You are water and I am ice

When Lin Qingquan returned to the company, he did not find Xie Chenglong.After leaving for a while, Lin Qingquan didn't care about Xie Chenglong because there were too many things on hand.After a busy day, I finally finished most of the things.

"Brother Quan, let's go out for dinner tonight. You've been gone for a few days, you miss me so much." When it was time to get off work, Sky Pao came over and said to Lin Qingquan.

"Why, I'm so hungry, Brother Quan invites you. Seeing your small mouth, Brother Quan is so touched." Lin Qingquan smiled and patted Sky Cannon's ass.

Lin Qingquan called Hu Yibing and told him that he would not go back for dinner today.On the phone, Hu Yibing complained a little.Now, he wished he could stay with Lin Qingquan every moment.Hearing that Lin Qingquan was going out to eat with others, the jealous jar in his heart was smashed.

"Okay, don't be so sour, okay? I must have some private space of my own?" Lin Qingquan comforted the somewhat childish Hu Yibing softly.

"Who? Seeing how tender and affectionate you said, did you raise a mistress outside?" Skypao looked at Lin Qingquan jokingly.

"It's normal to have a mistress these days. Brother Quan is such an attractive person, there are countless mistresses and fours." Lin Qingquan replied with a smile.

"Come on, just be narcissistic."

In the tavern on the street, Lin Qingquan ordered a few light dishes.During this period of time, because of Zhang Changcheng's matter, Lin Qingquan was a little angry and dared not eat too exciting food.

"Brother Quan, Xie Erbi divorced his wife." Before the food was served, Chong Tian Pao drank a glass of beer by himself.

"Sooner or later, I just didn't expect it to be so soon." Lin Qingquan felt a little annoyed by the schadenfreude of Sky Pao.In fact, although the porters in the company have a good relationship with Lin Qingquan, it is impossible for Lin Qingquan to become friends and brothers with them, they are not the same kind of people.They fought with each other for some trivial interests, and Lin Qingquan couldn't agree with their vulgar remarks and cognitions.They can only be classified as acquaintances.In fact, in the vast sea of ​​people, how many people can become friends and brothers?Those people who often talk about friends and brothers, how many people he regards as real friends and brothers, and how many people regard him as friends and brothers.Friend brother is a noble and pure word, many people often defile it.

"Also, this idiot is so stupid. His house belongs to his wife, and they gave him 3 yuan." There was some anger in the sky cannon joking, "Ge Laozi, if I take that The woman is fucked to death. If you don't let me have a good time, I won't let you die!"

The last sentence of Sky Pao made Lin Qingquan jump.However, the cowardice in Xie Chenglong's bones would not allow him to do such extreme things, which Lin Qingquan knew very well.

"Actually, the fate between people is like this. Regardless of lovers or enemies, let go of many things when the fate is exhausted. If you are too persistent, it is not good for others or yourself." Lin Qingquan drank a glass of wine, and his eyes drifted to The blurred street lights and colorful neon lights outside the window.

Sky Pao looked at Lin Qingquan's expression. This time, this person who had always been an optimist in his eyes was shrouded in a layer of melancholy.Under the light, Lin Qingquan's face shone with a look of compassion, which made people's heart skip a beat, and Sky Pao was in a daze for a moment.

"Oh, brother, dear brother, you are too detached." Chongtianpao gave a thumbs up and sighed, "Almsgiver, you have deep roots in Buddha, follow me to convert to Buddhism, Amitabha."

"Go, you're still an old monk. As long as you don't refuse to drink, sex and wealth, eat, drink, prostitute and gamble, don't pollute the purity of Buddhism." Lin Qingquan picked up a piece of ribs and stuffed it into the mouth of Soaring Pao.

"I'm going home this year after I'm done, and I don't want to float outside anymore." Lin Qingquan thought about it and told Skypao about his decision.Generally speaking, this group of porters has a good relationship with Lin Qingquan. Although each has its own advantages and disadvantages, they are still a group of lovely people in general.

"Yeah, it's time for you to go home. You're not at home all year round. Be careful of fire in the backyard. My sister-in-law doesn't want you anymore."

