see the letter is clear

After turning over on his back for several hours, Yang Chu looked at Zhou Jianxin on the hospital bed, but couldn't remember how things turned out like this.

Yang Chu thought back to his youth, the self who was filled with joy whenever he saw Zhou Jianxin.Such a self, ignorant and ignorant, always thought that Zhou Jianxin was a friend, so he went to him every day.The sincere self thought that Zhou Jianxin's indifference was just because he was not used to being approached by others and was at a loss.But he believed that Zhou Jianxin would eventually adapt to him if he kept in touch with him more.

It started one day when Yang Chu was in class.The teacher led a little boy into the classroom and gave everyone a brief introduction.So it's a transfer student, he thought absently.Then he saw the transfer student walking towards him, sitting on the seat next to him.

In the following day's class, Yang Chu secretly observed the new deskmate, and the more he watched, the more he felt that this deskmate was a little weird.In the next few days, Yang Chu's child could be said to be shameless and all the time, either in the light or in the dark, observing the new tablemate.Finally, he couldn't help but speak: "Student, why don't you laugh?"

Zhou Jianxin looked up at him.

This glance made Yang Chu a little annoyed, feeling despised for no reason.But he still patiently finished talking to Zhou Jianxin first: "In the past few days, your expression hasn't changed a bit."

Zhou Jianxin still looked at him blindly.

This made Yang Chu a little anxious: "When someone asks you something, you should respond anyway. Why don't you say a word when I ask you!"

Zhou Jianxin replied: "I don't know how to say it."

"Why don't you know. If you don't want to talk to me, just tell me." Little Yangchu felt frustrated and buried his head on the table.

Zhou Jianxin felt that for the first time in his life in 10 years, he was facing a major challenge.He has never met such a person, and he has been talking to himself and condemning himself for unnecessary crimes.He could only touch Yang Chu's head by feeling, and said firmly, "Because there is nothing funny."

Yang Chu raised his head suddenly.Zhou Jianxin was taken aback by surprise.

Seeing Zhou Jianxin staring at him as if he had seen a ghost, Yang Chu was also startled, and couldn't help but giggled with guilt.But he still insisted on Nunuzui: "You still look down on me."

Zhou Jianxin asked him seriously: "How do you know?"

All of a sudden, it cast a huge shadow on Yang Chu's young mind.Yang Chu has never been so embarrassed for a moment, and his mind goes blank.At this time, Yang Chu's gentleman education since he was a child played a role on the spot, preventing him from swearing, so he had to twitch the corners of his mouth uglyly, then turned around silently, sat up straight and opened the distance.

Seeing that the deskmate was hit hard and wanted to draw a line with himself, but his whole body exudes the look of begging to be touched, Zhou Jianxin is happy, and he feels very happy.Zhou Jianxin walked over unconsciously, and asked briskly, "You are sad. Why are you sad?"

This time, Yang Chu unequivocally gave him a big white eye.

Zhou Jianxin continued to say relaxedly: "Look, it's just like when you asked me why I didn't have any expression, it makes sense."

"You're talking nonsense." Yang Chu stared at Zhou Jianxin with wide eyes, feeling that this person was simply unreasonable.

Then, the two of them talked about who was talking nonsense.Afterwards, the two of them were taken to the office by the head teacher for ideological education, and they were left behind and called the parents ruthlessly next time.

Yang Chu's head is growing big, and he feels that the future is bleak, so he naturally looks down on the sadness of being despised by Zhou Jianxin, and builds a deep revolutionary friendship with him by taking advantage of the teacher's criticism together.Thus, Yang Chu became friends with Zhou Jianxin from acquaintance.Although Zhou Jianxin is still expressionless, and hits Yang Chu from time to time.

As time flies, Yang Chu moved.And he found out that his new neighbor was actually Zhou Jianxin.This made Yang Chu happy to run to Zhou Jianxin's house every three days, for reasons such as doing homework together, eating snacks together, playing games together, and occasionally sleeping together.Looking back now, Zhou Jianxin should have taught Yang Chu how to write homework, because Zhou Jianxin wrote homework so fast that he could finish it in school; The little friends shared it together, but actually ate it by themselves. Zhou Jianxin watched him eat, because Zhou Jianxin didn’t like snacks at all, and he despised the naive behavior of eating snacks; Yang Chu brought new game discs and the like to Zhou Jianxin’s home , and then played by himself, Zhou Jianxin watched him play, and occasionally helped him, because Yang Chu disliked Zhou Jianxin's death in games, and his partner would definitely die, so he would not take him to play, and Zhou Jianxin didn't care whether he played or not, It's boring anyway... As for sleeping together, there is nothing wrong with it.

As the two went to junior high school, although Zhou Jianxin was slumped on the ground all year round and looked unapproachable, he was handsome, so he was very popular among young girls nowadays.However, due to Zhou Jianxin's aloofness, most timid girls dare not face him directly, so they have to find other ways, such as Yang Chu.

At that time, Yang Chu was short, with a baby face and a soft and cute look. Although he was also very popular with girls, the meaning was completely different.So when he received the first note to invite him to have a talk, Yang Chu was actually a little flattered in his heart, secretly delighted, and acted out of his mind in the following classes.

After school, Zhou Jianxin stopped Yang Chu who hurriedly left his seat, and asked him what happened.

Yang Chu glanced around secretly, spread out the note to Zhou Jianxin in a strange way, and couldn't hide the smugness in the corners of his eyes.Yang Chu said casually: "How about you go with me."

