mentally and physically

The banquet was held in the banquet hall of a certain hotel. One side of the banquet hall is a floor-to-ceiling window facing the open-air garden behind the hotel. There are some pruned laurel trees scattered in the garden, which are fluffy clusters when viewed from upstairs. Lush and lush, it echoes the full moon hanging in the deep night.

The moonlight was beautiful, and the moonlight dripped down on Wang Rang's smiling eyes, making him more gentle.

Qin Fei has known him for nearly ten years, and has never seen him like this. Even though he never smiles, gets close to people, and fights with friends, his eyes are always cold and alienated.

He is tall with flat shoulders and tall, half a head taller than Qin Fei who is not short among men. He always has a feeling of standing out from the crowd, tall and mighty.

His gestures are calm and calm, and he moves freely, like a handsome young man from a wealthy family, but he seems to have a kingly aura from his surname, solemn and domineering.

During the last gathering of the Croprin company, Qin Fei, as the vice president, was on a business trip. When he returned from his business trip, he saw Wang Yang again at this banquet.

Seeing Wang Yang and Xuan Feng looking at each other affectionately, seeing the tenderness in Wang Yang's eyes, Qin Fei felt that he seemed to be a different person.

In fact, Qin Fei had already heard about the two of them from the people in the company, and he was already mentally prepared, but seeing it with his own eyes was another matter, and Qin Fei felt panicked.

Wang Yang and Xuan Feng rested on the sofa after dancing, and Qin Fei called Wang Yang to the French window in the name of business affairs.

Wang Yang trusted him quite a lot and gave him the maximum authority in his position. The official affairs he said actually did not need to be discussed with Wang Yang, he could decide on his own.

When Qin Fei was talking, Wang Rang passed through the crowd dancing to the music from time to time to look at the wind on the other side, showing a sense of eagerness, which made Qin Fei's heart even more blocked.

After Qin Fei finished speaking, Wang Rang looked out of the window, and Qin Fei also looked out of the window, and said involuntarily, "The moonlight tonight is so beautiful!"

Qin Fei's voice is like the waves in the distance, thick and clear, clear and full of power, very magnetic, and Natsume Soseki's love words from his mouth are particularly beautiful.

Qin Fei's thoughts on Wang Rang, even if he didn't say it himself, no one who could see it, Wang Rang could always feel it.

Wang Rang was not born gay, the reason why he became a gift was because the person he loved happened to be of the same sex, and he had no feelings for other men.

Qin Fei's thoughts seemed vague, he could feel it, but it was not strong. If he didn't say it himself, Wang Yang couldn't refuse.

Wang Yang has always wanted to chat with Qin Fei openly, maybe this evening is a good opportunity.That's exactly what Qin Fei thought, and he wanted to give an explanation to this feeling that had been hidden for several years.

"I always thought you were straight, but I didn't expect you to bend when you say so." Qin Fei's voice was a little lonely, and he felt sorry for himself who had never dared to step forward.

"I grew up with Xuanfeng. When he was young, I secretly liked him. Unfortunately, he later fell in love with Peng Shuyi, and he only got together with me three years ago." Wang Yang replied, "If I were a bent Yes, then I have always bent, but I only bend for him."

Qin Fei could hear the firmness and determination in his words, and understood his attitude towards him, but Qin Fei couldn't figure out how such a charm could make such outstanding men as Peng Shuyi, Pang Duoduo, and Wang Yang. Are they going on and on?

After Xuan Feng drank the wine, his cheeks were flushed, as if painted with fat and powder, which made his little face more beautiful.Qin Fei admits that he is beautiful, but that's all.

"He's beautiful, like a little girl." Qin Fei's tone didn't sound like a compliment.

Wang Yang also turned his head to look at Xuanfeng, and smiled like a spring breeze.

"He is indeed beautiful." Wang Yang said with emotion: "But what I value is not his. Although he is not hardworking enough, he is brave and strong. This is an indisputable fact. In my eyes, he is a ball of fire. , give me light and heat."

"Aren't people who work hard to make progress stronger and braver?" Qin Fei withdrew his eyes and looked at Wang Rang, with a smile in his eyes, and raised his eyebrows with a hint of sarcasm.

Wang Yang understood that he was comparing himself with Xuan Feng.After he graduated, Wang Yang gave him the platform of croprin, and he worked hard to become a leader in the industry today, and his business ability is not inferior to Wang Yang.