"Go, your sister-in-law is not that kind of person."

When I got home, the house was quiet.Hu Xueying had gone to bed early, and Hu Yibing hadn't seen anything.Only the puppy Mendun followed Lin Qingquan running back and forth.Lin Qingquan thought that Hu Yibing would wait for him to come back with the light on, and felt a little disappointed in his heart.

When I turned on the light in the bedroom, I saw Hu Yibing sitting on the bed with cross-legged sullenly, with a dull face, like a little bitch who was abandoned by others.

"Hey, what's the matter with ice cubes?" Lin Qingquan put his face in front of Hu Yibing with a smile, "Why are you like a wronged little daughter-in-law?"

"You go out with others to have fun, why do you care what I do." Hu Yibing pouted and said childishly.

Lin Qingquan thought it was funny, but at the same time felt warmly moved in his heart, he smiled and pinched Hu Yibing's face: "Oh, I've overturned the jar of vinegar. Look at your face, you can wring out water."

Hu Yibing still ignored Lin Qingquan with a wooden face.

"Have you taken a shower? I'm going to take a shower. Do you want to take a shower with me?" Lin Qingquan's words were too tempting.

Hu Yibing jumped off the bed and hurriedly found Lin Qingquan a change of clothes.In fact, he has already washed it, but he still wants to experience the joy of bathing together.

The shower head sprinkled a fine water curtain, and Hu Yibing hugged Lin Qingquan, letting the warm water sprinkle over his skin.In a trance, it seems to be walking in the field of drizzle, surrounded by overflowing flowers and soft green grass.

A few days later, Xie Chenglong came to work.It's just that the whole person seems to be deformed, the spirit is listless, the eyes are scattered, and even the face is thinner.Everyone knew that he felt uncomfortable, so they didn't ask him too much.Seeing Xie Chenglong's sullen look, Lin Qingquan felt very uncomfortable.

After get off work, Lin Qingquan deliberately left for a while.Seeing that everyone had left, Xie Chenglong was cooking dinner alone in the kitchen, Lin Qingquan walked over.

"Brother Quan, you haven't left yet, stay and have dinner together." Xie Chenglong looked at Lin Qingquan and smiled unnaturally.

"Leave right away. Xiaoxie, don't be too sad? I've heard about you."

"Hey, I don't even know why this happened?" Xie Chenglong frowned, "I am uncomfortable, and my parents are even more uncomfortable. I dare not go home now, and I don't know how to face them. That house belongs to them. Ten years of savings." Xie Chenglong started to cry as he spoke.Now there is no one else, facing Lin Qingquan who is like a big brother, Xie Chenglong doesn't need to hide his feelings anymore.

Lin Qingquan looked at Xie Chenglong quietly, feeling sorry for his situation, but also angry at his cowardice.

"Okay, don't cry, what is a big man doing crying?" Lin Qingquan patted Xie Chenglong, "Be strong, life has to go on. Your parents are still counting on you, so you just admit it. "

Lin Qingquan's tone was a bit heavy, and Xie Chenglong finally put away his tears: "Brother Quan, do you think I'm particularly useless?"

"Okay, the past is a foregone conclusion, and it's useless to worry about it. You are still young, so live your future life well. Let that woman see, you will live better without her , this is ambition." Lin Qingquan said earnestly.

"Yeah." Xie Chenglong nodded, "Brother Quan, let's eat here, I'll go to the supermarket to buy some vegetables."

"Okay, no need, I'm going back." Lin Qingquan patted Xie Chenglong's shoulder again, "Cheer up?"

When he was approaching the door of the house, Lin Qingquan saw Hu Yibing and Mendun waiting for him at the entrance of the alley.Seeing a flower-like smile blooming on Lin Qingquan and Hu Yibing's face.Lin Qingquan, who was a little annoyed by Xie Chenglong's matter, was infected by this smiling face, and walked towards Hu Yibing briskly.