"Okay."

"Huh. Ah?" Yang Chu added, "It's not that I don't dare. It's just such a fun thing, I have to take you anyway. But, what, you have to hide it so that no one can see it."

"it is good."

Yang Chu excitedly walked ahead, but he kept Zhou Jianxin in mind, knowing that he would not run if he could walk, and he would not run fast if he could walk, and stopped from time to time to urge him.

"Someone asked you out, why are you so anxious?" Zhou Jianxin completely ignored Yang Chu's urging, and walked slowly as usual.

Yang Chu had nothing to do with this old man, so he simply stopped urging him, and could only walk slowly with him sighing.Yang Chuman looked at Zhou Jianxin helplessly, holding a lot of words in his stomach to say, but facing Zhou Jianxin, he hesitated to speak several times, and finally turned into a sigh.

Seeing him like this, Zhou Jianxin felt uncomfortable: "Speak up if you have something to say."

Yang Chu then said earnestly, "Zhou Jianxin, you can't do this."

Zhou Jianxin looked at him speechlessly, and followed the words: "What's wrong?"

Then Yang Chu began to speak with heart and soul again: "If you meet someone you like in the future. When you ask her to meet, you must not be so calm, and you can't walk slowly. You have to pretend to be happy and urgent. Well, at least you have to smile, right?"

"So, you like her? Well, you haven't seen her before, how did you like her?"

"Maybe, maybe when I meet someone, I will find out that I have actually met her before, but I just don't know the name. Ah, no. I don't like her." Yang Chu tried his best to return Lou Zheng, who was crooked by Zhou Jianxin.

"Then what are you so desperate for?"

"Girl, aren't you waiting?"

"Oh."

"Zhou Jianxin, I'll forget you if you're so mad," Yang Chu came back to his senses again, feeling that he had been fooled, and he couldn't help but feel that the generation gap was deep and insurmountable, "Did you hear what I said just now?"

"Understood. Don't be angry, I don't want to be angry with you." Zhou Jianxin embraced Yang Chu who was a head shorter than him, patted his shoulder reassuringly, and touched his head by the way.

Regarding this, Yang Chu directly frowned: "Then blame me. And don't think that because you are tall, you can treat me as childish. Ah, no. Don't think that you are tall, you are my brother. I am older than you."

Zhou Jianxin raised his eyebrows and looked at him unexpectedly: "I haven't seen you react so much before. Well, you are my brother. Do you think this is okay?"

Yang Chu took advantage of the opportunity and said shyly, "Brother Sheng, come and listen."

Zhou Jianxin looked at Yang Chu with a half-smile, but didn't speak.

Yang Chu was so confused, he came to the place in a blink of an eye, and told Zhou Jianxin: "We're here, find a place to hide."

The agreed place is the green belt next to the school cafeteria—but it's more like a small garden.Yang Chuyiyan came to the rather secluded wisteria trellis, where a girl was waiting here early.She is of medium build, clean and delicate, with clear almond eyes and a smile like broken stars.

Standing not far away, Zhou Jianxin frowned when he saw this girl.He's seen this person before, he thinks he's pretty and domineering, but he still thinks he's capricious and cute. When he came to see him a while ago, he also had the domineering attitude of "I've taken a fancy to you", which is quite brain-dead.I guess I watched too many TV shows.Zhou Jianxin secretly slandered.

The girl said a few words to Yang Chu shyly, and then handed Yang Chu a letter.After getting Yang Chu's nod, the girl left first.

When he went back at night, Zhou Jianxin felt that something was wrong with Yang Chu, he kept his head down and remained silent, unable to lift his spirits.Zhou Jianxin asked him worriedly: "What's wrong with you?"

Yang Chu shook his head.

"Oh." Zhou Jianxin continued to wait for Yang Chu's response.

Yang Chuxiu raised his head, reached out his hand and took out a letter from his pocket and handed it to Zhou Jianxin: "Oh what, this is for you. Take it, don't send it."

Zhou Jianxin was happy, and teased Yang Chu and said: "We are on the same journey, and I am still your neighbor. Why don't you send the law?"

"Is this the point? I said, can you be more serious?" Yang Chu asked angrily, "Tell me, why are those girls so superficial? See what else?"

"You're angry. Why are you angry?" Zhou Jianxin said flatly, turning a question into a statement.

Yang Chu was weakly annoyed: "I'm not angry. I'm depressed. You said I ran over happily like a fool just now, isn't it embarrassing?"

Seeing Yang Chu looking at him with bright and trusting eyes, Zhou Jianxin felt a little unbearable for the first time in his life, so he thought he was tactful to comfort him: "I'm the only one who sees it, so it's not ashamed."

"I'll go, thank you for reminding me of the facts in the first half of your sentence." Yang Chu felt that Zhou Jianxin was like this, and he should ignore him for a while.Then Yang Chu found sadly that he didn't care as much as he imagined, so he should be able to take care of him.

Just when Yang Chu thought this incident was the beginning, he started to live the dark days in the cycle of receiving Zhou Jianxin's love letter and handing it over to Zhou Jianxin.You know, there are not too many girls who like Zhou Jianxin.Going to bed that night, Yang Chu made himself a very high level of ideological construction and political awareness, and was ready for a bleak future.

However, he went to school after things backfired, but he never encountered similar things again.Didn't he think that this would cause him to raise his ideological consciousness in vain?