A collection of allusions from the same road
Work related
stand up.It’s just that I can’t do it alone, and besides, I don’t know how to make cheong fun, so I hired a woman who lives nearby, Aunt Ke, who is also a laid-off worker. This cooking skill, she cooks with me for half a day every day, and I pay her a monthly salary of [-] yuan.Every morning we work separately, Aunt Ke is busy frying noodles, and I have to carry things and wash dishes and tables myself.Seven or eight o'clock is the busiest time. Sometimes I don't even have time to drink water when I get so busy.
Since the workers left, there are not many new people in the community, but it is far away from the market. My taxi store can bring great convenience to the residents of the community, especially my taxi store has a lot of Daily necessities are very popular among the residents of the community, so the management office reduced my rent for three months, which moved me deeply. A legitimate business also serves our society.
The busy and tired work during the day made me forget everything. After I closed at 20 o’clock at night, I lay on the narrow bed. I always rolled on my side, as if I lost something in my heart. Years of heart, was inadvertently broken into by a young man, Dezi, are you okay?
In the early 60s, my family was not well-off, so I gave up the admission notice of the County No. [-] High School and entered the County Normal School. Here, I had a short-term teacher-student relationship, and had a relationship with the elegant and passionate head teacher. The first time I had sex in my life, I will remember it clearly all my life.Even though he got a new man later, I can't hate him and annoy him, after all, he brought me the first time that I will never forget. I often miss the time with him in the dead of night, and only during the day is my time. In normal times, I have to cheer up and devote myself to teaching with all my heart.Just when I had a job as a family child and was promoted to the principal of the town center primary school, when I was about to enter the year of my life, a young teacher broke into my world. He was my favorite young man. Looking at his The bold expression and timid expression are clearly a copy of my boyhood. From him, I experienced the enthusiasm and unrestrainedness of young people.
However, we had been in love for only three years before he committed suicide.I was also expelled from the party and public office for nothing.
Because of his sexual orientation, he repeatedly rejected the marriages arranged by his parents at home. After falling in love with me, he mentioned this matter. As an elder and his direct leader, I advocated that he get married and have children. He followed my personal opinion , With a family and children, although we have less contact, but I feel at ease, but his thoughts are all on me, and he even hugged and kissed his wife after drinking, and called my name.I was speechless and truly ashamed that the suspicious woman's attention to our relationship should catch us kissing on the spot.
The incident hit him hard, and he committed suicide soon after.I also became a notorious pervert, and was opened by the county education committee and the town government, and my heart was closed again.
It was Dezi's intrusion that aroused the restlessness in my heart. Although it is past ages, longing still emerges in my heart from time to time.
Nowadays, the society tolerates homosexuality, but still discriminates against homosexuals.So most gay people are in a state of extreme privacy.Humans must protect themselves in order to survive.
Xiuxiu and her son-in-law came to see me, most of them came at noon, they didn’t eat, they just sat for a while and then left. Before I left, I handed Xiaodong’s two-month expenses totaling 1000 yuan to Xiuxiu .Although I am annoyed, it is my daughter and grandson after all. If I have the ability, I will not let the child delay his future. Besides, I promised to give him [-] yuan a month, and I will do what I said.
Every time I look at their leaving figures, I always feel a little uncomfortable. What should come will not come, and what should not come will come upside down.
A few months later, with the increase of residents in the community, the place gradually became popular, and the business was much better than in the early days, especially the breakfast stall was very busy. I wanted to ask my daughter to come over to help, but her mother-in-law repeatedly stopped me and gave up. The kind-hearted Aunt Ke called a girl from her country to help.
On a very busy morning, Dezi appeared in front of me unexpectedly. He has not changed at all, he is still so strong, his manner is still so calm, and his eyes still have a kind of unruly flamboyance.If it weren't for someone on the spot, I would have hugged him tightly, "You bastard, you miss me so much" I cursed secretly, but the words turned into:
"Come on? Do you want rice rolls or rice noodles?"
"Uncle Hua, good morning, I see that you have hired people now, and you have become a big boss. I am not here to see you today, but to work for you."
His tone is always the same, talking about helping to clean up tables, chairs, bowls and chopsticks, and helping fried rice noodles, hey, this guy is quite good at it, I can't help but boast.
"Seeing kung fu, what's the mystery? Eat it every day, and you can see it clearly."
Looking at his lack of humility, I was praising him in vain.
After nine o'clock, the ingredients were used up. Although there were still sporadic customers, we closed the stall. After Aunt Ke and the country girl left, I had time to rest.
Dezi told me that the construction site of their engineering team is in another city more than 60 kilometers away from this city, and the project is about to be completed.This time, as a technician, I was brought by the boss and the captain to participate in the city's project bidding.
"Really?" I was overjoyed. "Then we can meet often."
He laughed: "The horoscope hasn't been written yet, why, miss me?"
I nodded, "Yes, I just want to make more money."
"Haha, you, you're just an old man!"
Dezi smiled very nicely, and my face turned red instantly.
With Dezi by my side, I feel that time flies so fast. When a customer came to buy things and saw us talking and laughing, some people thought it was my son.
After dinner, Dezi, who seldom drank alcohol, felt drunk, worried that he would go back to the hotel and let him stay for one night, but he blushed and looked at me in a daze.
"Did you dislike me for being dirty?"
"No, no!" Dezi nodded, "No, I'm too dirty, I'd better go."
I held his hand and said, "No matter how dirty, Uncle will not dislike you."
He shook off my hand heavily and said:
"You don't understand, I'm really dirty, I'm a damn gay!"
I finally understand that Dezi has his own past and he is still trapped in emotional confusion.
I pretended not to understand, and asked, "What is the base? How much is it per catty? How can it be sold? I want to buy some to try."
Dezi looked at me angrily, "You old man, do you really not understand or are you kidding me?"
I laughed, very heartily, and he smirked too.
"You drank too much tonight, isn't it just a double berth? How can there be so much stuff?"
He nodded, "That's right, you're right, Uncle Hua!"
This night was quiet, we slept together in the same bed, two big men were squeezed into the small single bed, making chirping noises, I thought I was an elder and had to respect myself, even though the person lying next to me was myself The person I care about day and night, before his heart is opened to me, I would like to treat him as a plum painted on paper.
When I was chaotic, I felt a heavy pressure on my chest, and Dezi's big hand could not stop sliding on my chest, gently twisting my chest hair, I didn't want to startle it, still Breathing in a smooth breath, let it wander around wantonly.
The five-clawed golden dragon swam like a snake, restlessly passed through my lower abdomen, entered a dense forest, and touched my already awakened stuff.
"This guy," I cursed secretly, I can't let him act recklessly, I turned over and scared the five-clawed golden dragon away.
What I want is not to be sneaky. Before the knot is fully opened, sexual behavior always leaves a shadow. I dare say that I like him and love him from the bottom of my heart.But having sex at this very moment is unclean, no different from a one-night stand.
Dezi, I'm sorry, we are still friends now, when you didn't overcome your inner demons, your consciousness was only out of impulsive instinct, not out of love between two people.If it doesn't stop you, this kind of unclean behavior will bring a lifetime of regret in someday regret, then we may not even have a friend to do it.
