Sophistry
Chapter 28
李珉宇说完后就没再多说什么,走过去,给受伤的文晸赫随意包扎了一下。ANDY抬头看着说完话就不再理自己的哥哥,又看了看还在那一直盯着自己看的朴忠载,他发现无论自己的哥哥现在说什么,对自己来说都是没用的,他不想见到朴忠载一点也不想,只要一看到他,那些不好的回忆都会清晰的浮现在自己的脑海,自己就会想起那时候的朴忠载是怎么对待和侮辱自己的,甚至居然还打算找人那样对自己,就会想起自己那时候的绝望的感觉,所以他不想见到朴忠载,还有最主要的一个原因是他发现即使朴忠载那样对他,自己居然无法真正地恨他,甚至还是对他是有感情的,他不敢直视朴忠载是因为他刚刚居然因为朴忠载那受伤的眼睛而担心和心疼了,他讨厌这样的自己,真的很讨厌,朴忠载都那么对待自己了,他有没有心疼过自己,可是现在自己却因为朴忠载那脸上的轻伤自己居然在心疼,还真是下贱,ANDY越想越气,脸也变得越来越沉,他生气自己居然这么贱,居然还这样好了伤疤就忘了疼,不对现在伤疤都还没好就忘了那疼,自己差点就要因为那个人动摇。ANDY沉默了好久,最后还是吭声了“哥,我真的没事,可是现在我只希望我不要再见到那个人,我讨厌他,一看到他我就想吐”ANDY嘴巴里吐出他这辈子说过最残忍的话。朴忠载听到ANDY说一见到自己就想吐,他整个人就像被雷劈了一样,完全傻住了,脚也站点站不稳,他知道ANDY现在讨厌他,甚至是恨他,可是他没想到现在ANDY已经到了看到自己就想吐的地步,朴忠载觉得自己眼前的世界都黑了下来,他不禁倒退了几步,眼里所有的神彩都在ANDY吐出那句话后化为灰烬。李珉宇看着这样的ANDY想着自己是不是做错了,是不是忠载真的对ANDY做出什么让他完全心碎的事情,可是自己看着自己的弟弟却知道自己弟弟眼里明明还有忠载,只是可能是因为受到的伤害太大,导致故意说出那样伤人的言语。李珉宇真心觉得有点折腾了,不管是朴忠载和自己的弟弟还是申彗星和文晸赫都一个个折腾成这样,弄得不仅自己,东万也一天都没有安心过。李珉宇刚想开后说让忠载先走的时候,就听到刚刚一脸完全丢了魂的忠载突然开口道“ANDY,我知道你恨我,我也知道你现在不能原谅我,我也知道我犯下的错你肯定不会轻易原谅,我也没办法让时间倒回,把我加在你身上的伤害去除,可是ANDY我可以赎罪的,你可以打我,你甚至可以杀了我,我不会反抗的”忠载说完突然抽出一把自己随身携带的警抢,然后快步地走到了ANDY的面前,在旁边的彗星以为朴忠载要伤害ANDY的时候,想要过去阻止他的时候,他把枪赛ANDY的手里,然后指着自己的胸口说道“ANDY你别生气了,你朝着我这里打,只要你能解气,只要能抚平你的伤痛,我不会反抗的,我也不会有一句怨言,你动手吧”ANDY看着这人居然把枪拿给自己让自己射杀他不禁觉得怒火中烧“朴忠载,你闹够了没,你还害我不够么?这样能抚平我的伤痛,这样你能赎罪,别开玩笑了,难道杀了你,那些你对我做的事情就会消失么,难道杀了你,那些伤痛就会消失么,那些在我身上的侮辱就会消失么,那些可能一辈子留在我心里的阴影就会消失么,还有我可不想再因为你这种人还要去坐牢,不值得”ANDY愤怒地说完这些话后,把枪塞回朴忠载的手里,看着朴忠载的眼神变得更加的阴冷。“对是我想的不足,是我没考虑周全,ANDY对不起,还有我爱你”朴忠载说完后就在所有人都没有反应过来的时候,把枪往自己的胸口开了一枪,砰的一声,ANDY看到的就是朴忠载胸口的一片血红,他楞了好久后才开始呆呆地流起了泪水,他什么都没说,也什么都没做,就那么直呆呆地看着朴忠载胸口的血越来越多,笑着对自己说道“我爱你,原谅我”然后就倒在了地板上了。由于事情发生的太突然了,这时候李珉宇他们才反应过来,李珉宇冲过来把朴忠载抱起来喊道“东万,快去开车,快”东万听到李珉宇的话赶紧去把车开了过来,这时候,彗星冷冷地从自己的袋子里掏出一张符贴在朴忠载身上。看到李珉宇疑惑的目光才回答道“这符咒是延迟符,可以让正常人的伤势延缓三个小时”彗星说完突然目光一冷瞪着突然粘在他身后的文晸赫喝到“离我远点”,眼神冷冷地看着文晸赫那小心翼翼的样子。文晸赫他没想到自己已经那么小心不让彗星发现他的存在了,可是没想到那人还是发现了,即使是在这么慌乱的情况下,那人还是本能地表现出对自己的厌恶,李珉宇看着彗星对文晸赫的恶言恶语倒是没有说什么,他现在也没心情去管这事,他只能暂时转移彗星的注意力说道“申彗星,你帮我把ANDY带到医院,还有注意他的情绪,我先和东万带忠载去医院治疗,你们一会再过来吧,还有申彗星谢谢你,关于忠载还有关于东万和ANDY”李珉宇说完就抱着忠载上了东万已经开过来的车,急急忙忙地往医院赶。彗星看着还跟在自己屁股后面赶的文晸赫,刚厌恶地想要揍他就想到东万对自己的请求,所以他忍住自己的厌恶,越过了文晸赫往还在那呆呆地掉眼泪的ANDY的方向走去,彗星走过去,轻轻地抱着ANDY说道“别担心,不是你的错,还有我给他加了延缓的符咒应该只是去医院把子弹取出来就没事了,所以别担心”彗星安慰着ANDY说道。听到彗星的话ANDY突然抬起头对着彗星问道“彗星哥,朴忠载真的会没事么?我好怕,我好怕他回出事,我不想他出事,即使我现在不想见他,可是我知道我一点都不想他出事,彗星哥怎么办,都是我害他的,彗星哥,我好难受,好难受”ANDY到后面哭的和一个小孩子一样,开始抽泣了起来,彗星无奈地摇了摇头,他不能理解为什么那家伙明明那样对待ANDY,可是为什么ANDY还是关心着他,这就是爱么?爱是什么?彗星真的不明白了,不过现在ANDY这么难受,即使彗星再不明白他也知道现在要照顾好ANDY的情绪“他没事的,你还不相信彗星哥的话么?走吧,带你去医院,免得在这边白担心”彗星本来想自己去开车的,可是看到ANDY这个样子,把他自己一个人丢这里又不太合适,所以他不情愿地喊了一下文晸赫“喂,文晸赫你去把车开过来,送我们去医院”文晸赫前面还有点不可思议彗星居然会主动和他讲话,可是这边好像没有别人,而且彗星的目光好像看的确实是自己,虽然眼里还是有着鄙夷和厌恶,但是其中好像还多了一点不自在。文晸赫这次因为彗星眼里的那点不自在有点开心,起码不再是只有厌恶和鄙夷地眼神了,文晸赫回答了彗星一声好后,就屁颠屁颠地跑去把自己的车开了过来,申彗星他们赶到医院的时候,朴忠载已经开始在手术了,李珉宇和东万正坐在手术房外的椅子上等待。东万看到彗星和ANDY过来的时候,马上就往他们的方向凑过去,然后看着哭的眼睛有点肿起来的ANDY,什么都没有说只是,从彗星的手里把ANDY轻轻地拉倒自己的怀里,就那么轻轻地抱住了他,什么都没说。