Wang Rang's success is partly due to the fact that he was born in a family of merchants. He has been influenced by his ears and eyes since he was a child, and he has cultivated a keen business sense. However, his family background is average, and his success is entirely dependent on himself.In terms of hard work and progress, I am afraid that no one can match him.

But is there a progressive relationship between hard work and being strong and brave?

"Working hard is a good thing, and it's worth advocating and encouraging, but it's not good if you use it to escape reality." Wang Yang said: "People who use hard work as a cover are usually chasing the strength of external forces. is weak."

"Even if this kind of person gets what they want, it is difficult to have a sense of belonging. Without a sense of belonging, they are easy to worry about gains and losses. What they get will eventually be lost."

"When losing, this kind of person often does not examine himself, but shifts the responsibility to others, blaming himself for not being strong enough, so he pursues a more powerful force, which becomes a vicious circle."

"A person's life is only a few decades, how much happiness can be obtained in this vicious circle?"

Qin Fei understood that Wang Rang was talking about him, but Wang Rang suddenly thought of Peng Shuyi.Peng Shuyi's inner weakness not only made him lose Xifeng, but also hurt him.In comparison, Xuan Feng is much braver than him.

"Some people say that the bravest thing is to still love life even after recognizing the reality, so what is the expression of loving life?" Wang Yang asked himself and answered: "I think it is to embrace the good, tolerate the bad, and face it optimistically." Life."

Is there anyone who has endured more ordeals than Xuanfeng?Even though he was afraid and terrified, he was confused, depressed, self-enclosed, and suffered from depression, but he did not give up and overcame all of them.

This courage is unmatched.

Wang Yang looked back at Xuan Feng with a smile in his eyes.

Qin Fei is not familiar with Xuan Feng, he doesn't know how much he has experienced, and he doesn't understand how Wang Yang came to the later conclusion, but he feels that no one else can make Wang Yang so happy.

Although he is not convinced, he is not a selfish and narrow-minded person. Since being with Xifeng can make Wang Yang happy, he sends his sincere blessings.

Xi Feng didn't drink much, Wang Yang was afraid that he would run away drunk, so he asked Zuo Feng to accompany him.Zuo Feng sat on the sofa with Xuan Feng, Wang Yang and Qin Fei looked at them from time to time, and they also looked at them from time to time.

The more Xuan Feng looked at it, the more familiar Qin Fei looked, and the more he looked at Wang Yang, the more he felt something was wrong.There are many questions in Xuan Feng's mind, and Xuan Feng asked Zuo Feng his name and what he did, the more he asked, the more he remembered.

He is Wang Rang's classmate and a member of the speculative club. He used to wear a pair of glasses. He looked gentle and did not have a strong sense of presence. Although he often followed Wang Rang, Xuan Feng didn't have a deep impression of him. .

Only one thing.Wang Rang has a plane made of wood, with Qin Fei's name engraved on it.Wang Yang attached great importance to this plane, and kept it in a glass bookcase, together with the trophies and certificates he had won.

Thinking of this incident, Xuan Feng felt sore in his heart. When Wang Yang came back, he glanced at him and pretended that he didn't exist.

After Wang Rang and Qin Fei separated, he went straight to Xuan Feng's side. Seeing that Xuan Feng was not very happy, he thought it was because he had been away for too long, so he didn't pay much attention.

He cared more about the wine in Xifeng's hand, "You know that Xiaofeng doesn't drink much, why are you still drinking with him!" He said, taking away Xuanfeng's glass arbitrarily.

The words were spoken to Zuo Feng, Zuo Feng felt wronged, "He wants to drink the wine himself, so what does it have to do with me?"

Zuo Feng glanced at Wang Rang who was holding Xuan Feng into his arms, smiled maliciously and said, "Besides, why don't we drink together? If you go to dance, you will only be more unhappy."

"Why?" Xu Feng didn't understand, so Zuo Feng winked at him, telling him to be calm and not to be impatient.

Zuo Feng is used to teasing people, Wang Yang doesn't want to be teased. "Do you have to drink or dance? Can't you just chat and play with your phone?"

Wang Yang didn't follow his own words, Zuo Feng was momentarily speechless.

Unable to get an answer, Xi Feng asked Wang Rang with great curiosity, "Would you be unhappy if I danced with Brother Feng?"

As Xi Feng asked, his starry eyes fluttered, showing how eager he was for knowledge. Sweat dripped from Wang Yang's forehead, "Guoguo, it's getting late, shall we go home?"

