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The day he left was a sunny day, and Zi Luo only brought summer and autumn clothes, but he couldn't take them all in one trip. Jiang Yu helped him carry things, and when he went out, he happened to meet Meng Chunxin.

Jiang Yu said to her: "Please take care of my mother today, I will come back tomorrow."

Meng Chunxin nodded: "Don't worry."

Many students at the train station were pulling suitcases, all preparing to return to school.Zi Luo bought a high-speed rail ticket, and there were not as many people as there were in the train carriages. The two of them found a seat and sat down. After waiting for about 10 minutes, the scenery outside the train window slowly turned into lush green grass.

Jiang Yu looked out the window and knew that he was leaving S City.

It would be nice if there was no destination.

At that time, on the way to Yungang, they would look for a movie to pass the time, but this time the two of them sat quietly, except for Zi Luo asking him if he was thirsty, the two of them didn't say anything else, Jiang Yu leaned his head On his shoulders, there was a four-hour stay.

On the way to take the subway, Zi Luo walked very slowly. He looked around. Jiang Yu had a very poor sense of direction. Sideways, pointing to the platform above the head: "We are at this station now, see the arrow, this direction is the right one."

Jiang Yu: "Oh."

Zi Luo paused, and said, "Don't sit upside down when you go back."

Jiang Yu: "Oh."

The two took a taxi to the neighborhood where they rented a house. When they got off the car, Jiang Yu finally said what he was holding back: "It costs more than 70 yuan to take a taxi, which is too expensive."

Zi Luo laughed: "It's City A after all."

Not in a hurry to go there, Zi Luo found the courier collection point by means of the navigation. After reporting his mobile phone number, he watched the staff take out one package after another, and finally piled up more than 20 packages in front of him.

Zi Luo was stunned: "...what did you buy?"

"Just, some commonly used ones." Jiang Yu said again, "There are more, I guess they haven't arrived yet."

Rao, the Double Eleven staff had never seen a person buy so many things, he kindly pulled the small truck beside him: "You guys live in this community, this is for you, don't forget to return it .”

Jiang Yu thanked him and arranged the couriers neatly. He dropped a few when he pulled them away, and he picked them up almost all the way.

He bought a complete set of things, even brooms and mops. There were two dusty small basins in the bathroom. Each of them had a rag and wiped every place they could touch in the house. The scorpion fell out of the box. Take the mat and sheets, and after they are made, both of them pour them on the bed.

Jiang Yu sighed: "I don't know if I don't do housework... I'm really tired."

"Come back and clean up the rest." Zi Luo glanced at the time, "Go out to eat."

When I went to report, the campus of University A was full of cars, and the horns honked one after another. Zi Luo went to the Department of Physics and queued up to report. Jiang Yu accompanied him, looking around bored, but when he saw a booth, Suddenly froze there.

The people in front filled out the form quickly, and it seemed that they didn't have to wait too long. Zi Luo noticed that he was in a daze, and followed his line of sight to see that it was the seat of the Department of Clinical Medicine.

The Department of Clinical Medicine of Zhangcheng University of Medical Sciences is not the same concept as that of University A.

Jiang Yu quickly looked back, took the registration card and the two left. After a series of procedures and paying the tuition fees, Jiang Yu saw the school badge in his hand when he helped him put it in his bag.

He held the cold school badge, and put it into the bag together with the materials after a few seconds.

"The cherry blossoms are not in bloom."

Zi Luo heard him suddenly say: "Huh?"

Jiang Yu said: "I heard, some people say that the cherry blossoms are not in bloom."

The most memorable thing about University A is the cherry blossom garden. Zi Luo didn't know when the flowers would bloom, but he still wanted to take Jiang Yu to see it this time.

He didn't know where he was at first, but he overheard girls discussing that they wanted to watch it together, and the two followed them silently. University A has six campuses in total, and the area is too vast, so it took a while to wander around. go somewhere.

It really didn't bloom.

Even though it wasn't blooming, the surrounding area was crowded with people. Jiang Yu didn't approach, but just watched from a distance. Zi Luo slowly turned to look at his side face, and quietly grabbed his fingers.

When he went back, Jiang Yu specially helped him record the time. It took about 10 minutes to get back to the rented house from University A. There was a lot of express delivery to be processed. Jiang Yu took out the folding table, the folding small bench, and the folding shelf. Hangers, laundry detergent, shampoo, shower gel, etc... the bathroom was full in the past hour.

Before the curtains were installed, the bright sun came in. Jiang Yu stood in front of the window and took a rest. After looking around, he found a corner that was very suitable for a piano.

But there is no need to bring the piano here, and if I buy it again, the money for the two of them will not be enough.

The bag was thrown on the floor by him, and Zi Luo was cleaning up at the moment, Jiang Yu put away his phone and looked at him in the sun for a while, then stepped on a stool to install the curtains.