因为东万知道此时说什么都会让ANDY难过,所以他聪明地选择不吭声,然后东万好像发现什么似的看着彗星没有把跟在他身边跟的紧紧地文晸赫踢开,眼睛睁得有点大地看着两个人,他发现彗星好像对待文晸赫的态度有点不同了,虽然还是像之前的一样不待见文晸赫,可是却有什么不一样了,东万说不上来,可是他和彗星认识这么多年,他就是有种直觉彗星好像比起早上真的对文晸赫的态度有点不一样了。不过现在东万虽然知道有点什么不一样了,可是他什么都没说,因为他不想让彗星发现他自己的改变,而且现在还是ANDY和忠载的事情比较重要。李珉宇看着ANDY的样子,又想到朴忠载现在生死不明,不禁有点自责是不是自己做错了,弄得现在忠载这样,而自己的弟弟变得更加的伤心和难过。就这样几个人在手术室外面无声地等待,几个人都默契地没有说话。直到手术室的门终于被推开,里面的医生和护士出来了,几个人才围了上去“医生,他没事吧?”一直沉默的ANDY先开口问道。“是你?还没好就偷偷出院”那个医生眯起了眼睛盯着ANDY看,他这辈子最讨厌的就是不爱惜自己身体的人。“你们还真能折腾啊,你都还没好全,那人就把自己整成那样。我看你还是离里面那个人远点吧,上次把你折腾成这样,这次听说是自己开枪把自己弄成那样,放心吧,死不了,我还说奇怪了,这人的血液循环好像延缓了,取出子弹的时候也没有大崩血的情况,果然还是祸害比较不容易挂”那个医生说话一点都不客气。ANDY并没有因为那个医生不客气的语气而生气,反而觉得庆幸和感激,不管是这次把忠载救好了还是上次对自己的照顾,ANDY全部都觉得很感激。“那个谢谢你医生,这次还有上次”“哎,算了随便你们折腾吧”“臭丫头,别犯花痴了,你的口水都快流出来了”那个医生拖着对着东万和彗星使命看的moving就走,那个叫moving的小护士被拖走的时候,还一直转回来看东万“叔叔,你干嘛快放开,人家遇到了我一辈子的理想型了,你快放手”“臭丫头,你丢不丢脸,你没看出来人家有对象了么,还犯花痴,还有那群人是和里面一起的还指不定都是一群不省心的呢?别给我惹事”ANDY看着把小护士拖走的医生的背影,松了口气,忠载没事,还好他没事,不然自己估计不知道该怎么办,可是现在该怎么面对他,原谅他么?不可能,虽然自己理智上也想要原谅这个人,可是心里还是有点过不了那一关,算了就这么走不一步算一步吧。珉宇和东万他们听到朴忠载没事,看到ANDY松了口气的表情,大家的心情也轻松了不少。本来李珉宇也想进去看看忠载的情况的可是却被东万拖住,摇头示意ANDY要进不进的样子,然后轻声对着李珉宇说道“让他们单独相处一下吧,我觉得现在最适合进去看的人就是ANDY,既然他没事,我们先暂时在外面等就好吧,毕竟他刚做完手术,这么多人进去也不适合”李珉宇点头表示同意。东万看了看ANDY又看了在那嫌弃文晸赫的彗星,觉得只要ANDY的事情一解决自己马上就会去苗疆那里帮彗星找解药,不能让彗星这样子下去,虽然自己和文晸赫算不上有什么交情,可是他毕竟是彗星爱的人,只是现在彗星因为蛊的作用这样对他。ANDY踌躇了很久终于还是克制不住自己想要见忠载的欲望,他慢慢地进了朴忠载的病房,看着躺在那里挂着氧气罩一动不动的朴忠载,心里真的不知道作何感受,恨他么?答案是恨的。爱他么?爱的。可是就是因为对着这个人这么矛盾的想法,却让ANDY真的不知道该怎么处理和这人的关系,又不能原谅又舍不得伤害他。ANDY走到朴忠载的病床前伸出自己的右手轻轻地摸了摸朴忠载的脸说道“我真的不知道该拿你怎么办了?为什么你要对我做出那种事情,为什么你要在我面前做出伤害自己的事情,我讨厌你,朴忠载你个白痴,你个混蛋,我讨厌你”说道后面ANDY都有点控制不住自己的情绪,看着还躺在那一点都对自己没反应的朴忠载,ANDY终于伤心地哭了出来,边哭还边骂朴忠载是白痴。李珉宇和东万他们看到ANDY终于把真实的情绪发泄了出来也觉得有点安心,其实几个人都知道ANDY对着朴忠载还是忘不了的。彗星看了看ANDY又若有所思地看了看文晸赫,他不知道在想什么,突然陷入了沉思。几个人本来想要都留下来的,可是李珉宇喊东万和申彗星、文晸赫他们先回去,他留下来照顾ANDY和忠载。东万本来想留下来陪李珉宇的,可是他怕彗星会突然对文晸赫又做出什么不可思议的事情,所以他就和申彗星和文晸赫他们先回去了。李珉宇留给ANDY和朴忠载单独地私人空间后就走进去过去拍拍ANDY的肩膀,安慰着还在哭泣的ANDY。ANDY抬起头来满眼都是泪地问李珉宇“哥,我是不是做错了,我是不是就不该喜欢上忠载,那么现在我们两个都不会这样痛苦,哥,我现在好难受,是真的好难受,我心里好矛盾,我爱他,但是我也恨他,我真的不知道该怎么面对忠载,可是看到他这样子伤害自己我却觉得更难过了”李珉宇拿了纸巾给自己的弟弟擦了擦眼泪,然后蹲下去轻轻地拥住因为太过伤心哭得都蹲到了地上的ANDY说道“不是你的错,ANDY在这所有的事情中最不可能错的就是你了,首先是哥的错,哥没有好好地想起来忠载的父亲就是我的救命恩人,而且是因为救我而死的,他的母亲也因为父亲的过世抑郁而终,所以,我是害忠载偏激地罪魁祸首,后面是忠载的错,他错在不该伤害无辜的你,伤害相信和爱着他的你,本来矛头应该是对准我的,可是他却把所有的仇恨都加在你的身上,但是后面我知道他后悔了,而且我也看得出来他还是爱着你的,虽然哥不知道他究竟对你做了什么让你这么恨他的事情,可是哥相信他只是暂时被仇恨蒙蔽了而已,我希望如果你如果能原谅他的话,对他,对你也许才是最好的,因为你们明明还是彼此都爱着对方,与其互相伤害互相折磨,为什么不能敞开心扉给彼此再一个机会呢?虽然哥知道你现在还没办法做到,但是哥现在只希望你能用心地去感受忠载是真的后悔了,他也知道他做错了,所以你只要暂时不要再去想那些不好的事情,或者一次性把伤疤都揭开,也许会好的更快”“哥,你的意思是让我原谅忠载么?可是我们这样还能继续在一起么?我怕以后如果我们在一起后我已经不会再相信他了,因为我真的怕了,我怕再受伤害,我怕他还会像上次那样对我,哥,我好怕,我好矛盾”“ANDY,慢慢来吧,如果真的不行的话,那就一切顺其自然吧,哥先去给你们买点吃的东西,待会忠载醒来的时候,千万别再闹出什么事情,哥马上回来”
