the name engraved in your heart

Ahan has been waiting in the park all afternoon.

It was Saturday, and there were many people traveling in the park. He deliberately chose a secluded place and waited for that person to appear.

But that person never came.

He walked to the phone booth again, took out the change, hesitated for a long time, and dropped the coin again.Be brave.he told himself so.

"Please leave a message for me. Birdy said to the secretary of the call machine on the other end of the microphone: "Just say that Han is looking for him and ask where he is? Also... please make sure he returns to my call machine and hangs up. He continues to wait in the park .

But Birdy still didn't appear until the sky started to darken. Ahan was sitting by the lake dejectedly. Not long after, a radio sounded next to him. He turned his head and saw a kind-faced thin old man. He looked about five or sixty years old and was tearing bread. The crumbs were feeding the carp in the lake. The old man glanced at Han and smiled. Han smiled back out of politeness. After a while, the old man picked up his thermos and poured a cup of hot tea, and placed it beside Han.Ah Han didn't drink that cup of tea.

It was finally completely dark, Ah Han got up, walked under the street lamp in the park, checked his call machine and looked at the entrance of the park unwillingly, wanting to see the familiar figure, why didn't Birdy come?

He planned to tell Birdy today, but suddenly there were footsteps behind him, and he turned back excitedly, but it was the old man, only this time, the old man was holding a still warm bun in his hand, which seemed to be I'm afraid he's hungry.Ahan turned his head in disappointment and walked towards the lake.

Then he found out that the old man was also following him. Ahan vaguely noticed something, but he didn't say that a young boy was still wandering in the park at night. What was the picture?

Ahan walked to the lake, as if he had made up his mind, walked into the pavilion by the lake, stopped, turned around, and looked at the old man.

He saw the familiar scorching heat in the eyes of the old man, and he had also seen it in Brother Rong's eyes as a kind of desire and lust for the flesh.

The old man walked up to him, and stretched out his hand to stroke his face as if admiring him. A Han felt disgusted, but he held back the attack.

At that moment, he had a kind of self-defeating depravity, since Birdy doesn't want him, then anyone can come!

The old man pulled down the zipper of his trousers. Ah Han was still hesitating and stretched out his hands to cover it, but the old man was already squatting in front of him, pulling his hands away, trying to take out his most private parts from the zipper of his trousers. During the tussle, Ah Han compromised, closing his eyes and retracting his hands as if risking everything.

He felt the old man's wet mouth kissing the place, and then the whole thing was pulled out, and at that moment, he had the urge to cry.

He felt that his heart had been ripped out completely, and he was just allowed to be ruined like this.

And he originally wanted to leave his heart to that person.

The old man stroked his wrinkled hands skillfully. He gritted his teeth and endured it for a while. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore and pushed the old man away. But the old man didn't give up, and leaned forward to kiss him again. At the same time, he put his hands in He caressed wantonly in his clothes, and then the old man took his hand to his crotch, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, he shook off the old man's hand, pushed him away, and cursed excitedly: "Damn! Get out! I'm not your kind! My heart is dead! Stay away from me!" I don't know if it was because of anger or shame, Ah Han felt his whole body rolling, and when he almost ran out of the pavilion as if fleeing, tears flowed involuntarily. Spills from the corner of the eye.

What the hell is he doing? !

Why do you want to degenerate to such a point, let a disgusting guy touch him like this?

What a burnt out he is!

The old man in the pavilion, this time, did not chase after Han again.

Early the next morning, in the orchestra practice room, Ah Han was holding a trumpet in his hand. Although he seemed to be practicing on the surface, he was actually absent-minded. He kept thinking about what happened in the park last night and felt extremely depressed.

What happened to me last night?

He actually let a stranger play tricks on him so casually. Just thinking about it, he feels his stomach turning and he wants to vomit. Without even looking at Birdy, "Why did you call me yesterday? Are you in a hurry to use the locomotive? I went out to play with Banban and forgot the caller in the dormitory, and it was too late when I came back. I was afraid you would fall asleep, so I didn't call back." .” Birdy explained.Ah Han sighed, summoned up the last little courage left in his heart, and said, "I...I have something to say to you." Birdy said with a smile: Good evening!Accompany me to a place in the middle of the night. "Then winked playfully.

"I...I want to say it now, can I wait a bit—" Han was halfway through his words, and the band conductor interrupted loudly: "It's time for the flag to be raised! The band is ready!" Han missed the opportunity and Birdy had already slipped back to his place With a mysterious smile on his face.