The only things that were missing at home were firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea. The two of them followed the navigation to a nearby supermarket. When they came out, each of them had two heavy bags in their hands.

It was getting dark outside, and he hadn't rested since arriving here. Jiang Yu felt tired and didn't even bother to take a shower. He stood under the shower with his eyes closed and kept rushing.

His eyelashes were soaked in water. Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked at the marble wall beside him. He reached out to touch it, and his fingertips slid down from top to bottom. Then he turned his head to look at the small bathroom, imagining that Zi Luo would come back after class. look like.

Open the door, change shoes and clothes, cook, eat alone, clean up after eating, and then go to the bathroom to take a shower. Maybe year after year, day after day, there are many scenes without him.

He had been washing for too long, his head was already dizzy, Zi Luo knocked on the door and called him, Jiang Yu turned off the water: "Okay."

The air conditioner was turned on in the room, and Jiang Yu stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and wiped his wet hair. He realized that he could see far, far away through the window. At night, City A was brightly lit, and vehicles roared by on the road. , much larger than Zhangcheng, and much more lively than Zhangcheng.

It's too far away, everything here is very strange, the only thing he cares about is the person who is taking a shower in the bathroom now, as long as he thinks about it, he won't feel far away.

Really, it doesn't seem that far off.

He was in a daze when his waist suddenly tightened. Jiang Yu smelled the familiar fragrance, and Zi Luo hugged him from behind.

They watched the night scene of City A together, Zi's hair was not blown, and the falling water droplets slipped onto Jiang Yu's neck, and then went down, disappearing into his chest.

Jiang Yu turned around and held his face, her eyes so focused, she bowed her head and kissed him for a while.

He panted: "Hungry."

Zi Luo was still hugging him, picked up the phone: "Order takeaway, what do you want to eat?"

Jiang Yu said: "I don't know what's delicious, just look at it."

That being said, Jiang Yu was still unhappy when the takeaway came and saw that it was two servings of porridge, because he thought the taste was too bland for him to eat.Zi Luo served him some in a small bowl: "You have a bad stomach, drink more porridge."

Jiang Yu refused to answer: "I have no problem with my stomach now."

"Then you have to take good care of it." Zi Luo picked up a small fried dumpling for him, "Take a bite, I think the evaluation is pretty good."

Jiang Yu reluctantly drank a bowl of porridge and ate some pasta. He glanced at the sky outside the window, it was getting heavier and heavier, and the time was getting later and later.

He used to suffer from insomnia at home, but this time in this hut, in Zi Luo's arms, he also did not feel sleepy.Zi Luo was not asleep, and he also knew that Jiang Yu was not asleep. He stared at the light of the desk lamp in a daze, and when he lowered his head, he saw the eyes of the person in his arms opened.

He raised his head and gently stroked Jiang Yu's cheek, pinched his chin to make him look up, the two of them looked at each other for a moment, Zi Luo was still defeated by his eyes.

"You know how to cook now, cook more nutritious dishes and eat less spicy dishes." Zi Luo looked at him and whispered softly, "If anyone can't, you can play a video for me."

Jiang Yu stared at him firmly and did not speak.

Zi Luo continued: "Don't quarrel with Auntie, just tell me when you're sad, don't hold it back, I'll be worried."

He still didn't speak, Zi Luo lowered his head and rubbed the tip of his nose: "I'm not here, so take good care of yourself."

They often talked close to each other like this, but this time Jiang Yu choked his throat, his eyes were hot, and his heart was sore.He has been thinking for many nights, they agreed to take the entrance examination for A University together as early as the second year of high school, and earned money and saved to pay the rent together in the third year of high school. after.

Why is it in a different place, why can't I see it every day.

He has been following Zi Luo's footsteps, making himself excellent and able to keep up with him.He who followed Zi Luo wasn't as dazzling, but he wasn't too bad either.

He has never thought about the future, but now he feels confused, because he can't see what the future between him and Zi Luo will be like, even if he can imagine it.

He will stay in Zhangcheng for five years, 365 days a year, five years, the time is so long, the days are so long, how will he spend it.

The tip of Jiang Yu's nose was sour, and he frowned, resisting the urge to cry, he didn't want to be so sensational the night before he left, he was sad, and Zi Luo would not feel better.

After a while, he said sullenly, "I see."

Zi Luo's mind has always been delicate, and he would not fail to notice his desperately suppressed emotions, but he didn't say anything, and didn't hug him tightly, just forgetting each other face to face with him.

Jiang Yu's hand under the quilt held him firmly, and kept his eyes open. He didn't want to sleep, and he didn't dare to sleep.He was afraid that when he opened his eyes, he would see the time reminding him that it was time to go, and he wanted to truly feel the existence of Zi Luo in his sight every minute and every second in the past.

