Lock your heart
Chapter 2 2. Hatred
Ye Qingchen was fed a bowl of meat porridge by Fang Duo, then Fang Duo cleaned his hands and covered him with a quilt and said, "Qingchen, I slept late last night, you should take a rest." He left, but Ye Qingchen pulled his sleeve again.
"Your Majesty, tell me, how can you let me go?"
Fang Duo looked at the complicated look in his pale hands and eyes on his sleeve, and then smiled and said, "Qingchen, you think too much, how can I let you go? You are the only warmth I want in my life, so from now on I It is impossible to let go of you anymore. If you are willing to go back with me, then we will set off in a few days. If not, I have decreed to build this place into a palace. You can live here forever if you want, I will accompany you you."
After speaking, Fang Duo patted his chest again, then got up and left.
Ye Qingchen looked blankly at the top of the bed. The town he lived in was not far from the imperial city, and the journey was only two or three days away. But the master told him that if he wanted to spend a few years in peace, he should live here, otherwise he would be found by Fang Duo, who knew him very well.
After thinking about it, he agreed, and then Fang Duo sent many people to look for him from afar, and he was indeed allowed to hide safely for five years.
However, five years is not the limit, because the owner of Chiyanzhai told Fang Duo his location.
And when he received the letter from Chiyanzhai, Fang Duo had already sent someone to guard him, and he could no longer escape.
Thinking about it, his thoughts seemed to have flown through so many years, and it actually reminded him of the time when they first met.
It was 20 years ago, he went to Pingwang Mansion for the first time, and when he was wandering in the backyard of the palace, he saw the little Fang Duo who was being bullied. At that time, Fang Duo was wearing tattered clothes, very small and thin, and his head was extraordinarily big. His face was dirty, but there was no wave in his dark eyes, like a pool of stagnant water.
Prince Ping smiled and said to him, this child was born of a slave, and he shouldn't have appeared here, but who knew he would offend him like this, so he ordered someone to take the child away.
Fang Duo was also very courageous, he suddenly rushed to Ye Qingchen's feet to ask for help, Ye Qingchen's status was special, even King Ping had to avoid him, the people around him were always pampering and complimenting him, this is the first time he met this He was also taken aback by the incident, but he also knew in his heart that if the child was really taken away, then his life would be gone.
So he asked King Heping to ask for someone, "Meeting is fate, I want to take this child away."
Although King Ping felt ashamed, Ye Qingchen asked him for something for the first time, which made him feel honored. No one had ever asked Ye Qingchen to speak. Naturally, this was also a kind of honor. The person behind Ye Qingchen showed his affection.
At that time, Ye Qingchen was only a ten-year-old child, and he could predict the short future, but he couldn't predict the long future. He was only happy to save a life. How could he predict the turmoil that would happen ten years later, and Fang Duo's transformation?
There are curls of incense burning in the room. It is his favorite Jingshen incense. It is hard to find Jingshen incense. He has not used it for five years.
Ye Qingchen didn't know how long he had been in a trance, Fang Duo came back again, cleaned his hands and burned incense, now he came over and asked him, "Qingchen, what are you thinking?"
Ye Qingchen closed his eyes, "I was thinking back then, if I hadn't gone to Prince Ping's Mansion, at least I don't have to do it now."
Hearing this, Fang Duo's smile deepened, and he sat on the side of the bed and smiled, "But there's no such thing, Qingchen, you should know that things can't be changed now, not to mention, you let me know at the beginning, that's the only way, I can keep you..."
What happened back then, even though he had ruled the world, he was still powerless to keep Ye Qingchen. When Ye Qingchen faced him with a sword, it became a wound in his heart. For five years, every moment was in pain, and then But now there is no peace for a moment, he is afraid that what happened back then will happen again...
But Ye Xi is still young after all, he is not the prince Xianning, he cannot decide to end his own life, fortunately this child is still young, so he can hold it in his hands.
When he first learned of Ye Xi's identity, he also hated it. Why did he enjoy a woman he couldn't get easily, but what followed was joy. Even though this child made him hate him so much, but he You can also use this child to restrain Ye Qingchen.
Ye Qingchen, if it weren't for relatives and friends, no one would be able to keep him...
How afraid is he that Ye Qingchen will leave without worrying about it like his father?At that time, it is really hopeless.