Since when did Ahan stare blankly at Birdy's position, and Birdy no longer sat beside him?

At night, the two of them sneaked out over the wall and came to a construction site on the side of the road. Han has been looking for a chance to talk to Birdy, but Birdy always talks about him, saying that he wants to do something big, except for Han. No one can help him.

Ah Han had no choice but to swallow those words for the time being, and guard Birdy like he did when he stole a movie poster.

Birdy slipped into the construction site, climbed up the water tower, and Ahan watched his figure behind him, thinking that since he knew Birdy, this guy has been climbing over the wall and trying to break the norms given to him by this world.

What does Birdy really want?

"What are you doing? Do you...need help?" Han couldn't help asking.

"Keep your voice down!" Birdy said in a low voice, "Just wait for me below!" Ah Han raised his head and suddenly felt something was wrong, and saw the huge promotional hot air balloon above the construction site slowly descending... Wait a minute, Did Birdy come here to steal cooked balloons?

"Why did you steal that thing?" Han asked suspiciously.

"You'll know later! Birdy said that Birdy quickly pulled the hot air balloon down. Han stepped forward to help, and at the same time said: Birdy 'Actually, I wanted to tell you yesterday—" Birdy immediately interrupted him: "I Got it! I'm really sorry yesterday, you won't be angry with me, right? I really forgot to call the phone and went out, I didn't lie to you!" Here it comes again.

BirdyBirdy seemed to know what he wanted to say, and every time he started, he would interrupt in a hurry like this.

Ah Han hoped that he was just being paranoid.

Because, if Birdy really knows what he wants to say but still ignores his feelings, runs after the school girl, or even deliberately alienates him, such behavior will hurt his heart even more. Courage faded again and again, and finally, finally, there was nothing left.

So he could only be silent. When the hot air balloon was in the sky, it didn't look that big from a distance, but it turned out to be scary when it was pulled down. Birdy couldn't help but get excited when he saw the hot air balloon getting closer and bigger. When the whole hot air balloon was pulled to the ground, Han, who was nearly four meters tall, was dumbfounded and asked, "What do you want to do with such a big one?" "I won't tell you, you will know in a few days." Yes," Birdyt said. After asking Birdy a few times, he still didn't explain why he went to the construction site to steal the hot air balloon, so Han stopped wasting his time asking questions. It blocked the view of the whole road. Fortunately, it was late at night and there were no vehicles on the road, which did not cause too much commotion. Ahan rode faster and faster. Birdy gradually let go of the hot air balloon, holding only a rope. He turned his head and looked at the big balloon. The hot air balloon bounced and flew on the deserted road, shouting happily: "Yeah! The cooperation is perfect!" Ah Han didn't respond, but just kept a calm face and rode the bike silently.

＊A few days later, at the early morning assembly, the wind band was playing the national flag anthem. When the national flag was rising, the students in front of the flag-raising platform suddenly had a commotion, and then some people pointed at the back of the flag-raising platform.

Ahan raised his head, and suddenly saw a huge hot air balloon rising slowly from behind the national flag, instantly attracting everyone's attention.

The hot air balloon was stolen by Ah Han and Birdy when they went to the construction site a few days ago. The promotional banner that was originally hung on it was sprayed with blue spray paint with a big "Good night!" My Love! 』These words Ahan immediately turned his head to look at Birdy, and found that Birdy's gaze happened to meet with Banban in the distance. Banban showed a shy smile, and then lowered his head.

Ah Han's heart turned cold, it turned out that Birdy already knew about it.

In front of the flag-raising platform, the students were still whispering to each other. Ahan took a deep breath and continued to play the national flag song. At this time, Banban looked over and found that Birdy had looked away and looked at Ahan. Banban noticed , Birdy looked at Ahan with inexplicable sadness, but that emotion was fleeting, and he even wondered if his eyes were wrong?

Will Birdy, who is always crazy and funny, also feel sad sometimes?The flag raising ceremony is over.

When the wind band exited, Ah Han held Birdy's hand and asked coldly, "So that's why you stole the hot air balloon?" "Yeah! Isn't it a surprise?" What do you mean?" Han asked, "If you don't tell me, I can look it up myself." Birdy looked indifferent, and Han felt a rush of heat rushing straight into his head.

he knows! Birdy knows it all!

But he took his confession as a joke!

Even in front of him, turned around and showed love to another girl in the same way!

What do you take me for? !

