every breath

"I'm heartbroken when you say that." Qin Xuanyang sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him innocently.

Zhuang Yu slandered in his heart: Heartbreaker, you look like you are gloating, okay?While wiping vigorously the lips that were kissed just now.

It's so long that I can meet everything, but I was kissed by a man forcibly, damn it.

He regained his energy and stared at Qin Xuanyang: "How can you take what a drunk person says seriously!"

Qin Xuanyang sighed, and made a gesture of getting up. Zhuang Yu, who was overly alert, immediately stood up from the bed, picked up the pillow and threw it at him: "Hey, I warn you not to come here."

He caught the pillow with agility, and was very speechless: "I just stretched myself, is it necessary to be so vigilant?"

"Who made you bewildered just now—" Recalling what happened just now, Zhuang Yu still couldn't help being annoyed, "Anyway, whether you are Qin Xuanyang or Qin Naoyang, I will make it clear to you today. What you said at the seaside last night can’t be taken seriously! Stop calling “boyfriend” on the left and “boyfriend” on the right! No! Count! Count!”

He smiled bitterly: "Then what you did last night doesn't count?"

"What, what did I do?" Zhuang Yu looked at him for a while, and suddenly a bad feeling flowed through his body, and he swallowed: "We... what did we do last night...?" ?”

Qin Xuanyang had a hurt expression: "I don't remember so soon?"

Looking at his appearance, Zhuang Yu couldn't help thinking about the most terrifying aspect: "I, I didn't do anything to you last night, did I?"

"Oh." He sighed again, "It's a long story."

what the hell!

Zhuang Yu was so anxious that he was going crazy. Although he knew that he was a light drinker, his wine quality should not be that bad, right... The man on the other side was hesitant to talk, what kind of medicine was sold in the gourd!

"Hurry up!" He couldn't help it.

"Didn't you touch his chest?" Qin Xuanyang suppressed a smile, imitating his drunk tone last night, "'Hey, why is there a wall here? It's quite soft...'"

Soft your sister...

Zhuang Yu stared at him speechlessly: this man was obviously watching his joke.

Why is everything not going well for me recently? First, I broke up with Xu Xiuying—let’s just break up with her, what did she mean by what she said? Met this bastard again...

"My surname Qin, have you had enough of acting!" He rarely got angry seriously, jumped off the bed and strode to the door, "That's it, don't make fun of me anymore! I'm unlucky to meet you! From now on, we will never violate the water of the river! There will be no future!"

After saying that, he opened the door with a bang, and closed the door with a bang.

Qin Xuanyang looked at the closed door, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.Holding his heart and taking a long breath, he lay on his back on the bed, looked at the pale ceiling and muttered to himself:

"This man is real, and his memory is too bad."

After returning from the beach at noon, Zhuang Yu hid in the dormitory and slept until night, no one could wake him up.He is like a critically ill patient who is extremely sleep-deprived, he no longer cares about day or night, as long as he can have a good sleep, he will not hesitate.

When he woke up, it was already 11 o'clock in the night. He rolled over, stretched and yawned long, before he sat up from the bed in a daze.

This is a standard four-person dormitory. The structure of the bed and the table makes full use of the small space. The fan above the head is spinning leisurely, and the screeching cicadas in summer can be heard from the window.

In the dormitory, there was only one light on on the opposite bed. Zhao Xiaolang was reading a book when he heard the noise. He turned his head to look at Zhuang Yu, who was half asleep and half awake with his messy hair, and said, "Little ancestor, you finally woke up." , I almost thought you weren't going to wake up."

"Where are they?" Zhuang Yu asked looking at the other two empty beds.

"Oh, they packed up their things and went home in the afternoon, and they're on vacation anyway."

Only then did Zhuang Yu remember, yes, it's already summer vacation.The class sorority was also organized after the end of the final exam. In this midsummer campus, there are only a few students who have not yet returned home.

He rubbed his temples swollen from sleep: "What about you, when are you coming back?"

