Male heart trembling

Walking on the street of Gulou, I bought a lot of delicious things, and felt like a profligate young master.Watching hundreds of yuan bills turn into change and then disappearing, I was a little flustered and absurd.

But all these negative emotions disappeared when the friends in the dormitory took the gifts I gave them in the name of my cousin.They happily said thank you words, and the panic caused by spending money was swept away. I like to hear them talk about Mr. Tang.

Listening to them praise Mr. Tang seems to give them a sense of recognition—the person I like, they also like, although the meanings of the two likes are different, even though I like a man.

The person who receives the gift will always thank the person who gave the gift. Listening to them say good things about Mr. Tang makes me happier than complimenting me directly. I just listen, smile and listen quietly, listening to my mood Comfortable, blushing.

"You are so lucky to have such a good brother."

Someone said that, and I understand it as "you are so lucky to have such a loving person."

But in the dead of night, when other people’s compliments turned into loud snoring sounds one after another, when there was only myself and the upper bed in the dark, what I was thinking about, what I saw, and what I was thinking about were all Mr Tang.

The difference is that this time it's not just about missing, but more about the aftertaste of our conversation.Mr. Tang will get married. He stated this conclusion very seriously and did not give me any room to change.

From the very beginning, I knew that the relationship between us could not last forever, how could two men last forever?I only hope that we can get along for a long time, get along long enough, and after we part, there will be enough memories of the past.

I love Mr. Tang deeply, and if he chooses to stay with me while he chooses to get married, I will agree.If he chooses to cut off all contact with me after marriage, I will turn around and leave. I will cry, feel wronged, and lose sight of the future, but I will never disturb Mr. Tang's life.

I'm afraid he will give me a sum of money, a large sum of money. Maybe I won't be without food for half my life without going to work. I will accept this money, just like the money I stuffed in my schoolbag, because Doing so can reassure Mr. Tang.

I really wanted to call Mr. Tang, even if it was just to send a text message, but I didn't. The environment I live in is full of sunshine, youth and nature, but Mr. Tang is probably facing a dispute, a war, and a battle of who No compromise nightmare either.

I really couldn't sleep, and I really missed Mr. Tang, so I took out the jade pendant he gave me, held it in my hand, as if holding Mr. Tang's hand, and stuck it to my mouth, as if kissing Mr. Tang's lips. Put it in front of your nose and smell it gently, as if you can smell Mr. Tang.

On Monday morning, some things began to spread among the classmates. In summary, there are two things that have something to do with me, one is the selection of the school grassroots, and the other is the selection of the student union.Many girls in the class told me that I am the most handsome boy in our class, if I want to be more conscious and sign up on the school website, everyone will support me.

I smiled shyly, even though I had already decided to participate in this event, and it was for Mr. Tang, but when it came time to act, I still felt very embarrassed to face the smiling faces of many beautiful girls.

I needed three photos of my life to sign up. The students in the class volunteered to take three photos for me, so we ran to the library, basketball court and swimming pool to find inspiration.

There is also a small episode in this, there is a girl in the class who grows up very sweetly, and she is going to participate in the school flower competition. Together.

If there is no Mr. Tang, I may like other people's school grass, but whether there is Mr. Tang or not, I will not like school flowers.I smiled and ignored those people, but was said by those people that I was shy and wanted to get caught.

As for the election of the student council, because I have good academic performance and actively participate in various school activities, I am naturally one of the candidates.

The new week has become busy, and I have become the focus of many people's discussions, but they don't know that what I am worried about is not whether I can be a senior student, or whether I can enter the student union, but why it has been four days, and Mr. Tang Did not contact me.