Xi Feng glanced at his watch and said, "It's still early, it's not ten o'clock." Then he said, "Tell me first, will you be unhappy?"

Xi Feng had to get the answer, Wang Yang couldn't refuse, and said in a deep voice, "It's just normal communication, it won't happen."

Zhenao escaped the welcoming pine in the distant mountains, but could not escape the draft in the house.Zuo Feng was overjoyed, stood up, and extended an invitation to Xuan Feng, "I've never danced with Xiao Feng before, this is a rare opportunity, come on! Let's go dance."

Xuan Feng intuitively felt that Wang Yang, who had a steady face, was unhappy, but he didn't know whether it was because of his own pressing or because of Zuo Feng's invitation.

Just as Xuan Feng wanted to make him unhappy, he agreed casually and wanted to get up, but Wang Yang hugged him tightly.Wang Rang just came back, and he hadn't stayed with Xuan Feng for 2 minutes, he didn't want him to go, but the words had already been spoken, so he had to let go.

Because the hand on the waist was stagnant, and because the hand was suddenly let go, Xuan Feng felt inexplicable, so he looked back at Wang Rang, then happily took Zuo Feng's arm and stepped onto the dance floor.

Seeing the two of them disappearing into the swaying crowd on the dance floor, Wang Yang felt very uncomfortable.He was the only one left on the sofa here, he looked left and right, not knowing what to do, he picked up the half-drinked wine on the coffee table and took a sip.

Lanson champagne has a rich fruity aroma, and the alcohol content does not exceed 12%, which is not intoxicating.

Xi Feng didn't dance with other men except Wang Rang, when he danced with Wang Rang, they hugged each other and danced on the spur of the moment.

Dancing with Zuo Feng, of course you can't do this, you have to follow the dance steps in a regular manner, but how can two men dance?

Xuan Feng was troubled: "I have never learned women's steps."

"I haven't learned it either." Zuo Feng spread his hands and shrugged, making a helpless look, but there was a rogue-like smile on his face.

Xuan Feng was annoyed, and retreated in his heart.

Zuo Feng said: "I can assure you that within five minutes of the two of us dancing, Wang Yang will rush over, do you believe it?"

Su Feng became interested and asked, "Really?"

Zuo Feng laughed and said, "You don't know his attitude towards you?"

Su Feng really didn't know.

"If you don't believe me, give it a try." Zuo Feng put his arms around his waist and put his hands together, waiting for him to get on, "I want to see the scene of the domineering president's domineering love, so I have to wrong you."

Xuan Feng looked at him with raised eyebrows, and obediently stepped forward to put his shoulders on his shoulders, "I have nothing wronged, but you, if I step on your feet, you have to feel wronged and don't scream."

"Then how can it be? I can trust your dancing skills." Zuo Feng was full of confidence and danced with the wind.

Although Xuanfeng's dancing skills are good, she always dances men's steps, and suddenly changed to women's steps, and she couldn't adapt to it all at once. "It's hard to say." As soon as he finished speaking, he stepped on Zuo Feng.

Zuo Feng's foot seemed to be crushed flat, but the words came first, so he had no choice but to swallow the pain that was about to blurt out.

When Zuo Feng looked at Xuanfeng with puppy-like resentful eyes, Xuanfeng smiled and said, "How about we switch places?"

Zuo Feng wanted to maintain the dignity of the straight man of steel, so he didn't jump into the female position.

Xuan Feng stepped on Zuo Feng's foot and foot as if on purpose, no matter how painful it was, Zuo Feng had to smash his teeth and swallow blood.

Zuo Feng danced in pain, and Xuan Feng danced tremblingly. Others didn't know it, but they thought they were dancing happily.Especially Wang Yang, thinking of Xuanfeng dancing happily with others, sitting on pins and needles on the soft sofa.

"It's almost five minutes?"

After stepping on Zuo Feng, Xuan Feng felt very guilty, and wanted to end this farce quickly, but Zuo Feng who was stepped on didn't want to, "Don't worry! He'll be here soon."

Xuan Feng wanted to turn around to take a look, but was stopped by Zuo Feng, "Don't look back! Once you turn around, he won't come." Being stepped on, he hasn't got the expected result, but the gain outweighs the loss.

Xuan Feng really wanted to know what Wang Yang looked like now?Nai He couldn't see it.Great curiosity was tickling him, and he needed something to distract him.

"I really don't know what his attitude is towards me, just tell me!"

What else could be the attitude?It's similar to Gouzi's attitude towards baby bones.

