Born to haggard my heart

really old

"Do you know Kai's phone number?" Nodding, Wu Tianyu called: "Director Jin, I am Xiaobai's doctor, and now as a doctor, I order you to tell me your brother's phone number, address, and where he is now What's the matter? You don't know? Don't be long-winded! Tell me."

Write it down quickly, turn the car around, and head in another direction.Why go?

The speed is so fast, I almost throw up.It was rush hour again, dodging left and right, shaking violently.Seeing that I couldn't bear it, he drove to a secluded place, and the whole car shifted instantly.

Seeing my surprised look, he was a little proud.

Push the door and get off the car, it is another Empire State Building, another towering building like New World Plaza.

Follow him in, there are many people in the elevator, and he pulls it and instantly transfers to a huge office with a glass dome, white decoration, and furniture.

I was surprised to see Kim packing up.It seemed that he was going to get off work, and he was also surprised to see us, and then he showed that kind, seemingly honest, harmless smile: "Xiaobai, long time no see."

Unconsciously, I reached out to touch the scar left by my bite on my neck.

There is a lot of HIV in the blood, thanks to not drinking it at the time!

Wu Tianyu went up aggressively: "Did you call Xiaobai? Shut up! Whatever I ask you now, just answer!"

Kim nodded cooperatively: "Okay, Xiaobai called you here, are you looking for something later?"

"I'm his doctor, and now I'm asking you, when was your last physical examination? What's the result? Are you in the incubation period of AIDS? Have you been infected with other sexually transmitted diseases? Did you take safety measures when you were with Xiaobai?"

I started to shiver, turned around and walked out the door.Wu Tianxuan didn't look back at me, but stared at Kim, and shouted: "Stop, don't go!" When he shouted, I stopped.

Wu Tianyi was almost lying on Kim's face, and his anger sprayed straight to that face that I never want to see again.

Kim still had the same smile: "Don't worry, I'm absolutely clean, and Xiaobai is even cleaner than me! So, I don't need to answer your question just now."

"What do you say, I don't believe it, I only believe in the hospital! Go for a STD test immediately! Go to work this afternoon!"

Kim looked at me and said, "If Xiaobai is worried, I can go! Although I have many boyfriends and girlfriends, they are all carefully selected. Not everyone can sleep in my bed."

Shameless!It seems that getting on his bed should be an honorable thing!

Then he said to me: "Xiaobai, don't worry, I have no problem, I will go for a checkup, I know your temper, I will not force you." A rare and serious expression.

Wu Tianxuan said coldly: "You'd better be clean. If Xiaobai gets dirty because of you, I will abandon my thousand-year-old practice, kill and wipe your whole family clean from this world!"

What he said, Kim just thought it was because he played too many games and didn't care.

"I haven't figured out how to take care of you for being obsessed with rape Xiaobai, so I'll give you a small gift first, enjoy it!" With a wave of my finger, there was a loud noise, and the tempered flexible glass dome cracked and stuck together ,Fall down.

Wu Tianyu came over and pulled me up, turned around and said to Kim: "Tell you, Jin! Stay away from Xiaobai in the future, see you once, beat you once, until the day you die!"

Glass smashed on the furniture and shattered on the ground like a rain of diamonds.

In the corridor, I shook off Wu Tianyu's hand and glared: Why are you here?I don't want to see him!I don't want to see him!I just want to forget about it!

He is a little angry, and has received my strong protest "Why? I want to kill him! You know? This is already considered light. Because I haven't thought of how to punish him!"

I will treat it as being bitten by a dog, and I can't turn around and bite the dog again!

"Being bitten by a dog, and infected with rabies! You don't go back and kill that dog, and you wait for him to go around harming others?"

When I was afraid to kill him, I was bitten by a mad dog again!Have you ever been bitten by a mad dog?I just wanted to hurry up and forget about it.If it weren't for the fear of being infected, this matter would have passed long ago. I have been waiting for the window to pass, and I am going crazy!Don't make trouble, okay?My heart is so tired.