39 Say goodbye, when will we wait for goodbye

Knowing Lin Qingquan's decision, Hu Yibing felt lost for a while.Fortunately, Lin Qingquan told him in advance, and he had a buffer period in his heart, but it was better to tell him at the end so that he could accept it.Both of them cherish the remaining days of getting along very much, and try their best to live every day happily and easily.Although the sadness of parting was getting heavier and heavier in their hearts, both of them agreed not to touch it.

A hug before going out in the morning, a warm kiss when returning home at night, a hot meal, and a cup of heart-warming tea.A knowing smile, an intimate call.Everything became so precious, the two tried their best to care for each other with unreserved love.

At the foot of the Red Mountain, the water park, the pedestrian street... Every dusk and night, two people leave a series of footprints in this city together.Look at the flowing clouds in the sky, the last yellow leaves falling from the trees on the street, and the kite-flying people in the river loop flying their hopes to the sky.Look at the stars and the moon at night, look at those men and women passing by in a hurry on the street.Lin Qingquan wanted to keep all the good things in his heart, this beautiful small town became even more lovely because of this care and reluctance.Hu Yibing wants to give him more and more, and once we say goodbye, he doesn't know when he will be.

In this way, the days passed day by day under the careful arrangement of the two people, and it was Nian Gen in a blink of an eye.It started to snow in Hongcheng. Every winter, the snow in Hongcheng is the most beautiful scenery.Those pure white snowflakes fell on the trees on the street, polluted the tall and short buildings, decorated the red mountains outside the city, and piled up in several rivers passing through the city.Lin Qingquan, who came from the south, likes the snow scene of the Red City very much, which is a beauty that cannot be seen in the south.Just like Hu Yibing, this is a person that Lin Qingquan has never met in his 40 years of life. He has a cold and ruthless appearance like ice and snow in the north, with that kind of cold domineering, but he is so hot inside, like It's the strong old wine they love to drink.

When the annual vacation was about to end, Liu Yucheng suddenly said that he was leaving and wanted to return to his hometown in Heilongjiang.

The matter of Liu Yucheng became a topic of discussion behind the scenes in the company.

Some people say that he and his wife have been separated for three years, and his wife has someone outside.

Some people said that Liu Yucheng himself did not live up to expectations and had no sense of responsibility. His son suffered from leukemia (it turned out that the child was only lymphedema caused by trauma), and he was going to leave his wife and children and run away.

In short, no one said anything good about him, and maybe many people would rather add insult to injury than help him in a timely manner.

Lin Qingquan was very angry about such rumors.He said that a man was drifting in this city without relatives and no reason, how bitter he felt.After seven or eight years of hard work, he left with nothing. Who of you has ever experienced his feelings?Now that they are separated, the man is not married and the woman is not married, which means that they still have each other in their hearts, not to mention they still have a child.How can outsiders understand so many things so clearly? Don't make rash comments on things you don't know.

On the day Liu Yucheng left, Lin Qingquan sent him to the train station.When the train started, Liu Yucheng waved at Lin Qingquan from the window, and Lin Qingquan clearly saw the tears in his eyes.He believes that Liu Yucheng will remember this city. Sometimes we remember a place not because of its beauty, but because of the pain it gave us.

Watching the train roaring along the long track and disappearing into the vast snowy field, Lin Qingquan suddenly felt that his heart was as empty as the snow-covered field.How can the emotions in this world be expressed clearly?If you want to grasp it desperately, you have put in a lot of effort and it is still in vain in the end.Like Xie Chenglong, like Liu Yucheng, what this city left for them is only injuries all over their bodies.Some things, without deliberate force, they just fall from the sky.Just like the encounter between him and Hu Yibing, but the sweetness and beauty were so short-lived.

Grab a ball of snow and keep it in the palm of your hand.But the temperature of the palm of the hand melted it slowly, turning into water droplets and flowing away from between the fingers, leaving only the cold hands.Lin Qingquan thinks that when spring comes, even the beautiful ice and snow will melt into running water.The change of seasons does not change with our sorrows and joys, we are just a small member of the world.All we can do is try our best to cherish and grasp everything we can have.

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