up, they would still live in the same city, and they would have a chance to see each other again after graduation, but hearing what Yu Chong said just now, he probably won't come back after going abroad.Just like this, I can't see it anymore. Such an important person in my life suddenly disappears in my own world. The pain is really suffocating.

Step by step, Zhao Xingjian felt that the stairs to the fourth floor were as long as a century, and his feet were filled with lead. Turn around and run downstairs.

"Xingjian?" Ye Shuya opened the door and looked at Zhao Xingjian who was halfway down the stairs.

Zhao Xingjian stopped and looked up.

"See you, why do I feel like I can't sleep again..." Ye Shuya stood at the door, her thin body bent.

After being stunned for a while, Zhao Xingjian said weakly, "Then I will accompany you..." After finishing speaking, he went upstairs step by step.