"Me? I can come back anytime. Anyway, the summer vacation is so long, and there is no rush." ​​Zhao Xiaolang smiled at him, "Don't worry, I will stay here with you for a few more days."

"Who wants you to accompany me." He snorted disdainfully, and his stomach, which hadn't eaten rice water for most of the day, let out a demonstration at an inappropriate time.

Zhao Xiaolang put down the book: "I'll accompany you out for supper. The Lingyuan is still open."

Lingyuan is the name of the canteen of their school, and now university canteens like to take an elegant name that does not match its essence.

Zhuang Yu nodded, and the two climbed down from the bed together, Zhao Xiaolang lowered his head to put on his shoes, and Zhuang Yu began to search for the meal card in his bag, but he couldn't find it anywhere.

"I'm sure I won't lose my meal card..." he murmured, Zhao Xiaolang leaned over to take a look at his extremely messy bag, because he hadn't taken out his things for the trip to the beach, the bag was bulging, Everything is stuffed together in a haphazard manner, and it is almost impossible to find a thin meal card from this pile of "junk".

Zhao Xiaolang sighed and patted him on the shoulder: "As long as you have this bag, you probably won't be able to find it at dawn, so let's use my card."

"Okay, then I will rub you."

There were no people on the school road at 11 o'clock in the evening. The magnolias planted on both sides of the road were in full bloom, and the sweet fragrance spread in the night wind. They walked slowly to Lingyuan, talking about each other. talking.

There were not many people in the canteen at night, so they ordered some stir-fry and pasta, and found a clean and quiet place to sit down.

Although Zhuang Yu was hungry, he didn't have much appetite. After a few mouthfuls, he felt uncomfortable in his stomach, so he put down his chopsticks.Seeing this, Zhao Xiaolang frowned: "Don't be like this, Zhuang Yu, you always have to eat when you're broken in love, and if you don't eat, you'll starve to death."

"Don't talk about falling out of love, I just have a little stomachache." He rubbed his stomach, feeling quite helpless.

Zhao Xiaolang still sighed: "What's the matter with you recently? I've known you for two years, and I've never seen you look so decadent. I can understand if you really like that girl, but the problem is that you don't trust her at all. Come on, the points are divided, why are you still performing some bitter drama here. What are you thinking?"

"I told you I just have a stomachache and can't eat." Zhuang Yu was so speechless that he wanted to roll his eyes.

Zhao Xiaolang still thought that he forgot to eat because of emotional injury, and started the earnest mode again: "Hey, brother, I have something to tell my brother, my brother accepts you with a big heart, don't leave everything alone Keep it in your heart. You can vomit bitterness to brother, swear at others, and even borrow money from brother, but don’t play melancholy with brother, brother can’t bear it.”

"Playing with your sister's melancholy." He rolled his big eyes.

But Zhao Xiaolang stubbornly stretched out his enthusiastic hands to hold Zhuang Yu: "Really, brother, tell all your distress, don't hold back, brother is here, brother listen."

"Hey Zhao Xiaolang, you're still acting." Zhuang Yu pulled out his hand a little angrily, and twisted it in front of his chest.

"Brother, how can you be so obsessed with your obsession! Say it, let this matter go, and start a good life again, isn't it good?"

"Then let me ask you, what if I'm gay?"

Zhao Xiaolang was stunned: "Huh?"

Zhuang Yu's expression was tangled, and he didn't look like he was joking.

Shocked by the sudden breaking news, Zhao Xiaolang stuttered: "You mean, you are gay?"

Zhuang Yu sighed: "I didn't mean that either—"

"What's wrong with homosexuality? Is there anything wrong with homosexuality?" After being surprised, Zhao Xiaolang suddenly held Zhuang Yu's hand, looked him in the eyes with sincerity, full of encouragement and understanding, "Don't be afraid, brother understands." Yes, I won’t discriminate against you. Who stipulated that we men can only like women, right? So what if we like men, men are not human. As long as everyone is human, gender doesn’t matter. right."