Zi Luo didn't feel sleepy either, but he still coaxed him, telling him to go to sleep.

Jiang Yu shook his head, Zi Luo had no choice but to hug him tightly and pat him on the back slowly.Jiang Yu knew that Zi Luo was coaxing him to sleep, so he closed his eyes, as if he saw time going backwards, the surroundings were no longer unfamiliar, but he had returned to the home at the entrance of Baihua Lane, in a small space, he Nested in Zi Luo's arms, because he knew that Zi Luo would be seen as soon as he opened his eyes, and that Zi Luo would be by his side every day, he slept soundly every night.

It was as if after waking up, he could still pester Ziluo and ask him to play the piano for him.

In the picture, the sky is bright, and he is riding a bicycle in front of him, turning his head to call Ziluo, saying why are you so slow, hurry up, and catch up with me.

But this time, you must walk a little slower.

You must not abandon me.

I will study hard, just like the three years in high school, I will also study hard when I study medicine. When I come here for the postgraduate entrance examination, I will still be able to walk into the campus of University A with you. When I come again, the flowers will surely bloom Alright.

You have to wait for me.

……

In the second half of the night, Jiang Yu didn't know what dream he had, his body trembled suddenly, and Zi Luo opened his eyes almost immediately.Jiang Yu was still nestled in his arms, eyes closed, brows frowned tightly.

Zi Luo looked at him for a while, then rested her fingers between his brows, smoothing them gently for him.

Jiang Yu woke up very early and didn't make a sound. When he woke up, he smelled the smell of hot milk. When he turned his eyes, he saw Zi Luo standing in the kitchen making breakfast.

He didn't move for a while, a room is only that big, you can see the whole space when you turn your head, the kitchen is right where you just entered the door, and there is nothing to block it.Zi Luo was afraid of waking him up, so he moved very lightly, turning his head from time to time to see if he was awake. After the eggs were fried, he turned his head and saw Jiang Yu lying on the bed and looking at him quietly.

Zi Luo was slightly taken aback: "...Did I wake you up?"

Jiang Yu shook his head, he was just thinking about something and didn't want to sleep anymore.

"It's still early, do you want to sleep a little longer?"

Jiang Yu still shook his head, and after getting up, he hugged his head and rubbed it against his neck, and went to wash up after rubbing.

Zi Luo brought over the breakfast machine and made two shrimp sandwiches. After Jiang Yu was full, he took out all the photos he had washed, picked a few and posted them on the bedside. He tilted his head and looked at them for a while. He glanced at the watch hanging beside him.

On the way for the two to take the subway, Jiang Yu still didn't know the direction. Zi Luo led him to show him the way. After talking for a long time, he didn't know if Jiang Yu remembered it. He noticed that this person hadn't spoken since the beginning. up.

The subway stopped at one stop, and Zi Luo stopped talking.

The university started in these two days, so almost all the train station exits in these two days were college students, pulling boxes and rushing out.Zi Luo sent him into the hall, fearing that he could not find the compartment, so he took out his ticket and told him.

Jiang Yu looked at him face to face, and after he finished speaking, "I know, I'm not that stupid."

Zi Luo sighed slightly: "You're not smart either, you can't find your way every time you go out."

Jiang Yu took the ticket and looked down to find that it was a high-speed rail ticket.

Zi Luo bought the return ticket for him in advance, just because he was afraid that he would take the eight-hour train ride to save money, and it would take such a long time that he would be stupid.As the time to check in was getting closer, Zi Luo looked at him for a moment: "Go in."

Jiang Yu didn't speak, but looked down at the toe of the shoe.

"Go in early, if you can't find the carriage, ask the staff inside."

"I can find it." Jiang Yu said in a low voice, "I will definitely find it."

Zi Luo looked at him and smiled, the light in his eyes froze slightly: "...it's time to go, it's too late if I don't go."

Only then did Jiang Yu raise his head, he bit his lower lip and opened his eyes without blinking, then suddenly reached out and hugged Zi Luo tightly.

"...you miss me."

Zi Luo closed her eyes and said slowly, "Yes."

Jiang Yu's hug loosened a little bit, and became looser and looser. He and Zi Luo faced each other, and the suppressed emotions were exposed as soon as he opened his mouth, and his voice trembled terribly: "Then, I'm leaving."

Zi Luo said: "Go."

After passing the security check, Jiang Yu walked very slowly. He wanted to look back to see if Zi Luo was still there, but he didn't dare.If he could see it, he was afraid that he couldn't help running towards him. If he couldn't see it, he would definitely be overwhelmed by a huge sense of loss.

Either way you lose your mind.

Zi Luo didn't turn around until Jiang Yu's figure was out of sight. Many people around him had been watching him since just now, but he didn't care. He reached out and rubbed his eyes for a while.