When he got up in the morning to prepare for the work in the store, Dezi also got up and asked him why he didn't sleep for a while. He said that he couldn't let the boss and the others go, so he had to go there early.
"Okay, you go, I'm also busy with the shop, see if there is a taxi or motorcycle, and grab one."
I handed him a few red bean paste buns, although he hadn't had time to wash his hands, but the characteristic expression in his eyes had long since disappeared without a trace, full of heart-rending horror.
I held his hand tightly and looked at him affectionately.
My child, it's not that I'm cruel, but that I don't want to take you in the turbid sea of evil. True love is holy and flawless. When you open your heart to love in the future, you are the God in my heart. I wish to be like It is like a bride, welcoming you, and then we will use our sincere feelings and infinite loyalty to create a perfect emotional life with you in our hearts.
If you want to know what happened next, please see the next chapter
☆, Warbur enters the city 4
Novella Nonfiction Comrade Literature No. [-]
4 defeat
It has been more than half a year since Dezi left, and there is still no news of him, just like the yellow crane that appeared in a dream, and flew away when he woke up.Whenever I get ready for the work of the stall early in the morning, I can't help but walk out of the approach road alone, watching the increasing number of passing vehicles and the tall buildings lined up, it gradually becomes clear in the morning light, the avenue leads to the North and South Roads, and the morning sun supports the sky Qing, who can comfort me?Who knows that I cry at night?Dezi, where are you, my heart has already given you love, do you belong to me?
The days keep repeating and superimposing. In this vast world, I am just an ordinary person, and I am also struggling for promotion. With the increase of the population of the community, now there are several small shops here, and the business is not as good as before.The place where there were more than a dozen tables and chairs was shrinking, and there was a new shop. Although I was forced to reduce the number of tables and chairs again and again, only three tables were left. I can no longer pay the wages of Aunt Ke and her two, so I have to do some by myself to reduce the pressure of rent as much as possible.
In this atmosphere, I really feel very strenuous. Although it is not considered heavy physical labor, it is very time-consuming and labor-intensive. I really need the help of my daughter and son-in-law. After all, my daughter is my own, and I come here to help from time to time. Flour or washing dishes, I know that for this she must be blamed by her mother-in-law.
Xiaodong also came to help when he came back from the summer vacation. At home, he was the only one who was not afraid of grandma. Besides, most of what I did was because of his reading.It's just that he is still a student and has his own family and classmates, so he can't come every day during the short summer vacation.
Selling breakfast is the busiest time, because I am the earliest store here, and I have a good reputation. Most of the diners are repeat customers. People who come late basically have no place to sit and eat. There are still people coming, even standing to eat. Also came to help me think about my business. Only now did I understand that although the business is small, word of mouth is extremely important. The so-called buying and selling of acquaintances is to buy favors and sell word of mouth.I also know that many of them came to help me because of my age. Since it is a business, everyone has a different strategy. Delivery.And other stores deliver grain, oil and gas to the door, which is beyond my reach.
All kinds of people live in this high-end and luxurious community, including rich businessmen and people who have recently moved to the city from the countryside, professors, scholars and cultural workers as well as wage earners.Many of them are my diners, they can be regarded as my acquaintances.I am kind-hearted, honest in my dealings, and I do business with repeat customers of acquaintances. If I meet acquaintances who come over on Sundays and weekends, I can also ask them to look at the store for a while, so that I have time to go to the wholesale market, and I can even go to see it. look at daughter.
Here, I also met the strange eyes of the same people. Their eyes are like fireflies at night. I can feel them, but I can’t see them clearly. There is an associate professor surnamed Zhang who is very addicted to cigarettes. He buys them from me every time. Cigarettes, they all said they forgot to buy them in the city, and said that the cigarettes I sell are not fake, so you can buy them with confidence.
Once it was raining heavily, the associate professor called and asked if it would be convenient for me to bring him cigarettes in, because there were a few good acquaintances in the shop sheltering from the rain, and I didn’t know what to do for a while. A Niu's young man offered to deliver the goods, saying that he was going home, so he just lent him the rain gear and sent the cigarettes in by the way.
Unexpectedly, the young man gave the associate professor a pair of fake cigarettes, and even charged him 800 yuan.I was so stupefied that the old man couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear.The young man is usually very honest, he has helped me watch the store many times, and he has never been short of a penny.
The associate professor didn't say anything afterwards, but I felt something was wrong. He used to buy a few packs of cigarettes from me every month.I didn't come in for half a month, and I went to other stores even for breakfast, why are you avoiding me now?
If I hadn't counted the goods and money, I don't know when there will be an extra pack of cigarettes.If you give Ah Niu a hard scolding, he will admit his mistake and admit that he did it, saying that the four-eyed dog told others that he looks like a rascal.I also said this, why does he still help me so much?Besides, even a high-ranking intellectual doesn't associate with him, why do you treat him like this?
When I thought about it carefully, it wasn't the case, it was because he didn't want to see Associate Professor Zhang get too close to me.His airy appearance hides a heart that respects and loves the old and loves the old.For such a child, I couldn't bear to blame any more, so I hurried to the door to apologize, returned the cigarettes to Associate Professor Zhang, and returned 50 yuan to collect the extra money.
The associate professor is a middle-aged man with a family and a family. He has a good temperament. He has delivered goods to his home several times. He is indeed a wealthy middle-class family.After all, he is a high-spirited man, and he felt embarrassed to see my sincere attitude.As if the fault was him and not me, this made me feel that the quality of a cultural person is high, and I couldn't help but think of Lin Xiangru in ancient times. penalty. "One fake one pays ten" is also my promise at the beginning.I was greatly moved by his tolerance and understanding.
Maybe after this incident, our contacts gradually increased. I admire such a loyal gentleman very much, and we became friends because of this.When giving him cigarettes, he would invite me to drink tea before leaving, and let me sit for a while. During the intermittent conversation, I clearly felt that he was not only praising my character, but also praising my appearance, praising me. He is a fairy, with a beard like a bearded man.
I am not a grass, how can I not know why, he is a good person, maybe he is a fellow!It's just that he has a higher level and hides deeper.
Perhaps a lonely old man like me lacks the care of my family, and while receiving the sympathy and sympathy of the society, it is easy to attract the attention of some homosexuals.
Whenever at this time, I always smiled like a farmer, and often gave him the illusion that the speaker has the intention to hear but the other has no intention.I have to do business, and I don't want to offend people.
There is also a keen intuition and sense of smell between colleagues, even a look or a casual word can be sensed, and when you meet someone you like or admire, you will naturally feel it in your heart, a person with admiration Eyes, a word of insincere admiration can also vent the master's mind.
In the sea of people coming and going, you can’t recognize the fanciers among them, and even those who leaked light will no longer be regarded as pathological as before, unlike me many years ago when I was regarded as a psychopath and suffered a double blow.This is also a manifestation of the progress of society.
I don't think the associate professor's suggestion to me is nasty. People have their own right to choose and be chosen freely. Like that young man, he has the right to love and be loved. What's more, when people are chosen, they have the right to veto of.
As an acquaintance, a friend, or a regular customer, I don’t want to hurt them. The reserved associate professor and the diligent young man have different expressions. I don’t intend to hurt their self-esteem. In this kind of thing, the self-esteem of the fan is already pitiful.