After Lee Minwoo explained, he went out to buy food. Andy looked at Lee Minwoo's back thoughtfully, maybe it should be like what brother said, since he doesn't know how to treat Chungjae with the attitude, then just let nature take its course!Maybe at that time, I will find a suitable attitude to treat Zhong Zai. Andy looked at Park Chung-jae's wound and felt that the most important thing now is for this person to get better soon, so that he can treat him with the most authentic emotions. "Hey, we met again, how are you feeling better now?" Andy looked up and found that it was the little nurse who took care of him. Andy was actually grateful to the little nurse, just like the doctor, they were all kind-hearted Not a bad person, when he was hurt by Zhong Zai last time, these two people made him feel very warm.So he forced a smile to the little nurse and said, "You are in good health, there is nothing wrong, thank you for your concern, and the last time you took care of me." If the scumbag fucks up, otherwise he can still chase you, but the two who came with you today are also super beautiful? The silver-haired one belongs to the high-cold type, and the whole body is filled with abstinence, and the other one is naturally cute and cute. They’re all so cute!” Andy thought for a while that the silver-haired one must be Brother Comet, and as for the other cute and cute type, first rule out that his brother is the coffin-faced cold type, and then rule out Brother Comet’s lover, because that person should also be Don't belong to the cute type, the only one left is Brother Dongwan, and Brother Comet?Don't say that he can't love now, even if he can love, there is still someone waiting there?As for Brother Dong Wan, it might be even more difficult. Whoever dares to use his brains would probably kill her directly! Andy asked cautiously, "Then which one are you cuter?" Andy silently mourned for her in his heart, which one he likes is useless, they both have their own owners! "The high-cold and cute people like it very much, uh... this question is so difficult! ~ The cute one is good... the high-cold one is good...both are good~~~ Ahhh, if you have to choose one, I will choose It’s better to be cute, to be my boyfriend.” The little nurse thought about it for a long time and finally chose Dong Wan as the object of pursuit. Andy heard that Brother Dong Wan was chosen, and he was still worried about the safety of this cute little nurse. Although he didn't want to hurt her, he should tell him the truth, "The person you mentioned actually has a boyfriend! That's my brother, And that silver-haired one has a sweetheart too, so it's useless for you to choose anyone now!" "Tch, what's the matter if you have a boyfriend, even if you have a boyfriend, I will still buy the flowers I like!" Park Zhongjae woke up