It is a manifestation of deep love, a kind of love that does not allow others to get close to the other party or even covets the other party and wishes to confine the other party. It is actually quite abnormal when you think about it.

I am afraid that Xiu Feng will never want to leave Wang Yang in this life, but if he is in love, why would he want to leave?Just like they are now.

Everyone has their own way of life, Zuo Feng doesn't want to get involved in their relationship. "Just concentrate on jumping and don't step on me again."

Zuo Feng didn't answer himself, and Xuan Feng nuzzled to express his dissatisfaction.

Most of the people dancing on the dance floor were men and women in pairs. Apart from Xi Feng and Zuo Feng, only Pang Duoduo and his boyfriend danced together.

Zuo Feng was not used to being a special existence, and he danced more cautiously. When he needed to spin around, he had to wrap his arms around Xuanfeng's waist. Before, he just hugged him vaguely and didn't feel it. This hug found that his waist was so soft. Soft yet firm, feels particularly good.

"Your waist is more comfortable to touch than a girl's!" Zuo Feng couldn't help but sigh.

A friend chatted with Wang Rang. During the chat, Wang Rang kept staring at the dance floor, and the people on the dance floor danced to the music, shadowy.

In a daze, he saw Zuo Feng pinch Xuanfeng's waist, he frowned, and finally couldn't bear it any longer, asked his friend to resign, and rushed into the dance floor.

"He's coming!"

Xuan Feng was about to push away Zuo Feng's tighter and tighter hand, when he heard this, he frowned, and led Zuo Feng to another place.

When Wang Rang came, he missed, Xuan Feng and Zuo Feng turned to other places, he immediately followed, missed again, followed again and then missed again.

The three of them turned half of the dance floor like a cat catching a mouse, disrupting the dance steps of others.Those with good eyesight retreated, leaving a large space on the dance floor, and Wang Rang caught the wind that was as slippery as a loach.

Xi Feng was caught by his arms and stopped. Zuo Feng, whose feet had been squashed flat, quickly let go of Xi Feng, and limped to the side of the sofa.

Wang Rang's face was dark and he looked very angry.Zuo Feng was afraid that he would settle accounts with him, so he did not forget to explain when he left, "It has nothing to do with me, he is the one who wants to run away." The onlookers all said that he "served it", why would he meddle in other people's feelings?

Xuan Feng turned around and said with a smile: "Why are you so possessive?"

Wang Rang replied coldly: "You are mine."

Xuan Feng said angrily, "I am my own!"

Wang Yang retorted, "It's also mine."

Wang Rang once said, "You are you, and you are also me", which is a kind of emotional state of "I am in you, and you are in me". Xuanfeng thinks this is very wonderful.

If you don't get it, Wang Yang can still let it go, if you get it and lose it, Wang Yang will go crazy.Wang Rang hugged Xuan Feng into his arms, holding him tighter and tighter, wishing to melt him into his body and never separate him.

Xi Feng also hugged him tightly, enjoying his warm embrace.

Wang Yang no longer wanted to be separated from Xuan Feng, he followed him wherever he went.Xi Feng also doesn't want to be separated from him, but he can't stick together all the time, he needs a little bit of his own space.

Xi Feng drank a little too much and had to go to the bathroom, it would be bad for Wang Yang to follow him.Wang Rang still wanted to follow, and it was only by Xu Feng's persuasive words that he persuaded him to stay outside the toilet.

Xi Feng went into the toilet and was inexplicably relieved, so why did he play tricks on him?The bitter fruit brewed by oneself must be swallowed with tears.

After going to the toilet, Xuan Feng came out, went to the sink to wash his hands, and took some water to cool his hot face after drinking.

As the face cooled down, the skin became as white as porcelain, and the crystal water droplets hung on it, making it as moist and pretty as a lotus emerging from water.

Liangliang was applying makeup in the mirror, and when he caught a glimpse of the unbelievable man in the mirror, he felt jealous, and at another glance, he felt familiar, and at another glance, he could be sure that he had seen this man before.

When he first entered this hotel, he saw a man from a distance that he would never forget in this life. The man was holding the man's hand, chatting and laughing with him, looking very affectionate.Because he thought it was a coincidence and because he was curious, he took a second look.

The author has something to say:

Thanks to the friends who bookmarked my column, the column name is "This Acre of Field" is very secondary! This article will be included in the Magic Purple series, magic purple=romantic and dangerous, and very secondary! If I write another article, I will no longer write this kind of article Suo Wensuo felt his heart swell.

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