"Fuck you." Zhuang Yu withdrew his hand again and gave him a blank look, "That's not what I mean, can you listen to me?"

"Of course, I'm all ears." Zhao Xiaolang was sincere and hypocritical.

Zhuang Yu sighed heavily, and didn't know whether he should tell him about it.But the matter has come to this point, if I don't explain it clearly, it seems that there will be a bigger misunderstanding, so I can only slowly say: "Xu Xiuying said it, she said...she thinks I'm not normal, she doesn't care about her at all, there are many...boyfriends and girlfriends I don't want to do things that I can do... and so on. I need to think about whether I really like her, or even, whether I really like women. "

"Your ex-girlfriend said that?" Zhao Xiaolang pondered for a while, "Maybe she was just saying something angry, so you take it seriously?"

"Of course I wouldn't take it seriously when someone said that." Zhuang Yu scratched his head irritably. "The problem is that my ex-girlfriend also said similar things. I was wondering if there was something really wrong with me."

Being doubted about one's sexual orientation by two girlfriends is indeed a particularly frustrating thing.

Zhao Xiaolang showed the expression of a close brother: "Then do you yourself feel that you are more interested in men than women?"

Zhuang Yu pursed his lips and shook his head.

"Have you ever had sexual fantasies about boys?"

Zhuang Yu still shook his head.

"Where are the girls?"

Shaking his head.

Zhao Xiaolang was about to collapse: "Then what are you fantasizing about?"

"Fantasy that I have climbed to the pinnacle of the game king, and I am adored by netizens all over the world."

Zhao Xiaolang couldn't help giving him a blank look: "Well, you're not gay, you're frigid, you're not interested in boys or girls."

"Is the disease serious?"

"Seriously! It's a terminal illness!" Zhao Xiaolang pretended to have a serious expression on his face, "I will lose my children and grandchildren!"

He sighed for a long time: "I just think it's very troublesome to fall in love. I can't understand the chaotic thinking and weird logic of girls. Why do other people still love to fall in love? I really don't understand. Anyway, I don't want to do it again in the future." Talk about it, it's exhausting."

Zhao Xiaolang smiled and pushed him away: "Maybe you can try to talk to boys, and you won't have troubles like confused thinking and weird logic."

"Fuck you." He remembered what Qin Xuanyang said to him in the hotel during the day, and couldn't help but get goosebumps, "It's absolutely impossible."

He never even thought about falling in love with a boy.

For him at the time, such a thing would not even have a one-in-a-billion possibility.

On the evening of the next day, Zhuang Yu started to empty his travel backpack and took out all the crumpled clothes. When he was tidying up a shirt, a meal card fell out of the shirt pocket.

He thought in his heart that he had finally found the meal card, picked it up and looked at it, but was taken aback.

The card was not his. On the head portrait was a handsome but expressionless man who looked a little gloomy. The text underneath read: Qin Xuanyang, Class 1, Shangying.

What the hell, why is that person's meal card here?

He turned to the back of the card, only to find a small sticky note on the back:

Boyfriend, your meal is stuck with me, please contact as soon as possible: *****

Followed by a long list of mobile phone numbers.

Zhuang Yu gritted his teeth: This despicable and shameless villain!

He quickly took out his mobile phone and dialed the number. After a few seconds of waiting, a tired voice came from the other end of the phone: "Hello?"

Zhuang Yu was furious: "You bastard, return the meal card to me!"

There was a pause over there, and then an obviously laughing voice sounded: "Oh, so it's my boyfriend. I've been waiting for your call for two days."

"Who is your boyfriend! Pay it back! Pay it back!"

"If you are free now, you can come and get it now. I am in the 507 dormitory of the West Building."

"Okay! You bastard, wait!" Zhuang Yu hung up the phone, pushed the door aggressively and walked towards the enemy camp.

At that time, Zhuang Yu didn't know that, on that day, the possibility of one in a hundred million happened.