I heard someone say this to Andy from time to time, and I feel uncomfortable, but now I don't even have the qualifications to ask, because I am a sinner to Andy now, a person who betrayed him Trust, abandoned their love, and pushed Andy far away with his own hands.So even though he knew that someone had a crush on Andy, he couldn't stop him, and Park Chung-jae felt that his wound seemed to hurt even more. Why didn't he shoot him to end the sinner?Maybe it's to punish myself!To punish myself, I have to watch Andy end up with someone else, and watch him fall in love with someone else. If this is the case, Zhong Zai thinks he might as well die like that! Andy originally wanted to explain to the little nurse that it was impossible for her, don't waste time and don't mess with his brother and Hyesung brother, or the unlucky one must be her own, but when he was about to speak, he found that Park Zhongjae woke up Now, I was looking at myself and I don't know what I was thinking. The little nurse also followed Andy's gaze and saw Park Chung-jae woke up. Her impression of this man was really bad. God knows what she hates most in her life is this kind of scumbag It's true, and she still feels scumbags about this kind of peerless world, so her face became very ugly after waking up like Park Chung-jae.The atmosphere suddenly became dull because of Park Zhongjae's waking up, and the relaxed atmosphere of the two before was completely gone.The little nurse routinely measured Park Chung-jae's blood pressure. After taking four tests, she gave Chung-jae a cold look, and finally whispered something in Andy's ear before turning around and leaving Park Chung-jae's ward.Only Park Chung-jae and Andy were left in the ward. Park Chung-jae looked at the little nurse's attitude towards him, and thought of what the little nurse said just now. He felt that the girl must like Andy, so Park Chung-jae's pale face changed because he thought of losing Andy. Even paler.And Andy's complexion is not very good, not because Park Chung-jae woke up and interrupted his conversation with the little nurse, but because he really doesn't know how to face this person now, although he intends to listen to his brother and let it be , but it is not easy.But in the end he broke the deadlock, "Park Chung-jae, is there any discomfort, do you want to call a doctor for you?" Andy actually asked quite naturally, as if the two of them didn't have any unhappiness at all, and they still love each other when.Park Chung-jae felt that Andy's concern made him a little flattered. He first shook his head blankly, then nodded blankly, and finally laughed and cried, which made Andy not know whether he was good or not for a while!