Seeing that my eyes were red again, he couldn't help but slow down his tone: "Understood, you have to relax, don't think about the bad, but think about the good."

The elevator came up, security showed up, Kai got out of the elevator, and Kim came out of the office, shaking off the shards of glass.

Kai looked at the situation of the three of us, and guessed that it was almost inseparable, and said, "You, Xiaobai." Seeing that KIm was injured, he went over: "What's going on?"

Kim still had the usual usual smile: "It's okay, let's go to the decoration department to clean it up." Passing through the crowd, he took a deep look at me.

Wu Tianyu put his arms around me and entered the elevator: "You look like this, do you want to stay with me for a while?"

No, I have to go back to An Feifan and stay in a place with his breath.

"He's already healed, you don't need to go back."

Now I need him, now I am sick, I cannot live without him.

Wu Tianyu stared at me: "What do you mean?"

When I left him, my heart ached so badly, it hurt so badly that I could only stay by his side.

He looked at the mist rising from my eyes, and his chest heaved violently: "Are you in love with him? Are you in love with him?" Desperately pushed me against the wall of the elevator: "I told you, don't fall in love with me Human! Otherwise, your ending will be miserable! Time and time again, you will not have a long memory! Even though you know that I like you, you still love others!"

I watched him hurt, and I hurt too, but I'm sorry.

"I don't want your sorry! I'm sorry for a fart, I want you to love me! Love me!"

Angry and desperate, he kissed my lips, plundering unscrupulously, regardless of his lips, teeth, tongue, the whole body of his plundering target, regardless of my resistance, regardless of my tears.

The elevator stopped and the door closed. The people outside the door were shocked when they saw this scene, and the door closed again.In an instant, he was in his little sports car.

I tried my best to push him away, and was about to open the door. There was a fishy sweetness on my lips, did my skin break?

He reached out and took my hand: "Don't go!" He cried.Never saw him cry.

I was sitting on the co-pilot in a daze, and he was lying on the steering wheel, crying very sadly, as if all the grievances of thousands of years were released at this moment:

"Xiaobai, you don't understand, how long I've loved you, and how painful it is for you. Thousands of years of loneliness, loneliness. You don't understand.

I think I have eternal life like this, but there is no one to accompany me.The feeling of loneliness to the bone marrow.

You idiot, how can you understand.

So, Xiaobai, when you appeared, I was so excited and happy.With you here, every day of mine becomes something to look forward to, and it is no longer an endless repetition.

Every day becomes a new one, you know? "

I couldn't answer him, so I put my hand on his back to comfort him.

"Xiaobai, even if you are destined to fall in love with humans foolishly and hopelessly, can you leave me a place in your heart?

How long can you stay with him?You have an eternal face, ten years later, don't you wait to be scary?You have been with him for ten years at most, 20 years?

Because no one is immortal, even if he doesn't mind, how long can humans live? 80 years old?He has 50 years left.

In the past 50 years, you have always looked pretty at the age of 20.He is gradually old and weak, with white hair and chicken skin, and old eyes are dim.You have never been old, and you don't know how scary it is to be old.

Even if you don't mind his aging, doesn't he mind himself?There are too many things between you. "

I understand, you said it, but the heart, it cannot be controlled.

In the afternoon, the hourly worker aunt came early and was busy in the kitchen, preparing a lot of dishes.

I sat next to the beauty in the corridor facing the patio on the second floor, and what Wu Tianxuan said before leaving was in my mind:

"Xiaobai, time is the ultimate goal for human beings, no one can understand it, no one can escape, it has an ending.

But for you and me, time is a constant repetition.So, I will wait for you, really wait for you to arrive forever. "

I understand what he means, how deeply he loves me to do this.

He is like an older brother, looking at his younger brother dotingly, let's go out and play, enough playing outside, enough playing, all the friends are home for dinner, no one will play with you, you have to come back to me.

Because of the vivid friends in front of me, the friends who greeted me one by one, who will be there after 50 years?

I smiled and waved to them, unable to hide the sadness in my heart.

Human beings are so fragile, so I will cherish the time with you.