pour my life

On this day, Liang Xusheng had just arrived at the company when he suddenly received a call from an unfamiliar number, and the other party hung up as soon as he picked it up.He thought it was a mistake and didn't think much about it.

But who would have thought that when he returned home, Chu Qingzhi, who was supposed to be on vacation at home, disappeared for a long time.Liang Xusheng made three or four phone calls in a row and the line was busy, so he panicked.Thinking of the inexplicable phone call in the morning, he had a faint bad feeling.

He carefully thought about whether he had offended anyone during this period of time, whether someone had already been eyeing him and Ah Qing.But after thinking about it for a long time, I couldn't figure it out.

He walked a few steps anxiously, went downstairs to the garage to have a look, Ah Qing's car was still parked in the garage, according to that person's habit, if he went out for a long distance, he would definitely drive by himself.

Liang Xusheng had no choice but to drive the car, thinking about some places the two of them often went to, and slowly looking for them next to each other, but they couldn't find them until it was dark.And the man's phone still couldn't get through.

He started to panic, Ah Qing must have been kidnapped.

Trying to calm himself down, he went to the property first, explained the situation, and asked the staff to call up the video at the door of the apartment.He looked through it patiently, and finally found that Chu Qingzhi had left the apartment in the morning and seemed to be still on the phone. After waiting at the door for a while, a black car stopped and he got into the car.

From the half-lowered window, he found that the driver was a young man.Judging from the driver's attitude, the other party seemed to be very polite to Chu Qingzhi.This made Liang Xusheng calm down a little.It doesn't look like revenge.

After leaving the property building, he was about to go to the Public Security Bureau, and asked a friend to help him find out the whereabouts of the car, when his cell phone rang.He looked at the number flashing on the phone screen, felt inexplicably tense, and pressed the answer button: "Who the hell are you?"

The other party chuckled: "I'm afraid Mr. Liang guessed it. Mr. Chu is indeed with me."

Liang Xusheng suppressed the anger in his heart, and said calmly: "What conditions do you have?"

"Haha, Mr. Liang is too sensitive. I just asked Mr. Chu to catch up on the past. Mr. Liang doesn't have to be so nervous." The other party laughed.

Liang Xusheng gritted his teeth: "What about Ah Qing, let me have a word with him."

"Oh, what a coincidence, Mr. Chu was too tired and fell asleep just now." The other party still had a teasing tone.

"You fucking dare to touch his finger, I will never forgive you!" Liang Xusheng finally couldn't suppress his anger.

"Tsk." The person on the opposite side sighed with some regret, and suddenly stopped talking.

"What exactly do you want, just tell me, I'll give you what I can give you!" After a moment of silence, Liang Xusheng couldn't help but give in.The fingertips pinched the palm of his hand fiercely, the enemy is in the dark and we are in the dark, no matter how powerful he is, he will not be able to find him out in a short while.

The person over there suddenly laughed: "Mr. Liang is indeed an infatuated person."

Liang Xusheng was upset and didn't want to talk to him about these irrelevant things. He was about to talk when he heard someone over there say a word: "Xu Ji, don't make trouble with him. He's really in a hurry and you'll see him."

Liang Xusheng's mind was blank, and then he realized that he was quietly relieved, but he was really not annoyed by being played with.It's just that there was an imperceptible coldness in his tone: "Chu Qingzhi, where are you?"

"I said, you're not really angry, are you? Be angry, but don't spread your anger on Qingzhi..." the man named Xu Ji laughed.

Liang Xusheng pinched the center of his brows, and his tone was slightly displeased: "You ask Chu Qingzhi to listen to the phone."

Over there, Xu Ji reluctantly handed the phone to Chu Qingzhi, and then gave him a self-seeking look.

"Hi, it's me." Chu Qingzhi suddenly felt a little nervous.

To his surprise, the man didn't get angry, and his tone was even softer than usual: "Where are you? It's too late, I'll pick you up."

Chu Qingzhi thought for a while, and reported a place name.The man on the opposite side responded, and then he heard the sound of him opening the door.Chu Qingzhi hurriedly said: "Don't call when you are driving, I will wait for you here." The other party said hello and hung up the phone.

Chu Qingzhi handed the phone back to Xu Ji, and smiled wryly: "Xu Ji, you are going to kill me this time."

Xu Ji raised his eyebrows: "Does he really dare to lose his temper at you?"

Chu Qingzhi shook his head: "He's... a bit possessive, knowing that I didn't answer his phone and stayed with you so late, I guess he's suffocating."

Xu Ji smiled: "Hey, there's nothing to worry about, the big deal is that you just follow me in the future."

Chu Qingzhi spat at him: "You are so shameless, only Josie can never leave you."

Xu Ji looked back at the person sitting on the sofa who was concentrating on sending emails, and snorted: "Come on, I'm a workaholic. He can't let go of his business when he travels."

While talking, the door of the private room was pushed open vigorously, and the visitor came in with a breath of ice and snow, stood still in front of Chu Qingzhi, looked him over carefully, and after confirming that he was all right, he turned his gaze to Xu Ji, Slightly nodded: "Hello, Mr. Xu."

Xu Ji obviously didn't expect Liang Xusheng to be such a handsome man, so he was still in a daze when Liang Xusheng stretched out his hand.