"You hit the water life, but you act decisively with the wood. The water and the tree are excellent, but they are overly suppressed because of your elder brother Mu Ming. His life is only five kalpas, so the seventh birthday is the kalpa. Fang died. I will take you that day." Leave, look at your fate, I know you are a burden, but I wish you a safe life, so I can only use gold to overcome wood and name you Fang Duo, Duoer, you have been with me for 15 years, it should have been Understand, things cannot be forced, and fate cannot be disobeyed, but now you have come this far and forced me and you to be Longyang, do you know what kind of consequences you will bear in the future?"
Fang Duo's pupils shrank slightly when he heard this, Ye Qingchen called him Duo'er for the first time after the reunion, and he had never heard of this title since that incident happened.But he didn't hear the persuasion in those words at all. Instead, he lowered his body and hugged Ye Qingchen intimately, resting his head on Ye Qingchen's shoulder, "Qingchen, what do you say? You feel happy when you are together, and the rest, even if it doesn’t end well, as long as you can stay by your side, it will be a day, and if you can stay with you for a while, it will be a while..." If the sky stops him, he will go against the sky. Hell will never be reborn, and he has no regrets!
Fang Duo was well prepared this time, and seemed to be afraid that Ye Qingchen would want to escape again, and he was so hard on Ye Qingchen that he had to walk on the ground every day, and Ye Qingchen had to go back to the hospital after five years as a last resort. He picked up the breathing technique to recover his body quickly. He wanted to see Ye Xi, and that was the only way he could watch Ye Xi for a while in the yard.
After a while, his body couldn't bear the need to go back to his room to rest.
Sure enough, Fang Duo had dismissed the surrounding people as he said, and then ordered people to build a palace next to him.
"I have seen the priest..."
Official Chang Ming stepped forward to salute Ye Qingchen a little excitedly. When Ye Qingchen was a priest, he was under Ye Qingchen's subordinates. After Ye Qingchen was away for so many years, he still served as his own official, but without Ye Qingchen. With Chen's ability, the pressure of being an official is extraordinarily great.
"Li Qing?" Ye Qingchen looked at Chang Mingguan in surprise. He was already going back to his room. Fang Duo demanded a lot from him every night, so he naturally didn't have much energy to take care of Ye Xi. Can't be with him, other things are still living well.
It's just that this kind of life also makes Ye Qingchen vigilant, some things can't just be avoided if he wants to, he is very afraid that that thing will continue to happen, so afraid that he will not be able to get away.
In this case, a solution must be found, and Li Qing's appearance just happened to be an opportunity.
"Li Qing, how is the current situation in the court?"
Li Qing sighed when he heard the words, "Priest, Emperor Cheng is very unpopular because he has no priests to assist him, and the ministers in the court are also harboring evil intentions, and what happened to Prince Xianning back then also made Emperor Sheng's throne unstable. With the key to Guining Pagoda, I am afraid that he has been pulled down from the throne long ago."
Emperor Sheng is Fang Duo's title.
Ye Qingchen's pupils constricted when he heard the words, and he didn't know what it was like. Fang Duo was raised by him, and it was false to say that he had no feelings. His feelings for Fang Duo were no less than those for Ye Xi.
only……
"Qingchen, what are you talking about?"
Fang Duo just appeared at this time, and Li Qing saluted, but Fang Duo was not interested in him, so he waved him down.
"Duo'er, have the ministers of the court prepared to impeach you, or have already begun to impeach you, and want to support a new emperor to take the throne?"
Ye Qingchen felt a little uncomfortable, so he asked, Fang Duo pursed his lips, "No, Qingchen, you don't need to worry about that!"
"Don't worry about it?" Ye Qingchen said mockingly, "Isn't it because of this that you came to find me? It's a good plan to kill two birds with one stone!" Looking at Fang Duo's expression, he didn't let go of anything.
A look of disbelief flashed in Fang Duo's eyes when he heard the words, and then he lowered his head and smiled, "Yes, if I take you back, I will have a priest, and I can be the king in a legitimate way, and I don't have to worry about the courtiers wanting to marry you." I pulled it down..."
Ye Qingchen looked at Fang Duo disappointedly, and sure enough...