I can't escape the current living environment, who made me a fan?It will also be felt by some interested colleagues, making me the target they are chasing.It's just that I didn't respond to them, and I still approached them with a smile as usual.
Under my persuasion, Na Niu sincerely confessed and apologized to Associate Professor Zhang who had been tricked by him, and soon the two became good friends.Whoever says that the same person is sick, whoever says that the person is abnormal, just say that the few people I have come into contact with, one is a young man from a wealthy family who is still working part-time, one is a cultural person who has completed his studies, and one... and One is my Dezi, how are you?I think you are flustered.
It was late at night, and I still couldn't sleep. I put on my coat and went into the green area of the community. This is a small garden, and I sat on a bench.
The autumn night is not beautiful, at this time, the charm of the past has been lost, and the autumn wind gently sends the fallen leaves to whom is the mood appealing to?Dezi, are you a demon or a god?You have been away for nearly a year, like a yellow crane flying far away.I can't help but sing Cui Hao's "Yellow Crane Tower"
"The ancients have gone by the yellow crane,
The Yellow Crane Tower is vacant here.
Huang He is gone forever,
Baiyun thousands of years empty.
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Feeling melancholy and heartbroken, a figure slowly came over. From the sound of footsteps, I knew it was Associate Professor Zhang. In the dim light, he was wearing a coat and sat down beside me.After we had greeted each other, I talked about the weather.
"The night is nice tonight. Although it's the end of the year, it's not too cold." I said casually.
"Yeah." He nodded, "You are always very elegant."
I laughed, "I'm a farmer, how can I be elegant?"
He pointedly said, "Since we know that the yellow crane will never return, why not step on the parrot island? There are also swans in Jiangzhu, and goldfish swimming in Jiangbo. I would like to be the long-term companion of the tern, and I would like to enter the mouth of the koi."
The gentle man suddenly hugged me tightly while speaking, his restless tongue kept licking my face, and then kept stirring in my mouth, his short breath was full of strong desire, it was like that Envious of beauty and comfort, it stimulated the restlessness of my heart, hitting my heart like a raging flame,
"No!" I heard Dezi's voice carrying me at this moment, and felt that everything in front of me was so disgusting, I broke away from him suddenly, roared in a low voice, gave him a slap, got up and left.
My heart has been closed, my heart has become a cage, and my Dezi is still imprisoned in my heart. Even if I have no chance to be with him in this life, I am willing to guard this love that is almost unrequited love. No one can replace him.
The next day, I fell ill.The first time I closed the door to thank guests, my daughter and son-in-law rushed over, and the young man named A Niu also came to visit me.Take me to the medical room to see a doctor.
The doctor advised me to transfer to another hospital for treatment. I was reluctant to pay the expensive medical expenses. When I came back, I asked my son-in-law and daughter to help me look after the shop. I had to go back to the countryside to recuperate by myself. The countryside not only has good air, but also has many free mountain herbs.
My daughter and son-in-law wanted to send me back to the countryside in person, and even my in-laws, who had always been prejudiced against me, were anxious.
"No, you have to leave one person to watch the shop."
I still have the store in my heart, which is the source of life for Xiaodong to go to college, and I told him to send the money to the child on time.After discussion, my daughter and his wife decided that my son-in-law would escort me back to my hometown, and we boarded the vehicle back home.
On the road of same love, I won for the first time, but I paid for my love, my dying body, and my erotic dreams.
If you want to know what happened, please see the next breakdown.
☆, Warbur enters the city 5
Medium-length Documentary Entity Comrade Literature No. [-]
5 two into the city
Seeing that I was so seriously ill, my cousin's family was frightened at first. Looking at these humble peasants, I felt the thickness of the country and the strong affection of the family.I have been away for nearly a year, and the family is not in a bad position. The house is tidy and there are no fallen leaves in the courtyard, which shows that my cousin and his family are hardworking and trustworthy people.It’s just that the pigs and poultry are no longer raised. The big yellow dog Ah Huang and the cat are still there. Seeing me, the old owner, is as affectionate as a child. Seeing them is like seeing family members.
Sending off my son-in-law, my cousin asked my nephew and niece to take turns serving my food and living, which made me very uneasy. They all have families, and it is impossible to leave the countryside to work now.
After a few days, I was able to get out of bed and walk, so I sent them back and decided to take care of myself. I don’t know medical theory, but I know it’s the result of a sudden rush, and it won’t get better in a few days.
After recovering my strength a bit, I climbed up the Leigong Mountain behind the village. The mountain is not high, but because it is the Fengshui mountain in the village, people have not been allowed to cut firewood and wood on the mountain since ancient times, so the trees on the mountain are very lush, and there are many here. Chinese herbal medicine, but many of them withered in autumn. I dug a lot of plants such as ferntail grass, gall head, gourd tea, yellow ox tea, and collected some withered mushrooms. These are herbs for reducing heat and fire.
At this time, it was deep winter. Although there was no snow in the south, when I got up in the morning, I could see the surrounding fields. There was already a vast expanse of white frost in the fields. After cooking porridge and cleaning the yard, my life is regular and monotonous, which is in line with my personality.
I also figured it out in my heart, no one can take away what is mine, and I can't force what is not mine, why is the fate with Dezi not like this, what am I guarding for him?Commitment or loyalty?In fact, I am just guarding a longing for him!It has been almost a month since I returned to the countryside. I am accompanied by my cousin's family, as well as my cat and dog, but I still can't let Dezai go.
The Chinese New Year may be very lively in the city, and there is also the Golden Week, but in the countryside, the Chinese New Year is a time for women to work hard and men to play cards and gamble. Most of the young people in the village go to the city to join in the fun. On the third day of junior high school, Xiuxiu and his wife came back They stayed for one night and left, they were not used to life in the countryside.When I came back, I first came to see me, and second, I told me that the business of Shiduodian was very poor.
At noon on the fifth day of the fifth day of the lunar new year, Ah Huang barked very loudly. Associate Professor Zhang had already arrived in the small courtyard of my house with a few packages in his hand. I stopped Ah Huang and said to him, "Go, this is not the place you should come to .” He, a man of culture, knelt down in front of me.
"Huabo, it's all my fault, damn it, hit me!"
I said coldly, "Let's go, I don't have enough energy now, I need to rest."
I also figured it out, and I have nothing to say to him.I can no longer hate him in my heart. I have no intention to delve into his inner world. He is not a morally depraved person, nor is he a gentle hooligan, but a homosexual who can't control himself. It is a serious sexual harassment .
"Aren't you going to denounce me?" He trembled, "I'm mentally prepared."
Behind him is a career and a great future, as well as a family, wife and children.It’s not really a criminal case, but for a scholar, he lost his career and faced a broken family. At this moment, he pinned his hopes on me to save everything.
"I don't hate you, and I never thought of reporting you. You can go." I turned around and shouted, "Ah Huang, see you off!"
Where is Ah Huang seeing off guests?Suddenly rushing up to bite, the guy quickly dropped the thing in his hand and fled.
The reason why he was able to find here must be an excuse from my too honest daughter or son-in-law.
Those who were supposed to come didn't come, and those who shouldn't come came late. A few days later, the person surnamed Zhang came to my house again.I stood at the gate with Ah Huang, and he looked at Ah Huang with wide eyes, not daring to take half a step closer.