“很难受?”Andy看到朴忠载那样子还是问了问,因为伤的是胸口Andy还是很担心朴忠载是不是真的不舒服。“没有,我很好,只是没想到你还能关心我,我以为你再也不会理我了,再也巴不得见不到我这个人,Andy对不起,我那个时候是真的被仇恨蒙蔽了双眼,蒙蔽了我的心,所以我才会做出伤害你的事情,对不起,真的对不起,但是Andy我不报仇了,我也知道后悔了,能不能,我只是说以后能不能不要躲着我,我不求你的原谅,我只希望我能见到你好好的,即使你想要开始其他的……”“朴忠载我觉得现在还是先不要提那些事情吧,我可以坦白地告诉你我还喜欢你可是我现在并不能原谅你,而且其实我也不知道怎么面对你,你不要以为你给自己的身上打一个窟窿我就会原谅你,朴忠载我告诉你没那么简单,我现在在这边并不是因为自己原谅你,而是因为觉得因我而起我才会这么做,至于你对我做的一切,我能不能原谅你,我现在是真的不知道!”“Andy,我并不是为了博得你的同情才这样做的,我只是想对你赎罪,也想让我自己的内疚少一点,可是没想到到最后伤害的还是你,对不起Andy,好像从我们认识开始我就没好好对你过,反而一次一次的伤害你!”朴忠载越说越激动不知道是什么原因朴忠载居然吐血了,Andy看着突然吐血的朴忠载一下子就慌了,没反应过来要去找医生,就在那一直喊“朴忠载,你没事吧?忠载你没事吧?忠载,你别吓我啊”看着一直吐血不止的忠载Andy都担心地哭了出来,李珉宇进来的时候看到的就是忠载一直在吐血而Andy一直在床边抓着忠载的手边哭边求忠载不要出事,李珉宇按了铃喊了医生过来拿起纸巾给朴忠载擦了擦流出来的血,不过好像越擦越多,李珉宇也有点担心了,刚想问Andy究竟出了什么事情的时候医生和小护士就赶了过来,看到朴忠载的情况他皱了下眉头看了Andy一眼不过什么都没说就把李珉宇和Andy喊了出去。开始给忠载做起了术后的各种检查,发现胸腔大量出血,可能是情绪太过激动所致,奇怪明明这个人的血液流动应该没有这么快才对,可是现在为什么流的这么迅速,他出去喊人准备手术的时候被Andy拦住“医生,他怎么样?没事吧?”“现在别拦我还有点机会,不然你就等着为他整理后事吧!”说完就急急忙忙地用对讲机喊来几个医生一起进了病房。Andy愣愣地看着被那个医生推开的手喃喃地对李珉宇说道“哥,我不是故意的,我不知道我那么说他会吐血,早知道,早知道会这样,我一定不会那么说,哥,我现在不管了,我不再恨了,只要忠载这次能安然无恙,我打算试着原谅他,我爱他,我不能没有他,即使我知道我现在这样被伤害后还爱着他确实很贱,可是哥,即使他对我做了那些事情我还是爱他怎么办,我还是不能失去他,我怕,我怕这次他会出事,哥,经历了一次,这次我真的无法再承受了,哥你说我该原谅他么”Andy边说边嚎啕大哭,弄的李珉宇的心也酸酸的,他不知道怎么安慰自己的弟弟,可是现在如果他想开了而忠载也好好的,那是最好的,因为两个人明明互相相爱可是却在互相伤害,现在忠载还这样子,李珉宇只能希望忠载可以平安无事,他们两个也可以尽快解开心结。手术进行了一个多小时,Andy担心和内疚地哭了一个多小时,李珉宇期间没再开口只是任Andy好好的发泄。手术灯灭的时候,手术室的门推开后Andy就冲过去问医生“他没事吧?没事的吧?”医生没好气的回答道“再这样下去估计十个我都救不回来了,不要惹他,虽然不知道你们是什么恩怨,可是没必要弄的不是你伤就是他伤的,你们这样子伤害的就是我们这些人劳心劳肺的,也浪费一些真的需要救治的人的资源,每次来都是自残,你们够了没,靠,都给我悠着点”说完就傲娇地离开了。那个小护士看到自己叔叔离去的傲娇背影不禁摇了摇头对着Andy说道“刚确实挺危险的,差点就救不回来了,所以你别再伤他了,即使你再讨厌他,也是一条人命啊,我先走了,下面还有两场手术呢!”“不会了,再也不会了,我原谅他了”不知道是说给小护士听还是说给自己听Andy坚定地进了忠载的病房。ANDY进了忠载的病房看着忠载领子上都是刚刚吐出来的血的痕迹,ANDY很心疼同时也很难过,知道虽然是说自己要原谅朴忠载,可是真的能从心底上接受这个人那应该需要很漫长的时间。李珉宇看到ANDY愿意重新试着去原谅忠载他也放松了一下,毕竟这样一个人退一步,也比两个人互相折磨的好,即使自己的弟弟这样子做可能真的是委屈他自己,自己又何尝不想把欺负自己弟弟的朴忠载狠狠地揍一顿呢?可是怎么办呢?现在这个人还不用自己动手,就把自己折腾成现在这幅只剩半条命的死样子,而且自己也有点愧对他,其实也没那么强烈的立场来揍他呢?应该说最对不起他们两个应该是自己把,如果不是因为自己没想起以前的事情,那么忠载也许不会那么偏执也不会伤害到自己的弟弟,不过现在忠载还好暂时脱离了危险和ANDY也暂时能敞开心扉试着去原谅忠载,这也算是好的开始吧。李珉宇也走进了病房对着ANDY说道“ANDY,先吃点东西吧,你一天都没吃东西了,再不吃点待会忠载还没醒来你自己就先倒下了”李珉宇拿起之前买的粥递给ANDY.“恩,我吃,哥你说忠载会没事的吧?”ANDY拿过李珉宇递过来的粥,在要埋头吃的时候突然抬头问了李珉宇,李珉宇看了忠载一眼回答道“会的吧”听到李珉宇肯定的答案,ANDY才埋头喝起了粥,也许原谅才是对自己最好的救赎,这样想着后,ANDY觉得也许一切也并没有那么的糟糕。另一边的东万和彗星、文晸赫回到了李宅,东万一路都觉得彗星有点不寻常,因为东万观察到彗星在每一次骂完文晸赫或是鄙夷嫌弃他之后,他的眼里不知道为什么会有淡淡的忧伤,东万看的很清楚,刚开始还以为是自己眼花,可是并不是,自己是真真切切地看到了彗星眼里的懊悔与难过,东万觉得回去后还真的应该和彗星好好地谈谈,因为他也不知道彗星这样的情况是好还是坏。三个人在东万担忧彗星,文晸赫粘着彗星,彗星在那又嫌弃又鄙视地让文晸赫离他远点但是同时他的眼里时不时的淡淡的忧伤及懊悔的氛围中回到了李珉宇那里。一回到李宅,申彗星就当着文晸赫的面甩了一个回旋踢,警告文晸赫离他远点,如果不想再被自己揍的话,那就别靠近他。文晸赫不想离开的,可是肚子的疼痛却让他没办法继续粘着彗星,他看到彗星也好像到了忍耐的极限,所以也不再忍住自己的腹痛,匆忙地进了厕所。东万本来想让彗星不要那么过分的,可是看着文晸赫捂着肚子的样子,东万也知道早上彗星对文晸赫用的鬼力已经起了副作用,现在开始起作用了,看来文晸赫还算是比较幸运的只是简单的腹泻而已。东万突然严肃地对着彗星说“彗星,进你房吧,我有事情要问你?”彗星狐疑地看着东万突然变得这么严肃和自己说话,不过他还是习惯性地惯着这个人,没有说什么的先进了自己的房间,等他进房后,东万也走了进来并且把彗星的房门反锁了。“彗星,你觉不觉得你好像有点怪,你对文晸赫好像特别地凶,还有你以前知道了鬼力的作用后就不再用了,你怎么突然对文晸赫用了起来,还有今天我发现其实你是不是根本就不愿意伤害文晸赫,因为我从你的眼里看出了忧伤和懊悔,彗星你对蛊的了解应该比我更清楚,你应该也知道一些什么?”“你看出来了,东万,我本来也没想到要瞒你的,本来早上就想找你商量了,可是刚好ANDY出了那样的事情,所以只能暂时搁下了,我其实清楚地记得自己和文晸赫的点点滴滴,甚至是以前的那种心痛的感觉以及幸福的感觉都可以感受地到,可是我却对过去自己和他的一切感到厌恶和恶心,真的特别的恶心,我也不想的,可是一看到文晸赫我就下意识地厌恶他,讨厌他,看到他就很厌
