For the sake of my brother debut, I decided to become a Uranus superstar

When the conversation reached a stalemate, the aunt happily carried a large basin that could completely stuff a person's face, and walked over happily like a duo: "Okay, let's eat dumplings, lads— —”

When the pot of dumplings hit the table, it shook so hard that the bowls and chopsticks made a crisp crashing sound.

The two teenagers stared dumbfounded at the dumplings, which were so full that they were about to fall out of the basin like a slide. Lu Zhenglin's smile remained unchanged, but his eyes had already become dull.

This mountain of dumplings made Lu Zhenglin almost lose sight of Lin Suyu's expression on the opposite side, but the look on his face at this time probably wouldn't be too good either.

Even if it is called one more cruise, no, three more cruises, so many dumplings are enough to knock everyone down.

What kind of big plate is this, it's clearly a big bucket——!

And it's the kind of bucket that feeds pigs!

Help, let alone finish this pot, if you eat half of it, you will die, right?

While Lu Zhenglin was still racking his brains to think about what to do with the extra dumplings, Lin Suyu naturally pulled out a pair of chopsticks and began to eat hard.

——You are really picky!

Now that Lin Suyu had already moved his chopsticks, Lu Zhenglin had no choice but to follow suit.

Hell, he obviously just wanted to come out and eat something to fill his stomach, why has it become a super big stomach king competition now?

After eating two like this, Lu Zhenglin couldn't hold back and said, "Don't you eat dumplings with vinegar?"

He was really stunned by Lin Suyu's way of eating, this guy ate too frugally, picked up a dumpling and stuffed it into his mouth - it was boiled dumpling!

Even if salt and soy sauce are added to the dumpling filling, the skin on the outside is really bland and tasteless. Is it self-abuse or health preservation if you eat it without seasoning?

Lin Suyu swallowed the dumplings in his mouth, and then said: "There is no need for this. To me, dipping in vinegar or not dipping in vinegar tastes the same."

After a pause like this, he smiled again, with a relaxed tone: "Maybe I need to dip it in vinegar when I eat dumplings on stage."

Unable to understand what kind of cold joke Lin Suyu was talking about, Lu Zhenglin frowned, not wanting to ask the bottom line.The aunt sat at the table next to them, continuing to indulge in the world of Doudizhu, the cheerful sound effects tinkled, intertwined with the white smoke rising from the dumpling bowl, blurring the expression of the boy opposite him into blank.

But aunt's happy game time didn't last long. When Lu Zhenglin was half full, she picked up a phone call, followed by a few high-pitched "come, come, come, let's have a pair". "I'll definitely be there in 3 minutes", the aunt shook her red scarf, rode on the small battery at the door majesticly, made a graceful sharp right turn, and disappeared into the deserted street.

"She seems to be very happy." Lin Suyu twisted her body back and said thoughtfully.

"The happiness of ordinary people." Lu Zhenglin said casually, "Anyway, I can no longer feel happy because of such a simple thing."

I don't know if it's because the beer is pouring down his head, but Lu Zhenglin feels that he can't control his mouth anymore.

Even though he kept reminding himself of the principle of prudence in words and deeds, he still couldn't restrain the desire to speak, as if his mouth had begun to lose touch with his thoughts: "You just asked me why I joined the circle, right? I actually just wanted to ask you why you entered the circle. I always felt that you didn’t come here to be an idol at all, and you didn’t even have the most basic awe of the stage. How could a normal trainee deliberately flop on the stage? , all want to perform the stage effect perfectly, if you make a slight mistake on the stage, you will be annoyed for a long time when you step off the stage... In the end, what about you?"

He didn't even talk about this incident, but Lin Suyu's flopping at the beginning really made him very angry. From then on, he realized that Lin Suyu didn't have any enthusiasm for the stage, nor did he have any reverence. molecular.

For Lu Zhenglin, this is simply an insult to a trainee like him who has been waiting for years to be on stage.

Obviously, according to Lin Suyu's intelligence, no matter what he does, he can be very successful. Why did he come to the entertainment industry that he has no interest in?

Lin Suyu crossed her legs and shrank back a little: "Because I thought it didn't matter at the time, I didn't have anything in particular I wanted, and what Xiaoxiao likes is the direction of my efforts... But now, it seems that my mentality is a little bit different. It’s changed, maybe it’s because I’ve seen a real performance on a big stage, and the feeling of standing on it...is very different.”

The incandescent lamp was flickering above his head due to the electric current, and the boy's plain expression became astringent instead.

Even after eating a plate of dumplings, Lu Zhenglin's brain still didn't seem to be active, it was still running at a low speed - otherwise, why would he feel that the boy sitting opposite seemed a little pitiful.