I asked: "Why do you still dare to come, not afraid of my Ah Huang?"
He nodded: "Scared!"
"Why are you still here?" I disdain to talk to him.
He said, "This time, I just say a word and leave."
I looked at him, "Let's talk, then leave quickly, don't let Ah Huang see you off again?"
He stared at me closely, "Are you a nice guy?"
How unreasonable, I cursed secretly, am I a bad person?He came all the way from a city more than 400 kilometers away just for this sentence?I recognized that he was asking me if I was gay, and if I was a cultural person.Just using good guys and bad guys to explain it seems too lacking in confidence.
I stared at him fiercely, "This has nothing to do with you, now you can go, and take your things away by the way."
I returned the package he left behind last time.He left resentfully, I hope he will not come again in the future.Looking at his figure, I felt a little amused. This rogue-like guy is not like a cultural person, and he might come again one day.
I was relieved that I finally let go of my hatred for him.Although it is impossible to be friends with him again in this life, I never want to live in hatred myself.
Seeing that the Lantern Festival is coming, since the death of my wife, I also spent several Lantern Festivals alone, and bought a pack of quick-frozen glutinous rice balls in advance at the market. Because there is no refrigerator, I have to store them at my cousin's house.This is a big family. After entering the house several times, the four sons have already married and established businesses. Now they are full of children and grandchildren, and several grandchildren are working in Shenzhen. It is really a big family with a strong population.
On the 14th day of the first lunar month, Xiuxiu came back, which surprised me. Since she became a monk that year, she followed the local custom not to return to her natal home for the Lantern Festival.Maybe there is something wrong.
Sure enough, Xiuxiu told me that the Shiduo store will be demolished in the near future, because the property management office was notified by the street office and the neighborhood committee to build a farmers' market only 500 meters away from the community, and uniformly mixed them in various communities. The grocery store was relocated into the market place.
Just move, this is also the general trend, how can we talk about the government?
"Dad, do you know a guy?"
"Which? Who?"
"I don't know him either. He has been here a few times and said he wanted to find you. Now, this is his phone number." Xiuxiu handed me the phone number.
It belonged to Dezi, my heart lit up, Dezi is back!I'm going to meet Dezi. It's my fate that can't escape after all, and it's not mine and I can't force it.
"Dad, what are you going to do about this matter? Tell me a word."
When I came back to my senses, I lied that it was a former customer, and I still had an outstanding bill of [-] yuan with him.
"Xiuxiu, Dad will return to the city with you."
"Why are you in such a hurry, your body..."
I said: "It's okay, Dad has recovered, and you can't handle this in the store. I have a contract with the management office."
The daughter replied: "I know that, otherwise why should I rush back to find you?"
The next day, I left my hometown again, not so much to make a living, but to recover my dream.It was a coincidence that the return home this time happened to be one hundred days, no more, no less.
Back in the shop, rumors of relocation were everywhere, and the shopkeepers were most concerned about how to get the best stalls in the most ideal location in the new market.
Naturally, I am also very concerned. After all, the business field is very particular about position. Even if you are a billionaire, you still pay attention to these things, and you will be willing to be cheated out of money by so-called Feng Shui masters.The house is already yours, if there is feng shui, it would have been settled long ago, but you still listen to those guys, even if you have to ask the master about setting up a writing desk, don’t you just ask for a reason? Do you feel at ease?It can be seen that Feng Shui has risen from the earliest practicality to the point of illusory.
When I saw Dezi again, it was a few days after my return.
He was wearing a short vest, not zipped up, revealing a neat white shirt, frosted jeans, and black leather shoes. His whole body seemed to be burning with youth, my God, my Dezi, you know, we wait You waited very hard, crying blood for you, standing by you, in front of you, I am no longer deep and reserved, I want to be as young as you in my heart!
He has changed, his eyes are no longer as arrogant as before, and he is no longer defiant and rebellious, with a kind smile on his face, and occasionally a trace of melancholy.
We wandered on the embankment, in the dark, I held him tightly, and I really didn't want to let go for the rest of my life.He stroked my snow-white hair and kissed my forehead. During the kiss, my tongue stirred in his mouth heartily, sucking his strong and youthful breath.
That night in Shiduo store, on my new bed after replacement, we, the old and the young, embraced each other and touched each other. At this moment, speech is worth more than words. A good night is worth a thousand dollars, just when my lust was completely awakened. A moment later, just as I was jumping into the sea, the damn phone rang.
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☆, Warbur enters the city 6
Novelty Novel Comrade Literature No. [-]
6 Spring Dreams Never Last
"Hey, which one?" I got up and raised the microphone and asked.
"Uncle Hua, it's me, Niu."
"What's the matter, Niu, it's midnight, can't tomorrow?" I was angry,
A Niu said: "Glasses said he forgot his wallet in your store. He said he was afraid of you, so he didn't dare to ask. He told me to ask, why don't you look for it."
I said angrily: "Look for ghosts and horses. If you lose your wallet, just look for me. These days, my daughter and son-in-law are helping me look at the store. I don't know."
"Yes, yes," Ah Niu said, "That's what the glasses said, could it be that your daughter didn't tell you when she took them?"
I got angry and said, "Brother Ah Niu, we are also friends. What do you mean by that? I don't know my daughter?"
"Huabo, I believe you. Why don't you call your daughter and ask where she picked it up? I'll wait for your call."
Dezi also got up and put his clothes on me so that I would not catch a cold.
I said angrily, "That bastard four-eyed dog, maybe the wallet was picked up by someone, so why did he rely on my daughter?"
Dezi replied, "Then you don't have to pay attention to him. Such a person does good things and does not only do bad things for others."
"That's right" I smiled and glanced at Dezi, knowing that what he was talking about just now was about to be completed.But I still called Xiuxiu, and Xiuxiu replied that she found a wallet and put it in the drawer. I opened it and found Xiuxiu's wallet.
When I called Ah Niu again, I told him, "I found the wallet, come out and take it back. It's best not to stay overnight for such a thing."
A Niu said, "No need, I won't delay your rest, go get it tomorrow."
After I got rid of the living Yan Luo Wang, I was surprised. If those two guys hadn't been mediated by me, the two of them would not be able to fight each other. Now it's a good thing, they are almost a pair of black and white impermanence.
The mood has been messed up, and I have to go to bed to continue the lingering spring night. Although my mood is not as good as before, how can I let go of such a good time?
When we finally calmed down, someone knocked on the door to buy cigarettes, and the person who came back turned out to be the developer of the community and the owner of the property company. He personally approved my contract. Don't communicate with others, as long as we don't embarrass us, we will burn incense, how dare we offend each other?Besides, when people come to buy cigarettes in the middle of the night, they can find my old man, which also shows that they are taking care of my business.As I responded, I hurriedly got up, put on my clothes and opened the door.
"There is 1916"
"No, this cigarette is hard to get, only gratitude, hard, do you want it?"
"Then get me one"
I couldn't find the whole Yellow Crane Tower hard box of Thanksgiving in the cigarette box, and it had already been dismantled.
"There are only nine packs, do you want one if it's not enough?"
He nodded "yes"
"One thousand and one hundred yuan!"