After Lee Minwoo explained, he went out to buy food. Andy looked at Lee Minwoo's back thoughtfully, maybe it should be like what brother said, since he doesn't know how to treat Chungjae with the attitude, then just let nature take its course!Maybe at that time, I will find a suitable attitude to treat Zhong Zai. Andy looked at Park Chung-jae's wound and felt that the most important thing now is for this person to get better soon, so that he can treat him with the most authentic emotions. "Hey, we met again, how are you feeling better now?" Andy looked up and found that it was the little nurse who took care of him. Andy was actually grateful to the little nurse, just like the doctor, they were all kind-hearted Not a bad person, when he was hurt by Zhong Zai last time, these two people made him feel very warm.So he forced a smile to the little nurse and said, "You are in good health, there is nothing wrong, thank you for your concern, and the last time you took care of me." If the scumbag fucks up, otherwise he can still chase you, but the two who came with you today are also super beautiful? The silver-haired one belongs to the high-cold type, and the whole body is filled with abstinence, and the other one is naturally cute and cute. They’re all so cute!” Andy thought for a while that the silver-haired one must be Brother Comet, and as for the other cute and cute type, first rule out that his brother is the coffin-faced cold type, and then rule out Brother Comet’s lover, because that person should also be Don't belong to the cute type, the only one left is Brother Dongwan, and Brother Comet?Don't say that he can't love now, even if he can love, there is still someone waiting there?As for Brother Dong Wan, it might be even more difficult. Whoever dares to use his brains would probably kill her directly! Andy asked cautiously, "Then which one are you cuter?" Andy silently mourned for her in his heart, which one he likes is useless, they both have their own owners! "The high-cold and cute people like it very much, uh... this question is so difficult! ~ The cute one is good... the high-cold one is good...both are good~~~ Ahhh, if you have to choose one, I will choose It’s better to be cute, to be my boyfriend.” The little nurse thought about it for a long time and finally chose Dong Wan as the object of pursuit. Andy heard that Brother Dong Wan was chosen, and he was still worried about the safety of this cute little nurse. Although he didn't want to hurt her, he should tell him the truth, "The person you mentioned actually has a boyfriend! That's my brother, And that silver-haired one has a sweetheart too, so it's useless for you to choose anyone now!" "Tch, what's the matter if you have a boyfriend, even if you have a boyfriend, I will still buy the