"I said this, are you satisfied? You were like this at the beginning, thinking of me extremely evil, and you are still like this now, Qingchen, you always have good intentions for others, why must you treat me with the greatest malice? I just made a mistake once, so I can't win your favor again? Can't I do this just for you? Qingchen, how much do you hate me that you must hurt me like this?"
There was deep pain in Fang Duo's eyes, accompanied by anger and despair. It turned out that it was really a betrayal, so he could never be forgiven again?
Ye Qingchen was stunned by Fang Duo's words, then pushed Fang Duo away and turned back to the bedroom.
He sat on the bed and looked up at the roof, yes, Fang Duo did make a mistake at the beginning, but only once, the only time, why he could laugh at other people's mistakes, but couldn't accept Fang Duo's actions?
In his mind, he recalled the blood in the room of Jiaochen Hall, and lying in the blood was his best friend Xianning who grew up with him...
Is it because he never thought that Fang Duo would treat him like this, or because of Xianning's death?He only knew that he resented him, but where did the resentment towards Fang Duo come from?
If I hate him for imprisoning him without my consent, or blame him for killing Xianning?Or was it because when he ascended to the throne of God that he could no longer take care of and protect him as a protector?
Or is it simply... He himself is unwilling to face the feelings he has had for Fang Duo in his heart?
Everything was repeated in his mind until everything was fixed on Ye Xi's little face.
then……
then!
It turned out that it was just unwillingness at that time, and the resentment was when Ye Xi was born, or when he appeared.
What he hated was that Fang Duo broke his wings and imprisoned him, and even more because he had to bear the pain that he shouldn't have to bear!
Ye Qingchen suddenly became flustered, if he was still the same as before, would he still be willing?
Hands unconsciously caress the upper abdomen, if after a while, here...
Closing his eyes in pain, the pain and struggle of the past resurfaced again. He is a skywalker and cannot kill, let alone his own child. If it continues now, he will still keep it...
Resentment flooded in my heart again, if it wasn't for Fang Duo, why would he be like this?
Embarrassed to give birth to offspring for another man, to bear the pain that shouldn't belong to him?
If Fang Duo hadn't insisted, how could he have ended up like this from a high priest?
A hoarse voice echoed in the room, "Fang Duo, I will never forgive you unless you die!"
Outside the door, Fang Duo heard all the hoarse roars.
The tightness in the chest became more and more intense.
"So you really want me to die?" The words came with a low smile of despair, "But I can't let go even if I die..."
"Your Majesty, tell me, how can you let me go?"
Fang Duo looked at the complicated look in his pale hands and eyes on his sleeve, and then smiled and said, "Qingchen, you think too much, how can I let you go? You are the only warmth I want in my life, so from now on I It is impossible to let go of you anymore. If you are willing to go back with me, then we will set off in a few days. If not, I have decreed to build this place into a palace. You can live here forever if you want, I will accompany you you."
After speaking, Fang Duo patted his chest again, then got up and left.
Ye Qingchen looked blankly at the top of the bed. The town he lived in was not far from the imperial city, and the journey was only two or three days away. But the master told him that if he wanted to spend a few years in peace, he should live here, otherwise he would be found by Fang Duo, who knew him very well.
After thinking about it, he agreed, and then Fang Duo sent many people to look for him from afar, and he was indeed allowed to hide safely for five years.
However, five years is not the limit, because the owner of Chiyanzhai told Fang Duo his location.
And when he received the letter from Chiyanzhai, Fang Duo had already sent someone to guard him, and he could no longer escape.
Thinking about it, his thoughts seemed to have flown through so many years, and it actually reminded him of the time when they first met.
It was 20 years ago, he went to Pingwang Mansion for the first time, and when he was wandering in the backyard of the palace, he saw the little Fang Duo who was being bullied. At that time, Fang Duo was wearing tattered clothes, very small and thin, and his head was extraordinarily big. His face was dirty, but there was no wave in his dark eyes, like a pool of stagnant water.
Prince Ping smiled and said to him, this child was born of a slave, and he shouldn't have appeared here, but who knew he would offend him like this, so he ordered someone to take the child away.
Fang Duo was also very courageous, he suddenly rushed to Ye Qingchen's feet to ask for help, Ye Qingchen's status was special, even King Ping had to avoid him, the people around him were always pampering and complimenting him, this is the first time he met this He was also taken aback by the incident, but he also knew in his heart that if the child was really taken away, then his life would be gone.
