Suzuran

I grew up living in an ivory tower.Don't laugh, this is the way of life for all Omegas of our time.Our classmates are Omega, and our friends are Omega. There are Omega restaurants for dinner, and Omega shopping malls, parks, and gyms for recreation.The only alphas I have had frequent contact with since I was a child are my father and younger brother.

According to the law, once I reach the age, I must choose an Alpha to marry.

What stupid bastard made this law?How did I suddenly know who to marry?I haven't had a single alpha friend in my 20 years of life, and I've mostly learned about them through courses and books.

Occasionally I have to be exposed in public, and I just remember the aggressive look the alphas gave me.I reject them psychologically, but I need them physically.

Longbai was recommended to me by the marriage center.It is said that we are well matched. (Only the staff of the matching office know what is the degree of matching and how to test it.) After my parents met him twice, they agreed to marry me to him.Then we got married.

Just ten days after I got married, my sunny period came.And this efficient guy got me pregnant on that one occasion.During the next ten months of pregnancy, we followed the doctor's advice to live without sex and slept in separate rooms.Long Bai was very restrained in this regard, he never asked for my body once.Later I gave birth to the little dogwood.The doctor said that Xing's sexual life can be resumed.But I still sleep with him in a separate room.He was allowed to touch me only when it was sunny.

During the period after giving birth to Xiaozhuyu, I was a little depressed.I don't feel comfortable with my current life.I don't know why I suddenly have a husband and a child.I don't know how to face this husband who is almost a stranger to me in the future.

We Omega are all parents' darlings before we get married.Because the current AO ratio in society is 3 to 1.But as long as we are married off, the natal family will almost ignore us.It seems that after Omega got married, he could only rely on his alpha for all problems.

At first, Long Bai thought I was just too tired to take care of the children.So he sent away the original housekeeping robot and bought the most advanced smart nanny Kikyo to take care of Xiao Zhuyu.It wasn't until Kikyo found out that I had committed suicide by cutting my wrists in the bathtub that Long Bai didn't take it seriously.

He sent me to the doctor who diagnosed me with severe postpartum depression.

After that, my marriage with Long Bai almost came to an end.We communicated very little, and he supervised my medication every day and sent me to a psychiatrist every week.My situation can only be said to be stable, but it has not improved much.

That day Long Bai came home from get off work.I found him a little absent-minded.

"Have you eaten?"

"Yes."

"With colleagues?"

"Yes."

"That's right, I'm going to Haitang's place tonight. You drive."

"Who?"

"My psychiatrist. Haitang."

He was stunned after hearing this, and said, "I thought you wouldn't go there again."

"Why not? I haven't been in two weeks. Because of the damn toe!"

Long Bai was silent again.He bowed his head in thought for a long time, not knowing what he was thinking.He's been doing this occasionally at home lately.

Begonia, like me, is a male omega.He is 40 years old, but looks like he is in his early thirties because of his maintenance.

In this society, it is not easy for Omega to obtain the qualification of a psychologist.Need to bear the heavy pressure from both family and society.

"Tell me about your feet, what's the matter?"

"A car accident. We went to a friend's house and the car went down a hill on the way back."

"You and your husband?"

"And the baby. But she's fine. The robot was holding her and she wasn't hurt at all. The robot's arm was broken. But my husband got her a new one the next day."

"So fast? What does your husband do?"

"...I don't know exactly what it does. I just remember their company's name is Acorn or something."

Haitang glanced at me and said, "That is a very authoritative AI evaluation company. It is responsible for grading and evaluating AI."

The meaning in his eyes was clear: You are an ignorant Omega.

I'm open to it.

"That would be great. I'm in need of a robot helper at home. Could you please get your husband to buy me two housekeeping robots? At a better price."

"Of course." Actually, I don't know if it will work or not.But in this case, we can only agree first.

"Hey, you don't know how chaotic the daily life of a family with five children is. The robot I'm using now is a second-generation product, and it's too inefficient to be able to keep busy. The house is messy every day."

"You have five children?" I was surprised.

"Yeah. What's so weird about that? You'll have some too."

"Are you sure? I'm in this situation? You won't forget why I was sent to you for treatment, right?"

"I remember. Severe postpartum depression, and suicidal tendencies! It's nothing, almost all of my patients here are like this. And according to my statistics, the probability of postpartum depression among male Omegas in the entire ship is five times higher than that of female Omegas. "

"...I'm probably really not suitable for having children."

"No. There is no omega that is unsuitable for fertility. You just lack self-confidence. Sometimes the quick fix for postpartum depression is to have another baby right away. You know that old-earth saying? Don't worry."

What a god theory.

In my impression, Haitang has always been a gentle and somewhat alienated person.He would analyze my condition rationally and guide my emotions with careful words.And today, the gossiping and enthusiastic psychiatrist sitting in front of me is really not a community worker pretending to be?

Sure enough, since that incident, everything has changed subtly.