flowers I like!" Park Zhongjae woke up I heard someone say this to Andy from time to time, and I feel uncomfortable, but now I don't even have the qualifications to ask, because I am a sinner to Andy now, a person who betrayed him Trust, abandoned their love, and pushed Andy far away with his own hands.So even though he knew that someone had a crush on Andy, he couldn't stop him, and Park Chung-jae felt that his wound seemed to hurt even more. Why didn't he shoot him to end the sinner?Maybe it's to punish myself!To punish myself, I have to watch Andy end up with someone else, and watch him fall in love with someone else. If this is the case, Zhong Zai thinks he might as well die like that! Andy originally wanted to explain to the little nurse that it was impossible for her, don't waste time and don't mess with his brother and Hyesung brother, or the unlucky one must be her own, but when he was about to speak, he found that Park Zhongjae woke up Now, I was looking at myself and I don't know what I was thinking. The little nurse also followed Andy's gaze and saw Park Chung-jae woke up. Her impression of this man was really bad. God knows what she hates most in her life is this kind of scumbag It's true, and she still feels scumbags about this kind of peerless world, so her face became very ugly after waking up like Park Chung-jae.The atmosphere suddenly became dull because of Park Zhongjae's waking up, and the relaxed atmosphere of the two before was completely gone.The little nurse routinely measured Park Chung-jae's blood pressure. After taking four tests, she gave Chung-jae a cold look, and finally whispered something in Andy's ear before turning around and leaving Park Chung-jae's ward.Only Park Chung-jae and Andy were left in the ward. Park Chung-jae looked at the little nurse's attitude towards him, and thought of what the little nurse said just now. He felt that the girl must like Andy, so Park Chung-jae's pale face changed because he thought of losing Andy. Even paler.And Andy's complexion is not very good, not because Park Chung-jae woke up and interrupted his conversation with the little nurse, but because he really doesn't know how to face this person now, although he intends to listen to his brother and let it be , but it is not easy.But in the end he broke the deadlock, "Park Chung-jae, is there any discomfort, do you want to call a doctor for you?" Andy actually asked quite naturally, as if the two of them didn't have any unhappiness at all, and they still love each other when.Park Chung-jae felt that Andy's concern made him a little flattered. He first shook his head blankly, then nodded blankly, and finally laughed and cried, which made Andy not know whether he was good or not for a while!