On the other hand, Josie behind him smiled apologetically, and held Liang Xusheng's hand: "I'm sorry, Xu Ji has only this kind of virtue, Mr. Liang, don't be as knowledgeable as him. I'm his boyfriend and Qingzhi's classmate , Josie."

Liang Xusheng nodded: "I will take care of you when Ah Qing is studying."

Xu Ji came back to his senses at this time, and quickly said: "Where is it, it is clear that Qingzhi takes care of me more." He didn't even notice the look in Josie's hand to tell him to shut up.

Liang Xusheng exchanged pleasantries with them for a while, still smiling decently.Chu Qingzhi, who was intentionally left out, felt that Liang Xusheng was in a bad mood, so he said goodbye to the two old classmates, made an appointment for the next time and place to meet, and then left with Liang Xusheng.

Sure enough, as soon as he went out, Liang Xusheng had a sullen face, and ignored Chu Qingzhi who was still following him, turned around and went to the manager's office of the clubhouse.Chu Qingzhi stood at the door watching what he said to the manager, who nodded respectfully and bowed, with a humble smile on his face.

This clubhouse is probably also the property of the Liang family.They hit the muzzle, right?Chu Qingzhi silently slandered.

After Liang Xusheng gave his instructions, he turned and walked out. Chu Qingzhi followed him consciously.

I don't know when it snowed outside, and it is already white at this moment.

There were many cars parked on the parking lot outside the clubhouse, Liang Xusheng grabbed the wrist of the person behind him, pulled him straight to his car, opened the door and threw the person in.Then he opened the door of the cab by himself, fastened his seat belt, started the car and walked home.

Chu Qing slammed his waist on the car door, and frowned in pain. Liang Xusheng saw it in the rearview mirror, sneered, and didn't ask how he was.

Chu Qingzhi felt that he had done something wrong today, so he couldn't bear to speak up.But in Liang Xusheng's eyes, this insignificant appearance was like a knife, severing his heart out.

Liang Xusheng thought that he always looked like this.It always has been.

So the two were silent all the way.

When the car stopped at the door of the house, Liang Xusheng almost roughly picked up the drowsy man in the back seat, ignored his resistance, hugged him by the waist, and strode home.

Opening the door, Liang Xusheng didn't change his shoes, he carried the man straight into the bedroom, kicked the door open, walked to the bed a few steps, threw the man on the bed, pressed him down, and blocked the man fiercely with his mouth unspoken words.

After being tossed hard by the changing method, Chu Qingzhi grabbed the man's hair tightly with red eyes and begged for mercy with a crying voice, as if he had finally vented his uneasy emotions. He hugged his waist hard.

Chu Qingzhi yelled hoarse, but he finally let him go, carried him to the bathroom to rinse off, and then wrapped him in the quilt, only showing his eyes.

"A Xu..." Chu Qingzhi called him in a pitiful hoarse voice.

Liang Xusheng's voice was also a little hoarse, so he glared at him and said, "If you don't want to wake up tomorrow, don't act like this." Although his tone was fierce, he still patted his head and asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Chu Qingzhi shook his head.

Liang Xusheng kissed him, got up and went to the kitchen to cook a bowl of noodles and watch him eat.

After Chu Qingzhi finished eating the noodles, the tip of his nose was steamed with thin beads of sweat.Liang Xusheng took out a facial tissue, wiped his mouth, and handed him a glass of water to rinse his mouth.

Chu Qingzhi ate and drank enough, and lay comfortably in the bed. Liang Xusheng went to wash the dishes, and when he came back, he was already asleep.

Looking at his sleeping face, Liang Xusheng couldn't tell whether it was pity or anger, so he leaned into the corner of his mouth and kissed him.Then he walked to the balcony, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it and put it in his mouth.

He is very clear that the person he loves is a man and does not need to be protected all the time like a little girl, but even so, he still has an extraordinary desire to protect him.If this happened to Liang Qi today, maybe he wouldn't look for anyone until now.

But this person was indeed different.His existence has completely changed everything about Liang Xusheng.

What can I do.Liang Xusheng exhaled a puff of smoke and smiled helplessly.What can I do? Whoever makes me like him can't see him being wronged a little bit.

I just don't know if this feeling that he regards as more important than life is also treated with the same solemnity by him.

Thinking of that person's face that was only a little lively except when he was in bed, Liang Xusheng smiled self-deprecatingly.

Maybe he didn't like himself that much either.

Liang Xusheng has always been an optimistic person.What's more, in the nearly one year that he and Chu Qingzhi have known each other, it's not that the other party hasn't said something about liking him.But tonight he didn't know what was wrong, and he felt very uncomfortable.I don't even have that much confidence in this relationship.

People are forced by him, and love is also given to each other by his wishful thinking.

Thinking of this, Liang Xusheng couldn't help feeling a little desperate.

He didn't belong to himself, nor did he belong to the kind of people who would like men.Even he has resistance to men.I forced him to accept it all.

Just too insecure - maybe that's the only thing the man wanted from him.

Liang Xusheng smoked half a pack of cigarettes, and a layer of soot fell on the ground.His body was so cold that there was no warmth at all.The heat in his chest has also cooled down.

Perhaps, he thought, he should continue to pretend he didn't care.

He always hated that person to suffer.

He walked into the bedroom lightly, and the heat blowing on his face made him dizzy for a moment.He sat by the bed for a while, trying to reach out and touch the man's face, but his hand was too cold, so he gave up.