So he asked King Heping to ask for someone, "Meeting is fate, I want to take this child away."
Although King Ping felt ashamed, Ye Qingchen asked him for something for the first time, which made him feel honored. No one had ever asked Ye Qingchen to speak. Naturally, this was also a kind of honor. The person behind Ye Qingchen showed his affection.
At that time, Ye Qingchen was only a ten-year-old child, and he could predict the short future, but he couldn't predict the long future. He was only happy to save a life. How could he predict the turmoil that would happen ten years later, and Fang Duo's transformation?
There are curls of incense burning in the room. It is his favorite Jingshen incense. It is hard to find Jingshen incense. He has not used it for five years.
Ye Qingchen didn't know how long he had been in a trance, Fang Duo came back again, cleaned his hands and burned incense, now he came over and asked him, "Qingchen, what are you thinking?"
Ye Qingchen closed his eyes, "I was thinking back then, if I hadn't gone to Prince Ping's Mansion, at least I don't have to do it now."
Hearing this, Fang Duo's smile deepened, and he sat on the side of the bed and smiled, "But there's no such thing, Qingchen, you should know that things can't be changed now, not to mention, you let me know at the beginning, that's the only way, I can keep you..."
What happened back then, even though he had ruled the world, he was still powerless to keep Ye Qingchen. When Ye Qingchen faced him with a sword, it became a wound in his heart. For five years, every moment was in pain, and then But now there is no peace for a moment, he is afraid that what happened back then will happen again...
But Ye Xi is still young after all, he is not the prince Xianning, he cannot decide to end his own life, fortunately this child is still young, so he can hold it in his hands.
When he first learned of Ye Xi's identity, he also hated it. Why did he enjoy a woman he couldn't get easily, but what followed was joy. Even though this child made him hate him so much, but he You can also use this child to restrain Ye Qingchen.
Ye Qingchen, if it weren't for relatives and friends, no one would be able to keep him...
How afraid is he that Ye Qingchen will leave without worrying about it like his father?At that time, it is really hopeless.
"You hit the water life, but you act decisively with the wood. The water and the tree are excellent, but they are overly suppressed because of your elder brother Mu Ming. His life is only five kalpas, so the seventh birthday is the kalpa. Fang died. I will take you that day." Leave, look at your fate, I know you are a burden, but I wish you a safe life, so I can only use gold to overcome wood and name you Fang Duo, Duoer, you have been with me for 15 years, it should have been Understand, things cannot be forced, and fate cannot be disobeyed, but now you have come this far and forced me and you to be Longyang, do you know what kind of consequences you will bear in the future?"
Fang Duo's pupils shrank slightly when he heard this, Ye Qingchen called him Duo'er for the first time after the reunion, and he had never heard of this title since that incident happened.But he didn't hear the persuasion in those words at all. Instead, he lowered his body and hugged Ye Qingchen intimately, resting his head on Ye Qingchen's shoulder, "Qingchen, what do you say? You feel happy when you are together, and the rest, even if it doesn’t end well, as long as you can stay by your side, it will be a day, and if you can stay with you for a while, it will be a while..." If the sky stops him, he will go against the sky. Hell will never be reborn, and he has no regrets!
Fang Duo was well prepared this time, and seemed to be afraid that Ye Qingchen would want to escape again, and he was so hard on Ye Qingchen that he had to walk on the ground every day, and Ye Qingchen had to go back to the hospital after five years as a last resort. He picked up the breathing technique to recover his body quickly. He wanted to see Ye Xi, and that was the only way he could watch Ye Xi for a while in the yard.
After a while, his body couldn't bear the need to go back to his room to rest.
Sure enough, Fang Duo had dismissed the surrounding people as he said, and then ordered people to build a palace next to him.
"I have seen the priest..."
Official Chang Ming stepped forward to salute Ye Qingchen a little excitedly. When Ye Qingchen was a priest, he was under Ye Qingchen's subordinates. After Ye Qingchen was away for so many years, he still served as his own official, but without Ye Qingchen. With Chen's ability, the pressure of being an official is extraordinarily great.
"Li Qing?" Ye Qingchen looked at Chang Mingguan in surprise. He was already going back to his room. Fang Duo demanded a lot from him every night, so he naturally didn't have much energy to take care of Ye Xi. Can't be with him, other things are still living well.