Ah Han really wanted to pull Birdy's neckline and ask him loudly in front of him, but he couldn't do it.

Because he is afraid of knowing the answer.

The exasperated instructor behind the flag-raising platform was scrambling with his workers to pull down the hot air balloon. The students watching couldn't help laughing. Seeing this, the dean picked up the microphone and kept telling everyone to be quiet, but obviously it had no effect at all.

Birdy pushed Han with his shoulder, and asked, "Can you lend me another car tonight?" "What are you doing?" Han's answer was as cold as ice, "Banban's birthday! I want her to go for a ride by the beach!" Birdy said , Ah Han bit his lip, suppressing the excitement and unspeakable pain in his heart and asked: "So...what am I?" "Of course you are my best friend!" Birdy patted him on the shoulder.Ahan shook off Birdy's hand on his shoulder, and walked away quickly.Of course you're my best friend That's Birdy's answer He and Birdy', just friends.

And between friends, you don't want to hug, kiss, or have more intimate contact, right?

Ah Han found himself crying, never felt such pain, maybe this is the feeling of broken love?

He doesn't like Banban.

He doesn't like women.

But what if it's Birdy's choice?

＊When Banban and her classmates walked through the barbed wire fence, someone called her.

She turned her head and found that it was Ah Han.

After she turned her head and said a few words to her classmates, she walked towards Ah Han.

"Senior, are you looking for me?" Ah Han nodded and said, "I want to talk to you alone, is it convenient?" Banban thought for a while and said, "Isn't it convenient here?" "Then after school, the orchestra Behind the practice room?" Han asked.

Banban looked at him thoughtfully, then nodded.

"Also, don't let Birdy know about Han's warning before leaving.

Banban hesitated for a moment before nodding.

Banban watched his leaving back, thinking about why Han wanted to find her alone, Banban thought that Han also liked her.

Special Middle School has always been a boys' school class. As the first batch of female high school students newly recruited this year, she has a sweet appearance and a lively and generous personality. Being together doesn't mean she doesn't enjoy the attention, or even the pursuit of other boys.

Compared with Birdy, Ah Han felt much more honest, and seemed a bit boring, but she found that Ah Han was very considerate and careful, just like the last time after the military song competition, the three of them went to the night market together, and Birdy only cared about eating fried noodles. Han, however, took the order for them, and then set the chopsticks on the table. After the fried noodles and stir-fried noodles arrived, she silently went to get a few pieces of tissue paper and handed them to them. Afterwards, she and Birdy chatted happily. I left to play video games, and brought beer when I came back. I think that if I become Ah Han's girlfriend, although it is not as fun and lively as being with Birdy, I will definitely be cared for and loved, right?

Therefore, when she heard Ah Han said that she wanted to recognize her as a god-sister, she still thought that her guess was correct, thinking that Han was just too embarrassed to say it too directly, "In this way, the three of us can still play together like before, Are you okay? Ah Han asked Ah Han that he still couldn’t give up on Birdy completely, and knew that Birdy’s heart was not on him at all, but at least, he thought humbly, at least, let him still be friends with Birdy, so that he could also be friends with Birdy. You can continue to stay by Birdy's side "Why so suddenly?" Banban slightly tilted his head to look at Han and smiled. In Banban's eyes, that smile was like a forced forced smile.

Ah Han didn't answer her question, but talked about Birdy: "Birdy is... more impulsive, crazy, he often does things without thinking, and runs to do whatever comes to mind, you have to take care of him.

Banban was a little surprised.

"Also, although he often has a smile on his face, in fact he always smiles when he is sad." Ah Han paused. Although he was reluctant, he still had to give Birdy to this girl, because Birdy likes her. "In fact, he is also very afraid of being alone, and he needs others to be by his side. You will find out slowly..." This is the Birdy he knows, and he hopes that this girl can understand him as well as he does, so that he can love him well.

Banban kept looking at Han, seeing the reluctance and love in his eyes when he mentioned Birdy.At that moment, she seemed to understand something.

"No." She suddenly said that Han was stunned, "What?" What to say.

Girls are really thoughtful.

But anyway, he didn't really want to recognize her as his god-sister, it was just an excuse, "Okay, that's fine." He turned to leave, but was held by the corner of his clothes, "You really hate me, don't you? "Banban asked.

"Me? No, Ah Han hastened to deny it, but it's impossible for him to admit it.

Banban is Birdy's girlfriend, how can he hate Banban?

"Then why do you never look me in the eye?" Banban continued to press.