When he opened Alipay, he saw a transfer. Zi Luo looked at the amount and felt that Jiang Yu should have transferred all the money to him.The time showed noon yesterday, and it was probably transferred quietly while he was cleaning. He was really a fool for not keeping any money for himself.

Including the 4 bonus he left over from the previous piano competition, the two of them saved a total of more than 1 from their part-time jobs. Zi Luo transferred [-] to him, and Jiang Yu transferred it back to him just a minute after the transfer. Zi Luo directly sent a string of ellipsis.

The two chatted directly in Alipay, and Jiang Yu said: I don't need money.

Zi Luo: Keep it, it will always be used.

Jiang Yu: No, you keep it to pay the rent, and the electricity and water bills are very expensive.

Zi Luo knew his temper, and finally transferred him [-] yuan.

He asked again: In the car?

Jiang Yu: Well, I’m leaving soon

Zi Luo had already got down to the subway station, and he didn't reply to a line of text for a long time, and Jiang Yu didn't send it again.

There were not many people in the carriage, and the high-speed train was really quiet compared to the train, so Jiang Yu started to be in a daze.Looking out the window at the fast-moving scenery, his body gradually became more and more tense from the relaxation at the beginning.

How far is it?

If you get off the car now, how long will it take to run back to Zi Luo?

It was noon when we arrived at the station, and the sun was so hot that people couldn't keep their eyes open. After returning to Zhangcheng, everything became familiar. There were many drivers standing at the exit. He came over: "Where are you going? Zhang Normal University, there is only one place left, and you can go now."

Jiang Yu shook his head.

If I want to go to a place where Ziluo is, it is not Zhang Normal University, I want to go now.

Taking the bus back to Baihua Street, there were not many people outside on a hot day, so Jiang Yu went to Wang's convenience store to buy a bottle of water, and drank most of the bottle in one go.

The eldest son of the Wang family was watching TV. Seeing that he hadn't left, he hooked his head and talked to him: "Hey, I heard that you did well in the exam. Why didn't you go to Qingheng A University and stay here? What a pity."

Jiang Yu glanced at him.

"Zi Luo has already left, right? Now no one is with you every day. The two of you have been like brothers since you were young. I'm not used to being separated..."

Jiang Yu was annoyed by what he heard, so he threw the water bottle back into his hand after drinking, and left without looking back.

When turning into the alley, a gust of wind blew, Jiang Yu's nose was filled with the fragrance of flowers, and his footsteps became weak for a moment.He looked at the road ahead, and his palms began to sweat.

The door of the house should be unlocked. Jiang Yu saw Sanbai running out, and the bell rang. Sanbai turned around and saw him, and ran towards him in a daze.

Meng Chun hurriedly chased him out, and saw a young man in a trance standing on the other side of the road.

His eyes were full of confusion, it was obvious that home was ahead, but he couldn't seem to find the way back.

Sanbai excitedly grabbed his trouser legs, Jiang Yu knelt down and patted his head: "Sanbai...you won't see your brother Luoluo anymore."

"He's gone, he's far away from us, and it takes eight hours to take the train." Sanbai couldn't understand, Jiang Yu's voice was very low, "Didn't you notice that there is no one around me?"

Sanbai looked at him with his tongue out, not understanding what he was talking about.Jiang Yu smiled again, patted it: "Go and play."

Seeing him coming back, Meng Chunxin went back to his home, Jiang Yu went to say hello to Xu Meiyin, and after returning to the room, he opened the cabinet and took out a set of clean clothes and put them on, and put him in exactly the same shape as Zi Luo the pair of sneakers.

The bicycle was dusted in the warehouse, Jiang Yu wiped it again, got on it and stopped in the alley.

He glanced around, this place where he lived with Zi Luo for 19 years, and felt the fragrance of flowers after closing his eyes. He was wearing the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School, just for a moment, as if he had returned to his sophomore year in high school.

"Luoluo..." he murmured softly, "How long have you been waiting?"

Zi Luo was wearing a school uniform and looked at him with a smile, so gentle, she said it hadn't been long.

Jiang Yu also laughed: "I must be earlier next time."

Zi Luo looked at him and said it's okay, she won't be late.

Jiang Yu said "ah": "Then let's go? Let's go to school."

Well, let's go.Zi Luo said.

Jiang Yu suddenly opened his red eyes, tried his best to ride in front of him, and without turning his head, he said with a smile: "You want to catch up with me, you want to be in front of me, why don't you catch up?"

"...Then I'll ride slower."

……

His vision had become hazy, Jiang Yu's throat hurt, and he pressed the emergency brake.

A gust of wind blew by, he turned his head slowly, and there was no one behind him.

No second person.

There is no drop.

He won't wait for him to go to school with him anymore.