It's just that this kind of life also makes Ye Qingchen vigilant, some things can't just be avoided if he wants to, he is very afraid that that thing will continue to happen, so afraid that he will not be able to get away.
In this case, a solution must be found, and Li Qing's appearance just happened to be an opportunity.
"Li Qing, how is the current situation in the court?"
Li Qing sighed when he heard the words, "Priest, Emperor Cheng is very unpopular because he has no priests to assist him, and the ministers in the court are also harboring evil intentions, and what happened to Prince Xianning back then also made Emperor Sheng's throne unstable. With the key to Guining Pagoda, I am afraid that he has been pulled down from the throne long ago."
Emperor Sheng is Fang Duo's title.
Ye Qingchen's pupils constricted when he heard the words, and he didn't know what it was like. Fang Duo was raised by him, and it was false to say that he had no feelings. His feelings for Fang Duo were no less than those for Ye Xi.
only……
"Qingchen, what are you talking about?"
Fang Duo just appeared at this time, and Li Qing saluted, but Fang Duo was not interested in him, so he waved him down.
"Duo'er, have the ministers of the court prepared to impeach you, or have already begun to impeach you, and want to support a new emperor to take the throne?"
Ye Qingchen felt a little uncomfortable, so he asked, Fang Duo pursed his lips, "No, Qingchen, you don't need to worry about that!"
"Don't worry about it?" Ye Qingchen said mockingly, "Isn't it because of this that you came to find me? It's a good plan to kill two birds with one stone!" Looking at Fang Duo's expression, he didn't let go of anything.
A look of disbelief flashed in Fang Duo's eyes when he heard the words, and then he lowered his head and smiled, "Yes, if I take you back, I will have a priest, and I can be the king in a legitimate way, and I don't have to worry about the courtiers wanting to marry you." I pulled it down..."
Ye Qingchen looked at Fang Duo disappointedly, and sure enough...
"I said this, are you satisfied? You were like this at the beginning, thinking of me extremely evil, and you are still like this now, Qingchen, you always have good intentions for others, why must you treat me with the greatest malice? I just made a mistake once, so I can't win your favor again? Can't I do this just for you? Qingchen, how much do you hate me that you must hurt me like this?"
There was deep pain in Fang Duo's eyes, accompanied by anger and despair. It turned out that it was really a betrayal, so he could never be forgiven again?
Ye Qingchen was stunned by Fang Duo's words, then pushed Fang Duo away and turned back to the bedroom.
He sat on the bed and looked up at the roof, yes, Fang Duo did make a mistake at the beginning, but only once, the only time, why he could laugh at other people's mistakes, but couldn't accept Fang Duo's actions?
In his mind, he recalled the blood in the room of Jiaochen Hall, and lying in the blood was his best friend Xianning who grew up with him...
Is it because he never thought that Fang Duo would treat him like this, or because of Xianning's death?He only knew that he resented him, but where did the resentment towards Fang Duo come from?
If I hate him for imprisoning him without my consent, or blame him for killing Xianning?Or was it because when he ascended to the throne of God that he could no longer take care of and protect him as a protector?
Or is it simply... He himself is unwilling to face the feelings he has had for Fang Duo in his heart?
Everything was repeated in his mind until everything was fixed on Ye Xi's little face.
then……
then!
It turned out that it was just unwillingness at that time, and the resentment was when Ye Xi was born, or when he appeared.
What he hated was that Fang Duo broke his wings and imprisoned him, and even more because he had to bear the pain that he shouldn't have to bear!
Ye Qingchen suddenly became flustered, if he was still the same as before, would he still be willing?
Hands unconsciously caress the upper abdomen, if after a while, here...
Closing his eyes in pain, the pain and struggle of the past resurfaced again. He is a skywalker and cannot kill, let alone his own child. If it continues now, he will still keep it...
Resentment flooded in my heart again, if it wasn't for Fang Duo, why would he be like this?
Embarrassed to give birth to offspring for another man, to bear the pain that shouldn't belong to him?
If Fang Duo hadn't insisted, how could he have ended up like this from a high priest?
A hoarse voice echoed in the room, "Fang Duo, I will never forgive you unless you die!"
Outside the door, Fang Duo heard all the hoarse roars.
The tightness in the chest became more and more intense.
"So you really want me to die?" The words came with a low smile of despair, "But I can't let go even if I die..."
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