“很难受?”Andy看到朴忠载那样子还是问了问,因为伤的是胸口Andy还是很担心朴忠载是不是真的不舒服。“没有,我很好,只是没想到你还能关心我,我以为你再也不会理我了,再也巴不得见不到我这个人,Andy对不起,我那个时候是真的被仇恨蒙蔽了双眼,蒙蔽了我的心,所以我才会做出伤害你的事情,对不起,真的对不起,但是Andy我不报仇了,我也知道后悔了,能不能,我只是说以后能不能不要躲着我,我不求你的原谅,我只希望我能见到你好好的,即使你想要开始其他的……”“朴忠载我觉得现在还是先不要提那些事情吧,我可以坦白地告诉你我还喜欢你可是我现在并不能原谅你,而且其实我也不知道怎么面对你,你不要以为你给自己的身上打一个窟窿我就会原谅你,朴忠载我告诉你没那么简单,我现在在这边并不是因为自己原谅你,而是因为觉得因我而起我才会这么做,至于你对我做的一切,我能不能原谅你,我现在是真的不知道!”“Andy,我并不是为了博得你的同情才这样做的,我只是想对你赎罪,也想让我自己的内疚少一点,可是没想到到最后伤害的还是你,对不起Andy,好像从我们认识开始我就没好好对你过,反而一次一次的伤害你!”朴忠载越说越激动不知道是什么原因朴忠载居然吐血了,Andy看着突然吐血的朴忠载一下子就慌了,没反应过来要去找医生,就在那一直喊“朴忠载,你没事吧?忠载你没事吧?忠载,你别吓我啊”看着一直吐血不止的忠载Andy都担心地哭了出来,李珉宇进来的时候看到的就是忠载一直在吐血而Andy一直在床边抓着忠载的手边哭边求忠载不要出事,李珉宇按了铃喊了医生过来拿起纸巾给朴忠载擦了擦流出来的血,不过好像越擦越多,李珉宇也有点担心了,刚想问Andy究竟出了什么事情的时候医生和小护士就赶了过来,看到朴忠载的情况他皱了下眉头看了Andy一眼不过什么都没说就把李珉宇和Andy喊了出去。开始给忠载做起了术后的各种检查,发现胸腔大量出血,可能是情绪太过激动所致,奇怪明明这个人的血液流动应该没有这么快才对,可是现在为什么流的这么迅速,他出去喊人准备手术的时候被Andy拦住“医生,他怎么样?没事吧?”“现在别拦我还有点机会,不然你就等着为他整理后事吧!”说完就急急忙忙地用对讲机喊来几个医生一起进了病房。Andy愣愣地看着被那个医生推开的手喃喃地对李珉宇说道“哥,我不是故意的,我不知道我那么说他会吐血,早知道,早知道会这样,我一定不会那么说,哥,我现在不管了,我不再恨了,只要忠载这次能安然无恙,我打算试着原谅他,我爱他,我不能没有他,即使我知道我现在这样被伤害后还爱着他确实很贱,可是哥,即使他对我做了那些事情我还是爱他怎么办,我还是不能失去他,我怕,我怕这次他会出事,哥,经历了一次,这次我真的无法再承受了,哥你说我该原谅他么”Andy边说边嚎啕大哭,弄的李珉宇的心也酸酸的,他不知道怎么安慰自己的弟弟,可是现在如果他想开了而忠载也好好的,那是最好的,因为两个人明明互相相爱可是却在互相伤害,现在忠载还这样子,李珉宇只能希望忠载可以平安无事,他们两个也可以尽快解开心结。手术进行了一个多小时,Andy担心和内疚地哭了一个多小时,李珉宇期间没再开口只是任Andy好好的发泄。手术灯灭的时候,手术室的门推开后Andy就冲过去问医生“他没事吧?没事的吧?”医生没好气的回答道“再这样下去估计十个我都救不回来了,不要惹他,虽然不知道你们是什么恩怨,可是没必要弄的不是你伤就是他伤的,你们这样子伤害的就是我们这些人劳心劳肺的,也浪费一些真的需要救治的人的资源,每次来都是自残,你们够了没,靠,都给我悠着点”说完就傲娇地离开了。那个小护士看到自己叔叔离去的傲娇背影不禁摇了摇头对着Andy说道“刚确实挺危险的,差点就救不回来了,所以你别再伤他了,即使你再讨厌他,也是一条人命啊,我先走了,下面还有两场手术呢!”“不会了,再也不会了,我原谅他了”不知道是说给小护士听还是说给自己听Andy坚定地进了忠载的病房。ANDY进了忠载的病房看着忠载领子上都是刚刚吐出来的血的痕迹,ANDY很心疼同时也很难过,知道虽然是说自己要原谅朴忠载,可是真的能从心底上接受这个人那应该需要很漫长的时间。李珉宇看到ANDY愿意重新试着去原谅忠载他也放松了一下,毕竟这样一个人退一步,也比两个人互相折磨的好,即使自己的弟弟这样子做可能真的是委屈他自己,自己又何尝不想把欺负自己弟弟的朴忠载狠狠地揍一顿呢?可是怎么办呢?现在这个人还不用自己动手,就把自己折腾成现在这幅只剩半条命的死样子,而且自己也有点愧对他,其实也没那么强烈的立场来揍他呢?应该说最对不起他们两个应该是自己把,如果不是因为自己没想起以前的事情,那么忠载也许不会那么偏执也不会伤害到自己的弟弟,不过现在忠载还好暂时脱离了危险和ANDY也暂时能敞开心扉试着去原谅忠载,这也算是好的开始吧。李珉宇也走进了病房对着ANDY说道“ANDY,先吃点东西吧,你一天都没吃东西了,再不吃点待会忠载还没醒来你自己就先倒下了”李珉宇拿起之前买的粥递给ANDY.“恩,我吃,哥你说忠载会没事的吧?”ANDY拿过李珉宇递过来的粥,在要埋头吃的时候突然抬头问了李珉宇,李珉宇看了忠载一眼回答道“会的吧”听到李珉宇肯定的答案,ANDY才埋头喝起了粥,也许原谅才是对自己最好的救赎,这样想着后,ANDY觉得也许一切也并没有那么的糟糕。另一边的东万和彗星、文晸赫回到了李宅,东万一路都觉得彗星有点不寻常,因为东万观察到彗星在每一次骂完文晸赫或是鄙夷嫌弃他之后,他的眼里不知道为什么会有淡淡的忧伤,东万看的很清楚,刚开始还以为是自己眼花,可是并不是,自己是真真切切地看到了彗星眼里的懊悔与难过,东万觉得回去后还真的应该和彗星好好地谈谈,因为他也不知道彗星这样的情况是好还是坏。三个人在东万担忧彗星,文晸赫粘着彗星,彗星在那又嫌弃又鄙视地让文晸赫离他远点但是同时他的眼里时不时的淡淡的忧伤及懊悔的氛围中回到了李珉宇那里。一回到李宅,申彗星就当着文晸赫的面甩了一个回旋踢,警告文晸赫离他远点,如果不想再被自己揍的话,那就别靠近他。文晸赫不想离开的,可是肚子的疼痛却让他没办法继续粘着彗星,他看到彗星也好像到了忍耐的极限,所以也不再忍住自己的腹痛,匆忙地进了厕所。东万本来想让彗星不要那么过分的,可是看着文晸赫捂着肚子的样子,东万也知道早上彗星对文晸赫用的鬼力已经起了副作用,现在开始起作用了,看来文晸赫还算是比较幸运的只是简单的腹泻而已。东万突然严肃地对着彗星说“彗星,进你房吧,我有事情要问你?”彗星狐疑地看着东万突然变得这么严肃和自己说话,不过他还是习惯性地惯着这个人,没有说什么的先进了自己的房间,等他进房后,东万也走了进来并且把彗星的房门反锁了。“彗星,你觉不觉得你好像有点怪,你对文晸赫好像特别地凶,还有你以前知道了鬼力的作用后就不再用了,你怎么突然对文晸赫用了起来,还有今天我发现其实你是不是根本就不愿意伤害文晸赫,因为我从你的眼里看出了忧伤和懊悔,彗星你对蛊的了解应该比我更清楚,你应该也知道一些什么?”“你看出来了,东万,我本来也没想到要瞒你的,本来早上就想找你商量了,可是刚好ANDY出了那样的事情,所以只能暂时搁下了,我其实清楚地记得自己和文晸赫的点点滴滴,甚至是以前的那种心痛的感觉以及幸福的感觉都可以感受地到,可是我却对过去自己和他的一切感到厌恶和恶心,真的特别的恶心,我也不想的,可是一看到文晸赫我就下意识地厌恶他,讨厌他,看到他就很厌
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