I gasped, yawned, took the money, and counted the money carefully before returning the other party 50 yuan.
After watching the other Audi leave, I felt cold and shivering all over my body.
Hurry up and go to bed, but the addiction has gone and I have no sexual interest, I always blame A Niu and the boss in my heart.
Since the workers left, there are not many new people in the community, but it is far away from the market. My taxi store can bring great convenience to the residents of the community, especially my taxi store has a lot of Daily necessities are very popular among the residents of the community, so the management office reduced my rent for three months, which moved me deeply. A legitimate business also serves our society.
The busy and tired work during the day made me forget everything. After I closed at 20 o’clock at night, I lay on the narrow bed. I always rolled on my side, as if I lost something in my heart. Years of heart, was inadvertently broken into by a young man, Dezi, are you okay?
In the early 60s, my family was not well-off, so I gave up the admission notice of the County No. [-] High School and entered the County Normal School. Here, I had a short-term teacher-student relationship, and had a relationship with the elegant and passionate head teacher. The first time I had sex in my life, I will remember it clearly all my life.Even though he got a new man later, I can't hate him and annoy him, after all, he brought me the first time that I will never forget. I often miss the time with him in the dead of night, and only during the day is my time. In normal times, I have to cheer up and devote myself to teaching with all my heart.Just when I had a job as a family child and was promoted to the principal of the town center primary school, when I was about to enter the year of my life, a young teacher broke into my world. He was my favorite young man. Looking at his The bold expression and timid expression are clearly a copy of my boyhood. From him, I experienced the enthusiasm and unrestrainedness of young people.
However, we had been in love for only three years before he committed suicide.I was also expelled from the party and public office for nothing.
Because of his sexual orientation, he repeatedly rejected the marriages arranged by his parents at home. After falling in love with me, he mentioned this matter. As an elder and his direct leader, I advocated that he get married and have children. He followed my personal opinion , With a family and children, although we have less contact, but I feel at ease, but his thoughts are all on me, and he even hugged and kissed his wife after drinking, and called my name.I was speechless and truly ashamed that the suspicious woman's attention to our relationship should catch us kissing on the spot.
The incident hit him hard, and he committed suicide soon after.I also became a notorious pervert, and was opened by the county education committee and the town government, and my heart was closed again.
It was Dezi's intrusion that aroused the restlessness in my heart. Although it is past ages, longing still emerges in my heart from time to time.
Nowadays, the society tolerates homosexuality, but still discriminates against homosexuals.So most gay people are in a state of extreme privacy.Humans must protect themselves in order to survive.
Xiuxiu and her son-in-law came to see me, most of them came at noon, they didn’t eat, they just sat for a while and then left. Before I left, I handed Xiaodong’s two-month expenses totaling 1000 yuan to Xiuxiu .Although I am annoyed, it is my daughter and grandson after all. If I have the ability, I will not let the child delay his future. Besides, I promised to give him [-] yuan a month, and I will do what I said.
Every time I look at their leaving figures, I always feel a little uncomfortable. What should come will not come, and what should not come will come upside down.
A few months later, with the increase of residents in the community, the place gradually became popular, and the business was much better than in the early days, especially the breakfast stall was very busy. I wanted to ask my daughter to come over to help, but her mother-in-law repeatedly stopped me and gave up. The kind-hearted Aunt Ke called a girl from her country to help.
On a very busy morning, Dezi appeared in front of me unexpectedly. He has not changed at all, he is still so strong, his manner is still so calm, and his eyes still have a kind of unruly flamboyance.If it weren't for someone on the spot, I would have hugged him tightly, "You bastard, you miss me so much" I cursed secretly, but the words turned into:
"Come on? Do you want rice rolls or rice noodles?"
"Uncle Hua, good morning, I see that you have hired people now, and you have become a big boss. I am not here to see you today, but to work for you."
His tone is always the same, talking about helping to clean up tables, chairs, bowls and chopsticks, and helping fried rice noodles, hey, this guy is quite good at it, I can't help but boast.
"Seeing kung fu, what's the mystery? Eat it every day, and you can see it clearly."
Looking at his lack of humility, I was praising him in vain.
After nine o'clock, the ingredients were used up. Although there were still sporadic customers, we closed the stall. After Aunt Ke and the country girl left, I had time to rest.
Dezi told me that the construction site of their engineering team is in another city more than 60 kilometers away from this city, and the project is about to be completed.This time, as a technician, I was brought by the boss and the captain to participate in the city's project bidding.
"Really?" I was overjoyed. "Then we can meet often."
He laughed: "The horoscope hasn't been written yet, why, miss me?"
I nodded, "Yes, I just want to make more money."
"Haha, you, you're just an old man!"
Dezi smiled very nicely, and my face turned red instantly.
With Dezi by my side, I feel that time flies so fast. When a customer came to buy things and saw us talking and laughing, some people thought it was my son.
After dinner, Dezi, who seldom drank alcohol, felt drunk, worried that he would go back to the hotel and let him stay for one night, but he blushed and looked at me in a daze.
"Did you dislike me for being dirty?"
"No, no!" Dezi nodded, "No, I'm too dirty, I'd better go."
I held his hand and said, "No matter how dirty, Uncle will not dislike you."
He shook off my hand heavily and said:
"You don't understand, I'm really dirty, I'm a damn gay!"
I finally understand that Dezi has his own past and he is still trapped in emotional confusion.
I pretended not to understand, and asked, "What is the base? How much is it per catty? How can it be sold? I want to buy some to try."
Dezi looked at me angrily, "You old man, do you really not understand or are you kidding me?"
I laughed, very heartily, and he smirked too.
"You drank too much tonight, isn't it just a double berth? How can there be so much stuff?"
He nodded, "That's right, you're right, Uncle Hua!"
This night was quiet, we slept together in the same bed, two big men were squeezed into the small single bed, making chirping noises, I thought I was an elder and had to respect myself, even though the person lying next to me was myself The person I care about day and night, before his heart is opened to me, I would like to treat him as a plum painted on paper.
When I was chaotic, I felt a heavy pressure on my chest, and Dezi's big hand could not stop sliding on my chest, gently twisting my chest hair, I didn't want to startle it, still Breathing in a smooth breath, let it wander around wantonly.
The five-clawed golden dragon swam like a snake, restlessly passed through my lower abdomen, entered a dense forest, and touched my already awakened stuff.
"This guy," I cursed secretly, I can't let him act recklessly, I turned over and scared the five-clawed golden dragon away.
What I want is not to be sneaky. Before the knot is fully opened, sexual behavior always leaves a shadow. I dare say that I like him and love him from the bottom of my heart.But having sex at this very moment is unclean, no different from a one-night stand.
Dezi, I'm sorry, we are still friends now, when you didn't overcome your inner demons, your consciousness was only out of impulsive instinct, not out of love between two people.If it doesn't stop you, this kind of unclean behavior will bring a lifetime of regret in someday regret, then we may not even have a friend to do it.
When he got up in the morning to prepare for the work in the store, Dezi also got up and asked him why he didn't sleep for a while. He said that he couldn't let the boss and the others go, so he had to go there early.
"Okay, you go, I'm also busy with the shop, see if there is a taxi or motorcycle, and grab one."
