fragrant like sunlight

The unspeakable cowardice exposed in front of you is my unconscious reliance.

Your smile warmly soothed my uneasiness.

Unknowingly, when I was in the spring, I realized that you were so close to me.

When spring comes, the breeze brings the light fragrance of flowers, which is as gentle as whispering in the ear.Such a season seems to cause people to be sad, Pei Jing propped his cheeks and sighed softly.The campus outside the classroom begins to show beautiful colors, what will happen to the colors in the eyes of the concerned student in the classroom?

There will be an important public class soon, knowing that these things should not be considered now, but Pei Jing still thinks of what Ke Shan said that day and the hurt expression on his face from time to time.Probably because every time I met him before, I always smiled happily, so I didn't mind this time.

Although he didn't understand the mood of the students, Pei Jing didn't allow himself to be negligent in teaching.In Ke Shan's class, I don't show any extra thoughts, and I go all out in public classes.

He didn't deliberately try to curry favor, and followed the usual way of conducting public lectures. What Pei Jing wanted to know was the most honest opinion.In fact, Pei Jing had been mentally prepared for this opinion, but when the director said it himself, he was still a little disappointed.The problems pointed out are nothing more than too many extracurricular knowledge points, and more explanations of the test points should be added.

When I first stepped into this industry, I hoped that students would become interested in language.Is it because I am too naive?When what is given and what is required is not the same thing, the best intentions are just wishful thinking.

While doubting myself, the sense of powerlessness in my heart cannot be eliminated.When he left the office, he saw an unexpected face.

"Teacher, are you free now?"

Pei Jing looked at the student with his head bowed in front of him, perhaps because the sense of powerlessness in his heart was too strong, he couldn't help sighing.

Ke Shan raised his head, with clear light brown eyes without impurities.

"Teacher, I'm sorry, I had a bad attitude that day. Can you forgive me?"

Asahito is really not aggressive.Pei Jing couldn't help but think so.

The pupils, which are larger than ordinary people's, look pure and innocent through the light, which makes people unbearable to criticize.It was the same when I changed my coat last time. Every time I asked for help, the sentence pattern was subtle, sincere but slightly coquettish. Pei Jing wondered if anyone could refuse.

"Okay, I didn't blame you." I couldn't help but said softly.

"Then why are you sighing, teacher?"

"That is……"

"May I...know?"

Maybe it was because the other party's questioning eyes were too gentle and his tone was too caring. Pei Jing's line of defense collapsed for a moment, as if he wanted to drive away all the powerlessness from his body. It was the first time that Pei Jing confide in his students troubled.Immediately after speaking, I felt slightly ashamed and dared not look into the student's eyes.

Ke Shan looked at Pei Jing who took the initiative to show his weaknesses, and thought of his bright smiles in class.

I like Pei Jing, there is no doubt in Ke Shan's heart.But while liking, there is also respect and admiration for Pei Jing as a teacher.When I am confused, he is someone I can trust and want to rely on.

But this time, he wanted to protect his pride no matter what.

"Everyone will be interested in hearing interesting knowledge in class, and everyone will be satisfied knowing that the test site will improve their grades. I think no matter what kind, the teacher has taught us a lot and done amazing things."

Pei Jing's heart was shocked by the frank and sincere response, and he turned to look at Ke Shan.

Ke Shan smiled softly, "I started to like English because of the teacher's class. I like your class, and I like it the most among all the teachers."

Such a smile made Pei Jing feel warm, like a spring breeze gently blowing away the mist that blinded his eyes.Whether it is persistence or change, no matter what, he has given himself confidence.

Pei Jingzhan smiled and said shyly, "Thank you."

Thank you for always believing in me.

Ke Shan stared at the teacher's grateful gaze and smile, his throat choked and he couldn't say anything.It is determined at this time, if you don't continue to approach, the distance will only get farther and farther; if you avoid the pain and pain, you won't have such a suffocating and crying mood.

Spring must be the most gentle season.Ke Shan found that flowers grew in the flower trough, and the new leaves grew firmly and softly under the sunlight.Just like my admiration for my teacher.

If my insignificant power can be used by you, even if I don't have a special existence in your heart, I will be happy.

April is the time when all things recover.

The delicate thoughts of the teenagers and girls seemed to be ready to move.Some secrets that were buzzing in the heart, finally turned into words.