"If it's not out of liking, it's best to get out and leave. If you stay in this kind of place for a long time, people will become more and more abnormal."

It's over, he really started talking nonsense.

Lu Zhenglin's heart is in a state of war between heaven and man, and his increasingly weakened rationality is still desperately trying to stop his ramblings, but obviously, this is the same as starting to plug holes with straw after the flood has washed away the dam. If you don't, it's a waste of effort.

Probably because in the early hours of the morning, people's desire to talk is always the strongest, especially for someone like Lu Zhenglin who keeps everything in his heart and only wants to show the brightest side to the public-he refuses to admit it because the opposite side is small. The look on the boy's face reminded him of when he was 15 years old.

Obviously it has only been four years, but now I recall it as strange as something that happened in my previous life.

"If you stay in this circle for a long time, your mentality will change. It's normal for you to change your mentality when you go on stage. The more stages you go to in the future, the more things you see, your mentality will change more and more. , and then you can't remember why you entered this circle in the first place..."

"In the beginning, you might feel so happy when you go on stage, you can't sleep all night with excitement, and then you have your first fan, and she will say to you, 'I will always support you', which is quite a feeling. Okay, then you vowed to work harder in this circle for the fans, not only for your dreams, but also for all the people who supported you. Then you went on another stage, and you were still very excited at this time, but already It’s not as exciting as it was the first time, and you still find it funny when you think about the first time you stood on the stage with weak feet and trembling legs.”

"Then you went on the third and fourth stages... More and more people support you, and some people will go to the company gate just for you, telling you over and over again, I love you, you You are the best idol in the world, and I will always support you. If you say this a lot, you will take it seriously. When you go on stage again, you will feel that this stage is so small—it is the first time It was not so long ago when I went on stage, but now you have forgotten what it was like the first time, and you feel that you should go to a bigger world.”

"If you don't like the entertainment industry that much, go away now... You haven't been on stage yet, and you haven't experienced the ups and downs. The feelings of fans are the purest, the most passionate, but also the most ruthless. They can be very Falling in love with you suddenly, or abandoning you in a short period of time. I was in a period of freezing because of the company, and there was no news at all. It was about three or four months... Those who once Speaking of people who love me forever, when I go to watch their news, I already like other idols, and they are in full swing to list new idols."

"Well, even the words are the same, 'you are the best so-and-so in the world', 'I will always support you'... exactly the same as what I said to me back then."

"I don't blame them. After all, people are forgetful. At that time, I didn't know if I would have the chance to perform on stage again. I was almost desperate to wait, let alone them. Anyway, someone who could replace me What's more, I'm not the only one in the entertainment circle. But how should I put it, it's really uncomfortable."

"I'll be honest, the worst thing about this circle is that if you get used to the feeling of being hugged, one day when the people around you leave and you return to your normal life before, it will suddenly feel difficult. Endure it. Get used to being the center of attention, get used to people coming up to call your name after getting off the plane, get used to a lot of people coming up and calling you I love you and I will always love you, and then go back to the previous one. A state where no one pays attention to the mask on the street will make you want to die."

"The feeling of no one looking at you is really terrible. Even if you are surrounded by people for a month, you will not be able to remember how a normal life was spent in the past ten years. Otherwise, why are there so many people? When I get old, I return to the entertainment industry and do all kinds of incredible things to attract people's attention. After living in the spotlight for a long time, I can't adjust my mentality at all."

"Until now, I have forgotten that I joined the company just to be a backup dancer. If the company asked me if I wanted to develop in the direction of debut, I would have refused firmly... Although it seems to be okay to say this now meaning."

Lu Zhenglin put down his chopsticks and laughed at himself: "Before I was 15, my favorite food was dumplings stuffed with leeks... Until now, I haven't eaten leeks for four years because of the strong taste of leeks. If I knew when I was 15 I will become like this in the future, maybe I won’t agree to be a trainee.”

The cold wind whizzing past outside the door hit the glass door, making wailing noises incessantly.

Lin Suyu and him stared at each other in silence, the blond boy's eyes were emotionless, and after a long time, he said in a tone that was so calm that it was close to sentencing: "It's too late, I can't seem to get out anymore."

Having said that, his body swayed, and he fell headfirst onto the table without warning.

Lu Zhenglin was taken aback for a moment, but saw Lin Suyu, who was lying on the table, breathing evenly and lightly.

He walked around the table, brushed away Lin Suyu's blond hair, and confirmed that the kid was just asleep.

——I was drunk by a can of beer, why are you so loud about drinking beer!

There are still several streets away from the dormitory, but you got up and fell down after returning to the dormitory!