I handed him a few red bean paste buns, although he hadn't had time to wash his hands, but the characteristic expression in his eyes had long since disappeared without a trace, full of heart-rending horror.
I held his hand tightly and looked at him affectionately.
My child, it's not that I'm cruel, but that I don't want to take you in the turbid sea of evil. True love is holy and flawless. When you open your heart to love in the future, you are the God in my heart. I wish to be like It is like a bride, welcoming you, and then we will use our sincere feelings and infinite loyalty to create a perfect emotional life with you in our hearts.
If you want to know what happened next, please see the next chapter
☆, Warbur enters the city 4
Novella Nonfiction Comrade Literature No. [-]
4 defeat
It has been more than half a year since Dezi left, and there is still no news of him, just like the yellow crane that appeared in a dream, and flew away when he woke up.Whenever I get ready for the work of the stall early in the morning, I can't help but walk out of the approach road alone, watching the increasing number of passing vehicles and the tall buildings lined up, it gradually becomes clear in the morning light, the avenue leads to the North and South Roads, and the morning sun supports the sky Qing, who can comfort me?Who knows that I cry at night?Dezi, where are you, my heart has already given you love, do you belong to me?
The days keep repeating and superimposing. In this vast world, I am just an ordinary person, and I am also struggling for promotion. With the increase of the population of the community, now there are several small shops here, and the business is not as good as before.The place where there were more than a dozen tables and chairs was shrinking, and there was a new shop. Although I was forced to reduce the number of tables and chairs again and again, only three tables were left. I can no longer pay the wages of Aunt Ke and her two, so I have to do some by myself to reduce the pressure of rent as much as possible.
In this atmosphere, I really feel very strenuous. Although it is not considered heavy physical labor, it is very time-consuming and labor-intensive. I really need the help of my daughter and son-in-law. After all, my daughter is my own, and I come here to help from time to time. Flour or washing dishes, I know that for this she must be blamed by her mother-in-law.
Xiaodong also came to help when he came back from the summer vacation. At home, he was the only one who was not afraid of grandma. Besides, most of what I did was because of his reading.It's just that he is still a student and has his own family and classmates, so he can't come every day during the short summer vacation.
Selling breakfast is the busiest time, because I am the earliest store here, and I have a good reputation. Most of the diners are repeat customers. People who come late basically have no place to sit and eat. There are still people coming, even standing to eat. Also came to help me think about my business. Only now did I understand that although the business is small, word of mouth is extremely important. The so-called buying and selling of acquaintances is to buy favors and sell word of mouth.I also know that many of them came to help me because of my age. Since it is a business, everyone has a different strategy. Delivery.And other stores deliver grain, oil and gas to the door, which is beyond my reach.
All kinds of people live in this high-end and luxurious community, including rich businessmen and people who have recently moved to the city from the countryside, professors, scholars and cultural workers as well as wage earners.Many of them are my diners, they can be regarded as my acquaintances.I am kind-hearted, honest in my dealings, and I do business with repeat customers of acquaintances. If I meet acquaintances who come over on Sundays and weekends, I can also ask them to look at the store for a while, so that I have time to go to the wholesale market, and I can even go to see it. look at daughter.
Here, I also met the strange eyes of the same people. Their eyes are like fireflies at night. I can feel them, but I can’t see them clearly. There is an associate professor surnamed Zhang who is very addicted to cigarettes. He buys them from me every time. Cigarettes, they all said they forgot to buy them in the city, and said that the cigarettes I sell are not fake, so you can buy them with confidence.
Once it was raining heavily, the associate professor called and asked if it would be convenient for me to bring him cigarettes in, because there were a few good acquaintances in the shop sheltering from the rain, and I didn’t know what to do for a while. A Niu's young man offered to deliver the goods, saying that he was going home, so he just lent him the rain gear and sent the cigarettes in by the way.
Unexpectedly, the young man gave the associate professor a pair of fake cigarettes, and even charged him 800 yuan.I was so stupefied that the old man couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear.The young man is usually very honest, he has helped me watch the store many times, and he has never been short of a penny.
The associate professor didn't say anything afterwards, but I felt something was wrong. He used to buy a few packs of cigarettes from me every month.I didn't come in for half a month, and I went to other stores even for breakfast, why are you avoiding me now?
If I hadn't counted the goods and money, I don't know when there will be an extra pack of cigarettes.If you give Ah Niu a hard scolding, he will admit his mistake and admit that he did it, saying that the four-eyed dog told others that he looks like a rascal.I also said this, why does he still help me so much?Besides, even a high-ranking intellectual doesn't associate with him, why do you treat him like this?
When I thought about it carefully, it wasn't the case, it was because he didn't want to see Associate Professor Zhang get too close to me.His airy appearance hides a heart that respects and loves the old and loves the old.For such a child, I couldn't bear to blame any more, so I hurried to the door to apologize, returned the cigarettes to Associate Professor Zhang, and returned 50 yuan to collect the extra money.
The associate professor is a middle-aged man with a family and a family. He has a good temperament. He has delivered goods to his home several times. He is indeed a wealthy middle-class family.After all, he is a high-spirited man, and he felt embarrassed to see my sincere attitude.As if the fault was him and not me, this made me feel that the quality of a cultural person is high, and I couldn't help but think of Lin Xiangru in ancient times. penalty. "One fake one pays ten" is also my promise at the beginning.I was greatly moved by his tolerance and understanding.
Maybe after this incident, our contacts gradually increased. I admire such a loyal gentleman very much, and we became friends because of this.When giving him cigarettes, he would invite me to drink tea before leaving, and let me sit for a while. During the intermittent conversation, I clearly felt that he was not only praising my character, but also praising my appearance, praising me. He is a fairy, with a beard like a bearded man.
I am not a grass, how can I not know why, he is a good person, maybe he is a fellow!It's just that he has a higher level and hides deeper.
Perhaps a lonely old man like me lacks the care of my family, and while receiving the sympathy and sympathy of the society, it is easy to attract the attention of some homosexuals.
Whenever at this time, I always smiled like a farmer, and often gave him the illusion that the speaker has the intention to hear but the other has no intention.I have to do business, and I don't want to offend people.
There is also a keen intuition and sense of smell between colleagues, even a look or a casual word can be sensed, and when you meet someone you like or admire, you will naturally feel it in your heart, a person with admiration Eyes, a word of insincere admiration can also vent the master's mind.
In the sea of people coming and going, you can’t recognize the fanciers among them, and even those who leaked light will no longer be regarded as pathological as before, unlike me many years ago when I was regarded as a psychopath and suffered a double blow.This is also a manifestation of the progress of society.
I don't think the associate professor's suggestion to me is nasty. People have their own right to choose and be chosen freely. Like that young man, he has the right to love and be loved. What's more, when people are chosen, they have the right to veto of.
As an acquaintance, a friend, or a regular customer, I don’t want to hurt them. The reserved associate professor and the diligent young man have different expressions. I don’t intend to hurt their self-esteem. In this kind of thing, the self-esteem of the fan is already pitiful.
I can't escape the current living environment, who made me a fan?It will also be felt by some interested colleagues, making me the target they are chasing.It's just that I didn't respond to them, and I still approached them with a smile as usual.