It's just that I returned the phone call on the rooftop, but accidentally bumped into the confession scene among the students, and it was still a failed confession scene.The figure of the girl running away with red and swollen eyes made Pei Jing feel the embarrassment from head to toe for the first time.When he found out that the protagonist who was confessed was the student he cared about, there was still a trace of unexplained depression in his chest.

"Teacher? Did you hear everything?" Ke Shan's eyes widened the moment he saw Pei Jing.

"I don't have a habit of eavesdropping on other people's speech." Although Pei Jing didn't hear it, he could know what happened just by looking at it.

Ke Shan watched Pei Jing's expression, and didn't see the indifference or ridicule he was afraid of, but he couldn't figure out his attitude.But no matter how anxious and eager he was, he still held back the extravagant demands he shouldn't have. "Sorry, I didn't mean to blame."

Pei Jing suddenly remembered that the girl seemed to be the junior student standing next to Ke Shan last time.I couldn't help but glanced at Ke Shan, "I also said it didn't matter, but people came to confess."

"Really only met once or twice... How do I know that the other party will..." Ke Shan turned his head away in embarrassment.

Because he turned his face to the light, the spring sunlight cast a bright golden brown in his pupils.This unique brilliance attracted Pei Jing to approach involuntarily, and Ke Shan's heart skipped a beat and he grabbed the hem of the clothes with both hands nervously.

"I can guess why."

Carefully observing the brown under the long eyelashes that showed various degrees of lightness according to different lighting conditions, Pei Jing thought it might be because of these beautiful eyes, and his subconscious thoughtfulness and gentleness when he spoke.

There are not many opportunities for such a close distance, Ke Shan looked deeply at the person he was attached to, and saw his figure in the eyes of the other person.

"Why?" Ke Shan's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing the other party.

"Because," Pei Jing suddenly stopped speaking when he thought of the conclusions that seemed to be superimposed on his own favor.Once he stopped observing, he realized the distance he had overlooked due to excessive concentration, so he quickly stepped back and lowered his gaze.

It seemed that there was still the gentle aftertaste when the eyes met, and both sides kept silent tacitly.

"So you refused?" Pei Jing asked suddenly.

"Ah."

"That girl is about to cry."

"...Although I'm sorry, but since you don't like it, you should reject it well?"

"So which one do you like?"

Ke Shan was taken aback and looked at Pei Jing. "Teacher, do you care about this?"

It was only then that Pei Jing realized that something was wrong with him to ask a student such a question.The sudden surge of shame was overwhelmed by the embarrassment, "What's the matter, you are allowed to test my orientation, I can't test yours?"

Ke Shan smiled, "That girl just asked me the same question."

One sentence brought out the shame that he wanted to forget, Pei Jing didn't want to know that he and the little girl would care about the same thing.But I noticed that none of the two sentences gave a positive answer. This guy must not have done it on purpose, he dared to play tricks on the teacher.

"The answer is irrelevant. Okay, don't ask me any questions in the future." Pei Jing hummed.

There was a smile on the corner of Ke Shan's mouth. This person was obviously eight years older than him, but he seemed cute no matter how he pretended to be angry.

"I told her that my favorite type is fragrant, like sunlight."

Pei Jing even wondered if he heard it wrong.Although he felt that this might be Ke Shan's deception in order to reject the other party, but he silently remembered this description beyond reality. "Is that how you perfunctory the past?"

Teacher, what I said is true, and the beauty I describe is all about you.It's just that you don't think about yourself, do you?

The heart seemed to be pinched in someone's hand, Ke Shan lowered his head and hid the slight pain in the shadows.

Pei Jing looked at him, and wanted to ask him if such a person really existed, but when the words came to his lips, he stuffed them back into his heart.

At this time, Keshan looked up to the place leading to the light.

"Teacher, do you know that I can see the planters in the aisle from my seat. There was nothing at the beginning of school. There were only a few scattered flowers last month, but now they are full of flowers. Sometimes I can smell them mixed together in class." fragrance……"

Pei Jing felt that his expression was obviously talking about flowers, but it seemed that he was talking about another important thing. He was focused and yearning, and his eyes were shining with the dazzling color that he missed.So Pei Jing listened quietly, as a breeze in April blew by, as if he could smell the faint fragrance of flowers he had painted.