Banban originally thought that Han was just shy, but now it seems that Han didn't want to look at her because of her.

Ah Han was a little caught off guard, he didn't expect that his every unconscious move would be seen by Ban Ban. He didn't like this feeling. He thought that the secret he had kept well hidden was suddenly dug out alive and opened in public and he was the last one. The jealous one.

"You are my good friend's horse, why do I have nothing to do with you?" Ah Han made an excuse in a panic.

Banban understands.

Ah Han is not because she is shy, but because she is really not interested in her. Banban became a little annoyed and asked deliberately: "Then what kind of girl do you like? I can introduce you to my classmates." "No, I don't want to make friends now Girlfriend!" Ah Han just wanted to leave quickly "Then what do you think of me?" Banban asked Ah Han looked at Banban in disbelief and then became angry, and said sharply to Banban: "You know what you are talking about ?

Birdy really likes you, if you hurt him and don't cherish him well, I will never forgive you in this life!After speaking, he left angrily.

Watching his figure walking away quickly, Banban felt that he finally understood something in his heart, but he didn't want to really understand it that way. On the weekend, Ah Han, who went home for the night, found that the phone rang for a long time.

He picked up the calling machine listlessly, looked at the unfamiliar phone number, hesitated for a moment, and called back.

"What? You say it again?!" Ah Han looked surprised, he hung up the phone and rushed out of the house immediately.

Birdy had a car accident!

Ah Han hails a taxi and rushes to the scene of the car accident. The person who calls him is a hot girl from a betel nut stall, and Birdy is sitting down on the side of the road opposite the betel nut stall. Thinking about getting up, Ah Han quickly supported him, and asked anxiously, "Are you okay?" "I'm sorry, I broke your car, and I will pay you for it—" Before Birdy finished speaking, he was caught by the anxious Ah Han. Han interrupted excitedly: "Who wants you to say I'm sorry! Who wants you to pay! Don't you want to be more careful?" Looking at the bruised and embarrassed Birdy, Han felt distressed for a while, and was even more angry that this guy didn't take care of his body!

"Look how much it costs to fix the car, I—" Birdy said still unwillingly.

Ah Han finally lost control and yelled at Birdy for the first time, almost hysterical: "Just say that you don't want to lose money, don't you understand?!" Birdy lowered his head and stopped talking. Seeing Birdy like this, Ah Han's heart immediately He softened, and at the same time regretted his impulsiveness just now, "Did you call an ambulance?" Han asked, "No need to call." Birdy said that Han stood up, looked around, and wanted to find a phone booth.

"I'm going to find the phone booth, wait for me!" "There's a phone at the betel nut stand over there. I asked that hot girl to make a call for me just now." Birdy pointed at the betel nut stand and rushed across the road, but there was no one. Noticing that the approaching car was almost hit by a gravel truck, Birdy gasped and almost screamed. Fortunately, Han stopped alertly in time, and the driver of the gravel truck honked his horn, opened the window and cursed at Han. He said: "I wanted to reincarnate so early!" Birdy, who was sitting on the ground, looked at all this, angry and funny. Then he lowered his head, suddenly feeling very tired, and the ambulance came.

Birdy was sent to the hospital. Because he was underage and driving without a license, the hospital notified Birdy's family members. When Birdy's father arrived, he scolded him severely. I will give birth to you! It will only cause trouble all day long!" Ah Han didn't dare to speak, he glanced at Birdy Birdy worriedly, and saw that his expression was indifferent as he had long been used to.

Although Birdy's fall was well repaired, the young man was strong, only his right foot was severely sprained, and his left upper arm was slightly fractured. The doctor put a plaster on his arm, and Birdy's movements suddenly became very inconvenient. When he opened the hospital, Birdy couldn't She said shyly to Ah Han who was helping him to walk: "I will ask the dealer to tow your car to see if it can be repaired. I will be responsible for repairing it and returning it to you. You don't have to worry!" Angry, he said, "Did I say that I was worried about my car?" Birdy was a bit self-defeating, so he stopped talking. After returning to school, Birdy with his wound bandaged was naturally eye-catching, but he deliberately didn't want Ah Han's help, I always hold a cane alone and walk around the campus hard.At first, Ah Han hardened his heart and ignored him, but at night, after taking a shower, he was wearing only a singlet and underwear. When he saw Birdy limping slowly at the door of the bathroom, he finally couldn't bear it.