Under my persuasion, Na Niu sincerely confessed and apologized to Associate Professor Zhang who had been tricked by him, and soon the two became good friends.Whoever says that the same person is sick, whoever says that the person is abnormal, just say that the few people I have come into contact with, one is a young man from a wealthy family who is still working part-time, one is a cultural person who has completed his studies, and one... and One is my Dezi, how are you?I think you are flustered.
It was late at night, and I still couldn't sleep. I put on my coat and went into the green area of the community. This is a small garden, and I sat on a bench.
The autumn night is not beautiful, at this time, the charm of the past has been lost, and the autumn wind gently sends the fallen leaves to whom is the mood appealing to?Dezi, are you a demon or a god?You have been away for nearly a year, like a yellow crane flying far away.I can't help but sing Cui Hao's "Yellow Crane Tower"
"The ancients have gone by the yellow crane,
The Yellow Crane Tower is vacant here.
Huang He is gone forever,
Baiyun thousands of years empty.
…………
Feeling melancholy and heartbroken, a figure slowly came over. From the sound of footsteps, I knew it was Associate Professor Zhang. In the dim light, he was wearing a coat and sat down beside me.After we had greeted each other, I talked about the weather.
"The night is nice tonight. Although it's the end of the year, it's not too cold." I said casually.
"Yeah." He nodded, "You are always very elegant."
I laughed, "I'm a farmer, how can I be elegant?"
He pointedly said, "Since we know that the yellow crane will never return, why not step on the parrot island? There are also swans in Jiangzhu, and goldfish swimming in Jiangbo. I would like to be the long-term companion of the tern, and I would like to enter the mouth of the koi."
The gentle man suddenly hugged me tightly while speaking, his restless tongue kept licking my face, and then kept stirring in my mouth, his short breath was full of strong desire, it was like that Envious of beauty and comfort, it stimulated the restlessness of my heart, hitting my heart like a raging flame,
"No!" I heard Dezi's voice carrying me at this moment, and felt that everything in front of me was so disgusting, I broke away from him suddenly, roared in a low voice, gave him a slap, got up and left.
My heart has been closed, my heart has become a cage, and my Dezi is still imprisoned in my heart. Even if I have no chance to be with him in this life, I am willing to guard this love that is almost unrequited love. No one can replace him.
The next day, I fell ill.The first time I closed the door to thank guests, my daughter and son-in-law rushed over, and the young man named A Niu also came to visit me.Take me to the medical room to see a doctor.
The doctor advised me to transfer to another hospital for treatment. I was reluctant to pay the expensive medical expenses. When I came back, I asked my son-in-law and daughter to help me look after the shop. I had to go back to the countryside to recuperate by myself. The countryside not only has good air, but also has many free mountain herbs.
My daughter and son-in-law wanted to send me back to the countryside in person, and even my in-laws, who had always been prejudiced against me, were anxious.
"No, you have to leave one person to watch the shop."
I still have the store in my heart, which is the source of life for Xiaodong to go to college, and I told him to send the money to the child on time.After discussion, my daughter and his wife decided that my son-in-law would escort me back to my hometown, and we boarded the vehicle back home.
On the road of same love, I won for the first time, but I paid for my love, my dying body, and my erotic dreams.
If you want to know what happened, please see the next breakdown.
☆, Warbur enters the city 5
Medium-length Documentary Entity Comrade Literature No. [-]
5 two into the city
Seeing that I was so seriously ill, my cousin's family was frightened at first. Looking at these humble peasants, I felt the thickness of the country and the strong affection of the family.I have been away for nearly a year, and the family is not in a bad position. The house is tidy and there are no fallen leaves in the courtyard, which shows that my cousin and his family are hardworking and trustworthy people.It’s just that the pigs and poultry are no longer raised. The big yellow dog Ah Huang and the cat are still there. Seeing me, the old owner, is as affectionate as a child. Seeing them is like seeing family members.
Sending off my son-in-law, my cousin asked my nephew and niece to take turns serving my food and living, which made me very uneasy. They all have families, and it is impossible to leave the countryside to work now.
After a few days, I was able to get out of bed and walk, so I sent them back and decided to take care of myself. I don’t know medical theory, but I know it’s the result of a sudden rush, and it won’t get better in a few days.
After recovering my strength a bit, I climbed up the Leigong Mountain behind the village. The mountain is not high, but because it is the Fengshui mountain in the village, people have not been allowed to cut firewood and wood on the mountain since ancient times, so the trees on the mountain are very lush, and there are many here. Chinese herbal medicine, but many of them withered in autumn. I dug a lot of plants such as ferntail grass, gall head, gourd tea, yellow ox tea, and collected some withered mushrooms. These are herbs for reducing heat and fire.
At this time, it was deep winter. Although there was no snow in the south, when I got up in the morning, I could see the surrounding fields. There was already a vast expanse of white frost in the fields. After cooking porridge and cleaning the yard, my life is regular and monotonous, which is in line with my personality.
I also figured it out in my heart, no one can take away what is mine, and I can't force what is not mine, why is the fate with Dezi not like this, what am I guarding for him?Commitment or loyalty?In fact, I am just guarding a longing for him!It has been almost a month since I returned to the countryside. I am accompanied by my cousin's family, as well as my cat and dog, but I still can't let Dezai go.
The Chinese New Year may be very lively in the city, and there is also the Golden Week, but in the countryside, the Chinese New Year is a time for women to work hard and men to play cards and gamble. Most of the young people in the village go to the city to join in the fun. On the third day of junior high school, Xiuxiu and his wife came back They stayed for one night and left, they were not used to life in the countryside.When I came back, I first came to see me, and second, I told me that the business of Shiduodian was very poor.
At noon on the fifth day of the fifth day of the lunar new year, Ah Huang barked very loudly. Associate Professor Zhang had already arrived in the small courtyard of my house with a few packages in his hand. I stopped Ah Huang and said to him, "Go, this is not the place you should come to .” He, a man of culture, knelt down in front of me.
"Huabo, it's all my fault, damn it, hit me!"
I said coldly, "Let's go, I don't have enough energy now, I need to rest."
I also figured it out, and I have nothing to say to him.I can no longer hate him in my heart. I have no intention to delve into his inner world. He is not a morally depraved person, nor is he a gentle hooligan, but a homosexual who can't control himself. It is a serious sexual harassment .
"Aren't you going to denounce me?" He trembled, "I'm mentally prepared."
Behind him is a career and a great future, as well as a family, wife and children.It’s not really a criminal case, but for a scholar, he lost his career and faced a broken family. At this moment, he pinned his hopes on me to save everything.
"I don't hate you, and I never thought of reporting you. You can go." I turned around and shouted, "Ah Huang, see you off!"
Where is Ah Huang seeing off guests?Suddenly rushing up to bite, the guy quickly dropped the thing in his hand and fled.
The reason why he was able to find here must be an excuse from my too honest daughter or son-in-law.
Those who were supposed to come didn't come, and those who shouldn't come came late. A few days later, the person surnamed Zhang came to my house again.I stood at the gate with Ah Huang, and he looked at Ah Huang with wide eyes, not daring to take half a step closer.
I asked: "Why do you still dare to come, not afraid of my Ah Huang?"
He nodded: "Scared!"
"Why are you still here?" I disdain to talk to him.
He said, "This time, I just say a word and leave."
