Faint Lord

The seaside is windy, but at the end of April, there is already warmth in the wind.They made a man-made beach here, which was originally a quagmire, where they could dig holes and hang crabs.It was Li Yu's first time here, and he didn't know whether to take off his shoes to go in. While hesitating, Yang Guang had already run into the beach, "If you don't go into the water, you don't need to take off your shoes."

The texture of the sand is soft and hard, and you can step on the pits, and you will step on the bottom soon.He was not used to walking on such sandy ground, so he walked very slowly to where Yang Guang was. He stood on the beach very close to the sea, watched Li Yu approaching, and said, "I have been living near here since I was a child, and later I moved a little. It's a little far away, but I still come here often." He put his hands around his mouth and shouted towards the sea, "Fuck it!" The tourists all looked sideways, and Li Yu barely moved a few steps to the side, crookedly sunken In the sand, pretend that he is not with him.

"When I was young, whenever I had any troubles that I couldn't tell my parents, I would come here and talk to the sea." He leaned next to Li Yu again, with calm eyes, "Later, I found that there were more and more such things, and thousands of words are not as good as words." A swear word comes quickly." Thousands of emotions, sadness, anger, anger, and regret, can often be condensed into this one sentence, which not only scolds people but also scolds the world.

"Do you want to try it?" He sincerely recommended it to Li Yu. Li Yu just looked at the sea, watched the tide come and go, and shook his head, "I don't want to do this kind of thing in public." Sit down, "Then hold it in, and you will get sick sooner or later." He suddenly squatted down, groped in the gravel, found a slightly larger stone, and threw it into the sea. It fell into the water with a bang, and a big splash was made.

He threw it several times in a row, finally panting, and sat down as if exhausted.

"I said you, don't keep studying and studying. What's the point? You're not happy at all." He propped his head and looked at Li Yu, feeling that he was a little thinner than before, and more importantly, he had no energy, as if he was struggling It was only with strength that he barely tightened every mechanism on his body. "Don't educate me, you don't understand my choice, this is my plan." He grabbed a handful of sand and let go, "You have never planned the future, what do you want to do in the future, what do you think life."

Yang Guang lay down, the sky and the sea are different blues, "the future is uncertain, I only value things that can be held in my hands, only today, only the present, today's happiness is the real happiness, and the future What I am, I don’t care, that’s for the future.” Several white unknown birds flew in the air, and he tried to reach out to catch their wings, “I’ve never seen you smile, do you want to save it for later? ?”

Li Yu didn't answer, and he couldn't figure it out. He didn't even think that the future would be happier than the present. It's just that he was used to doing things like this. He chose the most stable path and just walked on. He was not good at solving complicated problems. As long as the path is clear, there is no need to doubt too much, just go.

They were silent for a long time, only the sound of waves crashing on the shore and children laughing, Yang Guang lay down and looked at his back, he was wearing a sweatshirt, the wind blew in and it bulged slightly, he became round, "said To be honest, I really want to know why you hate me." Without any movement from his back, he said, "It's not that I hate you, I just don't like you."

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