He sighed to himself, and stepped forward to help, but Birdy flatly refused, "No, I can do it myself." Birdy said, Han then backed away and stood aside, watching Birdy walk into the shower room with difficulty. Even closing the door seemed difficult, let alone undressing and taking a shower by myself.

Ahan walked into the shower without saying a word, then closed the door and locked it. Before Birdy could refuse, Ahan had already started to help him take off his clothes. Birdy blushed, when Ahan finished taking off his clothes , he asked Ah Han to go out, but Ah Han didn’t seem to hear it. He turned his face and picked up the shower head and poured water on him. Birdy froze and stretched out his hand to him, saying: "Bring it! I will do it myself!" Han handed him the soap, but Birdy couldn't catch it steadily, and the soap fell to the ground. Han picked it up and wanted to give it to him. He suddenly changed his mind, pushed Birdy roughly against the wall, put soap on his lower body, and scrubbed vigorously.

"Damn... it's too hard..." Birdy protested that Ah Han gritted his teeth, and the strength of scrubbing his hands became stronger and stronger. He felt that the things in his hands reacted quickly, and gradually swelled and hardened, so he said even harder, Until I heard Birdy's suppressed groans, gasping for air.

Birdy was trying to endure, powerless to resist him.

Han was excited.

There is also a thrill of revenge.

Between him and Birdy, Birdy has always been proactive, and he obediently complied. Later, he only felt that he was the object of Birdy's teasing. Wasn't he good at first?Was it Birdy who provoked him first, and then snubbed him for no reason?See who's playing with whom now?

"Stop it... Birdy's begging sounded like a hoarse moan, people were coming and going in the shower room, he didn't dare to make too much noise, his face was flushed, he bit his lip desperately and stared at Ahan Ahan suddenly pushed him The whole person turned over, and his whole body was pressed against the cold wall. Ahan's body was pressed against it, and his hands were still rubbing his lower body. He felt some kind of hard columnar object between his buttocks, and his face became even redder. , how dare you... ah" The moan that was almost shouted suddenly stopped, and Ahan put out his hand to cover his mouth.

Ah Han's hands were very big, covering not only his mouth, but also his nose, and he soon felt difficult to breathe.

"..." The tears flowed out at some point, the pain of suffocation and the pleasure of the body contradictoryly intertwined, the muscles at the base of the thigh became tighter and tighter, the panting sound was almost uncontrollable, and he was finally in Ahan's hands At the moment of eruption, unwilling to reconcile, he bit Ahan's finger hard!

Ahan was in pain, he shook his hand hard, and pushed Birdy away from the small shower room. The two big boys faced each other, and finally they could no longer escape, and finally they could no longer pretend. They just looked at each other like that, and Ahan found Birdy's In addition to the anger and shame in the eyes, there is actually a deeply suppressed pain.

Despite the noises of people coming and going outside and the sound of water dripping one after another, they still heard each other's panting clearly.

Birdy suddenly stepped forward, beat Ahan's chest with his left hand in the cast, and then threw himself on Ahan, rubbing Ahan's lower body with his right hand that was still free through the drenched panties, and licked his mouth. Kissed Han's lips fiercely, as if not to be outdone.

After being stunned for two seconds, Ah immediately responded eagerly, and his eyes were wet at the moment when he was in a difficult situation.The sudden kiss was thirsty and violent. I felt the soft lips of the other party and at the same time felt the slight impact of the teeth rubbing against each other. Something finally broke out at this moment that could no longer be suppressed, could no longer be waited for, could no longer be hidden.

It was a kind of happiness like taking drugs, which made people unable to extricate themselves.

The taste of desire that could only be imagined in the past is now finally realized, just as Han imagined. Han couldn't help but let out a low moan, but just when he closed his eyes and was intoxicated, Birdy suddenly pushed him away. Han Zhang Opening his eyes, he found Birdy crying.

Birdy quickly lowered his head, followed by an awkward silence. The enthusiasm just now seemed to be just a dream. Han gradually felt the coldness around him. Looking at the foam left on Birdy's body, Han silently turned on the shower head to wash away the foam dregs on his body.

…sorry. "Amidst the patter of water, he heard Birdy say in a low voice, why should he apologize?

Then he heard Birdy's sobbing, mixed with the patter of water.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Crying and apologizing, Han panicked. He didn't understand why Birdy kept apologizing?

If it is said that none of this should have happened, then he should be the one who should apologize, not Birdy. Birdy apologized, opened the door of the shower, and walked out. Compared with the shower with hot water, the outside world is so cold.