I looked at him, "Let's talk, then leave quickly, don't let Ah Huang see you off again?"
He stared at me closely, "Are you a nice guy?"
How unreasonable, I cursed secretly, am I a bad person?He came all the way from a city more than 400 kilometers away just for this sentence?I recognized that he was asking me if I was gay, and if I was a cultural person.Just using good guys and bad guys to explain it seems too lacking in confidence.
I stared at him fiercely, "This has nothing to do with you, now you can go, and take your things away by the way."
I returned the package he left behind last time.He left resentfully, I hope he will not come again in the future.Looking at his figure, I felt a little amused. This rogue-like guy is not like a cultural person, and he might come again one day.
I was relieved that I finally let go of my hatred for him.Although it is impossible to be friends with him again in this life, I never want to live in hatred myself.
Seeing that the Lantern Festival is coming, since the death of my wife, I also spent several Lantern Festivals alone, and bought a pack of quick-frozen glutinous rice balls in advance at the market. Because there is no refrigerator, I have to store them at my cousin's house.This is a big family. After entering the house several times, the four sons have already married and established businesses. Now they are full of children and grandchildren, and several grandchildren are working in Shenzhen. It is really a big family with a strong population.
On the 14th day of the first lunar month, Xiuxiu came back, which surprised me. Since she became a monk that year, she followed the local custom not to return to her natal home for the Lantern Festival.Maybe there is something wrong.
Sure enough, Xiuxiu told me that the Shiduo store will be demolished in the near future, because the property management office was notified by the street office and the neighborhood committee to build a farmers' market only 500 meters away from the community, and uniformly mixed them in various communities. The grocery store was relocated into the market place.
Just move, this is also the general trend, how can we talk about the government?
"Dad, do you know a guy?"
"Which? Who?"
"I don't know him either. He has been here a few times and said he wanted to find you. Now, this is his phone number." Xiuxiu handed me the phone number.
It belonged to Dezi, my heart lit up, Dezi is back!I'm going to meet Dezi. It's my fate that can't escape after all, and it's not mine and I can't force it.
"Dad, what are you going to do about this matter? Tell me a word."
When I came back to my senses, I lied that it was a former customer, and I still had an outstanding bill of [-] yuan with him.
"Xiuxiu, Dad will return to the city with you."
"Why are you in such a hurry, your body..."
I said: "It's okay, Dad has recovered, and you can't handle this in the store. I have a contract with the management office."
The daughter replied: "I know that, otherwise why should I rush back to find you?"
The next day, I left my hometown again, not so much to make a living, but to recover my dream.It was a coincidence that the return home this time happened to be one hundred days, no more, no less.
Back in the shop, rumors of relocation were everywhere, and the shopkeepers were most concerned about how to get the best stalls in the most ideal location in the new market.
Naturally, I am also very concerned. After all, the business field is very particular about position. Even if you are a billionaire, you still pay attention to these things, and you will be willing to be cheated out of money by so-called Feng Shui masters.The house is already yours, if there is feng shui, it would have been settled long ago, but you still listen to those guys, even if you have to ask the master about setting up a writing desk, don’t you just ask for a reason? Do you feel at ease?It can be seen that Feng Shui has risen from the earliest practicality to the point of illusory.
When I saw Dezi again, it was a few days after my return.
He was wearing a short vest, not zipped up, revealing a neat white shirt, frosted jeans, and black leather shoes. His whole body seemed to be burning with youth, my God, my Dezi, you know, we wait You waited very hard, crying blood for you, standing by you, in front of you, I am no longer deep and reserved, I want to be as young as you in my heart!
He has changed, his eyes are no longer as arrogant as before, and he is no longer defiant and rebellious, with a kind smile on his face, and occasionally a trace of melancholy.
We wandered on the embankment, in the dark, I held him tightly, and I really didn't want to let go for the rest of my life.He stroked my snow-white hair and kissed my forehead. During the kiss, my tongue stirred in his mouth heartily, sucking his strong and youthful breath.
That night in Shiduo store, on my new bed after replacement, we, the old and the young, embraced each other and touched each other. At this moment, speech is worth more than words. A good night is worth a thousand dollars, just when my lust was completely awakened. A moment later, just as I was jumping into the sea, the damn phone rang.
If you want to know what happens next, please pay attention to the next chapter
☆, Warbur enters the city 6
Novelty Novel Comrade Literature No. [-]
6 Spring Dreams Never Last
"Hey, which one?" I got up and raised the microphone and asked.
"Uncle Hua, it's me, Niu."
"What's the matter, Niu, it's midnight, can't tomorrow?" I was angry,
A Niu said: "Glasses said he forgot his wallet in your store. He said he was afraid of you, so he didn't dare to ask. He told me to ask, why don't you look for it."
I said angrily: "Look for ghosts and horses. If you lose your wallet, just look for me. These days, my daughter and son-in-law are helping me look at the store. I don't know."
"Yes, yes," Ah Niu said, "That's what the glasses said, could it be that your daughter didn't tell you when she took them?"
I got angry and said, "Brother Ah Niu, we are also friends. What do you mean by that? I don't know my daughter?"
"Huabo, I believe you. Why don't you call your daughter and ask where she picked it up? I'll wait for your call."
Dezi also got up and put his clothes on me so that I would not catch a cold.
I said angrily, "That bastard four-eyed dog, maybe the wallet was picked up by someone, so why did he rely on my daughter?"
Dezi replied, "Then you don't have to pay attention to him. Such a person does good things and does not only do bad things for others."
"That's right" I smiled and glanced at Dezi, knowing that what he was talking about just now was about to be completed.But I still called Xiuxiu, and Xiuxiu replied that she found a wallet and put it in the drawer. I opened it and found Xiuxiu's wallet.
When I called Ah Niu again, I told him, "I found the wallet, come out and take it back. It's best not to stay overnight for such a thing."
A Niu said, "No need, I won't delay your rest, go get it tomorrow."
After I got rid of the living Yan Luo Wang, I was surprised. If those two guys hadn't been mediated by me, the two of them would not be able to fight each other. Now it's a good thing, they are almost a pair of black and white impermanence.
The mood has been messed up, and I have to go to bed to continue the lingering spring night. Although my mood is not as good as before, how can I let go of such a good time?
When we finally calmed down, someone knocked on the door to buy cigarettes, and the person who came back turned out to be the developer of the community and the owner of the property company. He personally approved my contract. Don't communicate with others, as long as we don't embarrass us, we will burn incense, how dare we offend each other?Besides, when people come to buy cigarettes in the middle of the night, they can find my old man, which also shows that they are taking care of my business.As I responded, I hurriedly got up, put on my clothes and opened the door.
"There is 1916"
"No, this cigarette is hard to get, only gratitude, hard, do you want it?"
"Then get me one"
I couldn't find the whole Yellow Crane Tower hard box of Thanksgiving in the cigarette box, and it had already been dismantled.
"There are only nine packs, do you want one if it's not enough?"
He nodded "yes"
"One thousand and one hundred yuan!"
I gasped, yawned, took the money, and counted the money carefully before returning the other party 50 yuan.
After watching the other Audi leave, I felt cold and shivering all over my body.
Hurry up and go to bed, but the addiction has gone and I have no sexual interest, I always blame A Niu and the boss in my heart.
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