Faint Lord

When Yang Guang went to school in the morning, he would always open the windows to ventilate the air. When he returned home, it was always cold in the room. He took out a cigarette from his pocket, took out one, and lit it tremblingly.He couldn't sit still, he collapsed on the sofa and smoked, and the ash fell from time to time, burning his hands, and he seemed unconscious.

He still couldn't quit smoking, but he smoked less. He didn't know if he should continue in the future. In a flash, he changed back to the old Yang Guang. There was no point in doing anything. He was a boring person.That's great, you don't have to worry about anything, sadness and happiness are the same.

He couldn't get rid of his sadness, and he couldn't face Li Yu tomorrow. What should he say when he meets in the morning, what should he say when he goes to school, and whether he should say goodbye when he comes home from school. But he doesn't like himself like this, and Li Yu doesn't like people being depressed.

He has worked hard enough, but he is still not liked. There are too many people in this world who are better than him. Why should he like himself? When he came back, he didn't sleep. He still took his schoolbag to go to school early in the morning, but he didn't meet Li Yu.

It turned out that he didn't need to think so much, Li Yu was always calm and knew what to do.He didn't dare to speak or look at him. He didn't leave until after school, and he didn't feed the cat.But he still wanted to see him, so he just hid where Li Yu couldn't see. He didn't know how to get rid of such feelings. It didn't disappear because of the rejection that day, and it still lingered endlessly in his heart.

On the third day when they didn't have any communication, it started to rain lightly, and he sat still in his seat when school was over, waiting for Li Yu to leave first.Jiang Du also felt it, and asked him, "Did you quarrel?" "Yeah." "Is it your fault?" He hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "Then go and apologize to him, he will forgive you ""I don't think he will." "Li Yu is not an unreasonable person. He just asked me if I had an umbrella, and he didn't take an umbrella. He should be still downstairs, so you should find an opportunity to apologize to him." Jiang Du from He took out the umbrella from the drawer and handed it to him, "Go."

Yang Guang stared blankly at the umbrella in his hand, and asked her, "What do you do?" She said with a smile, "It's okay, someone is coming to pick me up." It seemed that Xiao Dai was much luckier than him.He hurried downstairs with an umbrella, but he didn't see Li Yu. He ran towards them on the way home again, and saw him walking slowly in front wearing a hat not far away.Yang Guang caught up with him and walked to him to hold an umbrella for him. Li Yu just walked faster and didn't want to stay with him. The umbrella was stuffed into his hand.

"Take it, I don't need to support it." Li Yu turned his head away from him, and handed the umbrella back.The two of them stood in the middle of the road and gave way like children.During this period, no one said a word.Yang Guang finally couldn't help it, and forced the umbrella handle into his hand, "I know, I'm not good enough for you, I don't know anything, I'm just a puddle of mud. You don't have to avoid me like this, I just think, It’s just that I can’t, I don’t want to go, I like you.” The rain got heavier and heavier, but his voice became softer, “I don’t deserve to be friends with you, and I don’t deserve to like you, take the umbrella, I’m leaving. "

He ran away in two or three steps, and disappeared in Li Yu's eyes after a while, leaving him alone.The non-stop rain poured on him, dripping down his cheeks and neck, and the umbrella was hanging in his hand. Like an idiot, he was drenched in the rain in vain.Walking to the door of the house, he couldn't help but sneezed. He stroked his face with his hands, but water kept falling from his hair and eye sockets.