Male heart trembling

Sleepless at night, looking at the flickering light outside the window, it is the purple-red light released by Tianjin Eye in the night.

The Tianjin Eye is a Ferris wheel erected on a bridge. On a day without smog, you can see a long distance. One cockpit can take eight people, and it takes 28 minutes to complete a lap.I found all these data on the Internet. I have never used this facility that is very close to the apartment.It's not because I'm afraid of heights, and it's not because I'm reluctant to pay for the ticket, but because it's too close, it loses the motivation to play once.

The Tianjin Eye is a good landmark, and Mr. Tang's apartment can be seen very clearly.This is the selling point of the apartment and one of the reasons why it is expensive, but after actually living in it, Mr. Tang kept complaining that the fuchsia light disturbed his desire to sleep in pure darkness.I later replaced the very thick curtains that block everything from outside.However, always inadvertently, the curtains are not drawn properly, allowing those disturbing sleep and disturbing light to squeeze in.

Mr. Tang slept very deeply. The ups and downs just now consumed too much energy in his heart. The burden in his heart was relieved after the passion, and he immediately took advantage of this gap to fall asleep.But I couldn't sleep, even though Mr. Tang still chose to hold me in his arms, even though I could still feel his body temperature, smell and muscles at close range, but I couldn't get any relief because my heart was empty.

I got up and came to the bed, and looked outside through the small gap in the curtain. Anyway, Mr. Tang was already asleep, so he shouldn't feel the intrusion of the light.

After the passion, I didn't wear any more clothes, just sat naked on the warm floor, curled up and looked out the window quietly.I don't want to seduce anything, nor do I want to show off my sexy body, let alone a natural exhibitionist, I'm just attracted by the purple light, like being guided by an elf in the middle of the night, forgetting everything in the world, just search.In fact, there is no need to cover it at all. I am the only one in this darkness and the faint purple light, like a cat curled up in the darkness. I only need to worry about the owner behind me, but what do I care about?If the owner wants to be touched, he has to open his belly and let him be touched.

I feel that I have become different from before. Ever since I got used to being indulged by Mr. Tang, it seems that everything can be resolved with a skin-to-skin kiss, and it seems that all sorrows can disappear after the passion.Since when did I become like this?I wholeheartedly want to be a capable person beside Mr. Tang, and I want to stand up when he encounters difficulties, but now I am drifting away from that idea. Mr. Tang’s difficulties have come, and Mr. Tang’s sorrow Came too, and I just knelt between his legs giving him physical pleasure.

After pleasure?Mr. Tang is very comfortable, very refreshed, and fell asleep quickly, but when the sun rises again, he still has to face his own difficulties, still has to face his own sorrow, everything I do at night can only be cheap , Meaningless sharing.Even this sharing is not only something I can do, he can find any man to do it.

But ask yourself, what else can I do?It's just that time is too slow, and I grow even slower, so I can only use my body to please the other party when he is unhappy.I still remember when I was serving him just now, he raised his head and looked up at the ceiling with his strong chest. He was very happy, but he only regarded me as a tool to get refreshment. Even though he loved me so much, at that moment he still Showing contempt for me, yeah, I'm just a tool for carnal pleasure.

I believe that Mr. Tang is kind to me, but I also believe that there are always such moments in life that make me feel that I am still the poor boy who was kneeling on Tang La Yaxiu's carpet and serving the big boss.After all, Mr. Tang is Mr. Tang, his name is Tang Wu, and he is known as Brother Wu. After all, he is the one who is superior. Even if he is willing to laugh and tease with me in the folk, when the real crisis comes, he still wants to sit back on the throne. a rhythm.

I feel very sad, more sad than the collapse of my own psychological construction.I have always hinted to myself that one day Mr. Tang will take back his tenderness and love for me, and become the big boss who was full of majesty and disdain, drive me out of the house, and never see each other again.Originally, I had already realized something and understood the rhythm of this world, but why couldn't I bear it when this situation was only showing a little sign, not even a sign of a sign?

There was a little sound behind me, it was the sound of my feet touching the floor, I turned around suddenly, and Mr. Tang also walked towards me naked.He is so sexy, even the darkness can't stop his sexy body.He sat down behind me and wrapped his strong arms around me, and I felt the warmth of his body, the smell of his unflavored cigar, the pressure of his chest muscles against my back. sexy.

He hugged me tightly and whispered, "I dreamed of you just now."